When Yanbei left his soldiers and horses in Yongnu City to set up camp, Fu Zhi approached Yanbei, who was full of ambition all the way, and asked him a question. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

"General, you're going to Jixian County." ”

Yan Bei hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Naturally, all obstacles have been swept away, don't worry, a Jixian County can't stop me." ”

"It seems that the general does not understand, you do not understand what this trip means to you." Fu Zhi took two steps, and then whispered: "Since you stepped into the state capital, you can no longer act in the name of General Yan, you will be a member of the subordinate general of Youzhou Duke Liu...... General, you should know that if you are attached to it today, the future will be completely different! ”

Completely, different?

Yan Bei was a little surprised, but he didn't ask. He's not stupid, he just reads less. These simple truths went around in his head, and he naturally figured it out.

It's just that the eye circles are a little red, but the fists are clenched tightly.

All the time, after fighting thousands of miles, he broke Meng Yi and attacked Gongsun, those subordinates who died for this purpose, those, those humiliated for this purpose, he thought that this was all the meaning of his efforts.

He thought it was the price he paid for his freedom.

But the test of life is more than that! For him, who was born as a manu, he did not even have the right to choose and threw himself into the rebellion; As an outlaw wanted by the portrait, he was still pushed to join the national soldiers of Zhongshan County, and then passively participated in the rebellion again.

Now he realized that it was only the price he had paid for his life, not his freedom.

The existing laws could not keep him alive, so he repeatedly broke through the restrictions of the laws in order to survive, and in the end, like thousands of people who broke the laws, he joined the rebellion and did not hesitate to become enemies of the world. Those routs that happened in Jizhou, those battlefields that woke him up again and again in his dreams were bloody, and the spear that pierced his chest was ...... That's not for freedom, that's for survival.

It was the debt he paid for the sins he had committed!

In order to survive, he can be invincible, he can be willful and believe in the reins, lead his soldiers and horses to fight wherever he goes, defeat every enemy in front of him, and fearlessly raise his sword on the battlefield, no one in Yanbei is afraid!

He can even defeat Gongsun Zhan, who has been envious for ten years, and point to his nose and say Gongsun Bogui, you lost.

Complete the so-called grand wish, complete what expectation!

But is that really freedom?

Bearing the sin of being an enemy of the whole world, and everyone who fell in every battle, whether he was an enemy or a friend, became a sin he bore and a debt.

It took him four years to learn how to steal horses and seize wealth, a year to watch Zhang Jiaoyan teach how to rebel, three years to practice using cunning and violence to get everything he wanted, and a short time to abandon all this in the battle of Juma River and go into exile.

As if to punish him for shouting 'the heavens are dead' with great reverence, he drew one strange circle after another around him, sparing a great circle, and he was drawn into another great rebellion.

This time he didn't need anyone's words and deeds, he was used to life full of exile and rebellion.

But when he pondered the price of freedom.

It turns out that freedom has always been by his side, as long as he is willing to let go of his pride.

He once took away the law and ignored the laws of the world, but after going around a circle, he found that his purpose all along was his beginning...... It's like the days when I wore calf nose pants and my brother and third brother were crammed into a thatched hut with wind on all sides, without any burden...... That's freedom.

He had stabbed a spear for the long-cherished wish of the great sage and good teacher, and he had drawn his sword to seize the city for Zhang Chun's obsession, and now it was time for him to pay for himself and for the robes that followed him.

Put away the rebelliousness, hide it well, cast the sword into a plough and return the knife to the sheath.

But this bloodstained knife that has already been drawn out, this mottled and mutilated sheath, is it okay to return?

It is for him to change from General Yan, who has never tasted defeat in all directions, to a subordinate general who is subject to others again.

It's to change him from a wolf who travels thousands of miles to drink blood, and becomes a dog who guards the house!

Frustration didn't bother him, and made him think about it for a long time. After a while, Yan Bei came back to his senses and smiled miserably at the frustration.

This ridiculous war is over, and he thought he was relieved.

Actually, it's like a fish in the throat.

No one has ever seen Yanbei look like this.

He only heard him say, "Yan can do it." ”

……

"Gong Liu, you ask why you rebelled against Han now that you want to return to Han?" Yan Bei knelt beside a few cases, he did not choose the position where Liu Yu kept the next head, but sat at the back with a few cases by himself, arched his hands and lowered his eyebrows, and said in a humble tone: "When Zhang Gong rebelled against the Han Dynasty, he was only the leader of the Zhongshan team, and he was soft-spoken, at that time, ...... I don't have to choose under it. ”

The group of people who didn't think about Yanbei to say that he had a choice or not, most of them secretly smacked their tongues. It's only been a few years? In two years, this young man went from leading a team of 50 people to General Yan, who led 20,000 rebels, and trampled Zhang Ju and Zhang Chun?

"Nonsense!" Gongsun Ji patted the case and shouted: "If you have the heart to return to Han, why do you want to go far to Xianbei to Liaodong to stop the Han army from quelling the rebellion?" If it weren't for you to block it, the two traitors would have been awarded the head long ago! ”

Yan Bei's hand holding his knee was clenched into a fist, but his face was unwavering, and he still looked like a gas-stricken bag with lowered eyebrows, even if he was pointed at his nose and scolded, he was not angry, and he said with a question in his gentle hand: "Don't know what to do?" ”

"Classics are engaged, Gongsun Ji!"

