The world is full of soft light, shining with tears like crystal clear sadness.

Zhu Jianping squatted on the ground, crying like a child. Crying like a child may seem weak, but who doesn't have such a weak time?

Cai Wenji looked at the sobbing Zhu Jianping and wanted to step forward, but her legs were like lead, and she just said repeatedly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have ......"

Solo Fei stood there without any words.

Many people think that they should say something at this time, but he knows that no matter what he says, it is just to make himself feel better, and it will not be of any help to the awakened person.

There is no need for him to remind the person concerned of the awakening; The party faced it soberly, and he had no reason to hide it.

Things can't be solved by diverting the topic, that's just self-deception, and one day, the unvented emotions and the truth that you try to cover up will impact the most vulnerable place in your heart a thousand times.

All he could do was be silent.

Cai Wenji didn't know how many times she said it, but when she heard Zhu Jianping's crying voice a little weaker, Cai Wenji first wiped the tears on her face with her sleeves, and then said: "Zhu Gongzi, when Miss Dong leaves the concubine, please take care of Zhu Gongzi." The concubine understood what she meant. ”

Unable to hear Zhu Jianping's reaction, Cai Wenji insisted: "The concubine did not deceive Zhu Gongzi this time, the concubine really understands what Miss Dong meant!" ”

She said firmly, and plucked up the courage to take a step forward.

Solo Fei understood Cai Wenji's intentions. This woman who has experienced many vicissitudes of life is not only guilty of the naïve man in front of her, but also in love.

Maybe it's compensation for guilt, maybe it's dependence in trouble, maybe some love is not just love, but all kinds of factors are intertwined to exist......

It's hard for a woman to face the real emotions in her heart...... Cai Wenji did this, which is a very courageous thing.

Zhu Jianping squatted on the ground, stopped crying, and finally replied: "Miss Cai, do you know? I used to be a very useless man. ”

Cai Wenji said it sincerely, thinking of Zhu Jianping's many reactions, but she didn't want him to answer like this, and she was stunned for a while.

"I'm not tall, I'm not handsome, and I don't have any skills." Zhu Jianping muttered: "In my hometown, many people laughed at me and teased me because of this, and I gradually got used to this kind of mockery and humiliation. ”

After a long silence, Zhu Jianping said again: "Only Miss Dong has never laughed at me, she always encourages me and comforts me, saying that one day, I will be different from other men." I have always been like a child, believing in the comfort that is hard to get in this life, believing that what Miss Dong said is true, I will be different from other men, and one day, I will become a hero in her heart. ”

From the eternal light of the world.

But in most people's world, there will always be dark places.

"She married me despite my family's opposition, encouraged me, comforted me, and hoped that I would become a great man." Zhu Jianping finally raised his head from his knees and looked blankly ahead.

The light ahead, but where is the road?

"But I never understood at that time, many things are not just by thinking, if you want to become a hero in your mind, you have to pay heroic efforts and responsibility."

Zhu Jianping seemed to confide in Cai Wenji, and seemed to say to himself, "I have always refused to put in the effort and responsibility, I am like an ostrich in the desert, I will only hide my head in the sand when I encounter difficulties, fantasizing about my heroic dream, hoping to live in the comfort of Miss Dong for the rest of my life until I ...... The day she left me. ”

Tears flowed again, and Zhu Jianping muttered: "At the moment of life and death, I didn't stand up like a man, but Miss Dong was once again in front of me and was swallowed up by Qiankun Shift." Until the moment Miss Dong disappeared, I couldn't believe what happened, and I waited for a long time, hoping that Miss Dong would appear miraculously...... Appeared in front of me who was cowardly. ”

Looking at the emptiness in front of him, Zhu Jianping said blankly: "Miss Dong never appeared again." I panicked at that time and began to frantically look for her, found Hanzhong from Fuchun, and went to the Western Regions from Hanzhong. I was still like a child at that time, did I love Miss Dong? I may love her, but at that time in my heart, it was not all because of love, I may just want to find back the support I once had, without Miss Dong, I don't know the meaning of my life at all. ”

Cai Wenji's lips were nuonuo, and she wanted to comfort something, but she didn't say it after all.

Words of comfort are for those who want to anesthetize themselves, but how can you bear to return to self-deception when you are faced with someone who is unusually lucid and refuses to fall back into dreams?

Standing up with difficulty, Zhu Jianping continued: "On the way to search, I didn't find my love, but I slowly understood Miss Dong's love, what kind of deep love is needed to make her choose to leave the chance of life to me at the moment of life and death?" She's always loved me and tried her best, but what about me? ”

Tears welled up again, and Zhu Jianping continued: "When I saw you, Mrs. Cai, I found you and Miss Dong...... It was very similar, and I was really ecstatic at that moment. I thought, whether Miss Dong remembers me or not, but I love her, and it is enough for me to remember her. But ......"

