The criticism of the commander-in-chief was strict, sincere, and revealing of concern. Yang Zhen scratched his head with a rare old face, and said, "The commander-in-chief still sees the problem thoroughly." I was in a high position at a young age, and I was too impetuous, and in many ways I was a little immature. I will try my best to correct these shortcomings. Would you please supervise with the political commissar and the chief of staff? ”

After assuring the commander-in-chief, Yang Zhen looked at Li Yanping and Guo Bingxun again and said, "Lao Li, you are the political commissar and you are in charge of life." If there's anything I'm doing wrong, you must bring it up directly. And Lao Guo, we have been through difficulties together, what questions do you have, what can't you ask? ”

"To say that I have made so many mistakes, one of you who is the political commissar and the other who is the chief of staff is also responsible. If you find a problem, why don't you point it out directly? You have to hold it down. Do you know that I am not a human being. It's always all over the place. ”

For Yang Zhen, he was a little upset, as if his impatience was something that the two of them were used to, Li Yanping and Guo Bingxun couldn't help but look at each other and smile bitterly. Even the commander-in-chief shook his head and said nothing, not knowing what to say about him.

After a long time, Li Yanping shook his head and pointed at Yang Zhen and said, "You, what are you going to tell us about you?" Let's say that you are arbitrary, but we all know that your words are for the good of the soldiers, and even more for the good of the cadres. Pressing those cadres not to make mistakes, and not to let the soldiers pay a senseless price for their mistakes. ”

"Say that you are not arbitrary, but you have some things that you don't say, and you don't allow others to have half of their opinions. In addition to Lao Guo's words in the military, you can still listen to them, in other things, whose opinions can you listen to? ”

"You can forcibly press the commander-in-chief's marriage without asking the commander-in-chief's feelings. In dealing with traitors, you even dare to violate the party's policies, and you don't listen to others' advice. Tell me, what else is there that you don't have to be arbitrary? ”

"You think we can really stand you. It's just to maintain your authority as a military commander and to know that you're under pressure, so we put up with you again and again, and don't care about you. Co-authorship is now ours, isn't it? ”

"I can tell you, when one day, when we can't bear it anymore, don't say that we will break up with you. Lao Tzu would rather go back to the mountains and forests to fight guerrillas, and then live a hungry and full life, rather than suffer your anger here. Lao Tzu Haolai is also a person who has been a military commander. ”

Although he knew that Li Yanping's last sentence of going back to the deep mountains and old forests was a joke, Yang Zhen also understood that the two of them were not people without temper and character. They did this in order to maintain the authority and prestige of their military commanders, and more importantly, to maintain the unity of the headquarters.

Thinking of this, Yang Zhen said to Li Yanping and Guo Bingxun in a stern tone: "Political commissar, you are right to criticize today, and I sincerely apologize to you and Lao Guo for what I did wrong before." I'm still young, and I still have a lot of flaws and mistakes. I also hope that you will give me more help and criticism in your daily work and life. How about we give me a temporary observation to see what the aftermath will be? ”

Regarding Yang Zhen's apology, Li Yanping shook his head and said: "Old Yang, we don't want you to apologize, we just hope that you can pay more attention to your work methods in your future work." Don't bring anything to your comrades-in-arms and subordinates, yes, it's the kind of psychological harm you said. Even though you know your intentions are good, it is good for you as a family member to be more respectful of other people. ”

"A mature commander, especially a senior commander, should not be confined to military attainments. In many ways, you should be mature. It's cold in high places, and it's normal for you to be in a high position at a young age, and to be stressed. ”

"But you should turn pressure into motivation more than just transfer it to others, especially your subordinates. Do you know that working with you makes people feel breathless? Adjusting one's mentality at any time and anywhere is a must-have for a senior commander. ”

"You are too upright, and you don't rub sand in your eyes. Dealing with things often likes to be done in the simplest way. But have you ever thought about it, some things can be handled smoothly, but many times, you take that straightforward, very unacceptable approach. ”

"You have to admit that when it comes to dealing with things, in many cases, simple means rough. It's too rigid and easy to break, you're a college student, and you don't need me to say that you understand this truth. I'm not asking you to be tactful, the military straight to the point is nothing. But as a senior commander, handling things requires a science. In many cases, it is not a bowl of water that can be solved. ”

"It's a tough time, and there's nothing wrong with having high standards and strict requirements for your subordinates. But you can't ask others to do what you did. There is a gap between people and people, and it cannot be generalized. Do you think it's appropriate to use yourself as a benchmark to ask others to do so? It's just that they are required to do it, but this kind of thing is not achieved overnight. ”

"Your character can only be a leader, if you are someone else's subordinate, sooner or later you will make a big mess. Not every leader has such a mind as a commander-in-chief. In the last sentence, Li Yanping said it was even quite heavy.

