834: Man does not perish for his own sake
In the entire villa, Lin Chuxue's crying voice continued to echo.
Shen Yao ran out and saw her slumped on the ground, like a child crying there, and hurriedly ran over and knelt down in front of her, and hugged her head and pillowed it on her shoulder.
"Don't cry, what's wrong?" Shen Yao's eyes were also red with her touch.
"I don't want it!" Lin Chuxue cried heartbreakingly and shook her head, and shouted out in despair: "I don't want this ending, I don't want to live like this, if the price is to sacrifice the other party, then I'd rather that person be me!" ”
"Master also told me this." Lin Dong smiled bitterly: "I even persuaded him, because there are so many brothers, and his life will not be only you." But he said that since you have entrusted him with the rest of your life, then he has the obligation to protect you, including keeping you alive, and the ring you wear on your hand is what Master put on you when he proposed to you after you died. ”
Lin Chuxue, who was crying in Shen Yao's arms, looked at the diamond ring on her ring finger, and felt a tingling in her heart for no reason.
Doesn't it say that the moment the wedding ring is worn, women are happy?
Why don't I feel happy?
Lin Chuxue kept shouting and questioning in her heart, why did her only happiness have to be exchanged for the life of the man she loved the most?
If, when I died, I didn't pray that I could see Xu Cheng again and die like this?
To be alive at the moment, but it is more painful than death, and a heart is beating for whom, but that person is gone!
So what's the point of this heartbeat?
What does it mean that the whole heart is hollowed out, at this moment!
Inside the villa, Beishan and Fang J both watched this scene.
Fang J sighed: "I can finally understand the feeling of losing his beloved back then, no wonder he didn't marry again in this life, this kind of pain is enough once in a lifetime." ”
Beishan said quietly: "If it weren't for this incident back then, the state of mind of the head of the house would not have been affected, so that his strength was declining more and more. ”
Fang J: "But how do I feel that the little junior brother is becoming more and more perverted/perverted?" ”
Beishan: "What I'm most afraid of is that this will happen, if a person is dominated by one thing without sorrow or joy, such as Uncle Shi, don't you think he is pitiful?" It's been a long time since I've seen a little junior brother smile under his mask. ”
In the evening, after Ran Jing came back from work, she didn't see Lin Chuxue in the kitchen.
She curiously went to her room to look for it, and saw Shen Yao standing guard at the door, Ran Jing came over and asked, "What's going on?" ”
"Xu Cheng is dead." Shen Yao couldn't lift his whole body and leaned against the wall, looking at the ceiling with both eyes, not letting tears fall.
Ran Jing saw that this woman's eyes were red, and she had obviously cried.
"Xiaoxue her?"
"Inside, I haven't been out all day, and I don't eat, so I just shut myself up and watch DV over and over again!"
In Seoul.
Xu Cheng didn't eat for a day, smoked on the balcony all day, just hung up the phone with Lin Dong, and after learning about Lin Chuxue's situation, he confessed to take a good look at her.
Then, this heart is blocked.
After a while, Li Wei went to the balcony and stood behind him.
Xu Cheng didn't have to look back to know that it was Li Wei, and at this time, the only people who dared to come up and talk to him were his brothers Li Wei and Luo Yi who knew him before.
Xu Cheng smashed a puff of cigarette, took a hard breath, and then spit it out.
"I always wanted to let the world know about me, and I always wanted to prove to the world that I was capable of taking care of that woman and being her man. But now, I just want the whole world to forget about me. Xu Cheng sighed: "I don't want to do this either, I don't need the doctor to say that I also know, my albino is not strictly a disease, it is a normal phenomenon of my genetic mutation, which means that I may never be able to go back to what I used to be, maybe this is my real genetic appearance, I don't know what it will become in the future, so it's better not to give her hope." ”
Li Wei: "So, can my sister-in-law bear it?" ”
Xu Cheng snuffed out the cigarette butt: "Won't I be in pain?" Seeing that you are going to be a stranger to her for the rest of your life, you won't understand that feeling. It's so close, but it's the farthest distance in the world. Actually, it's false to say that you don't care about your appearance, have you ever felt that when you get up every day and look in the mirror and brush your teeth, do you feel that kind of mood when you see yourself like this? ”
Li Wei: "I understand, no matter where you go, you will break the mirror in the room." ”
Xu Cheng took a breath: "The eldest husband has grievances and grievances and revenge, if I recognize Xiaoxue, she will definitely not let me be in danger again, she definitely wants to find a quiet place with me to live a good life, but now is not the time, if I retreat at this time, the war with Mutual Aid has begun, I will either go away with her and fly high, but in that case, the brothers and the mercenary land we fought down will become their spoils, what should the brothers do?" You're not yet full-fledged, and you need me. I could choose to stay and fly with her, but I couldn't! I have selfishly given me a woman once, and this time, let me fight well on the side of the brethren. ”
Li Wei: "You are still like that, you are always very thoughtful, and you always take the lead in thinking about others, just like when you saved Luo Yi before, you sacrificed your place to enter the dragon group." ”
Xu Cheng smiled bitterly: "No way, if the dog's temper is used to it, he can't change it to eat S." ”
Li Wei put his hands on the balcony: "Sister-in-law will understand you, I believe." She is so smart and knows you so well, and will definitely understand your position. ”
"What's the use?" Xu Cheng laughed bitterly: "Tell her that the guy who kills people everywhere in the world and is similar to the pervert/pervert, the man who looks ugly and violent and eccentric is Xu Cheng?" Is it the man she misses day and night? ”
Speaking of this, Xu Cheng's expression became solemn, and he even whispered with some fear: "When she knows that the genes in her body are no longer normal people, and she is regarded as a monster and an anti-human being, will she blame me?" Will you be afraid of becoming the same freak as me and spurn me? ”
"No, it won't!" Li Wei patted Xu Cheng on the shoulder: "Sister-in-law is not even afraid of death, does she care about the eyes of the world?" I believe in her! ”
Xu Cheng squatted down and picked up the cigarette butt and lit it again, and after taking a hard breath, he gritted his teeth and said, "Am I at fault for killing someone?" ”
"That's right!" Li Wei said: "If people don't kill for themselves, if you don't kill them, they will arrest us, kill us, and kill my sister-in-law!" Therefore, no matter how many people we kill, it is just so that we can have a place to live in the future! Fate wants us to bow our heads and follow its script, what we do is just unwilling to accept fate, no one is wrong, time will tell, laughing at the last is right! ”
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