Chapter 39 of Part 7 I Have My Way!【Fourth Update!】

"She is just the daughter of a tea plantation owner, and although her life is extremely rich, she can't compare with our Chu family after all. Moreover, she is not a martial arts family, just a very ordinary, ordinary woman...... So, at that time, my father was furious and forcibly ordered me to cut off contact with her and arrange for me to marry her. ”

The old man smiled proudly: "At that time, the old man was the direct first heir of the family, but at that time I only said one sentence: If you dare, I will die!"

"My father was so angry with me that he walked away, and then I deprecated myself and gave way to my second brother. My father saw that I was so resolute, and he had to accept it. ”

The old man smiled calmly.

Chu Yang smacked his tongue, what he said now was indifferent, but Chu Yang could fully imagine how turbulent it was at that time!

"Then I was immersed in happiness...... In addition to practicing, it is to be with him, and occasionally take him to go out to the rivers and lakes to relax...... Then they made three brothers. ”

"We hunt for treasures together, fight together, laugh together, ride horses and swords, from teenagers to old ......"

The old man smiled calmly: "So, my cultivation is improving day by day, and no matter what I do, my heart is always very peaceful. ”

"I don't have the time to be ruthless, nor do I have the opportunity to cultivate the Tao of Ruthlessness. The old man smiled faintly: "But it wasn't until a long time later that I didn't know that my cultivation method, Yijing deviated from traditional martial arts, or rather, Yijing was contrary to all martial arts." ”

"So for fifteen years, my cultivation has not improved an inch! I have been agonizing, do I want to change?"

The old man smiled, with memories in his eyes: "At that time, I met Ning Tianya for the first time. At that time, I didn't know his identity, I just thought it was an old man collecting medicine. ”

When he saw me sitting on the top of the mountain, he asked me what was the matter? At that time, I had no one to tell me about my troubles, and I thought he was just an ordinary old man, so he simply poured beans into a bamboo tube and said a good thing. ”

The old man smiled: "After Ning Tianya heard this, he said: You should kill, should you kill it?"

"At that time, I said, why not kill those who should be killed!"

He said, "Since you can kill people, are you ruthless or merciful?" I said, "If you don't kill a bad person, will you keep him to harm a good person?" He laughed and said, "This is the way of affection!"

Chu Yang was immersed here, and when he heard this, he suddenly felt his heart skip a beat.

"I haven't reacted long after he's gone. It wasn't until three years later that I realized that, in fact, in the world, there was no such thing as a merciless way, it only depends on what you are cultivating for, why you are killing, and after killing someone, whether you are safe, happy, or violent in your heart. ”

"The so-called ruthless Tao is to kill people for the sake of killing, to disagree with each other, to draw the sword to each other, in this way, over time, a heart that is naturally honed is as cold as ice, everything is considered from the safety of life and death, everything is based on strength, and the strong are respected! Over time, it becomes an arrogant and arrogant character, and everything is self-centered, and it also disappears its nature and heart. ”

"And sentient beings can also kill and plunder, but the starting point is different. If people don't offend me, I won't offend anyone, and if people offend me, they will be killed! In this way, it is also self-centered, but this self includes a lot. ”

From here, we began to distinguish between sentient beings and ruthless paths. When you make a difference, you make a difference. ”

"The arrogance and self-ferdelity of the ruthless Tao is the demon of the heart, but this has a great benefit, that is, to cut off all worries and only care about oneself to the top. Therefore, the cultivation of the Ruthless Dao is relatively fast, but it has its limit, although with my current cultivation, I don't know where this limit is, but I can feel that such a ruthless and unrighteous will definitely not develop endlessly in the future! Because that is not in line with the Heavenly Dao......"...,

"And no one has been able to reach the peak of the Tao since ancient times, because ...... Affection needs to be affectionate to the depths, and there is an eternal spiritual sustenance. Some people are lost halfway, or collapsed, or, the true feelings have been worn away by the years, and the past has been forgotten, and they will stop for life. ”

The old man smiled proudly: "The reason why they can't practice the Tao of Affection is because they don't love deeply enough......!

"Time and forgetting are the most terrible things in the world......"

"And since you have cultivated the Tao of Affection, you have forgotten your own affection...... How can you get to the top?"

Chu Yang suddenly woke up: there is love, but he has forgotten his past......

"After my wife left, I always thought that she was still with me. Her teacups, her tea leaves, her breath, her gaze...... It's all the same. ”

"So I live here, you may feel sore, you think I'm living a miserable life, but I ...... But it's self-satisfied. Because, there is no one to disturb us......"

"I have a peaceful mind, I don't pay attention to practice, but my cultivation has naturally improved by leaps and bounds. ”

The old man sighed a little tiredly and said, "This is my affectionate way, my affectionate way, because of deep love!"

"But when you cultivate the sentient path, it is your own sentient path. ”

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Chu Yang left the hut for a long time, but he wandered alone for a long time outside this courtyard, in this desolate wood.

What the old man said was his affectionate way. And it was very vague, causing Chu Yang to see flowers in the fog in that fantasy world, and he couldn't see it clearly at all, and he couldn't figure it out.

It seems that he sensed something, but he didn't seem to have it. Hazy, clearly visible, but not touchable.

