When she woke up from a nap, her aunt turned over on the bed, opened her eyes, and suddenly saw her eldest brother kneeling straight in front of her.

The aunt was startled, got up and said, "Die!" Kneeling here like this without a sound scares me to death! ”

The eldest brother hugged his aunt's skirt: "Mother, save me!" ”

The aunt was shocked and said, "What's wrong?" ”

The eldest brother hugged his aunt tightly and said, "Mother, you must help your son, my son's whole life has been in this matter!" ”

The aunt dragged him up and said, "I am your own mother, if there is anything to say, I can do it, and I will help you!" ”

The eldest brother said, "Mother, have you heard about Xia Wenhou coming to the house?" ”

The aunt breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It's earth-shattering, it's scared to death." So that's what happened. I know what you're worried about. But your father has already rejected Xia Wenhou. ”

The eldest brother said, "But this matter is not over yet. Xia Wenhou and his son had seen her. You weren't there that day. You didn't see what kind of expression Xia Wenhou's son was looking at her. Even Xia Wenhou is so old that when he saw her, he even forgot to hold a teacup in his hand. ”

My aunt said, "What's so strange about this. She is now in her prime, and she has reached the age that will make men tempted. Her mother was originally a beautiful embryo. What about the look, your father refused anyway. ”

The eldest brother said, "Mother, you don't understand. In the past, she was raised in the deep boudoir and was unknown, but after Xia Wenhou saw it this time, there would be an endless stream of people who came to propose marriage. There is always a family that she will be tempted by, and her father can't refuse. ”

"Son, she is tempted, and it has nothing to do with you. In her father's capacity, in your concubine's status, your father will never marry her to you. Sooner or later, she will marry someone else. I have known your father well for so many years, and he absolutely refuses to wronged the daughter of the Chen family. My aunt said.

"It's man-made. Mother! But the son needs his mother's help. ”

"But why do you have to do it? Wouldn't it be easier and more suitable to choose another one that is suitable for the portal? Since childhood, although you grew up together and got along well before, I think she has a very high spirit, and she may not have anything to do with you. My aunt said.

"Mother, I've been thinking about this for years. She's the only chance in my life! If you miss it, there will never be such a good thing again. The eldest brother said, "I am a concubine, and my identity is only between half master and half servant, and I can't inherit all the benefits of the family." Naturally, I don't have my share in the knighthood, even if it is a farm property, it will not be my turn, so I can only be a helping housekeeper for the rest of my life. All these benefits, as long as that woman's son returns, are all his! No matter how hard I try and how filial I am to my father, I can't change it! ”

The eldest brother said: "Mother, you have lived under the people for so many years, and you have experienced all kinds of bitterness and all kinds of hot and cold things in the world that are not masters and servants, and you have experienced it more deeply than your son. Can you bear to let your son spend his whole life like this? ”

"I can't bear to have any way, who called my ancestors rich and noble." My aunt said.

The eldest brother said, "No! We have a chance to turn around. The opportunity was in her. ”

The eldest brother said: "Her father has been awarded a high title because of his military exploits and martyrdom, but because he has no heirs, the title has been a false name all these years, but if she grows up and she marries, her husband is qualified to inherit the title." Even if her husband is not eligible, her children must be eligible. If I can marry her, our mother and son will be bitter. ”

"But you don't have a chance to marry her. As you just said, there are too many families waiting outside to marry her. My aunt said.

The eldest brother said, "There is a chance! Mother, if we can make everyone who wants to marry her not want to marry her, there will be a chance. ”

The aunt was startled, reached out to cover her mouth, and looked at him with wide eyes: "Bastard thing!" How dare you think that?! She's your sister! ”

The eldest brother said, "Why can't I think like that?" We are childhood sweethearts, we are in love, no one takes care of her more than me, and no man is closer to her than me! Until the woman's son came back, she had a very good impression of me! ”

The eldest brother said, "Mother! Her son has been in love with her for a long time. Her son is so hungry that she is going crazy! ”

"Nope! I'm not going to do this beastly thing for you! If I help you, how will I see her mother when she dies in the future? She gave her daughter to me before she died. You don't have to think about it anymore! The aunt said categorically.

The eldest brother knelt there, looking at his mother. An indescribable expression appeared on his face. He looked at his aunt, gritted his teeth and said, "That's good." Just wait to collect your son's body! Anyway, if she marries someone else, her son will not plan to live this life of enduring humiliation and stealing life again! ”

The aunt looked at the expression on his face. This sentence, what he said, is true.

The aunt said, "You have just been punished by your father, and if your father knew about it, he would have beaten you to death!" Even if you are spared, it is impossible for you to live in this house again. I'll never see you again! ”

The eldest brother said, "No! If I could get her pregnant with my baby at once, everything would change! ”

The eldest brother said: "If she can conceive my child, then the child will be my father's eldest grandson, that is, Uncle Chen's own grandson." There is no way a father can give up that child. If my father kills me, the child will be born without a father. For the sake of this child, although the father will be angry, he will eventually have to accept the facts, and he will have to think about me marrying her. ”

"Then she has to be willing to give birth to this child."

