Chapter 14: Loneliness

For ordinary people who are honest and honest, the war is a power game that belongs to the big shots, and they are not qualified to participate in it at all, and the only thing they can do is to go with the flow.

Xu Hao is 100% sure that he is an ordinary person, neither can make glass and other bull forks, nor can he rejuvenate agriculture with science and technology, he is barely a weapon enthusiast, but it is just a hobby.

I have long been accustomed to asking Baidu about internal affairs, and I still have a bad habit after asking. is really a modern ordinary person, the most concerned is always work and interpersonal relationships at work, in addition to what house price and oil prices, girlfriend and mother, a certain car price has dropped again, which classmate is about to enter the grave of marriage and other trivial matters about all aspects of his life.

In my leisure time, it is nothing more than paying attention to the news hotspots that are happening at home and abroad, the shameless money swiping play of the United States, the toss of the little Japanese fox fake tiger, Evergrande football won the AFC Champions League, a certain star made a scandal, Bitcoin was seconded by aunts, etc., the favorite is to complain on the Internet.

Even if there is something in the head like a paste, but weishenme wants to show it? What consequences will be faced if you show it, this is a prerequisite that must be taken into account for an adult like Xu Hao, a guy who does not intend to become a national hero.

There is a famous saying that how great your ability is, how great your responsibility is, in other words, how high you go, how miserable you will fall.

Xu Hao is a realist, he doesn't think he is lucky, he can't deal with the hurtful arrows that he shoots after taking advantage of modern civilization to get ahead, and he doesn't have the same ruthless heart to kill the enemy.

What, how lucky do you say the traverser is? , you try to put a comfortable modern life, but come to experience the rural life without a TV and computer, no MSG in the meals, no mobile phone magazines in a squatting pit, oh, no soft toilet paper, and all the words of the old Chinese medicine doctor's family?

Occasionally, it is called a fresh experience, and over time, it is called a disease!

Xu Hao, who was caught in his thoughts while walking, sighed, he is not without ambition and ideals, if he comes, he will be safe, anyway, he can't go back, he has to choose a skill.

If you want to be comfortable, it is undoubtedly a good show for reading and taking the exam, but the problem is that there is no foundation, and it is easy to say that it has been cold for ten years, but it is really a thorn in the head? Don't mention it.

Alas, it is no longer popular to play poetry in the Ming Dynasty, and in this era, the simplest and most effective skill of the traverser has been denied by the big patch of the Ming Dynasty. Write a book and a treatise, and come to a pirated version of the four famous books? Forget it, that's the lucky guy who crossed the novel on his back, not to mention that there is no computer to type, and you are tired of writing with a brush after eating it.

It is said that Zhu Yuanzhang's family likes to be the right pair, by the way, it is not okay to invite guests and drink over the years, at least I have learned a belly of meat jokes, it is still okay to be a courtier, it seems that being a eunuch in the Ming Dynasty is very promising, plus we have been cultivated by the rich theories of the island's action literary films all the year round?

No, without that guy, what's the fun of life in the world? I can't be sorry for my ancestors and ancestors, rub! The ancestors and ancestors have not yet been born, so I will take it.

Do you want to open a green house? It's very artistic and fashionable, combined with our theoretical and practical work experience, there is a sauna in the Qinglou, and a group of long and straight thighs are trained to sway on the stage, the action is hot and hot, the kind with pop music, and various stage plays with plots. As the so-called stewardess nurse see-through outfit, double-fly ice and fire Persian girl! Hehe, it's our strength to roll money.

Bah! Xu Hao, whose thoughts went astray, spurned himself fiercely, no matter how bad he was, he couldn't do this evil business that lost his conscience, besides, the largest Qinglou Chu Pavilion was state-run, for the rich and disgusting dignitaries, the wives and daughters of former colleagues were the most cutting-edge enjoyment, and the Jiaosifang was the most upscale entertainment and consumption place in the capital.

Bah! Xu Hao spit on himself again, and secretly said What's wrong? How is it not suitable for children who are full of heads? Looking up at the blue sky, it seemed that it was too many days to shoot down the plane.

