Mei Niang looked at Li Zhong like this, and for a while there seemed to be some blood surging slightly, raised her eyes, looked into the distance, and said softly: "He seems to have everything, but in fact, he is just stuffed into everything...... All those so-called things are not what he wants. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info and the current ending may not be what he likes...... But anyway, the most important thing he cared about the most was finally obtained. ”

"Yes...... You? Li Zhong suddenly spoke up and asked softly.

Mei Niang turned around, looked at Li Zhong, who seemed to be taken aback by herself, and smiled faintly: "Maybe it's ...... Perhaps, not either. ”

She looked at him and said calmly: "But no matter what, what he wanted, he got it with his own hands." ”

Li Zhong was silent, took a step forward for a while, and said, "If it's me...... If it's this palace, it'......."

"You can't do it." Mei Niang said categorically, resolutely, and gently.

Li Zhongda frowned: "You are too arbitrary. ”

"It's not that this palace is arbitrary, it's that you really can't do it." Mei Niang looked at him calmly: "Your father can do it because he knows what he wants." And you...... Do you know what you want? ”

Li Zhong opened his mouth, closed his mouth again, and said lightly after a while: "I...... Of course I do. ”

"Do you dare to say it?" Mei Niang asked rhetorically, but Li Zhong's eyes opened for a while, and the firelight was dazzling, but he was finally suppressed: "You...... Do you know what you're talking about? ”

Mei Niang nodded and said lightly: "Of course this palace knows what she is talking about. This palace only asks you, do you dare to tell this palace, tell your father, what do you want? ”

Li Zhong swallowed his saliva and was silent.

Mei Niang took a step forward, swayed and struck lightly, and made a loud sound: "Do you dare, or don't you dare?" ”

With this step, Li Zhong also subconsciously took a step back, swallowed his saliva again, and his hands trembled in his sleeves, so that the sleeves rustled.

Mei Niang didn't let him go, as if staring at a prey, took another step forward, and said lightly: "Do you dare, or don't you dare?" ”

Li Zhong took another step back, turned his head sideways, stared at the ground, his fists clenched tightly, and his face was flushed.

Mei Niang stopped, no longer took a step forward, just looked at him, looked at him, and shook her head and smiled for a while: "How?" You simply don't know what you want. ”

"I know! I know!! I know!!! Li Zhong shouted in a low voice, one heavier and heavier, as if he was talking to Mei Niang, and as if he was listening to himself.

"Do you really know? So tell me, what do you want? How much can you pay to get what you want? Mei Niang continued to ask lightly.

Li Zhong stood still, trembling all over—he found himself unable to answer her words......

And not just because of that unspeakable ...... And even more because ......

He felt that he was afraid......

Afraid of what? He didn't know either.

Mei Niang shook her head again and looked at him, her eyes full of pity: "Yes...... You know what you want. But is this something you really want, or is it what you think you really want...... But you can't tell. ”

She shook her head again and sighed softly, "What you think you want is really what you want." But it never occurred to you that maybe your so-called want is just self-righteousness. But what you really want is the satisfaction and joy that that that thing brings you. The so-called idiot, that's it. ”

Li Zhong raised his head suddenly, wanting to speak, but finally lowered his head again.

Mei Niang looked at him and said lightly: "Everyone in the world knows that I am a talented person from the previous dynasty, and everyone opposes your father and emperor accepting me as a servant." Because they feel that what your father wants from me is only what he thinks he wants, and he doesn't really want to stay with me...... In their eyes, your father and emperor were only obsessed with beauty and charm to me.

But what they don't know is that the mutual understanding between your father and me has long been beyond their comprehension. ”

Mei Niang lowered her eyes and said lightly: "I have been in love with your father for more than ten years, no matter what I do, he can accept it." No matter how angry he was at the time, he would finally understand my thoughts...... For better or for worse, he accepts me. ”

Mei Niang raised her head again and said lightly: "Just like I can accept him." Such acceptance, however, is unconditional. ”

She looked at Li Zhong's puzzled gaze, and said with a faint smile: "Don't understand? Not surprising either. After all, people live in the world, and they have to disguise themselves to some extent.

