Chapter 1874 I can't help myself

Chu Huan raised his hand and scratched his head, he was embarrassed, but fortunately, the queen was a mature woman after all, and she quickly calmed down, although she was still embarrassed to look up at Chu Huan, she raised her hand and said, "You sit first." ”

Chu Huan sat down, there was silence again, the atmosphere was awkward, Chu Huan knew that if it went on like this, the atmosphere could only become more and more embarrassing, and said, "The queen arrived yesterday?" ”

The queen nodded her head slightly, and said "hmm".

Chu Huan sighed: "I heard that after the queen arrived, the rice and water did not enter, which always hurts the body." ”

The queen finally raised her head and said faintly: "Should I call you the Governor of Chu now, or should I call you the King of Chu?" ”

"If there is anyone in the world who understands me, I believe it will be the queen." Chu Huan immediately said: "If the queen can't understand, I'm afraid that no one will understand me." ”

When the queen heard this, her cheeks were hot, and she couldn't help but say, "Why do I understand you?" ”

Chu Huan saw the queen's situation, slightly stunned, and immediately came back to his senses, this sentence is too ambiguous, but he has no ambiguous thoughts, in Chu Huan's view, the queen is the only remaining royal figure who has gone through countless turmoil, she not only experienced the destruction of the Hua Dynasty, experienced the killing and conquest in the troubled times, but also experienced the establishment of Great Qin, the huge empire has changed from prosperity to decline under her eyes, and even to the desperate situation of extinction today.

The world is like a cloud, and the queen can be said to have seen through the ups and downs of the dynasty's struggle for hegemony, and it is precisely because of this that Chu Huan said that the queen must know her situation and choices today.

If it were a different occasion, this sentence might not make the queen have other meanings, but there is no doubt that the previous incident had a great impact on the queen, although the queen seems to be much calmer now, but Chu Huan faintly felt in his heart that he was afraid that he had left a frivolous impression on the queen, and it was no wonder that this statement would make the queen think more.

Under the lamplight, the queen lowered her head slightly, her cheeks with a flush that had not yet subsided, white and red, under the light of the lamp, it was like a layer of pink halo on the fair skin, her appearance was already gorgeous, and the mature woman's slightly shy style was full of swaying charm, the full chest rose and fell with the slight breathing, highlighting the fullness of the chest, Chu Huan crossed the queen's chest, and couldn't help but wave in her heart, such a beautiful woman would have made people think about it, not to mention that she was noble, At this moment, it was a lonely man and a widow, Chu Huan's heart was beating, and he hurriedly looked away, secretly blaming himself in his heart, thinking how could he have presumptuous thoughts about the queen.

He was a little restless for a while, the queen raised the corner of her eyes slightly to look at Chu Huan, and saw that Chu Huan's gaze was also passing over her, and as soon as the two of them made slight contact, they immediately separated like an electric shock.

The queen did her best to calm herself down.

Chu Huan and Linlang were just outside with tenderness and sweetness, and the queen naturally heard it, and after she came to Tongzhou, her feelings were low and worried.

After countless separations of life and death, and accustomed to seeing the bloody slaughter that you fight for, the queen naturally understands the truth of the law of the jungle.

Chu Huan entered the customs and proclaimed himself the king of Chu, of course, it was transmitted back to the northwest in the shortest possible time, and the northwest was jubilant, and the queen naturally knew the news that Chu Huan had established himself as king.

In fact, she was not surprised, she was well aware of the world, and she knew very well that it was only a matter of time before Chu Huan established himself as king, and when she heard that the Northwest Army had entered the pass, she guessed in her heart that Chu Huan might be king at any time.

King Qi once thought that Chu Huan would play his own banner, but the queen had already seen through it, Chu Huan entered the customs to fight for hegemony in the world, and he could only play the banner of anti-Qin, and once the anti-Qin banner was played, King Qi was not only not a fragrant bait, but would become a trouble on the road to Chu Huan's hegemony.

Since then, she has been worried about the future of King Qi, and she painstakingly asked King Qi to leave with her, because she expected King Qi to stay, even if Chu Huan would not do anything to King Qi for the time being, but King Qi's self-righteous but willful temperament would cause trouble sooner or later.

And the development of things, as she expected, learned that King Qi had poisoned Chu Huan's wine and had been put under house arrest by Chu Huan, and the queen almost fainted, knowing that King Qi was in trouble.

After she got the news, she rushed to Tongzhou as soon as possible, hoping to save King Qi.

It's just that after arriving in Tongzhou, Chu Huan was not in Tongzhou, the queen was arranged by Pei Ji in Zhengyuan, she was worried, and she just wanted to wait for Chu Huan to come back, so as to intercede for King Qi, but the rice and water were not exhausted, and she stayed at home.

In the evening, she heard the sound of footsteps in the courtyard, and the queen was happy, thinking that Chu Huan knew that she was in Tongzhou, and she came to see her, and was about to go out to meet her, but who knew that she heard the voices of Chu Huan and Linlang talking, and it was immediately difficult to go out and disturb, she thought that Chu Huan must have known that she was living in the main courtyard, who knew what would happen next, but it made the queen's heart tremble.

