18 Processes
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Maybe it's a little inexplicable to throw out the name of the police chief so suddenly, but I made a decision to skip a paragraph that would be boring and put the results here first.
Boredom is relative, and no one may care, but as 'me', the storyteller, I may sometimes get lost and lose track of what I want to say, but believe me, it's me who tried. I tried to bury something called the theme in every paragraph and every chapter. Sometimes it's subtle, sometimes it's blatant, sometimes it's strong, sometimes it's weak.
But what I'm going to skip this time is not the above, it's something that is completely beyond my control, and I can't decipher it into a chapter that I can control, and then add opinions to it with my own selfishness. To put it more bluntly, I can't act as a competent narrator to remind everyone that certain people, certain words, certain words, certain points, need to be noticed and will affect the direction of the future.
I can present only the facts.
Eli and James, who came out of the town hall, went to Darcy's house.
"I'm going to help the golden boy (James) of the Demon Feast solve the case, Darcy the Inheritor, hehe, it looks like we'll see each other often, let's work together for this James Lance, you, and the future of the Demon Feast in Barton~" Eli said these words, "A little excited~ Can I get a what, well, the title of 'Civilian Advisor' like in the TV series? Wait a minute, or should I be more low-key, woo ~ The secret informant of the police station ~ It's so exciting~" and the root cause of the complaints I posted above: " What does Zach do? Does he have any title? Is he secretive? What is he like? Heh, I'll order a copy of his treatment. "It's Eli, even me, the storyteller, who I can't control in the future of leading the story.
It was very clear that Darcy had no qualifications or abilities to say anything to Eli. The fact is that a vampire takes a gloomy human and goes to the home of an inheritor to show off his lower limits.
It's a bit like what happened in the mayor's office - the master chose to remain silent after his questions were answered, and the two masters never wanted the people to be here, vampires and gloomy humans, arguing and arguing on their own territory.
Not wanting to waste time on this matter, I said that I couldn't navigate the process led by Eli. But I can navigate other things, processes that are happening in parallel at this moment. Friendly reminder, everyone knows who I learned to write with, that snarky teacher Morris, what does he like to emphasize the most? So, it's going to be a little serious, but don't worry, Morris also 'taught' me to have a bit of dramatization when the time is right.
Grande.
Louise wasn't expecting any visitors, but there were still people coming to Grande, No. The timing was bad, and as soon as Louise sent away Russell who wanted to see Charlie again, she met No's angry, relieved, hesitant, and tangled eyes.
The exchange began, "I don't want to believe it, but, I guess that's the truth, my memory is fake." "Otherwise, I can't explain why the person you love died, and even me, a friend of the same sex, wasted a week immersed in self-blame and alcohol, while you are here calmly preaching to a human how good it is to live forever as a vampire." ”
Don't worry, this is No's summary of Louise's words that just 'comforted' Russell - Louise told Russell not to rush, give Charlie a little more time, Charlie has time, eternal life.
"I'm sorry, No. Louise wasn't too surprised, and it was almost time for No's memory to come back, "Go upstairs, you can use my bedroom with Zach and have a good night's rest, you'll remember everything." ”
"Who changed my memory? you or Zach?" Noe asked.
"Zach. Louise realized on the stairs that Noh wasn't following, "You asked him to do it, but don't worry, I'm right next to me, I know how he changed your memory, I can revert." ”
"Will it be restored?" Nuo still didn't move, "Then what I have experienced during this time, I ......" is a little difficult to express, "My sadness these days, complicated emotions, these memories, what will happen?"
Louise frowned, she was a little unsure of the direction she wanted to express, tentatively, "Yes, it's your own experience, your memories, and nothing will change, but after all the memories are restored, you will understand the reasons for these memories better." Louise pursed her lips, "No, you'll remember that it was you who wanted yourself to experience self-blame, and you wanted to leave Grande with the guilt of 'I brought Grande's weapon to make Zach die.'" You will understand that the sad and tangled emotions you experienced during this time were your attempts to help Zach and your active choice of decision. ”
"I'll know that I made the decision to go through this time for myself. Nod nodded.
Louise's brow furrowed even tighter, this trend doesn't bode well, does it, "No, I didn't mean that, I didn't mean to say your current emotions: anger or entanglement, you need an object to blame, I mean to say ......"
"I know what you mean. No, who didn't look at Louise, raised his hand to interrupt, "My own decision, I will experience the consequences of my decision." And the result includes my self-blame for the first few days. "The next words are a bit important, they will reveal No's mental journey during this time," and then Sloane turned out those so-called soul memories and doubted himself. "At this point, he glanced at Louise and told Louise where he had noticed that his memory had been altered," and then the doubt turned into a denial of himself. Instead of going up the stairs, he took a few steps back, "Did you know Eli Toredo went looking for me again?" ”
Louise couldn't answer the question, because in a sense, she knew Eli would be going to 'visit' Noh again. This is Zack's arrangement, isn't it, Sloan runs up to Eli, drops the notice of Colt's belonging, and casually tells Eli where he can get more information about Colt.
Giving an affirmative answer at this time will inevitably push Nuo further away from the bad trend - Nuo doesn't need to know that Zach used Nuo a second time.
Nou bowed his head, "I have two thoughts in my head, one is that Zach is dead and is going to replace his enemy, Eli, standing in front of me. The other, Zach is not dead, I am the one who makes Eli in front of him think that Zach is dead, pawn, I can't act rashly. ”
"I'm sorry. Louise apologized again.
