Gong Zhigang's body froze suddenly, and a few cold sweats instantly flowed down from his sideburns like a river.

The surrounding soldiers threw rat bogeys, watching the polar bear force Gong Zhigang with a pistol, retreating step by step, refusing to put down the gun in his hand, but he didn't dare to approach too much.

"Damn, I'm still careless!" Lei Dong gritted his teeth tightly, making a creaking sound, wishing to give himself a big mouth, why didn't he find out earlier that someone was pretending to be dead?

Shooting, although you can guarantee that you can kill the "polar bear" with one shot, but the grenade in the opponent's hand has been removed from the safety pin, as long as the hand is slightly loosened, it will explode within two seconds, what if Gong Zhigang is injured?

If you don't shoot, will you watch your comrades-in-arms and your brothers be dragged step by step towards a dangerous situation?

One thought after another, spinning around in Lei Dong's mind, turning his brain faintly painful, shaking his head vigorously, forcing himself to calm down, putting aside all these miscellaneous thoughts, and letting out a long breath, Lei Dong gently pressed his right eye on the scope again, and his left eye narrowed into a slit, carefully observing the polar bear's movements, while observing the surrounding situation.

Suddenly, Lei Dong was slightly stunned, Gong Zhigang in the scope, his steps were still stiff, and he even stumbled a little, but the strange thing was that the panic on his face had gradually disappeared, and instead of that, in those narrow and slender eyes, the two eyeballs kept turning left and right up and down.

And the divine consciousness that thunder unleashed with all his strength found that in Gong Zhigang's stiff and staggering body, in his body covered by jungle camouflage, every vessel, every muscle, seemed to be like a flexible little snake, constantly moving, constantly bulging and falling-it was obvious that after getting through the initial tension, Gong Zhigang had completely gotten rid of his fear in a moment, and was constantly accumulating strength, ready to burst out at the right time, and launch a deadly attack on the opponent who thought he controlled him!

Lei Dong thought for a moment, slowly and carefully removed the magazine of the Type 21 sniper rifle, returned the remaining bullets inside, took out the armor-piercing bullets with sharper angles, more slender, and more penetrating power from the bullet bag, pressed them into the magazine one by one, and then gently pulled the bolt to push the bullets to load.

Zhang He, who was in the distance, obviously noticed Lei Dong's movements, and originally wanted to stop Lei Dong, but for some reason, looking at Lei Dong's slow but firm movements, a strange feeling suddenly came to his heart, it was an inexplicable trust, and for a moment, he seemed to feel that Lei Dong would never act rashly, and he would definitely hit with one shot!

Zhang He didn't know where this feeling came from, but his inner voice kept telling him: "Let him do it!" ”

Gently swiped the throat transmitter, Zhang He said word by word: "Pay attention to the timing of the firing and make sure that nothing goes wrong!" ”

"Understood!" Lei Dong felt a kind of joy of being trusted in his heart, replied softly, and his eyes were once again attached to the scope, staring closely at the polar bear and Gong Zhigang's every move, not letting go of any detail.

The road in the mountains was bumpy, and the polar bear held a gun in one hand and a grenade that had taken off the safety pin in the other, forcing Gong Zhigang to step by step, slowly retreating, and in a short time, he had retreated to the edge of a small forest.

The woods are close to the foot of the mountain, with a flat area on the left and a slope of about 45 degrees on the right, and a gently flowing stream below the slope.

"Polar bears" believe that as long as they enter the woods, have better concealment, and add the "hostages" in their hands, the chances of getting out safely will increase several times! Although the drugs are gone, the entire mercenary squad is the only one left to die, although 10,000% of the domestic bosses will hold him accountable for the loss of a large amount of money and a large number of personnel, and even launch a worldwide hunt for him, that will be a matter of the future!

In this world of the jungle, survival is all about survival, isn't it?

"Polar Bear" sneered, poked Gong Zhigang's temple with his left pistol, and shouted: "Enter the tree ......"

In the eyes of the "polar bear", the rookie in his hand, who has no actual combat experience at first glance, will definitely follow his orders and walk into the woods without resistance, but just when the pistol just touched Gong Zhigang's temple, and before he finished a sentence, a sudden change occurred!

