262 Harsh reality
Zhen Ming was silent for a while, not knowing how to answer, and said after a while: "I understand your feelings, falling out of love will always make people desperate and sad, and it will indeed make people sad at first, but time is the best healing medicine, I believe that it won't be long before you forget that person and find a man who is really worthy of your sincerity." ”
Zhao Yan murmured softly: "Even if there is, my body is already dirty, and I am not worthy of him." ”
Zhen Ming sighed bitterly and said: "Why should the fairy care about this, people who really like you will not care about your past, you are a beautiful and wise red plum fairy." ”
Zhao Yan was silent for a while, and asked softly, "If it were you, would you still want a woman like me?" ”
Zhen Ming smiled bitterly: "This question is not valid at all, if the fairy has seen my true face, I am afraid that I will be scared and retreat, how can it be my turn to be a fairy or not." ”
Zhao Yan raised her head and looked at the old wrinkled mask on Zhen Mingku's face, with curiosity in her eyes: "I've known you for so long, I don't know what the famous infatuated husband looks like, can you let me see what you look like?" ”
Zhen Mingku's face was helpless: "Who gave me such a nickname?" ”
Zhao Yan smiled slightly: "What Zhen Huyuan did for Sister Zhang back then, everyone in Luoyang women knows, no one knows, they are all talking about what kind of man Zhen Huyuan is, Zhen Mingku has become the most famous person in Luoyang's women's boudoir for a while, and over time, your reputation as an infatuated husband has spread, and later they all said that you are sending a Bodhisattva to earth, saying that as long as you touch you, you can be happy with your son." ”
Zhen Mingbitter laughed when he heard this, took off his mask, revealing his original face, his skin was tanned, his eyes were blazing, his nose bridge was high, and his edges and corners were sharp, if it wasn't for the scar on his face, he would be handsome.
When he saw the scar on his face, Zhao Yan couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, then reached out and gently touched his face, and muttered, "If only I could meet you sooner." ”
Zhen Mingku didn't know what she meant, and was touched comfortably by her cold little hands, and couldn't help laughing: "I thought I was too ugly to scare the fairy." ”
Zhao Yan was stunned for a moment, and said with a puzzled expression: "How can the man that Sister Zhang likes be ugly?" ”
Zhen Ming said bitterly: "Then why do I think the fairy hates me very much, and he pulled out a knife and stabbed me not long ago, but fortunately I have practiced and run fast." ”
Zhao Yan sneered and glanced at him: "Can you blame me for this?" Anyone who sees an old man in his sixties doing that kind of thing with his arms around Sister Zhang will think that you are bullying her, right? Besides, you didn't like me since you saw me, and you slapped me twice, I hate you, and it's normal, it has nothing to do with whether you look good or not. ”
Zhen Ming said helplessly: "It seems that it was the fairy who hit me first, I was kind and didn't repay you, I saved your life, I didn't even say thank you, and I slapped me." ”
"Then you can't beat me in front of so many people, you're a man."
"Oh, do men deserve to be bullied by women, swallow their anger for women, and be cattle and horses? I advocate equality between men and women, and if you deserve to be beaten, you have to be beaten. ”
Zhao Yan chuckled, glanced at him, and said quietly: "Actually, I know that you are measured, and it doesn't hurt at all." ”
Zhen Ming smiled bitterly, looking at her with a hint of curiosity in his eyes, Zhao Yan saw that there seemed to be some confusion in his eyes, and asked, "What's wrong?" Let's talk about what you have. ”
"To tell you the truth, I've always heard people say that fairies, except for those handsome and tall men who are better than Pan An, other men are disdainful, but I didn't expect to hear these words from your mouth today, I feel a little surprised."
A hint of annoyance flashed in Zhao Yan's eyes: "Is it fair to me that Zhen Nursing Institute has never understood me at all, and to conclude who I am just based on other people's rumors, and to make prejudices about me?" ”
Zhen Ming was stunned for a moment, nodded and said: "The lesson of the fairy is that I shouldn't listen to one-sided words, and I don't have the right to speak without investigation, it's my preconceived ideas." ”
Zhao Yan raised his head and glanced at him when he heard this, with a hint of surprise in his eyes, and said quietly: "I seem to know a little bit about why Sister Zhang likes you...... In fact, I also know that I am not to blame others, but to blame me for being too selfish, and I have always been bad to the people around me, afraid of being hurt by them, and deliberately making things difficult to frame them, which made them slander me, saying that I hate the poor and love the rich, and he looks like Pan An, and I am too lazy to argue with other people's gossip. ”
Zhen Ming said bitterly: "If you don't like his handsomeness and gold, then what do you like about him?" ”
Zhao Yan seemed to sink into the memory, muttering: "He is considerate, knows some of my little problems, every time he comes to see me to send some gadgets to make me happy, hurt me and spoil me to get used to me, will endure my little temper, when my punching bag, when my stomach hurts, he will use a small stove to simmer my stomach, he knows that I like to eat fish belly, he will always leave the fish belly to me, help me pick out the fish bones, every night he will warm the stove, simmer the bed, hug me to coax me to sleep, he can understand the music I composed, every time he composes." , he wrote the lyrics for my songs......"
Zhen Ming listened to her quietly and said that all his thoughtfulness was trivial, and she was just a woman who was afraid of loneliness and loneliness.
However, he heard a hint of conspiracy from it, this Lin Yuan seemed to know every preference and weakness of this Zhao Yan, and everything catered to Zhao Yan's heart, making her fall in love with him with all her heart.
He remembered the beautifully written note that was placed in the chest in Lin Yuan's treasure vault.
"What's wrong, Zhen Nursing Home?" Zhao Yan couldn't help but ask curiously when she saw his frowning thoughtful look.
Zhen Mingbitter glanced at her, with a hint of hesitation on his face, and asked, "Miss Zhao, there is something I haven't told you, I don't know if I should tell you or not." ”
Zhao Yan sighed: "So far, what can't be said." ”
Zhen Mingku took out the note in his arms and handed it to her, "This is what I saw from Lin Yuan's treasure room box, I think it has something to do with you." ”
Zhao Yan took it and opened it and took a look, his expression suddenly turned pale, and he looked at it in a daze for a while, and then handed the note back to him after a while, as if nothing had happened.
"I don't want to pursue it anymore, no matter who asked him to lie to me, I only blame myself for being blind, and I will be deceived by his hypocrisy......"
As he spoke, his voice changed: "Zhen Huyuan, the silver I borrowed from Sister Zhang, and the silver you redeemed for me, I'm afraid I can't afford it, I'm sorry." ”