As soon as Li Yanping's sincere words fell, Guo Bingxun, who had been silent, also continued: "Lao Yang, the political commissar said a lot, but what he said is very reasonable. His words point out the weaknesses of your character and the faults in your work. ”

"We all know that the environment is sinister, and you are under a lot of pressure as a family leader, especially a military officer. But we just hope that you don't put all the pressure on yourself so that we can take it for you. ”

"Just like the ones you told me on the banks of the Ash River after you broke out of the Devil's Germ Warfare base. We are comrades-in-arms and brothers. They are comrades-in-arms who can block bullets for each other and live and die together. It is to fight for the same goal, and even sacrifice one of their own comrades. ”

"Why do you want to keep all the pressure in your heart and not let us share it with you? Lao Li is your political commissar, I am your chief of staff, and in the eyes of his subordinates, we are a whole. Do you want to separate us yourself? ”

After listening to Li Yanping and Guo Bingxun's heart-wrenching words, although Yang Zhen felt warm in his heart and was very moved, he was silent in his words. In later generations, Yang Zhen asked himself that he was originally a person with a good temper, and he was not angry.

It's just that he himself doesn't know why he has traveled to this era, but his personality is like that of himself in later generations. Whether the environment has changed him, or whether he has changed himself, is something he himself can't say for a while. But there is one thing that Yang Zhen knows is that the great changes in his temperament and temperament are related to his understanding of this era that exists all the time in his mind.

Yang Zhen understands that what he knows is the driving force for him, and it is the motivation to change and hope to change the fate of the Northeast Anti-Japanese War. But it is also the so-called prophet in his mind that also forms a huge pressure on himself. Many times, the ignorant are the most fearless.

And when you are in this historical stage, but you clearly know where the wheel of history will go, that invisible pressure overwhelms you.

The so-called change of fate is not just changing one's own fate. It is the fate of all those who insist on fighting between the White Mountain and the Black Water, and the fate of all those who persist in fighting even in the ice and snow, with thin clothes and empty stomachs. This burden is undoubtedly huge for any person, and it is even more heavy.

Since his rebirth, Yang Zhen has always believed that since God has given him a chance to live again in the most difficult moment of the Chinese nation. and threw himself into the Northeast Battlefield, which is the most arduous and the most tragic outcome in this war related to the life and death of the nation, then he must change the fate of the entire Northeast War of Resistance, which is a heavy responsibility given to him by God and his own responsibility.

The commander-in-chief said that several of them were right, they were really under too much pressure. And these pressures are really something that no one can bear for you except yourself. Do you really want to tell them about the direction of history in the future and the fate of the Northeast War of Resistance? Sue them, at most another year, and the entire Anti-Japanese Federation will finally fail?

Yang Zhen knew that what he was doing now was to turn the wheel of history. As a person who leads troops to fight, when the life and death of tens of thousands of people are in his own hands, can he become the person who only shook his wings, but changed the whole world, this kind of pressure is very human.

Looking at Yang Zhen, who was silent, the commander-in-chief, Li Yanping, and Guo Bingxun didn't disturb him, just looked at him quietly. Yang Zhen has pressure in his heart, and this pressure is not ordinary, several people can see it. And as the force expands, the greater the number, the greater the pressure on him.

It's just that they don't know what really puts pressure on Yang Zhen? They always thought that the pressure in Yang Zhen's heart was due to being in a high position at a young age, and under the sinister environment in the Northeast, he had too high requirements for himself and his subordinates. The high place is unbearable, and it cannot be solved by simple talk.

In the eyes of the commander-in-chief, Yang Zhen is strong and tenacious, and would rather bend than bend. Although he is not very good at handling many things, this is also determined by his age and experience. After all, a person still has a long way to go to maturity. They all believe that as long as Yang Zhen can change himself, he will go further in the future, and he should go further.

Looking at Yang Zhen's expression, the commander-in-chief, Li Yanping, and Guo Bingxun knew what they said, and Yang Zhen listened to it and remembered it. But some things will take time to change. Although several people knew that there would not be much time left for Yang Zhen, they all hoped that Yang Zhen would be able to change himself in the shortest possible time and truly mature.

After being silent for a long time, the commander-in-chief looked at Yang Zhen, who didn't know what he was thinking, and suddenly sighed and said, "Find someone to marry." Didn't that Xiao Zhang from the medical office always have a crush on you? I think you're a good fit. When you get married and have a family, your personality may change somewhat. ”

"It's a good thing to rather bend than bend, but what Yanping said is not wrong, it is easy to break if it is too rigid. It's still good for you to have a family and someone around you to take care of it. ”