Gong Zhigang's head was slightly deviated, his knees were slightly bent, and his legs were wrong, naturally forming a virtual step before and after the real, his body sank down slightly, his right shoulder shook suddenly, and he suddenly exerted force, and his whole back leaned towards the arms of the "polar bear"!

"This is it! Now is the time! He had been staring at Gong Zhigang's every move, and without the slightest hesitation, his right index finger was slightly forced, "Poof!" "Bullets burst out!

Gong Zhigang's "leaning on the mountain" is extremely powerful, and the chest and ribs of the "polar bear" made several crisp sounds of "Titicaca" at the same time, and they have all been broken! "Polar Bear" had a sore hand, and before he could react, "Smack!" A 12.7 mm armor-piercing bullet had arrived almost at the same time as Gong Zhigang's "sticking to the mountain", slammed into his left forearm, and within a hundredth of a second, it spun rapidly out of his forearm, suddenly changed direction in the air, and then spun into his right forearm with great force.

"Poof!" Burst! With two short blunt sounds, the two small arms of the "polar bear" could not withstand such a huge impact, and the two explosions of "bang bang" had turned into two clouds of blood mist, which sprayed in all directions, and the pistol and grenade fell to the ground at the same time. Gong Zhigang's right leg kicked out like lightning, kicked the grenade that could land dozens of meters away, turned his body around like a whirlwind, and slashed at the throat of the "polar bear" with a hand knife, and hit the chest and abdomen of the "polar bear" with his fists like lightning.

"Boom!" The grenade that flew far to the bottom of the slope made a violent explosion sound, and hundreds of fragments weighing no more than 10 grams, with strong kinetic energy, drew a chaotic and irregular trajectory and sputtered in all directions!

The continuous fragments of "Snatch and Snatch" hit the "polar bear" who was constantly retreating and crumbling, and the entire back became a sieve in an instant!

Lei Dong made a contribution, and his body had already jumped up like a lion and pounced in the direction of Gong Zhigang. A distance of several hundred meters, in the blink of an eye, just when he pounced on Gong Zhigang's side, Gong Zhigang's continuous heavy punches still slammed into the "polar bear" like lightning!

"Poof-" Since Gong Zhigang launched a surprise attack, the "polar bear", which had no power to resist at all, spurted out the last mouthful of blood in his chest, and the black-red blood cut a bloody arrow in mid-air, and when the tall and stout body fell backwards like mud, the "polar bear" still did not recover from this series of blows, and all his consciousness was still stuck at the moment when he was suddenly attacked and a bullet pierced his arms. "Why, that damn bullet would bend?" With his eyes wide open, the body of the "polar bear" finally collapsed to the ground unwillingly.

"I'm grass!" Lei Dong, who had just rushed to Gong Zhigang's side, was sprayed all over his face by the last mouthful of blood from the "polar bear", and subconsciously stretched out his tongue and licked the blood stains on the side of his mouth.

Salty, and a little bitter, instantly filled his taste buds, "This is the taste of blood!" An indescribable feeling of pleasure suddenly came out of my heart and spread throughout my body in an instant. And almost at the same time, another kind of indescribable mania also spread rapidly in the bottom of the heart, and in the mania, but faintly with a little excitement, this complex and indescribable feeling made Lei Dong feel very uncomfortable, his mood suddenly became irritable, "bang", Lei Dong kicked on the "polar bear" has rotted into a puddle of mud corpse, the corpse "whirred" flew up a few meters high, with the sound of the whirring wind, crossed an arc in the air, flew out more than ten meters, and then fell heavily to the ground, A loud, muffled sound was made.

"Phew!" Lei Dong flew out with a mouthful of bloody spit: "Damn, I don't know what is dead or alive!" ”

After doing this action, which was no different from the "whipping corpse", the boredom in Lei Dong's heart disappeared without a trace in an instant, and he looked back at Gong Zhigang, and said with a smile: "Boy, this time it's enjoyable!" As soon as the words came out of his lips, he saw Gong Zhigang's face suddenly pale, covering his chest with one hand and his mouth with the other, making a "vomiting" sound, his body was soft, and he sat on the ground with his buttocks!

