Volume 9 Chapter 39 Whispers of Tears

Zero Feather rushed out of the purple bamboo forest quickly, she wanted to stay away from this place, and she didn't want to come back for the rest of her life.

Don't talk about looking back, even looking at the bamboo leaves in the purple bamboo forest feels disgusting.

There is a kind of grievance, that is, she can't say it, Ling Yu's state is extremely poor, and she still has many things in her heart that she doesn't dare to say, for fear that she can't help but open her mouth, and the words she spits out will be listened to by the Empress Dowager Xia Ji, who loves to listen to the wind in the corner.

According to the experience in the bell hall, to avoid the induction of the strong, it is necessary to find a quiet place to hide the surrounding atmosphere. Only those who are relatively close can hear it, and more than three miles away, no matter how strong the strong person is, they can't sense what she is saying through the breath lock.

Zero Yu knows that if he doesn't find a place to vent these grievances in his heart, he will hold them in his heart for a long time, and it is easy to hold back internal injuries. Maybe Empress Dowager Xia Ji could sense her, but she definitely couldn't sense what she was saying.

There are several such places, and Zero Yu knows several places. And the purple bamboo forest is already remote, and the next stop she wants to go to is the Yiling Palace. Halfway through hiding in that environment to vent, adjust your mentality, and only then can you face the evil Ying Ai. Even if you don't want to get along with Ying Ai, but in order to gain support and find out the hearts of the people in the palace, you can't go there.

Running quickly, in the time of half a pillar of incense, burrowed into a small forest surrounded by trees. When she came to a familiar old tree, there was a hole in it, and Zero Feather fell into it, and her tears couldn't stop flowing, only here could she cry bitterly. The cry can't be too loud, and the voice of the voice can only be whispered, so that it can't be heard by the strong people who are miles away.

Peach Blossom followed from a distance, and she didn't know why Ling Yu didn't go to the Yiling Palace, but to get into the small forest. Climbing over a few tree trunks and jumping onto a tree, from this angle, you can see the zero feather at ten zhang in its entirety, and with the strength of the zero feather, you don't know anything about the peach blossom following.

Seeing the zero feather in the tree hole, Peach Blossom was completely shocked, what a blow to torture a person into such pain? Looking at Zero Feather curled up in the hollow of the tree, the trembling appearance of sobbing all over her body touched Peach Blossom's heart, and she also wanted to cry with her.

Looking at this small forest, Peach Blossom knew in her heart that Zero Yu must have come here often before. Because the hole in the tree was not dug out by hand, but with the body of Zero Feather, and the body of the sad one was grinded out. From the size and shape of the tree hole, there are clear traces of zero feathers grinding out, and she used to come here often, and often cried here.

Hearing Zero Feather sobbing and whispering, only slightly perceiving, Peach Blossom was suddenly shocked. This naturally formed small forest is too ingenious, as long as it is more than a mile away, even if it is a peak powerhouse, it is difficult to sense that Zero Yu is whispering. It seems that Ling Yu not only often comes here to cry, but also spits out the grievances in his heart, and uses this way to vent so that he can not be discovered.

Peach Blossom listened carefully, and it was only the first sentence of Zero Feather that confirmed her judgment.

I only heard Ling Yu sobbing in a low voice: "Uncle Old Shu, Yu'er is here again, this is the one hundred and thirty-sixth time." I thought that after leaving the Qin Palace, I would not come here again. But I can't do it, if I don't enter the palace, Brother Zheng won't know which sisters are persecuting the family. ”

"This place is very suitable for me, no matter how sad I am, how I vent my grievances, others can only sense me crying. This place, Empress Dowager Xia Ji also knows, but she can't hear what I say, and only when I get here, I dare to say something to complain about them. ”

"I remember the first time I came here, I promised Sister Zhongli that I was willing to do that self-sacrificing double cultivation method to fulfill Brother Zheng's skills and increase his skills. I didn't want to, but for the sake of the Nie family and for Brother Zheng to save my life, I willingly took my life. ”