He finally looked at Shan Fei and said clearly: "Shan Gongzi, you have always been a very sober person, otherwise you wouldn't have listened to me and immediately reminded me after I finished talking about the past-what if Mrs. Cai wasn't Miss Dong?" ”

Shan Fei was slightly surprised, he did point out this problem with suspicion at that time, but he didn't want Zhu Jianping, who was confused, to keep it in mind.

"I'm not a sober person, though I have doubts in my heart."

Zhu Jianping said abruptly: "I have doubts, but I am still like an ostrich, I would rather bury my head in the sand, and still wishfully choose to believe that Mrs. Cai is Miss Dong." ”

Staring at the solo flight, Zhu Jianping's eyes were unusually empty, "Because such a choice is my inner expectation." I know lies, I choose lies, but I don't look for the truth, because I've always been that cowardly self! ”

"No, no." Cai Wenji couldn't help but say: "Master Zhu, it was the concubine who deceived you, you shouldn't be for the fault of others......"

Zhu Jianping turned around, his whole body trembling. Seeing this, Cai Wenji swallowed all the unfinished words.

After a long time, Zhu Jianping sympathized: "Mrs. Cai, you don't have to blame yourself, who hasn't deceived others?" ”

Cai Wenji was stunned, not wanting Zhu Jianping to excuse her.

"We will always deceive people, for the sake of face, for the sake of scheming, for all kinds of reasons...... For fear of being hurt. Zhu Jianping muttered: "But as long as we don't really want to hurt others, we can always be forgiven, right?" ”

Cai Wenji hung her head, not knowing what to feel in her heart.

"Miss Cai, I understand what you mean, and I thank you for looking up to me. You can do this to me, make me feel ...... Makes me feel ......"

Zhu Jianping's lips were nuonuo, and he couldn't say the complicated feelings in his heart, "I thank you for your kindness, but ......" Zhu Jianping whispered, but he was extremely firm: "I love Miss Dong." ”

Cai Wenji involuntarily took a step back, her expression gloomy, she could hear the resoluteness of this man's tone.

"I have been deceiving myself like a child all my life, and it was only not long ago that I really understood that I went through all the hardships to find Miss Dong, not only because of dependence, but also because of love."

Zhu Jianping had tears in his eyes, "She has a sea of love for me, but what about me, I only think about relying on it, but I never think about really love." Only now do I know that I am no longer looking for her because of dependence, but because of unforgettable love! No matter how she is, even if she is old, but you really love someone, not that gorgeous skin, what are the obstacles? ”

From the light of the world and silent, like eternal and deep love.

There is no high or low in love, and the reason why love makes people look forward to it is because it is love!

Zhu Jianping said a lot in one breath, and finally breathed a sigh of relief, "Mrs. Dong, you don't have to blame yourself for anything. I'm leaving, not because of you, but because I'm still looking for it. ”

He was about to leave, and Solo Fei said, "Where are you going?" ”

"Let's go to the White Wolf Secret Land again." Zhu Jianping said without hesitation: "No matter what Miss Dong is, I always have to go to the White Wolf Secret Land!" ”

"But don't say that you will go to the White Wolf Secret Land, if you leave here, if you don't wait for the Qin Emperor Mirror, I'm afraid you will die at the hands of Wu Xian." Solo Fei frowned.

"Qin Huang Mirror? How? I'm still in the mirror? Zhu Jianping said in surprise.

Your feelings for yourself are finally clear, but you are still confused about the current situation. Shan Fei muttered in his heart, and said simply: "We are still trapped in the mirror by Wu Xian, and I am trying to find a way to get out." ”

"But ......," Zhu Jianping wanted to say and stopped.

"What are you going to say?" Solo Fei knew that this little fat man was a little supernatural, but he didn't despise his thoughts.

"But if we're in Wuham's control, how can I hear the Plaguebringer?" Zhu Jianping said strangely: "Could it be that I am dreaming?" ”

"What?" Shan Fei's eyebrows raised slightly, and he was surprised: "What did you say?" Do you hear the voice of the plaguebringer? ”

"yes."

Zhu Jianping was very confused and said: "When I was in a coma just now, I vaguely heard the person holding the box talking, I heard someone call him the plague messenger, and it seems to mention you Shan Gongzi." I always thought we were near the Plaguebringer, so how could we be in the mirror? Could it be that the Plaguebringer is also in the mirror? ”

What he said was upside down, but Shan Fei was very surprised when he heard it, in the self-world, he used the method of stopping the observation of double luck and the integration of wisdom and wisdom, coupled with the enlightenment of unhindered space to capture the voice of Guifeng, Zhu Jianping was confused, how could he hear Guifeng's words in the self-world of Qin Huangjing?

This little fat man still has some abilities that no one else has?

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