"She won't want to! I'm going to hurt her, so deep enough that she can't afford to be a child, and if she were to give it up, she would have to risk her life! In this way, my father, because he would never let her die, would definitely help me save the child. ”

"You're so vicious!" The aunt looked at her son, "After raising you for so many years, I didn't know that you still had this evil in your heart!" ”

"Evil is also forced out! I'll never forget how you groveled to his mother and father when they sat down to dinner! In terms of feelings, in terms of succession, you are actually your father's original partner, and she is the later nest of the bird! ”

"Mother, no matter how vicious I am, it's the flesh that fell from your body. Nothing I do will hurt you. Even if you don't care for your son, don't you care about your son's offspring? Should your grandchildren and great-grandchildren also spend their lives like this for you and your sons? Do we have to be so lowly and humble for generations?! Mother, I am my father's eldest son, and I have my father's blood in my veins! Why does it have to be so lowly? ”

"Mother, don't worry. I know it's done her wrong. However, I will spend my life being good to her. As long as she is willing to marry me and be the mother of my children, she will be my savior, I will never be ungrateful, and I will be very good to her for the rest of my life. I will hold her in the palm of my hand, and I will make her children and grandchildren honor her. I'm not going to make her unhappy. We've been living together for 15 years, and she may not have a crush on me, but she definitely has feelings! At first, she might hate me and hate me, but, you know what women are all about. When the child is born, she is the child's own mother, and when she sees the child, she has no way to resist the mother's nature. She will eventually forgive me for the sake of the child. As long as our mother and son are always good to her, she will change her mind. ”

"Mother. No one in this world is born noble! All the current dignitaries are also earned by their ancestors. If the son doesn't gamble once, he will miss his life like this, and the son really can't be reconciled! Please help my son! Help me get her, help me get her pregnant with my baby! It's too easy for you! As long as we dare, we will succeed! The honor and disgrace of our generations, the fate of generations, depends on your one thought! The son swore that if he treated her badly in the future, if you could not see her mother in a hundred years, the son would not die a good death! ”

"Mother, did you see what happened when he returned? Heaven is so unfair! He saved her life as soon as he returned! When the two of them came back on the first day, she looked at him in a way that made me feel like I had drunk arsenic! If we don't act, she'll fall in love with him sooner or later! Maybe she's already admiring him by now! If they were happy, Father would have noticed it and would have been glad to fulfill them! If they are together, loving and loving in front of me every day, and continuing for a lifetime, even if my son wants to live, he will never be able to live! It's not that the son is unfilial and troubles his mother. It's really hard for my son to control himself, he can't help himself, and he already has no way to live! ”

Seeing that his aunt was already hesitating, the eldest brother decided to say the most convincing reason: "Mother, do you remember your birthday?" I fought with him? I asked my sister later and he was having a headache. He was able to be knocked down by me because he had a headache at the time! He was in so much pain that there was no way to dodge and fight back! Mother, do you understand what that means? Do you remember how that woman died? He most likely inherited the woman's illness. He's going to die early! The younger sister will be a widow at a very young age when she is with him. She couldn't be happy! Only I am the one who can make her happy in a down-to-earth and sincere way! Mother, only I can make her happy! You have raised her for so many years, and you don't want to see her young and widowed, so spend her life alone. ”

On that rainy afternoon, the eldest brother knelt in his aunt's room until dark. They talked a long time together. The eldest brother used all the skills in his life. They didn't even come over for dinner. Long after dark, the eldest brother had not yet come out of his mother's room.

When the moon passed through the stratus clouds after the rain and appeared in the night sky, the big brother finally came out. He stood on the steps in front of his mother's room and looked up at the moon. He let out a long breath, realizing that the clothes on his back were all drenched with sweat. He felt so tired that he couldn't say a word anymore.

Since then, my life has changed. I'm staggered from you. We parted ways and couldn't be together again.

In our happiest days, our fates have actually been separated. And the whole history that followed was changed because of this. The fate of countless people has changed.

So, what is going on in a person's heart is not inconsequential, but very important. One thought of malice, one thought of selfishness, the evil consequences it causes will be very terrible. It's like a drop of poison that drops into a water tank, and the water in the entire tank becomes poisonous. A single thought of a broken heart will cause tragedy for tens of thousands of living beings. This is what our experience proves. Look at those waves. When a vicious wave is generated, it spreads wave after wave, and it spreads far away, forming a black tsunami that will eventually cause great and astonishing damage. If we let go of the evil thoughts in our hearts, we let them become evil deeds. This tsunami, of course, will engulf many people, but in the end, it will come back. Eventually, it will all come back to where it started. It will also destroy the person who uttered the thought.

"Harm others will end up harming yourself", this sentence has been said for thousands of years. But we won't believe it. Unless, with the profound pain of our lives, we have obtained that personal proof. Unless, we are a little wiser, in a certain life; The dull one, in many, many lives, with his own tears, with blood, with immeasurable pain and terror, has achieved personal proof.