"At that time, I was so miserable, as soon as I entered the Houmen, it was the sea, not to mention the Xianyang Palace of Daqin. I see the ruthlessness here more deeply than anyone else, and I see it more thoroughly than anyone else. When I first entered the palace, I really couldn't bear the pain of being abandoned, and I would rather give up the entire Nie family and kill Brother Zheng to help Cheng Gongzi achieve the position of prince. But under the interference of Mrs. Huayang, he actually watched me being tortured and killed by Sister Zhongli, and even laughed at me there, I am really a pitiful worm that everyone spurns on me. ”

"Everyone can betray me and betray me, but not Cheng Gongzi. I have already given his whole body and mind, the entire Nie family, why does he laugh at me mercilessly. At that moment, I already had the idea of dying, perhaps it was a deliberate trick of fate, and Brother Zheng saved me for the first time and gave me a new lease of life. ”

"From now on, I swear in my heart that I will never be emotional to a ruthless person, so I have never met Cheng Gongzi in private. I've done well enough, but why are so many people pointing fingers behind my back, saying that I'm a wild bird that turns his back on the glory of the Lord and flies up to the branches? ”

"That's the second time I've come to Uncle Old Shu to cry, am I willing to enter the palace? It's not all about repaying the favor, but to repay the kindness of Brother Zheng's rescue. In the final analysis, I am just a chess piece in the hands of others that can be discarded at any time, it is not a question of whether I want to enter the palace or not, but that Sister Zhongli forced me to enter the palace. I am already a dead person, but I can't let the people of the Nie family die with me, because before the Zhong Hall was established, my clansmen were sent to the Qin Clan's ranch by Brother Zheng. Every move of the clansmen is under the watchful eye of Zhongli's sister. ”

"People in the rivers and lakes, I can't help myself, I accept my fate, I only hope that the method of double cultivation will come soon, although I will not die, but after double cultivation, my skills will take a big step backwards, and I will never want to make any more progress."

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

"The twelfth time I came to Uncle Lao Shu and cried bitterly, just because Brother Zheng was angry and scolded Sister Zhongli heavily. And warned my sister that she was never allowed to mention the matter of double cultivation to me, and ordered the entire Zhong Hall that as long as it was a woman of the political brother, no one was allowed to train the kind of double cultivation method that harmed others and was not beneficial to oneself. And focused on me, saying that since Zero Yu is his woman, he will care for her for a lifetime and will not allow her to be hurt in any way. ”

"This was the most beautiful love story I have ever heard in my life, and at that moment, I was emotionally attracted to Brother Zheng. But in the evening, Sister Zhongli punished me severely, saying that I shouldn't have told Brother Zheng that the harm of the method of double cultivation had made many of her efforts in vain. I was so aggrieved that I didn't dare to cry, it wasn't my fault at all, but what Sister Lin Ye said. ”

"I knew very well in my heart that I was a woman who had been abandoned, and that my sisters were suspicious of my loyalty."

"The thirty-second time, I cried so much that I cried so much that I grinded a hole in the tree. But that's fine, it's a good place for me, and only here can I feel safe to confide in a lot of my thoughts, and no one else will hear it. ”

"On the forty-second occasion, Sister Toshiro doubted my loyalty and considered me an unchaste woman. On that occasion, I forced a smile and stripped naked in front of all the sisters in the hall of the bell hall for everyone to check their bodies. It's a hall there, after Sister Mindai finished checking, she looked at Sister Tian Ling with reproachful eyes, it turned out that this idea was from the princess of Qi Kingdom. ”

"For the seventy-eighth time, I learned a big secret, and to this day, I don't dare to say it to anyone, not even to Brother Zheng. That is Sister Liji, who killed her brother Lin Feng with her own hands, in addition to Sister Lin Ye, before that, Sister Hu Ji also knew. Sister Hu Ji is a giant of the Mo family, and there is a strange swordsman in Xianyang, how could she not know? ”

