Since Zhang was arrested in the brothel camp again, every morning before dawn, the brothel camp could see a graceful figure, running back and forth around the camp of the prostitution, practicing dance, and exercising.

The work in the morning is still rough work such as laundry, cooking, and chopping wood, but all the work under Zhang's name has been arranged by someone, and those women have stopped a lot since they were taught a hard lesson by Zhang, and they are all poor people, strong when they are weak, and weak when they are strong, and Zhang's work is also arranged by them.

In the afternoon, Zhang would paint her face with black charcoal ash, dye her hair white with the ash from the stove, wrap her plump breasts tightly, and then put on a shabby cotton jacket borrowed from the women and put it on her body, and dress up as a sloppy old woman, so that those who came to pick her would not even look at her, but could be confused.

More than ten days have passed in a blink of an eye, Zhang's physical fitness has become more and more abundant, a lot of physical strength is consumed every day, his appetite is getting better and better, and his figure is becoming more and more graceful.

Zhang's exercise is to escape from this prostitute camp one day, and dough exercise is to have a figure that is coveted by women like Zhang's, and can also have better physical strength, so that he can cope with more men and earn more silver.

Zhang also gradually learned about the dream of dough and his plans for the future from some conversations with her.

Like her optimistic attitude, the ideal of dough is that one day she can use the silver she has saved to buy more than a dozen acres of land, live a dull life of male farming and female weaving with her sweetheart, and give birth to a few babies.

After getting along with them for a long time, the Zhang family also has some understanding of them, and this wish of dough is actually the wish of most of the women in this camp, but for them, this dream is too far away, and they don't even know if they can survive tomorrow, so how can they hope for the future.

After dinner that day, the lights out order sounded in the evening, and the women in the camp went into their tents, went to bed, and waited for the new day to come.

Zhang was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, but he couldn't sleep, and couldn't help asking, "Don't you want to leave here?" ”

There was silence in the tent.

After a long time, someone said softly: "Yes, but I can't, there are still children at home waiting for me to send them money." ”

One person spoke, and the others began to speak.

"I also want to, but everyone in the family is dead, scattered, just go out like this, no one is a maid for others, and big families pay attention to a clean background when buying maids, who wants me? Stay here, although you are bullied by those stinky men, but after all, you have food and clothing, and you won't starve to death. ”

"I've married a few short-lived fathers-in-law, I don't want to marry again, anyway, these men, either are caught strong men, or they are forced labor, and they run away from death, who cares if I and the baby live or die, nothing else, the most heart-wrenching thing is that I can't raise a baby, and I want to cry when I think about it......."

One of them smiled and said: "If I am also like dough, I have saved so much money for myself, and I have a little lover who is tired every day, and my life has a rush, I will also try to save money and go out, dough, where do you like that donkey dung egg?" It's so ugly, and his brain is not good. ”

The women laughed.

The dough was not angry at all, and said seriously: "It is to be ugly, other women don't look down on it, the kind I like, let him be like picking up a baby, he is honest, he can work hard, and the most important thing is that even if I am old, he also thinks that I am like a fairy, hold me in the palm of his hand, let him always feel that I am a lot taller than him, is the most precious treasure he got in his life, love me and spoil me all his life, be loyal to me, reluctant to say me, tired work does not let me do, give him a little sweetness, He'll be happy like a puppy......"

"Hehe, if you don't buy a big yellow dog, forget it, follow your ass every day, wagging his tail to please you, and he will die for you."

Dough countered: "Sometimes I think that a man is really not as good as a big yellow dog." ”

The women all giggled, and the tent was filled with joy.

Zhang also laughed, when the dough talked about the ideal sweetheart in her heart, she unconsciously floated in her mind Zhen Mingku's scoundrel appearance who salivated to please her, how could she feel that the dough said appropriately, when the villain begged her, didn't he wag his tail and beg for mercy, and she could say anything sweet and greasy, and she suddenly missed him a little.

Since the last time I talked to him, the mobile phone was taken away by Shan Yunying, and she hadn't contacted him for a long time, and she didn't know what he was in a hurry now.

"Dough, how much have you saved up with your donkey dung eggs?"

The dough became vigilant and said, "Bah, what's the matter with you, why are you asking so clearly?" ”

"Did your donkey dung egg say when he would marry you?"

The dough scolded: "Donkey dung eggs are also called by you, be careful that the old lady pees on your face." ”

The women laughed loudly, and Zhang also covered her mouth and laughed, she found that as long as there was dough in this tent, there would be a lot of joy, and they were all happy from the heart, and this dough had something that they didn't have.

No matter how hard the days are, they have never lost their yearning and optimism for beauty.

No one understands better than her where the power of dough comes from, how she is not like dough, as long as she thinks of that villain, no matter where she is, she can give her the warmest strength and hope, and support her to persevere.

Does that scoundrel know she's thinking about him? I don't know how he's doing now, is he also missing her somewhere, worrying about her? She suddenly missed his arms and his big, rough hands.

Thinking about it, I hugged the quilt and fell asleep deeply......

……

Sleeping until the middle of the night, she was suddenly awakened by a nightmare, Zhen Mingku's whole body in the dream was covered in blood, shouting her name everywhere, obviously she was in front of him, shouting "Villain I'm here", but he couldn't see it, he sat there crying like a child, and she cried along, but the two just couldn't meet, as if yin and yang were separated.

That feeling of loneliness and helplessness is deep in the bone marrow, and even if you have woken up, it will be unforgettable for a long time.

Thinking about it day and night, she knew that since Shan Yunying snatched her mobile phone, she had lost contact with Zhen Mingku, and she was actually very uneasy in her heart, not because she was afraid that he would have an accident, but because she was afraid that he would do something stupid if he lost her news.

Even though it was winter, she was scared into a cold sweat by the nightmare, and when she got up, she found that the dough she had slept on in the lower bunk was gone.