I am afraid that no one in the world dares to speak for himself, no matter whether he is good or evil, he has never concealed and deceived in front of others. Therefore, everyone feels a little guilty in their hearts, and there are things that they can't show to others, so they can only bury themselves deep in their hearts......

You must know this kind of truth. ”

Li Zhong blinked.

Mei Niang continued: "But he is in front of me, don't worry about whether he will hide and deceive, whether it will make me unhappy......"

Li Zhong said softly: "So you want to say...... Father is in ...... There is no need to hide from you, there is no need to deceive, just as you are in front of him, and it is not necessary? ”

"No, it's not that you don't have to hide and deceive, but it's that he's in front of me, and I'm in front of him. You can safely conceal and deceive.

Because we know each other and believe in each other. Even if one day, what we have hidden and deceived in front of each other is revealed, we will not disagree with each other because of this, let alone resent each other because of it.

It is also because we can always stand in each other's direction, with each other's thoughts and hearts, to consider why he is like this, why I am like this......

Even if we can't accept each other's concealment and deception, at least we can understand each other's concealment and deception. ”

Mei Niang said calmly: "Because of this, there is really no need to hide too much and deceive too much between us. Because it is not necessary, it is natural to face each other's shortcomings and shortcomings more calmly. ”

She looked at Li Zhong's stunned face and said lightly: "Therefore, in front of your father and emperor, because of the heartache for my own loss, I can use all means to count all the concubines in the palace." And your father, the emperor, can also be in front of me, angry at the restraint of his imperial power, and use all means to win the courtiers......

In the same way, I will not pretend to persuade your father not to kill those vicious palace people who have done all the evil things because of his reputation for being benevolent, nor will your father and emperor indecisively return to their hometown my mother and sister, who will only cause trouble and humiliate themselves in the name of filial piety, and let them continue to behave absurdly. ”

Li Zhong looked at her in a daze, as if he understood a little, but he didn't seem to understand.

She raised her head, looked at the white snow outside the hall, and said lightly: "In short, he can do for me without waiting for me to speak, and do those things that I have to do for my joy and happiness, but are destined not to be done by me." And so do I. This...... It is the person he wants, the fruit he wants.

Your father, the emperor, he has never wanted a stunning beauty, let alone a talent that dominates the world and seeks to be unique...... What he wants is just a woman who can know each other and be compatible with each other.

So do I. ”

Mei Niang hooked her lips and smiled faintly: "If you really want to say it...... That can only be said that Bisheng is so coincidental, he was born in the emperor's family, and I ......

married into the emperor's family again.

But the person he wants is me, and it has nothing to do with whether I am stunning or not, the person he wants is just me......

Just as the person I want is him, it has nothing to do with whether he is from a noble background, whether he is extremely intelligent, or whether he is peerless in appearance, the person I want is just his ......"

Mei Niang said softly: "So, what do you want?" Emperor, what do you want? ”

Li Zhong was dazed, his eyes widened, and he could only look at her in a daze.

Mei Niang smiled faintly, raised her eyebrows and said lightly: "You said you have what you want, but what do you want?" Alone? One thing? A thing? A view? The person, the thing, the thing, the scene...... Can it really make you think, but there is nothing else to ask for? Even though...... When you get this person, this thing, this scene, and find that she is completely different from what you imagined, is it okay? ”

……

It's night. In the main hall of Li.

Li Zhong has always maintained the appearance of Mei Niang when she left. Whether it's demeanor, or clothing, or even posture...... It's all the same as when she left. He kept thinking about what Mei Niang said.

She said he had no idea what he wanted...... How can it be? He knows, of course he knows! Isn't that what he wants...... Isn't that ......