"The intelligence in the world is the most, with the Mo family as the most, but I don't know why Sister Hu Ji knew about it, why didn't she stop Sister Liji, who hurt Sister Liji, was heartbroken and did something that killed herself. I have never dared to say this, because none of my sisters believed what I said. In their eyes, they have always regarded me as an outsider, and my loyalty is only for the Nie family. ”

"The one hundred and twentieth time, through the mouth of Ji Rong's sister, I know one more thing. When Meng Jiang's sister entered the palace to assassinate Brother Zheng, it was caused by Brother Zheng's self-injury with a lover's arrow, in order to get rid of Meng Jiang's sister's heart knot. But I don't know what's wrong, Sister Maomao of Huayang Palace, just said that it was Meng Jiang's sister who stabbed her, and Sister Mi Run heard this and launched a hunt for Meng Jiang's sister. ”

"I didn't dare to tell anyone, because that time, I used the double cultivation method to save Brother Zheng. At that moment, I didn't have any unpleasantness, my existence was for sacrifice, I was just a pawn that others played at will. Everyone said that Brother Zheng was dead, and even Sister Zhongli and Sister Mindai said that they couldn't be saved. But I don't believe it, on the basis of the method of double cultivation, I instilled the strength of the whole body, and finally rescued Brother Zheng. ”

"It's a pity that what happened after that was completely beyond my expectations, and I didn't dare to say anything about it even more painfully. After the double cultivation, my whole heart was pinned on Brother Zheng alone, and during his absence, the bell hall was kept in order. When Brother Zheng and Sister Zhongli returned, I was greeted by the hateful gaze of countless pairs of eyes, and everyone except Sister Toshiro ruthlessly slandered me. said that I was too biased towards the Nie family in the ranch, what else could I say if I was still wronged? Those were all done by Brother Zheng himself, otherwise how could he train the current Praetorian Guard. ”

"Since then, I no longer dare to say too much to others, for fear that if I say too much, I will lose, so I behave carefully and do things."

"For the hundredth and thirtieth time, this time, I discovered a big secret that I had not dared to confide in outsiders for a long time. That was the wedding of Yihuanyuan, and Sister Chenxi actually boldly played with the bag and let other women have a round house with Brother Zheng instead of her. There were three people who found out about this, Sister Orchid, Sister Yao Yao, and me. Dawn went so fast that she sat in a groggy carriage and left, and we began to think it was nothing. But who knows, there is another morning light from the new house, and we really think we are dazzled. ”

"Sister Hu Ji warned me not to reveal this matter, so as not to worry Brother Zheng. But who knows, Sister Hu Ji told Sister Lin Ye, and slandered my loyalty, saying that I was too selfish and didn't tell her about the bag drop. At that moment, Sister Lin Ye became wary of me, and from that moment, I understood that this Zhong Palace, the first person to be driven out by me, must be me. ”

"For the one hundred and thirty-fifth time, the sisters were talking about the underground palace of the Zhong Palace, which contained an immortal fruit. For the sake of the child, I went, and that time, if it wasn't for the rescue of Toshiyo's sister and the rescue of Masa's elder brother using Changsheng wine, I might have died. I was reincarnated as a human being, and I was rescued by the whole twice, this heart can't allow me to betray again, and I have never betrayed Brother Zheng. ”

"I've found out that what the sisters were talking about was deliberate, and they said that when they knew I was eavesdropping. The water of this Qin Palace is deep and terrifying, and it is even more terrifying. ”

"The one hundred and thirty-sixth time, I went back to Uncle Lao Shu again and cried, thinking that after leaving the palace, I would not be so sad. But who knows, people outside the palace will be even more sad. Watching my child Yin Yue be despised in the Blood Fan Building, it was only because of me, a mother, who took the longevity fruit. It turns out that the people of Xuefanlou are no different from the sisters in the palace, except for Brother Zheng, who is as ruthless as the other sisters. ”

"Since I am asked to take care of the ranch, I will keep the ranch up and down in an orderly manner, and I dare not let anyone find fault with it. I've done well enough, and there are people who don't like me and covet the position of ranch commander all the time. ”

