Why?

Hearing this, Gallel Sam's expression darkened again, and he sat on the ground, silent for a long time, motionless, like an iceberg of silence for ten thousand years. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info I don't know how long it took before I let out a long breath. This breath is so long, and it is so heavy, echoing in the small space, with a low echo, with a strange vicissitudes, a strange bitterness.

"Have you ever counted how many people you've killed in your life?" Galel Sam asked suddenly.

This question came very abruptly, and it seemed to be off topic, Lei shook his head for a moment, and shook his head: "I haven't calculated, but I don't care how many people he has, as long as I know that the people I kill deserve to die, it's enough!" ”

"I've done the math." There was a hint of pain in Galiel Sam's eyes, "In the mortal world, I killed a total of five hundred and thirty-seven people with my own hands, and I led the team to kill nine thousand three hundred and twenty-five, and the total number of people designed by me and killed by others is thirty-three thousand six hundred and eight. In the Immortal Realm, I personally killed only twenty-nine people, but the legions I led and commanded killed more than 159 billion cultivators of various races! ”

Lei Dong gasped. As a soldier, it is not uncommon to know the number of enemies you have destroyed, but as the commander of a huge legion, it is unbelievable to be accurate to this number to single digits!

"My hands are stained with blood and can never be washed." Galel Sam raised his hands in front of him and stared at them for a long time before sighing, "The only reason why I killed so many people is because they don't believe in the Holy Emperor, they are heretics that I consider!" ”

Suddenly, Thunderbolt understood what Galel Sam was trying to convey by asking that inexplicably digressive question.

"I was born in a family that believed in the Holy Emperor, and my grandparents, my father, mother, my younger brother, and I were all the most devout followers of the Holy Emperor's Light Sect." Galel Sam's face seemed to fall into a long memory, with some nostalgia and sadness on his face, "I have believed since I was a child that the Holy Emperor of Light is the greatest existence in this world, the only god, his mercy will spread infinite light to every corner, only he can let the world get inner happiness and peace, and can make people's souls enter heaven." However, in this world, there are always so many people who do not believe in the Holy Emperor, and even become enemies of the Holy Emperor, creating many heresies and heresies, and disturbing the hearts of the people in the world. They are all devils, they are the ones who have made the world fall and sink, they all deserve to die, they all deserve to go to hell, killing them is the salvation of their souls! When I found out that there were so many miracles in me, and when I found that through hard cultivation, I was able to possess so many incredible abilities, and that I could get closer to the Holy Emperor and the gods, I was even more convinced that my choice was right, and that I was the special person that the Holy Emperor had selected to sweep away all heresies for him......"

Galel Sam's voice became deeper and lower, and Lei Dong sighed softly, among the Three Realms, there were too many people who held this kind of belief. They oppose any beliefs that are different from their own, they imprison all different speeches, and they always try to unify everyone's thoughts into a fixed box. They speak of forgiveness in their mouths and mercy in their hearts, but the methods they use are so violent, so horrific. The difference is that in many cases, most people can only think in their hearts because of their lack of ability, others rely on some kind of tight organization to carry out this terror, and those who are the most special and capable take another path......

"I joined the army and used my abilities to kill heretics all over the world who I thought were damned. Deep down, I believe that every time I kill someone, I add a touch of brilliance to the crown of the Holy Emperor, and bring more hope to the light of the Holy Emperor. Galiel Sam's voice was full of sarcasm, "I am different from you, you just want to make the life of your relatives and friends a little better and safer, at most, you want your kind to make the creatures in the world suffer a little less." It never occurred to you to let other people live according to what you think they are happy and to believe in what you prescribe. You did it, you did it successfully, you never counted how many people you killed, but you were very calm and had a clear conscience. And I'm not as lucky as you......"

Lei was silent, and he was also a little frightened. As the biggest antagonist in this life, Galetel Sam undoubtedly studied himself deeply and knew him very well. Indeed, as Galel Sam said, he has never had the ambition to forcibly change the way of life and the way of thinking of others, and everything he does is only for his relatives and friends, and even for himself and his most beloved people, to live carefree together, to breathe freely according to their own wishes, and to enjoy the joy of this life.

It's a small, yet big, meager and heavy goal. For this ideal, I have done a lot, and I have paid a lot of price, so big that I shudder when I think about it.

If you are still like this, you don't know how much Galiel Sam, who had such a grand ideal, did for his ideals, and what price did he pay? And when he finds out that it is all wrong, how will his heart be painful? It was the collapse of faith in life, and it was the heartache of the collapse of the whole sky!

Does the grand ideal of life bring happiness or boundless suffering?

At this moment, Lei Dong suddenly felt that, as Galel Sam sighed, he should really feel lucky.

With sympathy, Lei Dong looked deeply at the silent and painful man in front of him, not knowing what to say.

Galel Sam's face was extremely distorted and hideous, as if he was crying, but he seemed to have a sarcastic smile, and his voice became sharp, "But one day, I found out that all this was wrong! The goal I fought for was all vanity, and the God I believed in was never the mercy I imagined, and I myself became a murderous devil who could only bring death and despair......"

Gallel Sam laughed wildly, madly and desperately.

The laughter gradually stopped, and in the small space, there was once again an oppressive silence, and even Babel quieted down and stopped struggling, looking at Galel Sam's "gaze", dazed......