"What's wrong with you? Injured? Thunderbolt was shocked.

The situation was too chaotic just now, and although Lei Dong had been paying attention to Gong Zhigang's situation, he didn't dare to guarantee that in this chaotic and killing battlefield, Gong Zhigang would not be hit by the flying grenade fragments.

Lei Dong straightened Gong Zhigang's body, looked at the blood on his body, which had begun to coagulate, his heart sank, and he shouted loudly: "Old squad leader, what's wrong with you?" Speak! ”

Gong Zhigang's body seemed to have completely lost its strength, and he softly let Lei Dong hold his body in his arms, his face was so pale that there was no blood, his eyes were staring at the air, but he seemed to have lost focus, and his lips trembled for a long time before he held back a sentence: "I...... I killed someone......"

Before Lei Dong could speak, a rush of footsteps had already come, and Zhang He and Han Changfeng caught up with Liang Huijun and Wang Xuesong. Seeing the two people and then looking at the few corpses on the ground, Zhang He let out a long breath: "Nothing went wrong!" ”

But immediately, Zhang He noticed the strangeness of Lei Dong and Gong Zhigang, his heart tightened, and he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" Injured? ”

Lei Dong had already used his divine sense to inspect the situation in Gong Zhigang's body, but found that Gong Zhigang was not hurt at all, shook his head and said: "No ......" glanced into his arms, but found that Gong Zhigang still looked like he was broken, and repeated the same sentence in his mouth: "I...... Kill someone, I'll kill ...... People ......"

Zhang He breathed a sigh of relief, and Han Changfeng also relaxed, but when they looked at each other, their faces were a little dignified, and they seemed to have some sympathy, and they looked at Lei Dong and Gong Zhigang meaningfully.

Lei Dong looked at several instructors strangely, not understanding why they suddenly changed their appearance, but he heard Zhang He scold: "I thought something happened to you bear soldier!" I'm scared to death! ”

Soldiers who go to the battlefield for the first time are highly nervous, and when they finally win the victory after a fierce battle, their mood is suddenly relaxed, and the sight of flesh and blood often causes great physical and psychological discomfort. Zhang He briefly introduced the situation and said: "Plus the two of you, both of you are fighting opponents with bare hands, and your brains and blood are all over your body, so it's normal to react a little!" As he spoke, he suddenly seemed to touch something, and sighed heavily: "Besides, after all, they are all the same kind, and it is psychologically and morally difficult to accept killing a living person for the first time, even if it is some veterans who have been on the battlefield for a long time, I am afraid it is difficult to accept it for a while, after all, no one is born with a murderous maniac who likes to kill......"

With a "boom", the thunderous head seemed to have been struck hard with a heavy object, and like an old-fashioned train, it roared through the inside of the brain, making his spirit in a trance, and he stood up suddenly, his mouth opened, but only made a few meaningless syllables of "uh-uh-uh", and his face became extremely pale in an instant!

"Damn, what's wrong with you?" Zhang He was taken aback by Lei Dong's sudden movement: "Why are you only ...... now?"

Lei Dong didn't hear the latter words clearly at all, and he didn't know how he returned to the training base, he only knew that for several days, there was only one voice that kept echoing in his head, constantly circling: "I am...... Born a murderer ......"

Lei Dong didn't even know how he got back to the base. In the next ten days, all that kept churning in his mind was the scene on the battlefield that day, down to every detail.

The excitement before going into battle, the thrill of using the small cross in the scope to trap the opponent's fatal parts, the calm and coldness when firing, and the pleasure that every muscle in the body can feel when a bullet blows the enemy's head or passes through the enemy's heart...... Especially at the end, when he was sprayed with the blood of the enemy, he was inexplicably irritable, and the trembling of joy and excitement from the depths of his soul when he "whipped the corpse......

He did not regret it, because if he did not kill the enemy, his comrades and brothers might be killed.

He was even less afraid, whether it was the battlefield covered with gunsmoke, or the blood of the enemy, or the ugly face of the enemy who was shot in the head, it did not make him feel any discomfort, any fear, and he even felt a little ...... Enjoy!

But it was this feeling of enjoying the killing that made Lei Dong have deep doubts about himself from the depths of his soul: why, killing a person of the same kind makes me feel excited, and why until now, I just recall the scene at that time, but I still feel the pleasure from the heart?