Yan Bei bowed his head slightly, and his heart was already clear. The surname Gongsun is a big family in Youzhou, and he killed a lot of those in Liaodong and defeated him in Liaoxi, and anyone surnamed Gongsun will not give him a good look. Only then did he once again bow his hand to Liu Yu, who was on the top, and said: "Receiving favors from others and being loyal to others...... However, Yan respected Liu Gong's benevolence, and he traveled thousands of miles to enter Liaodong from Xianbei and avoided Jixian County in order not to fight with Liu, and I also ask you to forgive your sins. ”

Wei You, who was sitting on the side, saw that Yanbei was not annoyed or angry, and he couldn't help but shout in his heart, so he hurriedly appeased Gongsun Ji, but he knew that the classics and General Fenwu had always had a close relationship.

Gongsun Ji frowned and tightened his sleeves, Yan Bei stood out from the tens of thousands of rebels with a slight body, at least he should be a person with a violent temper who can suppress his subordinates, but he didn't want to be so good-tempered, he didn't even react to the case in person, and even apologized...... Do you have to let the case be overturned to arouse your anger?

Of course, he wanted Yan Bei to lose his temper, wanted to make Yan Bei angry, and even wanted this rebel leader to come over and smash him with his fist in anger!

"Favors and faithfulness. Favors and loyalty. Don't drive Zhao should have read it twice, looking at Yanbei's eyes became complicated, he first reported his name, and then said: "Looking at the letter sent by Yanjun, I want to ask for a lot of official positions...... This is a bit of a child's play, the general wants to don't drive in Youzhou, so where should I go? This Liaodong Taishou recommended the name of the old Handan County Order, the county order of the land of a hundred miles, even if it is a big county, it may be difficult to be a deputy Taishou, right? And four lieutenants, two lieutenants? I'm afraid Yan Jun doesn't know that Liaodong is a small county, and it is not even worthy of a captain, but this Xiangping Ling Tian Yu can still negotiate a few points. ”

In three or five sentences, all the arrangements that Yanbei wanted were returned, and even the Xiangping County Order for Tian Yuju had to be discussed a few more points...... Some of them are too deceitful.

But Yanbei still did not change color, and said to Liu Yu: "Liu Gong Mingjian, they have such talents, and they should take such a position." ”

Of course, he won't be angry, and it's not a big deal to talk about it or not. Yan Bei ate the things in his stomach, except for Meng Yi, he never vomited anything else. No matter what they say, Liaodong is now in the hands of Yanbei, don't care about the imperial court or the state capital, do you dare to send someone there?

Even if Yanbei didn't speak, Lu Yi was the first to refuse, and the officials sent would have to hang themselves at home if they didn't live for more than ten years. Not to mention Sun Qing and Li Damu's group of people who regard Yanbei's honor as their lives.

Of course, these words cannot be said.

Liu Yu, who was sitting at the top, had a kind smile on his face, he listened to what Yanbei said, 'Receiving favors from others, being loyal to people', and then thinking that Yanbei led the troops around a big circle to pursue the soldiers in Liaoshui for Zhang Ju and Zhang Chun, and thought in his heart that this was a person who knew how to repay his kindness. He is the highest military and political governor in Youzhou, and he will inevitably think in his heart, if Liu Bo'an gives you favors, you may be loyal to Liu Bo'an and the Han family?

In Liu Yu's eyes, this is a reckless and righteous person, who completely relies on the style of the ranger to behave in the world.

"Yanjun, if you want to be a driver in Youzhou, the old man will ask you, they have such talents, so what kind of talents do you have?"

Yan Bei pursed his lips and smiled, and said loudly for the first time after entering the hall: "Yan Mou is not very talented, he can govern the government of the three counties, and he can put all the soldiers." ”

"This madman!" Liu Yu smiled, how talented do you dare to say that you will rule the three counties? However, he agreed, these days he heard from the people in the government that the people who fled from Jizhou hoped that Yanbei could lead the troops back to Jizhou, and even they felt that it was ten thousand times better than it is now...... And not to mention the army, this kid led a group of rebels to defeat the Han army in a row. Spreading his hands, Liu Yu smiled and said: "Even if what you say is reasonable, those official positions you invited, except for other drivers, the old man will allow them all and go to the court for you." But do you know that the state capital has no wealth and no food, and you have the talent to govern the three counties, so you may be able to make money for yourself? ”

Yan Bei thought for a while, and said, "But!" ”

"As for you, the old man will go to the court and ask for your official position, but ...... There is an edict in the imperial court, and you want the old man to quell the rebellion, since you have surrendered, can you lead the troops to quell the rebellion and punish the two evil heads? ”

This is a bit offensive, as soon as it is attached, it will be necessary to ask someone to kill the old superior, what is the reason?

But he didn't want Yanbei to smile lightly, and said to the outside of the hall: "Ah Xiu, bring Yuyang Tianzi up!" ”