Write at the end
Write at the end
When I wrote the words "the whole book is finished", my first feeling was - relief.
It's been 5 years, and the book is finally finished. For readers who like this book, it should also be a kind of torture!
Let me laugh for a moment, and then explain it to you.
In fact, when this book was written, my personal mental state could only be described by the word "Honkai". At that time, it can be said that I was at a very low point in my life, and I had no hope for anything. My only spiritual sustenance is to write a book.
I think there are still some readers who remember the initial results, three hundred robes, hehe!
But I didn't give up and kept writing this story with my best efforts and passion. Until one day, another trough appeared.
Everyone has their own life, and everyone's life has its own difficulties. I don't think it's necessary for me to recount the details of my life in order to win everyone's forgiveness and sympathy. All I can say is that more than anyone else, I wish I had finished this book well.
For about two years, the colt was left in a state of almost no updates. A lot of abuse came all over the place, and of course, there were many readers who never gave up.
Finally, one day, the colt was finished.
I finally have an explanation for those robes that I never leave. I also have an explanation for myself.
I wrote this book so carefully that I felt like it was a living child of mine. I was forced to leave him when he was seriously ill.
But he survived strong and did not die.
Therefore, I feel that you will never abandon your followers and care. The horse can finish the book, and your merit is the first.
There is certainly a lot to be unsatisfactory about the talk itself. Personally, I am very dissatisfied with the paragraph of Bingzhou, it is too trivial and tangled, and Li Xiantong, a soy sauce man, occupies too much space. Now it would definitely be better if I had to go back and write it again.
Laugh.
Everyone in the world will feel that if others don't do well in this matter, I must be much better than him.
This is especially true of writing. For example, everyone can look at and appreciate the world's famous books, but few can write them. Eyesight is everyone's fault, and nitpicking is everywhere. No one can stand up to being picky, and even more so than a book.
So, when I was dissatisfied, I also felt sympathy for me at that time. At that time, I must have been very tired, and I really wanted to be able to relax my brain and stop writing and take a break. But I had to stick to the daily quantitative updates.
That's torture.
Perhaps this is also the reason why the Internet is uneven, or the quality of the same book is uneven. The author is a human, not a machine. He will feel tired, and there will be troubles in life that affect his thinking, which will affect his level of writing.
But the reader is about hopeful that the authors are all machines. The Internet is also the most scolded.
There's no way around it. As authors, we can only endure. Longing for the reader's understanding and sympathy is actually a luxury.
Having said all this, I'm not actually complaining, I'm just telling a cold truth.
Everyone's life is not easy, and the people who write about the Internet are not glamorous.
Just like Xue Yuma, others only see his soaring and right-hugging left and right, but few people see his bitterness and hardship in those years, and even his life.
So I hope that everyone can be a little more tolerant and understanding when they are here.
When you see what you like, like one, and when you see something you don't like, you walk away silently. Don't open your mouth to scold, and don't harm your family. We, the authors, have not actually done anything unreasonable, and we should not be cursed like this.
To put it bluntly, we are a group of migrant workers, the difference is that others code bricks and we code words. Now the state is also paying more and more attention to the living and treatment of migrant workers, which is a good thing.
What about us?
Let me think, what ...... we have
It seems that the piracy industry is still developing well.
Let me smoke a stick of 6 pieces of soft white sand and ponder for a moment. What else can I talk about?
Let's talk about the new book, if anyone else is interested.
The new book has been largely decided, and several openings have been written. The website has been reviewed for three weeks and has not given me a reply, and I am personally not too satisfied with it at present, and I am ready to make another revision. I'll post it when the time is right.
Briefly revealing the new book, it should be about the Anshi Rebellion.
I know some people will say, why do you always write about the Tang Dynasty, can't you change the era to a fresher one?
I would like to say that the story of any dynasty is written by many people. Even if it is the same historical figure, he is depicted every day.
But how many are really brilliant?
So, I don't mind always writing the story of a dynasty, and even the characters in the book overlap. That's really not a problem for me.
The real question is whether the story is fascinating and moving, and whether the character can be brought to life.
There is a saying that if you do the same simple thing repeatedly and do it outstandingly, you are extraordinary.
I don't have that much ambition and want to be extraordinary. I just hope that the one I write best is always the next one.
The end of "The Best Horse". Take this as a memory.
Xiao Xuanwu
December 27, 2018