Isn't that her?

But...... Li Zhong stared blankly ahead, his eyes full of confusion.

She asked him: If one day, he finds that day and night, the person he thinks of in his heart will grow old, ugly, confused and ignorant...... What will happen to him?

She...... How so? He shook his head, feeling a little ridiculous—she ...... Wu Meiniang? Will she be old? Will it be ugly? Will you become confused and ignorant? Haha, haha, hahahaha...... How......

How could it be......

He suddenly couldn't laugh. Staring ahead, he suddenly couldn't laugh.

Won't she?

He was silent.

Because he knows the answer.

……

At the same time, in the palace of the government.

Mei Niang sat in front of the couch, holding Li Xian, who had just eaten enough milk, in her arms, the child was squinting with satisfaction, yawning a little, looking sleepy and looking at Li Zhi next to him, Li Hong, who was reading and doing homework, couldn't help but want to laugh.

Seeing that Li Hong was distracted, Li Zhi couldn't help but shake his head and sigh, stretched out his hand and knocked on a few sides and said, "That's it, it's not too early, you go and hug your brother to sleep." Father, let me talk to your queen mother, okay? ”

Mei Niang listened to him say these unserious words seriously, and couldn't help frowning and wanted to talk about him, but when she saw Li Hong's mouth curled, she desperately endured a smile and reached out to hug her brother, and she felt embarrassed, so she blushed her face slightly, and explained two sentences as a mother, and hurriedly handed over her youngest son to him to hug, and then turned her head and stared at Li Zhi who was packing up the four treasures with a bored face.

Li Zhi was stared at by her inexplicably, blinked his round eyes, and wondered: "What's wrong?" ”

"What do you say?" Mei Niang snorted coldly, but turned around, only losing her back to look at him.

Li Zhi blinked, and said, "It's just a joke...... Are you really angry? ”

"What am I angry about? To be embarrassed is also a shame for Jiro, a father, why am I angry? Mei Niang still didn't look back, humming him.

Li Zhi sighed, stepped forward, and held Mei Niang in his arms, feeling the warmth emanating from her little body, and said lightly: "Okay...... I know...... Next time, I must have set up a frame for my father, and then talk to these two bastard boys, and I won't make fun of you anymore...... Good no good? ”

Mei Niang turned her head to look at him, and then reluctantly said hello.

She is so well-behaved and lovely, but she can't see it in the past...... In fact, in the past, she would just tease herself everywhere...... Such a charming girl, gentle and well-behaved, made him a little uneasy.

But he didn't say anything, just hugged her tightly.

Because he knows. What did she do for him? also knew that she had always understood him......

Yes...... She understands him, knows him, understands him, so ......

From the very beginning, she has deliberately made a clear relationship with Zhong'er, and has always avoided revealing such dark thoughts. Because she knew that for him, such a thing could not only not happen, but even more so could not happen......

He can't bear the pain of losing her, and he can't bear it, his son will do something that he will never forgive under the pretext of taking him as an example.

What's even more unbearable is ...... It wasn't until today that he suddenly realized that if his father really loved Mei Niang back then...... And what about him......

Li Zhi closed his eyes and shrank his face even further into Mei Niang's neck:

He didn't dare to think about it, let alone think about it......

is to be a coward, to be scolded as shameless, to use the woman he loves the most, his wife......

He didn't think about it either......

Leave it all to her...... He had more important things to do......

So, leave it to her......

He told himself: That's right, if you hand it over to her, Zhong'er will naturally die and fight for the crown, and then, it will be convenient to arrange to go outside Beijing, find a world for yourself, a woman who loves him, and stay with him for the rest of her life......

And as a father, what he can do with him is countless gold and silver money, idle and rich days, and another carefree life......

Yes, this is the best result.

He told himself: from the beginning, he knew that this was the best outcome for Zhong'er, for him.

The best results.