“······” The big cat didn't speak, quietly waiting for Chen Xin to continue.

"I'm not from this world, I don't know what's going on, I just appeared here for no reason.

In my world, our ancestors spent decades and sacrificed countless martyrs to lay a happy life for us, the younger generations, who could fight for several pages for a bowl of tofu brain and what flavor of marinade. ”

The big cat asked in surprise, "Can there be different flavors of tofu brain?" Aren't all these tofu brains salty? ”

"Kouhu, you heretic, tofu brain is obviously sweet to eat." Chen Xin subconsciously played a stalk, and after the words came out, he realized that this was no longer the leisurely world.

This is a troubled time, and being able to eat is already a luxury for many people, where can you imagine that someone can argue for a long, long time for such a taste.

However, the point is not this, Chen Xin turned his head to look at the big cat, and said with a strange look in his eyes, "Big cat, your brain circuit is also Qingqi, is the point here?" The point is that I just said that I am not from this world. ”

The big cat looked dazed, "Yes, you said, you're not from this world, what's wrong?" ”

Looking at the big cat with a confused face, Chen Xin was also a little confused, and repeated again, "I'm not from this world." ”

The big cat still looked puzzled, "I know, you've said it many times, you're not from this world, but what's the matter?" You are the one who brought me hope for survival, brought a happy life to countless compatriots, you are my sovereign, the person I am willing to serve for life, all this, no matter what, will not change. ”

Chen Xin was defeated, and said sickly, "Okay, that's it, skip this paragraph." ”

The big cat was not satisfied, and asked, "No, what's wrong?" I still don't understand, what the hell were you surprised about? ”

Taking a long breath, Chen Xin ignored this brother with a clear brain circuit, and continued, "Our generation who lived happily in the martyrs' new China never knew what awe was, we despised the powerful, ignored the authority, and were able to attack everything that we were not used to.

I have lived in this environment for more than 20 years, and when I first came here, I was arrested by the people here, not only to be beaten and scolded, to work non-stop, but also to kneel in humiliation to anyone I met in clothes, and to call others masters and call themselves slaves. Do you know how humiliating it is? ”

The big cat kept a calm face and thought carefully for a while before shaking his head, "When you issued measures to abolish kneeling in all places outside the family, abolish slavery, etc., I can feel your dissatisfaction and anger at these systems.

I didn't understand these things before, but after a few years of living freely in the kingdom, I understand a little bit and can understand a little bit. ”

Chen Xin knew that it was impossible for the big cat to fully understand the self-esteem of a later generation, and continued, "In my heart, there has always been a fire, and it has not been extinguished, since I called the master for the first time and called myself a slave for the first time, this fire has never been extinguished. Do you remember Kikige? ”

"Well, remember, the day after you met her, you showed her love. At that time, I thought you were crazy, that was a noble lady, how dare you do that! The big cat's face was full of curiosity

Che retrograde year bitterly recalled the bits and pieces of the beginning, "Yes, you are right, I was crazy at the time, and the fire in my heart drove me crazy."

My heart was distorted, I longed to vent, I longed to break the class shackles that firmly locked us, but at that time, I was so weak that I was powerless to fight the entire Houjin robbery group.

So, I directly showed my love to a noble girl who seemed unattainable at the time, fortunately, it was a kind girl, she did not reject me, and, along the way, her innocence, her sincerity, soothed my heart, so that I did not fall deeper and deeper in the direction of hell, and finally I found that I was really in love with that girl. ”

The big cat frowned and thought for a while and said, "Well, after that, I never heard you talk about her again. Are you still in touch with her? ”

"yes, it's been a long time since I've talked to my brothers about her." Chen Xin paused, and then, in a deep voice, said, "We have not been in touch for a long time, I betrayed her, betrayed the first love of my life. ”

The big cat stuttered a little, "Betrayal? I, I don't quite understand, if I don't get in touch, why did I betray? ”

Chen Xin's tone was full of gloom, "Because I finally realized that I couldn't marry her."

You know, she is Horqin, Horqin is the hardcore of Houjin, her two sisters, and an aunt are all Huang Taiji's pillow people.

Even if I really marry this pearl of the grassland, I don't really break the class shackles.

In that case, I would just enter the corrupt and depraved slave tribe of Houjin, become one of them, and become a cannibalistic demon like Houjin's group of slave owners.

I am a cowardly person, I am used to being comfortable in another world, I am afraid, I am afraid that I will live a leisure and happy life because of her, and I will no longer have that revolutionary enthusiasm, and I dare not break with Houjin again.

So, in the end, I betrayed my love, I chose to lead everyone in the rebellion against tyranny, and from the moment I decided to help Amin stand on her own, I never wrote to Kikig again.

I don't regret the path I chose, really, I never regret it, because, I know, I am righteous, and the robbery group of slavery in Houjin exists for one more day, and countless people will suffer.

However, this righteousness cannot hide the fact that I have hurt a good girl. I felt guilty, I pulled a kind girl into the water and gave her a promise, but in the end, I betrayed her, and the guilt in my heart drove me crazy. ”

The big cat was silent for a long time before sighing, "So, you want to take revenge on Huang Taiji?" ”

"Yes, I'm about to be driven crazy, I need a vengeful opponent, even if there is only one Huang Taiji, not the culprit of everything, he is just a substitute, after killing him, there will be a Lan Taiji, Green Taiji and the like, to lead this robbery group to continue their atrocities.

However, I really can't stand it, Huang Taiji is a religious symbol in my heart, I sacrificed my love for justice, and now, I need a blood sacrifice, with the blood of this Houjin ruler, to soothe the uneasiness in my heart a little. Come and pay tribute to my distant lover.

Even if it's all useless work.

Big cat, can you understand? ”

The big cat stood up and looked at Chen Xin carefully, he finally knew why Chen Xin was so persistent, Chen Xin at this time had fallen into an extremely tangled state.

The big cat knew that Chen Xin knew that this was useless work, even if he killed Huang Taiji, he would not be able to recover Qiqige, but he had to do it. "I, understood, I won't stop you anymore."

Chen Xin smiled, smiling very happily, "Thank you." These words have been held in my heart for a long time, and I have never had a chance to say them, but now, it is much better. Oh, by the way, big cat, the contents of today's conversation must be kept strictly secret, and I don't want my subjects to know that their monarch is a psychopath. ”

"It's just" The big cat ignored Chen Xin's final ridicule, he was used to Chen Xin's joking style, looked at Chen Xin seriously, stared at Chen Xin's eyes, and said word by word, "Big brother, I hope that you can be clear about the identity of your son, don't get lost on the road of revenge, once you can't do anything, please withdraw it." ”

Chen Xin's eyes were firm, and he responded, "Of course, I'm a person who regrets my life. ”