Am I a cruel and murderous murderer who regards life as a mustard?

Am I a thug with a deep soul and even a natural element of violence in my genes?

Lei Dong was so confused by this question that he couldn't get out of this self-doubt until Gong Zhigang had come out of the shadows and returned to normalcy. was so anxious that Gong Zhigang kept grinding around him, and kept begging in his mouth: "Little Ancestor, I beg you, don't be like this......"

And in the next training, Lei Dong often hesitated, and his tactical movements were a mess.

In order not to let such a good seedling be depressed, Zhang He tried his best to do ideological work around Lei Dong every day, what army is a legitimate and violent organization is born to destroy the enemy, what if you don't kill the enemy, the enemy will kill your comrades-in-arms, what think about the policemen and border guard regiment soldiers who were killed by the enemy, what think about those innocent compatriots who were mutilated by drugs......

But he didn't react to these words at all, and his mouth turned over and over with the words: "I'm a natural murderer......"

Zhang He was almost crazy by thunder: Damn, why didn't you see it before, this kid is still so tendonous!

There was really no way, Zhang He had to pat Lei Dong's shoulder: "It's not a way to go on like this, think about it, what can help your relatives and friends, make a phone call?" ”

"Loved ones? Friend? Call? Lei Dong finally had a little reaction, but then he fell into confusion: Who do you want to talk to about this kind of thing?

Tell your dad? Qiu Ba, who thinks that the nerves are so coarse that he is perverted, and his temper is so short that he thinks about it the most, is how to eliminate his opponent with the least casualties, will he have the patience to do this ideological work with you?

Tell Mom? That gentle and docile Jiangnan woman had been worrying about herself all day long, how could she tell him these things to make her more worried?

Obviously, the entire special operations brigade and even the entire theater of operations are taking this matter extremely seriously. They have never seen anything like this, and most of the former special combat personnel, who kill people for the first time and see blood for the first time, will suffer psychological discomfort and be uncomfortable for a period of time because of the sudden relaxation of excessive tension or because of the first sight of flesh and blood. It would be good to wait until you have figured it out, or at most have gone through the psychological counseling of a psychologist, and have gone through the initial psychological adjustment period.

Didn't see those policemen, and after the first shot, even if they didn't hit any targets, they had to go through psychological counseling? In peacetime, some moral and psychological problems will have a considerable impact on the soldiers, and only when a large-scale war really breaks out, will this psychological problem be quickly suppressed or covered up.

But even during the war, these things were only temporarily suppressed, and often after the war, many after-effects still appeared, which had a negative impact on their later lives.

In some cases of "war syndrome" abroad, many retired veterans will be in a state of long-term mental depression, with persistent insomnia, nightmares, memory loss, and distraction...... This kind of psychological negative emotions even greatly affects their physical health, and many veterans are in a state of physical exhaustion for a long time, with unexplained weight loss, and even muscle and joint pain, breathing disorders, and tooth loss for no reason.

The Commonwealth of Minia and the Luo-European Union have invested huge manpower, material and financial resources to study this phenomenon, but in the end they have not come to any universally correct conclusions.

But now Lei Dong's situation is obviously different, he doesn't have nightmares, he doesn't get nervous, he doesn't feel disgusted, but he is excited about killing someone? And thus suspect that something is wrong with your own psychology and morality? Think you're a murderer?

What if the soldier was as he suspected, subconsciously full of killing and violence?

Leave him alone without doing anything? Isn't it too dangerous to put a psychopath in the army? Who knows when this guy will suddenly get sick and poison his comrades-in-arms around him?

Lock him up? But not only did this soldier not do anything hurtful, but instead killed and injured a large number of enemies, rescued local police officers, and made great contributions. And, what will the other soldiers think, what will they say?

Let him go home from the army? Not to mention how much energy it takes to train a qualified special soldier, it would be a pity to give up like this, but to let a dangerous element who is full of violence and a desire to kill, but who has undergone the unit's harsh special operations training, and who is physically strong and proficient in all kinds of killing techniques, return to society, is it tantamount to putting a big bomb into the crowd?