She didn't dare to make the slightest sound in the house, and even covered her ears for a while, but the sound was endless, although she was also from the past, but Chu Huan and Linlang's joyful voices, how could the queen have heard it in the boudoir, she only felt that this couple was really bold and dared to say anything.

Although she only heard the sound in the house, she couldn't help but think of the scene of Chu Huan and the two being entangled, she blushed and her heart was beating, and she secretly scolded herself for not being ashamed, but the more she was like this, the image that came out of her mind lingered, and when she heard the two of them talk later, she actually mentioned herself, Chu Huan's words seemed to have thoughts about herself, and the queen was even more ashamed and annoyed, but she had the same feeling in her heart, which was indescribable, and seemed to be very annoyed, but it seemed to have some joy.

She and Chu Huan lived and died together in Beiling, Chu Huan even saved her life regardless of his life, although he didn't say much, but he was always very grateful in his heart, and he also had a good impression of Chu Huan.

In fact, after walking out of Beiling, she had little contact with Chu Huan, but when she was in Jiazhou, in the dead of night, thinking of the people and things in the past, she would think of the experience with Chu Huan in Beiling every time, Chu Huan and her laughing words, she actually remembered it vividly, and even could still clearly recall how Chu Huan felt when he hugged her.

Every time she thinks about it, she blushes and her heart beats, secretly thinking that she is at this age, and she still thinks crankily, not to mention thinking about other men, always blaming herself, trying her best to restrain herself from thinking about things when she was with Chu Huan, but this kind of thing is also strange, the more you control yourself to think about it, the more it will linger in your mind.

Since she was a child, the queen has never really been in love with men and women, and she has never known the feeling of missing in her heart, but she never thought that when she reached middle age, she always remembered Chu Huan in her mind, lying in bed in the dead of night, and the shadow of this man appeared most in her mind.

In fact, deep down in her heart, she has always wanted to be able to see Chu Huan again, and even thought that Chu Huan could joke and tease herself, but she knew that this qiē had passed, the identities of the two were even older, and there were many factors in it, not only could the two of them have no further development, but even the jokes they had in Beiling were impossible.

At this time, Chu Huan was in front of him, and there was indeed no one else, but the atmosphere was completely different from the scene that the queen had thought about many times.

Her chest heaved and her heart was annoyed, thinking that it was okay for her stomach to be cranky, but at such a time, she must not have any other thoughts.

She closed her eyes and calmed herself down, only then did she open her eyes, raised her head, and looked at Chu Huan squarely, her beautiful face was already very strict, and she said softly: "You should know what I'm here for." ”

"Yes." Chu Huan saw that the queen was stern, but he felt more comfortable than the previous embarrassing atmosphere, and nodded: "The prince is in the backyard." ”

The queen hesitated for a moment, and finally sighed lightly: "I apologized to you on his behalf first, but he was confused, you don't blame him." ”

Chu Huan didn't answer immediately, there was a dead silence in the room, and after a while, Chu Huan got up, went over and poured a cup of hot tea, walked to the queen's side, and sent it over.

"I don't need it!" The queen shook her head.

"You haven't eaten, how can this be?" Chu Huan frowned and said, "I drank this cup of tea first, and then I asked people to arrange food, and you ate first." ”

The queen didn't have the heart to eat at this time, shook her head and said: "I'm not hungry or thirsty, I just hope that you can raise your noble hand and spare this experience." ”

"You haven't eaten for more than a day, and you don't have an iron body, how can you eat?" Chu Huan sighed and handed the teacup in front of the queen, "Look at you, you have lost some weight than the last time we met, come, be obedient, have a cup of tea first." Then I felt that there was something wrong with what I said.

The queen obviously also noticed this, glanced at Chu Huan, frowned slightly, but finally reached out and took the teacup.

Chu Huan smiled and said, "Drink tea first, take a sip of tea, and then let's talk." ”

The queen hesitated for a moment, but finally took a sip before asking, "You! ”

"I received the letter you gave me that time." Chu Huan interrupted: "I only knew at that time that Ling Shuang was the princess of the previous dynasty and your niece, don't worry, she is fine now, as you expected, she is indeed in Zhongyizhuang." ”

The queen sighed faintly and said, "This is all injustice, I didn't expect Ling Shuang to be alive, let alone that she has always been by Xuanren's side." This child is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, knowing his life experience, he categorically left Xuanren, but Xuanren has feelings for her! ”

"Ask what the world is like, and teach life and death to make a promise." Chu Huan sighed: "There is such a thing as feelings, people can't help themselves, and if they like someone, even they can't control themselves." Speaking of this, looking at the queen's charming eyes, the queen met his gaze, and her delicate body trembled slightly, but she was sophisticated after all, so she pretended to put down the teacup and look away.