"What are you sorry for, my own decision, didn't I. Nou waved his hand, "When Eli asked me about Grande, I didn't stop thinking about two things, well, shift. I don't even know which one is real. ”
People who have two sets of opposite memories are not the only one, and so is Oz, the mind reader. But Oz didn't have that affliction.
"Do you know what that feels like, Louise?"
"I'm sorry. "That is, 'I don't know'.
"It feels like ...... , human, stinks so much that you'll envy those inferior herbivores. "You feel that you are glamorous and beautiful, but you also know very well that there is such a stinky thing in your body that makes you ashamed grow and accumulate." ”
Probably human habit, Louise pursed her lips and held her breath.
"You know what the hardest part is, not only do you know it's there, but you meet it every day on time, say 'hello,' say 'goodbye,' and then continue to say 'hello, goodbye,' the next day. As long as you live, it accumulates with you. It follows you all the time. "Patted himself," inside this glossy exterior. Even now, my memory still tells me that Zach is dead because of me, and I am now to his lover, how ...... you say these things Makes me sick to myself. ”
Louise was silent for a moment, still tentative, "I can make it disappear if you wish." Louise shook her head quickly, no longer a temptation, but a confirmation affirmation, "I can make your memories disappear during this time, and become a simple summary, just to take over the void in your memory." ”
Noh looked up, looked at Louise, and raised an eyebrow, "How do you summarize?"
Louise's mouth moved, and in a split second she considered a few things that could be said at this point, and finally became, "That's a mistake. It was a mistake to get Zach to change my memory and help Zach fake death. I'm just a human being, and it's already a mistake to involve myself in something alien, and it's an even bigger mistake to think I can help. I think we've seen that Louise is a great Torredo in the days of Zack's absence, and now it's just another proof, "It's all a bad life experience, I don't want to remember, I don't want to go through it again." So I jumped at the chance to forget, and it was also my chance to say goodbye to these things. ”
The punctuation is just for readability, and Louise doesn't pause as she speaks. After the only pause, go back to your own personal statement "I'll let this end become a lesson." Of course, if you agree. ”
"I ......" No, opening his mouth and looking away, "I agree." ”
"Okay. Louise nodded, "Come on, No, get a night's rest, and tomorrow everything will be back to normal." ”
Nuo still didn't move, but frowned, "I came today, I didn't plan to do this. I just finally couldn't stand the '' in my body anymore, resisted every guilt-repelling instinct in my body, and came to Grande to confirm something......"
Louise interrupted, "It's okay, No. "I just said it, the time is almost up," Zach has replanned everything, Zack's death or not, there is no need to create illusions. ”
Nou glanced at Louise and frowned, "Re-planned? He doesn't need to pretend to be dead?" No's question is well-founded, Eli hasn't disappeared yet! Even farther and farther away from disappearing, Eli is growing stronger at Barton! Relying on the name that Zach gave him as the owner of 'Colt'! Every night, accompanied by James, a coexistence agreement is made in one of the Barton alien races!
Louise shook her head and smiled, but didn't answer.
Nuo had a self-conscious, self-deprecating wave of his hand, "Bedroom." "Finally walked up the stairs.
If we boil No's visit to the inner conflict of human beings, a very serious conflict, which, as you know, is the urinary nature of the story, then there is a dramatic twist.
Louise had just walked halfway with No, when the phone in the office began to ring.
"Wait a minute, I'll be over in a moment. Louise gestured, said goodbye to Noh on the second floor, and walked to the office.
"Well, you can go to the bedroom and wait for me, it won't be long. Louise said to No, who didn't go to the bedroom but followed her into the office.
"I'm going to forget about these things. Nuo didn't have any expression, probably because he didn't even know what emotions he should use, "Take advantage of my memory, let me, I don't know, know a little more." After today, I don't even know if I'll still be friends with Zach, and I don't want to say goodbye in the bedroom. "Zach and I met in Grande's office, and we officially recognize that we are friends and are in my office (Zach helps no with Quest's brother's affairs). So, I guess, I just wanted to have a ceremonial end. ”
Louise acquiesced, didn't say anything more, and picked up the phone, "Grande Funeral Home ......"
"Louise?"
For a moment, Louise didn't remember who this somewhat familiar voice was, "Uh, it's me, you are?"
"Drake!" seemed eager, no, bad excitement on the other side of the earpiece, "I'm Derek!Grande's brother!Zach and Benjamin's half-brother!"
Louise opened her mouth, "De, Derek...... "The guy who came to Barton to find his father at a low point in his life, Grande's real son.
"Yes, it's me, Louise, are you okay?!"
Inexplicable?
"I'm ......," Louise didn't know how to answer for a moment, "I'm fine?"
"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have asked! My bad! But, Louise, are you really okay?"
Louise frowned, confused, "I'm fine. ”
"Well, I know, this kind of thing is not acceptable to anyone...... I, I ......" the earpiece was excited, as if trying to say something, but there was something that couldn't be described in words, "Uh! Where's Benjamin?
"Benjamin, good. Louise held the earpiece and shook her head, not sure for sure. Don't you think Drake missed anyone in his words, why didn't he ask Zach how it was, although Louise didn't understand why the other party was asking such a question, "Drake, you, what do you know?"
"Yes! I just found out today! Zach's always! I saw the news! The funeral reform in the eastern city, the disappearance of the owner of the Grande funeral home! The news on our side says it may be dead...... Are you okay?"