156 Confession

"When he was fourteen years old, the two were divided into different classes, and the girl was fourteen years old, and the little boy never had the opportunity to stay in the same classroom with her again, but he stayed in the classroom every day until the little girl came out of another class and saw her ride her bicycle out of school, and then he packed his schoolbag and left."

"Facing the high school entrance examination that year, she wanted to go to a key school, because her family was not wealthy, and there were two younger brothers studying, and the family only agreed to pay her to go to a key high school, he knew that the girl had always worked hard, but her grades had not been able to go up."

"Suddenly one evening, the girl came to his classroom with a math problem and asked him to teach her how to solve it."

It was the first time he had seen the girl's face so closely, her skin was very good, like you, very white and delicate, her eyes were as clear as spring water, he pretended to be calm and explained every detail of the problem to her, in fact, his heart was so nervous, his palms were full of sweat, the girl was completely unaware of his nervousness, she listened attentively, and asked him some questions from time to time, and from then on, she would come to the classroom every evening to find him, and ask him to help her explain the math problems, as before, in the same classroom, Until the sun goes down. ”

Zhang gradually listened to it, and his head turned unconsciously, and his eyes as clear as water looked at him stunned.

Zhen Mingku didn't notice it, and gradually sank into the memory: "After half a year like this, except for solving math problems with her, he didn't say anything other than math problems to the girl, and she never asked him anything else." ”

At that time, he was afraid that she would never have the opportunity to get along with her after being admitted to another school, so he mustered up the courage to ask her the school she wanted to go to, and she was embarrassed to tell him the name of the school she wanted to go to, which was the best high school in the city, and with her grades at that time, the hope of being admitted to that school was very slim.

"Later, he learned that she had an agreement with her parents that if she couldn't get into a good school, she would go home to help the family do farm work, and in a few years she would prepare to get married, or she would go out to work, but I was afraid that it would be difficult to have the opportunity to sit in the same classroom with her as she is now, talk to her, and teach her to solve problems, so he made the most daring decision in his life."

Hearing this, Zhang was visibly nervous.

Zhen Mingbitter said slowly: "He decided to confess to her, so he stayed up for a few days and nights, wrote a long, long love letter, bought a rose, and secretly stuffed it into her schoolbag when she was in physical education class on Valentine's Day." ”

He paused and was silent for a long time.

She finally couldn't help but ask softly: "What happened later?" ”

"Later, she walked with a tall boy in her class, he was the president of her class, his family conditions were very good, and he was also handsome."

There was a look of disappointment on Zhang's face when he heard this, this was a lame and depressed story.

Zhen Mingku continued: "Seeing her being held by the boy after class every day, talking and laughing together, from that day on, every day after school, he did not stay in the classroom for self-study. ”

"A few months later, the high school entrance examination was over, and the girl was not admitted to the key middle school, but her class leader spent money to enter the key middle school because the family had money."

When Zhen Mingku said this, he suddenly stopped, and a painful expression flashed in his eyes.

Perhaps it was because of the depression and resentment in his emotions that Zhang also became nervous.

"On the day he received his report card, he saw her jump from the fourth floor of the school, head down, and smash on the concrete floor," he said. ”

When he said this, Zhang's body trembled visibly.

Zhen Mingku's tone was unusually calm: "The boy thought that she did such a stupid thing because she couldn't pass the exam, but later, the hospital's autopsy reported that she was already two months pregnant. ”

When he said this, Zhen Mingku's face looked a little painful: "The squad leader's family is a local celebrity with a head and a face, knowing that she is pregnant, in order not to let this incident affect his further education, on the day the results were released, the squad leader called her and told her that he was going to break up with her." ”

"After her funeral, he went to the squad leader's house, and in front of his parents, he broke his hands and feet with an iron rod, and kicked him in a frenzy until he was kicked and exploded."

Zhen Mingku's tone was very calm, as if he was talking about an innocuous trivial matter, but Zhang couldn't help but shudder.

"Because of this, he was convicted of causing serious injuries and sentenced to five years, and after he came out of prison, he went to work everywhere."

A few years later, he met a junior high school classmate who was working with her in a factory, and he told the boy that it was the squad leader who secretly signed the letter that the boy stuffed to her with his name, and it was because she read the letter that she walked with the squad leader.

Zhen Mingku's face showed a painful expression: "At that time, he knew that all of this was actually caused by him, if it wasn't for the letter he wrote and the rose he sent, she wouldn't have gotten together with that class leader, maybe she would have been admitted to a good school, and in the future she would have met a man who was a thousand times and ten thousand times better than that bastard......"

"How can I blame you for this......" Zhang, who had not spoken all this time, finally whispered, of course she knew that he was telling his own story.

Zhen Ming smiled bitterly, turned her head to wipe the corners of her eyes, and pressed her hand tightly on her chest, "I didn't know I had made the same mistake again until a few days ago. ”

He looked at Zhang, who didn't dare to look at him, and said slowly: "Goose goose, I have figured it out, I can't be as inferior and cowering as before, that day I carried you to the hospital on the way, I secretly swore in my heart, as long as you come back to life, no matter who it is, don't want to snatch you away from me again, I will not back down again, I want to pursue what I want, I want to sleep with your fragrant body, I want to taste your sweet lips every day, I want to wake up every day and open my eyes to see you sleeping like a pig next to me, I want you to give me a litter of goesling......"

Listening to Zhen Mingku's almost scoundrel confession, Zhang's pretty face had already become as red and moving as a rose, hot as fire.

Zhen Ming stared at her bitterly, and said word by word: "Goose goose, will you marry me?" I will not let you be wronged again, I will not let others bully you again, I will love you all my life, and I will not be willing to say a word about you. ”

Zhang looked at him stunned, completely at a loss.