Volume 3 Chapter 351 Who Am I (3)

"Lao Lu, the current me is actually similar to you now......"

Wan'er's words made Lu Ren stunned, and then asked, "Wan'er, what do you mean by this?" ”

Wan'er smiled a little helplessly: "Just like you said just now, you can't get out of Nan Guishuang and those low-caste Ah San, whether it is for your military goals, political purposes, or morality, at this time. And I, too, because of my presence, Rest is in a war situation that should not have happened, so I naturally have to take my share of responsibility for such a war. ”

As soon as these words came out, Lu Ren was immediately stunned. In fact, with Lu Ren's current situation, of course he understands why Wan'er has such thoughts, in fact, isn't Lu Ren in such a situation? But the problem is that Wan'er said such a thing, which means that the battle between Lu Ren and Wan'er, or between Lu Ren and Anxi, may no longer be avoided. And if it was possible, Lu Ren really wanted to just take Wan'er away, and didn't want to fight to the death with Anxi.

As soon as he thought of this, Lu Ren hurriedly said, "What does this have to do with you?" Even if you don't show up, rest between Rome and ...... Oh no, it should be said that even if you don't show up in Sabbat, Sabbath will be replaced by the Sassanid Crown, and then the Sassanid Empire will still be at war with the Roman Empire. This is originally a feud between their two ethnic groups, or cultural groups, and it is the same with you or not. ”

Wan'er shook her head silently: "But I have intervened in these disputes, and I have also provoked some wars that should not have occurred. Just like you, isn't it because I secretly instructed Guishan to wage war against the Han that I led you to Central Asia? I think you should also understand that once you have taken the road, there is no turning back. ”

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Lu Ren was a little speechless. There are some things that you can't turn back once you go up, and Lu Ren is absolutely aware of this, because Lu Ren has also gone further and further on such a road. Where the goal ahead is, or whether there is a goal or not, Lu Ren's own heart is actually uncertain.

For example, Lu Ren doesn't actually have any desire for power, if he is allowed to wear it back at this time, he can be an old otaku man at home without leaving home, but the question is can Lu Ren leave these people around him and wear it back? Therefore, Lu Ren knows very well what Wan'er thinks, that is, to be responsible for what she has done.

After a while of silence between them, Lu Ren shook his head and said, "Wan'er, you can do it yourself." But if possible, when I come to rest, I still hope that you and I can resolve it as peacefully as possible. ”

Wan'er shook her head. There are some things that Wan'er didn't say to Lu Ren, that is, the current identity of Wan'er is not just the black hand behind the rest of the scenes, but at least in the new generation of aristocratic circles of rest, that is, among the group of nobles cultivated by Cass Yili, she is already an almost "god"-like existence...... Well, to put it bluntly, it is a spiritual leader and idol similar to the "Holy Maiden".

The degree of religious fanaticism of the Persian family is very terrifying, and Wan'er acted for convenience, and Kasily in order to achieve political goals, which made Wan'er play a lot of "supernatural powers" in front of these new generation of nobles, so naturally she will be regarded as a "saint" or even a "god" by these new generation of nobles, and then for Wan'er is not just the so-called loyalty, but it should be said to be a kind of fanatical religious worship.

Now you Lu Ren said that you want to take away the "holy woman" or "god" in their hearts? How can it be so easy! To put it mildly, if Lu Ren really openly just wanted to take Wan'er away, then it would not be a simple military dispute, but would rise to the level of religious war, and the battle would be even more tragic. On the other hand, the most unacceptable thing for a person or a group of people with religious beliefs can only be the collapse of faith.

At this point, it seemed that there was nothing more to say at this time, so they didn't open their mouths again. It wasn't until a long time later that Wan'er said softly, "By the way, Miss Lan has communicated with me before......"

