Chapter 201: Self-blame
After Ming'er left to serve porridge, Guo Jia sat down next to Diao Chan. The two were silent for a few seconds, and Diao Chan finally couldn't help it, and said, "Husband, don't you go in to comfort and comfort your sister?" β
Guo Jia shook his head and sighed faintly, "I can't face her either!" β
Cai Yong's death was certainly caused by crying Dong Zhuo, but if Guo Jia had been more firm and thoughtful, it would have been possible to break away from Dong Zhuo with Cai Yong!
Maybe in the eyes of others, Guo Jia is too self-blaming, but who knows that Guo Jia is a traverser? Guo Jia knew early on that Cai Yong might face this situation, so although Cai Yong's death was not directly related to Guo Jia, he thought that he had also confirmed such a name of not being saved when he saw death!
Obviously, Guo Jia should know very well that without his influence, history should still be the original history. But Guo Jia has been counting on Yu Cai Yong not to cry Dong Zhuo, and counting on Yu Wang Yun not to kill Cai Yong, this is not a naΓ―ve fantasy, this is not self-deception, what is it?!
Maybe Cai Wenji really needs Guo Jia's comfort at this time, but Guo Jia really can't break through the level in his own heart! Diao Chan, who has nothing to do with it, can kneel down with Cai Wenji because of Wang Yun, Guo Jia at this moment is actually more difficult to face Cai Wenji than Diao Chan! It's just that Guo Jia can't say the reason for this at all, maybe others will think he is too hypocritical.
After a while, the little maid Ming'er brought the porridge over, Guo Jia asked Ming'er to send a bowl to Cai Wenji, and she continued to accompany Diao Chan outside. Regarding Guo Jia's behavior, although Diao Chan was a little moved, he still couldn't understand more. How could Guo Jia accompany her at this time, and only let Ming'er serve Cai Wenji with a little maid?!
No matter how much Guo Jia loves Diao Chan, he should accompany Cai Wenji at this time!
"The so-called companionship does not have to be hugged and hugged together. Just like this, I've been guarding her from a short distance, and I'm sure she can feel it too. At this time, we should give her a separate space, so that she can cry loudly and vent all the sadness and grievances in her heart. Seriously, Diao Chan, if you kneel here now, it will put more pressure on her. Of course, this time, I won't stop you from anything, no matter what, with your attitude, everyone may feel a little better. Guo Jia said softly.
Although Cai Wenji can't forgive Wang Yun, who is represented by Diao Chan, Diao Chan's apology, this kind of apology will definitely bring some warmth to Cai Wenji. For example, it seems that it is impossible to forgive the invasion of China by the devil in the first place, but if the descendants of the other party sincerely apologize, it is definitely more comfortable than doing nothing.
Handing the porridge to Diao Chan, Guo Jia knew that she might not be able to eat it, but she still said directly, "Do you want to not drink this bowl of porridge, and then fall down halfway through your knees?" Or do you drink this bowl of porridge now and keep kneeling? β
Guo Jia paused, and then said, "Perhaps, you are just motionless like this, and you plan to let me feed you?" β
Diao Chan smiled bitterly, and finally reached out to take the porridge, but he said, "Husband, you should go and tell my sister these words, I'm afraid that Ming'er won't be able to persuade her." β
"Don't worry, Ming'er is more comforting than me, if Wen Ji doesn't drink the porridge, Ming'er will definitely not come out." Guo Jia said, and just lay on the ground with his hands on his pillow. Ming'er's girl has always been closer to Cai Wenji than to Guo Jia, maybe she is still talking about him Guo Jia's indifference and ruthlessness in the house at this time. But that's fine, scolding in private can also divert some attention and make people feel more energetic.
Diao Chan, who had just taken a sip of porridge, saw Guo Jia's behavior, and hurriedly put down the bowl and shouted, "Husband, you will catch a cold like this!" β
"Out of the way." Guo Jia shook his head slightly, just opened his eyes and looked at the night sky, and laughed at himself, "Heh, I used to be naΓ―ve when I was a child, thinking that it would definitely rain when I was sad like this. I didn't expect it to be starry and cloudless. β
"Probably because of Dong Zhuo's death, there are more happy people in the world." Diao Chan said softly.
Guo Jia is noncommittal, if the weather can really change because of people's feelings, then the world may not be so cruel.
"I remember someone saying that when everyone dies, they will become stars in the sky, and then they will silently watch their relatives in the sky. Teacher, whether you have seen it or not, what I promised you at the beginning will never change! β
As a result, the next day, Diao Chan, who had been kneeling outside all night, was not in any major trouble except for his sore body, but it was Guo Jia who fell ill directly with a fever.
This is Guo Jia's bitter meat trick! Well, that's it! That's right, it must be so! How could it be that Guo Jia's body is weaker than a woman, right!
In short, Guo Jia's "strategy" finally eased the grim atmosphere at home.
It is impossible for Diao Chan to kneel all the time to beg for Cai Wenji's forgiveness, and it is impossible for Cai Wenji to lock herself in the house all day and be completely immersed in sadness. As the head of the family, Guo Jia fell, not only did he need to be taken care of by several women, but it was impossible for those who came to pay tribute to Cai Yong outside to ignore it, so Cai Wenji, as Guo Jia's main room, was also Cai Yong's daughter, and now she had to stand up and preside over the work.
When people are busy, they will pause to think, they can't think about it, and they can't find time to be sad, and when they are tired, they can sleep well at night. As a result, although Cai Wenji still failed to recover from the pain, she has some energy and no longer looks lifeless.
The house leak happened to rain overnight, and this day, it finally rained outside.
In the past two days, almost no one has come to pay tribute to Cai Yong, and the Guo Mansion has calmed down again. It's a pity that Guo Jia's "bitter meat trick" obviously consumes too much magic, and he has not been cured until now, and he has been in a semi-lying state.
Guo Jia was lying on the bed, and there was a faint sound of the piano outside, Guo Jia's heart moved, "What is this?" β
"It should be my sister's new song." Diao Chan replied beside him.
Guo Jia listened silently for a while, and suddenly sighed in a low voice, "What a sad feeling." β
The sound of the piano is sad and sad, as if it is talking about the woman's gentle sorrow. Is this a new version of "Eighteen Beats of Hu Ji"? Although Cai Wenji was not taken captive to the Xiongnu again, the sadness in her heart was not bad at all.
The bottom of the flower is slippery, and it is difficult to go under the drift ice of the secluded spring. The ice fountain is cold and astringent, and the condensation will not be silent for a while.
Guo Jia sat up from the hospital bed, "Help me go over and have a look." β
"Husband, you haven't recovered yet, it won't be good if you catch the cold again! I'm going to call my sister over. Diao Chan hurriedly stopped.
Guo Jia shook his head and insisted on getting up from the bed. Diao Chan knows very well that once Guo Jia is stubborn, his temper is stronger than anyone else. There was no choice but to let Guo Jia wear more clothes and cover the people tightly, so he helped Guo Jia and went outside to find Cai Wenji.
(To be continued)