Chapter 627: A good show for the masses to be satisfied
"You're a person who does things impulsively and doesn't want to think about the consequences." Duan Shaojun said cautiously while watching Li Youwen's reaction.
Li Youwen was slightly stunned, raised her white-walled hand and gently scratched her itchy cheek, looking ignorant. "Why think about the consequences?"
These words stunned Duan Dagongzi in place.
When Li Youwen saw Duan Shaojun's expression, her smile couldn't help but be a little more proud, and a little proud. "Do you think I'm doing things a little bit disregardful? Don't think about the consequences? ”
Li Youwen didn't wait for Duan Shaojun to give her an answer, her eyes looked into the distance, and there was a faint loneliness and firmness in her voice. "That's because I only do what I think is right, what other people think, how they think, that's their business, what does it have to do with me?"
"If I had thought about the consequences of everything, would I be where I am now?" Li Youwen's words are not explanations, but just a kind of self-affirmation, and the tone is not intense, but it reveals a determination that is deeply immersed in the bones.
Duan Shaojun opened his mouth, but he couldn't find a single word to refute Li Youwen. Indeed, this woman is a very self-contained person.
But from another point of view, it is her character that has made her who she is today. If it weren't for her doing her own thing, maybe now she is married to Zhao Linfu's son, and with this favorite granddaughter of the Son of Heaven joining the Zhao family's camp, it will inevitably make the Zhao family's power even stronger and stronger.
It is precisely because of her own way that she will become the first female general since the founding of the Tang Dynasty, guarding the border for several years, fighting in the north, killing Hu Ma in the Yunzhou area wailing all over the wilderness, and not daring to cross south.
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"What? Think I'm not wrong, right? Although Li Youwen was a little drunk, her mind was extraordinarily sober at this moment, and when she saw Duan Shaojun's speechless appearance, she couldn't help but smile, Li Youwen's smile was like a snow lotus blooming on the top of the Tianshan Mountains, glamorous but not demonic.
"Indeed, Your Highness, your character is what makes you who you are today, and I apologize to you for my words." Duan Shaozhong nodded heavily, a little embarrassed.
Li Youwen leisurely spit out a mouthful of turbid breath in her chest, picked up the wine glass in front of her, and poured three glasses in a row, Duan Shaojun couldn't help but be in a hurry, and simply snatched the wine glass with his hand. "Don't drink it, if you drink like this, no matter how much you drink, you will get drunk."
Li Youwen shook her somewhat drowsy head, and the strength of the wine had already begun to faintly rise. smiled lightly, the smile seemed so cold and lonely, and there was a faint moisture brewing in the clear apricot eyes. "Well, I also know that my personality is a bit too reckless, and I often don't care about other people's feelings. However, I had to do this so that no one could know that I had concerns, that no one could see my weakness...... Because, I want to be in control of my own destiny and not need to rely on the will of others to survive...... Because, I have no parents for a long time, and I have to rely on myself to live well and live well......"
Duan Shaojun looked at the crumbling Li Youwen, and looked at this famous person who shocked the northern Xinjiang, which made the Qihu people frightened and hated him; It also made Zhao Linfu, the **** of the Tang Dynasty, eager to eat his flesh and sleep on his skin, and even later simply used despicable means to kill him.
At this time, Duan Shaojun seemed to realize this woman's poor background. More than ten years ago, Li Youwen, who was still in childhood, had already suffered a big change.
Her grandmother, parents and brothers all died tragically under the sword of the killer sent by the abolished emperor, and she survived alone.
Li Youwen seemed to have a sixth sense, glanced at Duan Shaojun, and the corners of her mouth raised slightly: "I guess you must be thinking, how did I survive, right?" ”
Li Youwen seems to be talking about sex, or the relationship between alcohol, so that she no longer locks her true emotions in her heart and hides them deeply.
didn't care if Duan Shaojun was willing to listen, and told about the unspeakable past by himself. At that time, she was still very young, but the desperate human tragedy left too deep scars in her heart.
The tragedy of that scene always seemed to erode her soul when she dreamed back at midnight, and the screams and howls of those loved ones when they left became the deepest nightmare in her heart.
When she heard that she was only six years old at the time, she staggered and cried and ran to her parents, who were being rounded up, only to be stabbed in the body with a horizontal knife, and then, the ruthless assassin used so much force that she flew the young and finally fell between the rockery and the bushes and passed out.
Later, when the royal guards arrived at the news, it had become a miserable Shura hell, and eventually, an attentive recruit found the poor little girl between the rockery and the bushes.
Fortunately, Mei Daochang was a guest in the palace at that time, and he made a timely move, and it took a lot of effort to pull Li Youwen back from the brink of life and death.
After experiencing that piece of change, Li Youwen's childhood was unexpectedly destroyed by this tragedy, and in the following years, Li Youwen never dared to stay alone in the dark, and at night, she had to turn on the lights before she dared to sleep.
And at that time, Li Youwen was most distressed by the fierce battle for the throne. And the sons of those sons of heaven were also fighting hard for merit at that time, who would want to pay attention to a little child?
From the day she was ignorant to the day she understood that she could only rely on herself, Li Youwen began to become stronger. Step by step, little by little, she worked hard to make her heart strong and strong, and even later, her uncle Li Xuan became her protected object.
And the Son of Heaven appreciates these changes in Li Youwen, and feels that if she is a man, she will become the hero of the world. In addition, his filial eldest son has no family, and the aging Son of Heaven has almost condensed all his thoughts about his eldest son's family and his deceased wife to her.
For all her requirements there is hardly not satisfied. And Li Youwen has gradually grown from a child to the current Zuo Yu Lin Wei General who is now the world's most powerful.
Only then did Duan Shaojun understand why Li Youwen, who came to inspect the small black house, reacted so much when he got out of the small black house.
In the end, Li Youwen was completely a collapsed image, and the tears on her face were flowing endlessly, and she couldn't wipe them clean.
Duan Shaojun couldn't help but sit next to Li Youwen, handed her a silk handkerchief, raised his hand and gently patted her shoulder and said gently. "It's okay, it's all over, cry if you want to cry, don't hold it in your heart, suffocate yourself......"
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Li Youwen's lips grinned, but when she saw the crowd not far away, and then looked at Duan Shaojun who was close at hand, General Li grinned, threw herself into Duan Shaojun's arms, and began to cry happily, but the sound was blocked by Duan Shaojun's clothes, and it was not far away.
Duan Shaojun couldn't help but be stunned, not to mention her, Li Shenjin Qi Da and a large number of personal guards were dumbfounded, as if they had been pumped by a lightning chain, and they all turned into stupid geese who were immobilized.
Li You's whole body was lying in Duan Shaojun's arms, crying while talking, that look, where is there still the posture of a half-point general, and Her Royal Highness the princess is reserved, more like an ordinary woman with a tragic background, who is in the arms of a warm lover, telling about the misfortunes and grievances of the past.
Duan Shaojun, who felt pity, let Li Youwen pill on his shoulder, his right hand gently wrapped around her waist, and his left hand gently patted her back.
And Li Youwen cried in Duan Shaojun's arms in disregard of her image, and from time to time rubbed her face against Duan Shaojun's clothes, so that she could wipe away the itchy tears on her pretty face.
In the distance, everyone's expressions became more and more weird, they couldn't hear Li Youwen whispering about their past, but when Li Youwen began to cry sadly, although she still tried to suppress her sad crying.
But the two of them are hugging each other at this time, and the general's shoulders are twitching there, not crying sadly, so what? It's such a big gossip, today I was finally scared by Duan Gongzi in vain, and I can see a wonderful show anyway.
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