"Sister Lin Sheng is dead, obviously my third brother Yintong is there to save her, but those people don't believe it. That's my own brother, how dare he harm my sister? What's more, the third brother is already very familiar with Sister Lin Sheng, and even Brother Tomb, Big Brother Dumb Cook, and Sister Qianqian believe in him, but Sister Zhong Dian, who is familiar with him, doesn't believe it. ”

"That's it, I have long known the ruthlessness of the people in the palace, but who would have thought that the three queen mothers of my Great Qin are also ruthless. In order to seek help, I first went to Ganquan Palace, until I mentioned one thing, that is, the relationship between the Nie family and the Praetorian Guard is now integrated, and my mother changed her normal attitude and fully supported me. But who am I? I am the head of the Nie family, the commander of the ranch, and the person who built the Zhong Hall to its current scale in the past, how can I not guess what my mother thinks? After all, they still want to stuff people into the Praetorian Guard. ”

"I admit that if you ask for something, you must give something. After entering Xianyang City, I have eaten so many closed doors, and I also admit it, because Brother Yingcheng has long reminded me that those powerful people are not the same as us. But when she arrived at Huayang Palace, what Grandma Huayang said was beautiful, but she was just asking for information about her mother in a different direction. By the way, let me go to the Mi people for help. I'm sure that as long as I go, someone will still stuff people into the Praetorian Guard. ”

"When I arrived at the Purple Bamboo Forest, Grandma Xia Ji also said the same thing, my grievances really can't be confided, how many people are there in Beigong? Look at the entire Qin Palace, look at the North Palace Hall of Zhongnan Mountain, Brother Qianyi and others, how many people will there be? I really don't dare to listen to it anymore, no matter how good the solution to the Nie family's predicament is, I can't ask for it, because I can't afford it. ”

"The little Praetorian Guard, the full establishment is only eight thousand, and the three queen mothers have to stuff people, how can a small ranch accommodate so many people? Brother Zheng gave me an order, that is, no matter how you stuff people, 8,000 is the maximum number, otherwise we will not be able to form a combat force that satisfies us. I've eliminated a lot of people who have failed the competition, and there are only thirty vacancies left, where do I go to leave a place for them to stuff people? ”

"Little zero feathers, like feathers floating in the air, go to the Yiling Palace, go to the Zhong Palace, how many people will be stuffed into it? I don't dare to tell Brother Zheng about these things, Sister Lin Sheng has just died, he must be very sad in his heart, and he must not let him know about this matter. ”

"Being a pawn and being manipulated at will will never escape this fate. Why is my life so miserable? Why are they all trying to force me? That would suffocate me. ”

After saying this, Zero Feather violently spat out a mouthful of blood, lying in the hollow of the tree panting, like a flower about to wither, waiting for the moment of death.

Seeing the blood spurting out of Zero Feather, Peach Blossom's whole body trembled, and tears kept flowing. A person who has been held back to this extent, what kind of perseverance does it take to persevere.

The peach blossoms looked at all corners of the palace towards the gray night sky of the Qin Palace, and finally stayed in the purple bamboo forest. A voice in my heart shouted, Grandma, your calculation is wrong, the Praetorian Guard can't stuff so many people at all, you will suffocate Zero Yu to death.

Thinking of the people brought by Qianyi, how much more than the thirty Beigong brothers? There are at least fifty or so of them. How does this make Zero Feather stuff people? Grandma Xia Ji's plan is to let the king issue a holy decree, let all the Nie family be incorporated into the Praetorian Guard, and also solve the Nie family's predicament.

It's a pity that it's wrong, it's all wrong, the Praetorian Guard is only allowed to have 8,000 establishments, and even Ling Yu's own family will not be included in it, so how can it be stuffed with others. Please issue an edict to the king, if the Praetorian Guard is to be expanded, it is impossible to wait until today, grandma is so naΓ―ve, no wonder Sister Zero Yu does not dare to stay any longer, she must have guessed what grandma is going to say.

It's better not to listen, but once you hear it, you will be completely embarrassed and the relationship between the two families will be stiff. If it really can be like that, will Zero Feather not think of it? Why else would she be so risky?