"Affectionate ...... Ruthlessly said...... "Chu Yang stepped on the dead leaves under his feet, pondering bitterly.

The sky was dark, and night fell on the earth.

The moon rises in the east and sinks in the west...... The sun rises, and the heavens and the earth are bright...... And so on and so forth......

When Chu Yang finally felt tired, he actually stayed in this forest for three days. When I fell, I only felt numb and painful in both legs, as if I was going to be cut off from myself.

It turned out that for three days and three nights, he had been pondering, unconsciously circling in this wood, and his footsteps did not stop for a moment. In the past three days and three nights, I really didn't know that Yijing had walked hundreds and thousands of miles......

And now he has cultivation that can't be used, which is equivalent to an ordinary person, and it doesn't hurt, which is a strange thing.

Although he sat down, he was still thinking about it, and suddenly said, "Sword Spirit, do you understand?"

Sword Spirit smiled: "This kind of realm needs to be comprehended by yourself! If I say it, your sentient path will be ruined." ”

"I can't understand it yet. Chu Yang shook his head: "I thought about it a lot, but I felt that it was too troublesome." It's not my sentient way. ”

He let out a long breath: "I finally understand what the ancestor said, if you don't reach a certain realm, you can't distinguish between sentient and ruthless ways. I am now, or maybe I haven't reached that state yet......"

The sword spirit was silent.

Chu Yang smiled and said, "This thing can't be forced, maybe when the time comes, it will come naturally." For now, I still go on according to my own heart. The heart and the feelings are the self. I can't change my true nature for anyone or any reason! That's it, I'll understand it later. ”

"But you also have to remember the words of your ancestors, you can't suppress yourself in the future, haha, you are really heroic and crying, you are a husband with affection and tears!

As he spoke, he completely let go of it, and his body fell back completely relaxed, fell on the dead leaves, groaned, and said, "It hurts." I'm tired ......"...,

Sword Spirit smiled bitterly, you are still in the dark...... You actually said that you didn't understand anything, after you experienced Chu Xiaoxin's life, after witnessing his sentient way, you can still maintain your true self, this is the beginning of your sentient way! You yijing stepped into it with one foot, but said that you don't know anything......

Also, add the sentence 'I can't suppress myself in the future, haha, laugh and cry really heroic, affectionate and tearful husband!, I, Chuyang, how can I be locked up by myself?', if you can really do it, you will let go of the shackles on your own self...... I have obtained the essence of your sentient path, and I still want to comprehend it later?

I really don't know what you're going to learn in the future.

But the sword spirit didn't say anything. Such ignorant cultivation is actually a great good thing for Chu Yang! When he finally understands this truth, there will definitely be a new breakthrough like a rebirth.

The sword spirit is looking forward to it, what kind of perception will Chu Yang, the king of Chu Yan who has been smart but confused for a while, feel at that time......

Or maybe it's unexpected, right?

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In the thatched house, the old ancestor standing in front of the portrait suddenly smiled slightly, and then put his mind at ease, made a new pot of tea, still filled the five teacups completely, smiled and whispered: "Little tea, brothers, please." Try my craft, will you improve?"

The portrait on the wall is deeply eyed, the pulse is looking, the breeze is coming, the portrait is moving slightly, and the clothes of the person in the painting are flying, as if he has infinite pity for the loneliness of the man below, and is about to walk down......

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Chu Xiongcheng and Chu Feiling stood quietly outside the woods, looking at Chu Yang in the woods.

The two of them, Yijing, stood here for three days and three nights.

The face was full of wind and frost.

From the beginning of Chu Yang's enlightenment, the two of them stood here, motionless. Not at ease, but also afraid to disturb him.

Farther away, under a tree, Yang Ruolan hid behind a tree, standing quietly, looking at her son from afar and secretly, her eyes full of heartache. She didn't dare to come forward because ...... A mother's heart is always easy to wear out heroic aspirations.

If the son is by his mother's side, his heart will not be so strong, and he will feel dependent.

So Yang Ruolan can only watch secretly here.

Seeing that Chu Yang finally stood up and walked towards his father and grandfather, Yang Rulan bit her lip and hurriedly left...... I can't let my son know that he's been there......

It will affect his martial arts heart......

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"Let's go back. Chu Feiling looked at his son, Chu Xiongcheng looked at his grandson, and they all said in unison, and didn't mention anything else.

"Okay!" Chu Yang's heart was hot.

When Chu Xiongcheng took over the small wooden sword that Chu Yang handed him when he was alone, Chu Xiongcheng opened his mouth as big as a hippopotamus and didn't close it for a long time. looked at Chu Yang in shock, and was speechless for a long time.

"The Chu family's life and death order, if one day, from whom's hands, hands it over to you, that person will have the power to kill all the members of the Chu family!

In his memory, the old ancestor said with a cold face.

Chu Xiongcheng only felt a mess in his head.

"The head of the Qi family, there are two iron-clad law enforcers in the Law Enforcement Hall who ask for a meeting, saying that they want to invite the eldest prince to go to the Law Enforcement Hall and ask about some things. At this time, a samurai came to report it.

Chu Xiongcheng frowned.

Chu Yang also felt a pang in his heart: Could it be that something happened?

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