Lu Ren was stunned for a moment, and asked anxiously, "Xiaolan and you have passed?" ”

Wan'er nodded: "I have to thank her, it was she who accidentally saved the maid Vanilla next to me, and managed to send the vanilla back." ”

At that moment, Wan'er told her about the general situation of vanilla, and Lu Ren was a lot more relieved when she heard that Lu Lan was only communicating with Wan'er remotely. is still the same sentence, what Lu Ren is most worried about is that Lu Lan will be desperate to meet Wan'er after learning about Wan'er, and with Lu Lan's character, this kind of thing is not impossible to say. But if Lu Lan ran away to rest in peace...... Hehe, those messy things that might happen, Lu Ren didn't dare to think about it.

With that said, it really doesn't seem like there's much more to say. Lu Ren and Wan'er glanced at each other a few more times, but Wan'er ended the communication before Lu Ren. Lu Ren saw that Wan'er's hologram gradually disappeared in the cabin, and the person sat on the ground helplessly.

In fact, the feelings between people are often difficult to explain, and when Lu Ren decided to send troops to Central Asia because of Wan'er at that time, how many people can understand the pain hidden in the bottom of his heart? So sometimes, Lu Ren set up some other goals to divert his attention.

In the blink of an eye, the war situation here in Central Asia has reached this point. Not long ago, Xun Yu also calculated for Lu Ren that as long as he fought steadily and without any accidents, he believed that Lu Ren's navy would be able to sail into the Persian Gulf two years ago, and then the next thing would be to have a head-to-head confrontation with Anxi.

As far as Lu Ren himself is concerned, of course he doesn't want to do anything to Wan'er, but when it comes to this, there is no other way than to fight, but Wan'er said that at this time...... Since he was going to fight, Lu Ren would rather face a Wan'er whose mental state was a little distorted than face such a Wan'er who was so similar in personality to the beginning, but had no memories of the beginning.

Let's put it this way, Wan'er, whose mental state and personality are a little distorted, is like an enemy with a weapon to fire at you; But Wan'er like this now is like a helpless commoner. For the former, Lu Ren also got his hands on it; But for the latter, where can Lu Ren's hand go?

All in all, the depression and pain in Lu Renqi's heart at this moment worsened a little, and the whole person just sat there in a daze, not knowing what he should do next.

Finally, Lu Ren finally came back to his senses, and then remembered what Wan'er had just said about Lu Lan. And this thought of Lu Lan, Lu Ren's heart tightened again, and he hurriedly adjusted the communicator and called Lu Lan...... He was afraid that Lu Lan would run to find Wan'er in peace.

After a while, the communication was connected. It's just that when Lu Lan's hologram appeared, Lu Ren was stunned: "Xiaolan, what are you, what's wrong?" Why, how is it so ......?"

Lu Lan smiled miserably: "I don't regret the gradual widening of the belt, and I will make people haggard for Yixiao, right?" My lord, I already know about Sister Wan'er, and I have passed the interrogation with Sister Wan'er. ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I'm sorry I didn't tell you before because ......"

Lu Lan shook her head at Lu Ren: "No need to explain, I understand your thoughts, adult, you must be worried that I will run desperately to find Sister Wan'er after hearing the news." After so many years, can I not know what kind of temper you have, my lord? ”

Lu Ren said apologetically: "It's best if you can understand." But Xiaolan, don't ......."

Lu Lan shook her head again: "If I had heard the news a few years ago, I might have really run to rest in peace to find Sister Wan'er, after all, I was always a little frizzy in the early years." But now I'm ...... Alright, don't worry, sir. ”

After listening to Lu Lan's words, Lu Ren settled down a little, but still said in his mouth: "Xiaolan, the situation has changed, and I still can't let go after all, so can you cancel your travel plan first and come back to me first?" ”

Lu Lan was silent for a while and then nodded, "I know, I won't let you worry about you." Give me a few days to get back to Yangon after I'm done with some of the things at hand. ”

Lu Ren nodded. With Lu Ren's understanding of Lu Lan, since he promised Lu Ren, then Lu Lan will definitely come back, so as not to let Lu Ren bear those hearts.