In fact, he knows very well the best shortcut, that is, before the Battle of Jingjing, take refuge in the side of his cheap uncle Zhu Di, so that even if he is a small official in charge of small things in the rear, he will not worry about waiting for the success of the matter, and when he is rewarded for his meritorious deeds, he will get an official and a half position, and maybe he will have a knighthood, who calls us relatives.

The difficulty is how to arrange the whole family, and they can't go to the north alone and put the family in danger. Incognito? But if the news leaks, God knows what will happen, Xu Hao doesn't want to and doesn't dare to bet.

Following Zhu Di's southern expedition in the chaos of the army, the probability of accidents is definitely as high as 50%, which is too dangerous.

I'm really a person who doesn't have the courage and guts! Xu Hao once again despised himself. Suddenly, the old lady asked, "What is Brother Hao thinking?" ”

"Uh." Xu Hao returned to reality and raised his head, "Back to my grandmother, I'm thinking about it, I'm thinking about the future." ”

"In the future? Scold. The old lady looked at him with interest, "Let's listen, grandma wants to see what Hao'er's ambition is." ”

Xu Hao shook his head slowly and said, "I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you, so don't say it." ”

The old lady put away her smile, her expression became serious, and she said slowly: "You children, all of you have grown up with old bodies, whether it is everyone's temperament and character, the old body will not look away when you ask yourself. You can say that, and I was impressed for a moment. ”

Xu Hao was confused when he heard it, and he couldn't taste the meaning of the old lady's words, as a grandson who has not been looked down upon since he was a child, anyway, he has nothing to scruple about if he breaks the jar.

In this way, Xu Hao opened his mouth: "Wen is not as good as the second brother, martial arts is not as good as the eldest brother, and the clever and changeable is not as good as the fourth brother, I think I will not have any future in the future." ”

"That's what I said." The old lady's face suddenly turned cold, with a sneer, "Brother Hao'er means that your second brother's writing is nothing more than that, and your eldest brother's martial arts are nothing more than that, as for your fourth brother's cleverness, to put it bluntly, it's just a little clever, right?" ”

Xu Hao was shocked, he never expected that the old lady would hear his words, he really didn't have much interest in his brother, not only did he regret his momentary Meng Lang, but now it was troublesome.

But he didn't want to quibble, even if he didn't have the guts, even if he didn't have ambition, even if he didn't have anything, but there was one thing that he couldn't do without, and that was that he couldn't have no bones.

Xu Hao looked at the old lady with a hesitant expression, and said, "I'm just telling the truth, in terms of martial arts and the art of war, can the eldest brother compare to the uncle?" In terms of article eloquence, can the second brother be compared to the third uncle? In terms of dealing with people, can the fourth brother compare to my father? If the previous generation is still like this, if the next generation does not have special opportunities and cause and effect, you must know it very well with the vision and experience of your old man for a lifetime. ”

The old lady stared at Xu Hao who was walking around for a while, and suddenly said: "You can say this, among the four of you brothers, your knowledge is already more than a few brothers!" Well, it's a big surprise from the old body, but I don't know if you are the same when it comes to real talent and real learning. ”

Bang! Xu Hao's mood fell to the bottom in an instant, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart, the old lady's vision is really extraordinary! As the pride of being a human being in two lives, it is natural to judge some things, and have a prophetic prescience that normal people can't match, but when it comes to real talent and real learning, what is it like? Articles, calligraphy, martial arts?

Xu Hao, who is slandered in his heart, can't say that he has the ability to compare Marxist philosophy, competitive games, football, driving skills, and debate?

Hey? It seems that the debate can be taken out for a try, but the buddy is a modern person who talks on paper, even if you call the Taizu Emperor Zhu Yuanzhang, I can tell him that he is speechless, who in this world knows the direction of history better than us?

It's a pity that it's all in vain, a comment that confuses the public is light, it's really, lonely!

Suddenly, Xu Hao lost any reckless thoughts, and said with a lonely expression: "Lonely spring boudoir, soft intestines are sorrowful; Cherish the spring and spring, and urge the flowers and rain at a few o'clock.

Buried the past life, buried the story, even if you know the past? Miserable like a dream, the door of the heart is locked, let the years of flowers into the wheel, fall red old traces, and turn into mud with the wind and dust! ”