Chapter 739: Jingqiu's dazedness
Sang Rou nodded: "Chunya came back just now, Chunya was with Captain Ma Lan at the beginning, she heard Captain Ma Lan talk about going to find Red Mother with General Xia Liang, although it is not very detailed, but nine times out of ten, those so-called orphans were bought by the general from Red Mother." ”
Yuyue was completely shocked, this was many years ago, I didn't expect to dig up such a secret because of Qiuyue and Xia He's matter, if so, wouldn't it be as long as they find this red mother, Yu Jingqiu and Xiaolu They will have a chance to find their families, Yuyue is happy for Yu Jingqiu and Xiaolu At the same time, she is also a little worried, worried that things are not as imagined.
Yuyue took a deep breath: "How is Sister Jingqiu now?" ”
Sang Rou shook her head: "I don't know, she hasn't spoken since she heard Mama Hong's name, and she has no expression, so she can't tell whether she is sad or happy." ”
Yuyue hates and worries, after so many years of getting along, they have long been like sisters, she is worried that Yu Jingqiu's heart can't turn around, after all, she was abandoned by her relatives at the beginning, Yu Jingqiu is different from Qiuyue and Xia He, she has already remembered when she was sold, and the experience of being abandoned by the closest person will definitely not be good, empathy, Jieyue empathizes, and sighs.
Sang Rou looked at the closed bedroom door, and asked hesitantly: "Yuyue, do you say that we should discuss with my brother-in-law and ask him to persuade Sister Jingqiu, I am really worried about Sister Jingqiu, and Xiaolu, should I tell her about this?" ”
Yuyue was in a dilemma, and after a while, she shook her head and said, "I think it's still tomorrow, my brother-in-law just fell asleep, and even if I wake up my brother-in-law, I can't do anything now, so let Sister Jingqiu be alone first, maybe she can think about it." ”
Sang Rou nodded: "Well, I'll tell Qingru and them later, and pay more attention to Sister Jingqiu's room at night, by the way, do you want to let Bingyan go to Qingru's room to sleep later?" ”
Yuzuki shook her head and said, "No, it might be better to have someone with you." ”
In the living room on the first floor, Lin Menghan and the others chatted until late before going back to rest, Huo Bingyan had been with Yu Jingqiu, who was in a trance, and at night, she didn't dare to sleep too hard, for fear of any accidents.
This night was just an ordinary night for many people, but it was a long torment for Qiuyue, Xia He and Yu Jingqiu.
Qiuyue and Xia He are okay, they don't have too many complaints about their families in their hearts, some are just strong thoughts and expectations, and Yu Jingqiu, who didn't close her eyes all night, repeatedly recalled the time of her childhood, forced herself to recall her father's care, and wanted to use this to treat the wound frozen in the depths of her heart, the ice thawed, the memories became clearer and clearer, the helplessness at the beginning, the tears at the beginning, the pain of being abandoned at the beginning, scene by scene presented in her mind, the resentment lingered, Yu Jingqiu didn't know what was wrong with her, She could understand what her father and mother did at that time, in order to survive, in order to let their brothers and sisters live, they had no choice, but Yu Jingqiu just couldn't understand why it was herself and why she was abandoned.
It was dawn, and Yu Jingqiu, who had been lying in bed all night without closing his eyes, closed his eyes, and two lines of tears slipped down gently.
Ye Qingru and Lin Menghan woke up Yuan Fang early in the morning and told them in detail about last night's events, Yuan Fang didn't care about it at first, but when he heard that his face finally changed, he put on his clothes again and again and asked anxiously: "What about Jingqiu?" How is she now? ”
Yuan Fang knows Yu Jingqiu very well, this girl who looks strong and calm is actually very fragile in her heart, and she attaches great importance to feelings, what kind of mood will such a person feel about the betrayal of her relatives?
Before, it was okay if there was no news of the family, but now, it is possible to find a family, how will Yu Jingqiu choose? Whether it is bravely facing or escaping, it is herself who is hurt in the end.
After getting dressed, he couldn't care about washing his face, Yuan Fang hurriedly bombarded Yu Jingqiu and Huo Bingyan's room, and didn't bother to knock on the door, he pushed the door directly and entered, and then retreated.
After a while, Huo Bingyan, who had been dressed, came out with a red face and said to Yuan Fang: "Brother-in-law, Sister Jingqiu doesn't seem to be asleep yet, you can go in." ”
Yuan Fang nodded and entered Yu Jingqiu's bedroom, the curtains were drawn, the bedroom was a little dim, Yu Jingqiu was lying on the bed on his side, facing the window, his eyes looked quietly at the light outside the window through the gap in the curtain.
Yuan Fang walked to Huo Bingyan's bed and sat down, looking at Yu Jingqiu's back, she could clearly feel the sadness and overwhelm in her heart.
Years of missing, countless days and nights of accumulated pain has become a deep mustard for her and her family, and now it has exploded, Yu Jingqiu can't bear it, the wisdom of the past is no more, now she is just a helpless girl, a girl who has been deeply hurt by her family.
Yuan Fang sighed, and didn't know how to comfort him, and said softly: "Jingqiu, in fact, if there is a way, I believe that no parent will ruthlessly abandon their children, I hope you can understand, after all, they are your parents, I won't say it before, I believe you should also inquire about their news, now, you should be happy to have the opportunity to find them, at least listen to their explanation." ”
Yu Jingqiu sat up and looked at Yuan Fang: "I have never inquired about their news, brother-in-law, don't say it, I know what you have to say, and I also understand their hardships, let me be quiet, okay?" ”
Yuan Fang stood up and walked to the door, and before going out of the door, Yuan Fang dropped a sentence: "No matter what you think, if possible, you still have to meet with them, even if they do something wrong, but after all, they are the father and mother who gave you life, this is an indelible fact." ”
Closing the door, Yuan Fang asked, "Qingru, Menghan, is what I said just now not tactful enough?" Too hard in tone? Ye Qingru and Lin Menghan glanced at each other, not knowing how to answer.
In the living room on the first floor, Yuan Fanggang sat down, and Guan Xiaoyun pushed the door in, still carrying a full basket of vegetables in his hand. Yuan Fang was angry and said, "Are you still in the mood to buy vegetables?" ”
Guan Xiaoyun glanced at Yuan Fang, who was obviously not in a good mood, put the vegetable basket in the kitchen, sat opposite Yuan Fang and said, "I didn't buy it, I took it from the canteen, I can't let everyone go hungry." Yuan Fang really has nothing to say about this heartless and very realistic guy.
Guan Xiaoyun poured himself tea and collapsed on the sofa with a big grin: "This night, I'm going to be tired to death." ”
Yuan Fang glanced at Guan Xiaoyun: "What do you have to be tired of?" You don't have a family. ”
Guan Xiaoyun was stunned: "What does this have to do with whether you have a family or not?" I went out last night and just came back. ”
Yuan Fang glared and said, "You kid didn't study well, but you actually learned to go to the Qinglou?" Hearing what Yuan Fang said, Ye Qingru glared at Guan Xiaoyun fiercely, his eyes full of disdain.