Lu Lan here was silent for a while, and suddenly asked, "My lord, if you were asked to choose one between me and Sister Wan'er now, who would you choose?" ”

Lu Ren was dumbfounded, and was speechless for a long time before responding: "Do you girls like to ask such questions?" Xiaolan, don't be so naΓ―ve, okay? Okay, you also know that I, Lu Ren, am actually not a good bird, if I really have to choose, I want both! If you really can't, then don't do both! ”

Lu Lan covered her mouth and smiled: "That's right, this is the adult I know." And although I, Lu Lan, am just a little woman and have my own little selfishness, if I can, I will also be an adult and Sister Wan'er want it. ”

Lu Ren shrugged: "Okay, don't talk so much." It's late, rest early, and come back early, lest I have to worry about you here. ”

Lu Lan said: "My lord, you are confused, it is night when you are there, but it is still day when I am here, you forgot the time difference?" ”

Lu Ren scratched his head: "...... yes. Okay, let's not talk about it for now. You, eat well, dress well, and sleep well, and see how haggard you are now? ”

The two of them chatted a few more words, and then they closed their own lines. Lu Ren actually still has trouble falling asleep in Yangon, but there is nothing more to say, anyway, his heart is in a mess. On Lu Lan's side, she was silent for a long time after ending her communication with Lu Ren, but finally sent a communication request to Wan'er.

The communication was connected, and the holograms of the two daughters appeared in front of each other's eyes, but the two girls immediately found that the other party was almost exactly the same haggard as herself. And after the shock, I don't know if it's because of the same sickness, or because of the heart-to-heart connection between Wan'er and Lu Lan in the subconscious, anyway, the two daughters just looked at each other and smiled, but they didn't say anything more on this issue.

After a few words of greeting each other, Lu Lan said to Wan'er: "Sister Wan'er, I'm very upset and bored now, I don't know if you have time to chat with me and listen to me tell stories?" ”

Wan'er was not in a good mood at this time, so she also wanted to find someone to talk to and chat, this should be the nature of girls, right? And Wan'er's subconscious has a sense of closeness to Lu Lan......

is different from Lu Ren in this regard, because Lu Ren is the "target" that "he" set for Wan'er, so when there is a deeper "exchange" between Wan'er and Lu Ren on some things, Wan'er will immediately have a headache. As for Lu Lan's memory, it was just "sealed", after all, "he" didn't know who Lu Lan was at that time, so it was just "sealed" as an ordinary memory, and Wan'er's reaction when communicating with Lu Lan would not be as sensitive as when facing Lu Ren.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ About 30 years ago, there was a little girl who was wandering on the streets, and she was wandering with two other boys. At that time, in order to survive, I did all kinds of messy things, stealing chickens and dogs. But at that time, there were wars everywhere, and everyone's life was very difficult, and the three children lived even more difficult.

"When the day finally came, it was very cold, and the three children had not been able to eat for several days, and the little girl and the other little boy were already fainting from hunger, and only the older boy could barely move.

is different from Lu Ren in this regard, because Lu Ren is the "target" that "he" set for Wan'er, so when there is a deeper "exchange" between Wan'er and Lu Ren on some things, Wan'er will immediately have a headache. As for Lu Lan's memory, it was just "sealed", after all, "he" didn't know who Lu Lan was at that time, so it was just "sealed" as an ordinary memory, and Wan'er's reaction when communicating with Lu Lan would not be as sensitive as when facing Lu Ren.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ About 30 years ago, there was a little girl who was wandering on the streets, and she was wandering with two other boys. At that time, in order to survive, I did all kinds of messy things, stealing chickens and dogs. But at that time, there were wars everywhere, and everyone's life was very difficult, and the three children lived even more difficult.

"When the day finally came, it was very cold, and the three children had not been able to eat for several days, and the little girl and the other little boy were already fainting from hunger, and only the older boy could barely move.