Suning is doing his best to do his duty, as a traverser, in order not to leave regrets for himself, in order not to be called an incompetent traverser by others, Suning must do something, even if it is impossible, don't you? If you don't do these things well, it will be really a pity, a great pity, because there are some things that you can only do by yourself, only you have that awareness, and the rest of you don't have it.

It's like Xiao Natsuko, does he have any other consciousness now? Does he have anything else in mind right now? Is there anything else he can think about now? When a person can't even save his life, all his actions will revolve around the element of saving his life, only by saving his life, can he do other things, otherwise, he can't do anything at all, no matter how smart his head is, leaving his neck, it's just a simple braincase.

So Xiao Xiazi tried his best to push the stone that was completely impossible to push in Cuicui's opinion, and wanted to block the exit, the whole valley is actually like a rugby, oval, and the exit is at the top of the two ellipses, one on each side, there is no other road, it seems that Uncle Yang is also quite good at choosing a place, such a feng shui treasure, absolutely easy to defend and difficult to attack, as long as the two openings are blocked, then if the enemy wants to come in, either open the exit, or climb over the cliff.

These two methods are not much easier in the current Datang than ascending to the sky, so the serious defense system is actually very perfect, but I don't know weishenme, these two exits have not been blocked these days, and I don't know what Uncle Yang's idea is. Is it because you're leaving soon, so you're letting your guard down? But, but in what way did Uncle Yang block these two exits? This big rock must be, but how to get it?

Xiao Xiazi's small body is facing this big stone, which is not enough to see at all, Cuicui compares the two, and it is clear that Xiao Xiazi must not be able to do it, because this needs to push the big stone lying on the left side of the cave entrance to the front of the cave to block it, and there is almost no way to push this stone away from the hole, because the gap is too small to exert strength at all. What the hell to do. I'm afraid only Uncle Yang knows.

But where is Uncle Yang at this time? Xiao Xiazi thought so, Cuicui also thought so, and the atmosphere calmed down for a while, and they ran as fast as they could for a day to get here. Again, this is the case where the way is given. And those men in black had no one to show the way. I can only look everywhere, and there must be more time, Xiao Xiazi thinks. They are safe for now, but Uncle Yang ......

Shaking his head, Xiao Xiazi tried his best not to think about Uncle Yang's affairs, he didn't want to think about whether Uncle Yang was alive or dead, because once he thought deeply, his reason would tell him that Uncle Yang was no longer there, just like Uncle Wang, he was gone, but how could he accept it? Although they have only been together for less than a month, Xiao Xiazi has already regarded Uncle Yang as a father-like existence, and Cuicui is ......

At this time, what do you want to do? Xiao Xiazi's heart moved, and then he smiled, looking at the stone in front of him that did not move at all, Xiao Xiazi sat down to the ground suddenly, he had no strength at all, the injury of his left hand was not healed, he had no strength at all, he couldn't use his left hand at all, and his right hand, how could he push this stone? As for Cuicui, she is delicate and weak, where can she be a helper?

But at this time, Xiao Xiazi heard a low sob, who else could there be besides Cuicui? Xiao Xiazi panicked, and even stood up with a roll, and came to Cuicui's side, Cuicui also sat on the ground, her legs together, holding her legs with both hands, burying her head in her knees, and her body trembled, making Xiao Xiazi's heart sour.

This girl who looks delicate and powerless, in fact, is so strong, when she left, on the way to escape, she didn't cry at all, she didn't cry a word, although the tears kept flowing, but she didn't cry a word, so strong, such a strong woman has really never seen it, maybe her heart has already determined that her father is no longer on this shijie, but she still insisted, for a thirteen-year-old girl, how precious and strong?

Are the daughters of the mountains so strong?

Xiao Xiazi looked at Cuicui's helpless crying, and his heart was also very sad, and there was a strong sense of regret, he was a wild child who had no father's love and no mother's love, and he lived with an old beggar since he could remember, and the old beggar told him that he was picked up from the side of the road, and the old beggar looked at him very pitiful and cute, so he adopted him, the old beggar was surnamed Xia, so Xiao Xiazi was also surnamed Xia, but the old beggar didn't name him, so he called him Xiao Xiazi.

But how can a beggar live a better life? Beggar what good day can you say? Except for the time when he was in infancy, from the time he could walk, Xiao Xiazi has been following the old beggar to beg for a living, and sometimes he has to avoid the rebels, who kill and rob when they see people, even beggars are no exception...... So in order to eat a mouthful of food, Xiao Xiazi does everything, the old beggar is not in good health, and he is old again, in order to take care of the old beggar, Xiao Xiazi does everything.

The old beggar has little culture, but he knows a few words, so Xiao Xiazi also recognizes a few words, the old beggar seems to have read a book, what is it called "The Analects", saying that he rescued a fallen scholar on the way to begging when he was young, and the scholar walked with him for a period of time in order to repay the old beggar, and read the whole "Analects" to him, hoping that the old beggar can take a different path, the old beggar can recognize a few words and learned at that time, and the scholar also told the old beggar some principles of being a man and so on. The old beggar has a good memory, and he told Xiao Xiazi intermittently, what is the use of the old beggar saying these truths? At least it's useless for a beggar, but Xiao Natsuko memorizes these things, so she understands shame, and is not as muddy as ordinary beggars.

When he was ten years old, the old beggar left the world on a stormy night, and Xiao Natsuko cried and fainted several times, but Zuihou still cried while buying a straw mat with the penny he got from begging, and rolled up the old beggar's body. Dig a pit and bury it, Xiao Xiazi can only do this, although his life is not good, but the old beggar said to Xiao Xiazi that Xiao Xiazi got all that the old beggar could give.

The old beggar is gone, and Datang finally dominates Huanyu and eliminates all the separatist shili, the world is peaceful, Xiao Xiazi doesn't have to worry about the chaotic soldiers he will encounter from time to time, but he is a ten-year-old child. How to live on? It's also a shame that he's a boy. If it is a girl, she can't avoid the miserable death after being raped by the wicked, and Xiao Xiazi has also seen a lot of lonely girls who died like this, at a young age. Taste the suffering of the world.

On a snowy winter day. Xiao Xiazi's single clothes finally couldn't keep the owner's safety. Xiao Xiazi was frozen on the road, and he was also fatal, and he happened to meet Li Jing who was returning home. And Xiao Xiazi also happened to fall at the door of Li Jing's house, Li Jing happened to be in a good mood at that time, so it was for people to see if Xiao Xiazi was still saved, and if there was, he would bring it into the house, and if not, he would be buried and do a good deed, so Xiao Xiazi survived, and he got an errand in Li Jing's house, and he had a bowl of rice to eat, so he would not be frozen and starved to death.

Xiao Xiazi is hardworking and smart in the house, and he is deeply loved by many adult servants, and he also has a lot of beauty differences, such as taking care of the young Li Boyao and the like, he likes the well-behaved Li Boyao very much, and he also envies Li Boyao, every time he sees Li Boyao can unscrupulously throw himself into the arms of his father and mother, or Li Jing's arms, he is even more envious, this kind of treatment, in his memory, does not seem to have been, Xiao Xiazi's greatest hope is to have a home, a father, a mother, And a grandfather like an old beggar, that's the best.

Su Mansion Chuli, as one of the most powerful servants of the Daiguo Mansion, Xiao Xiazi was given to Suning by Li Jing as a servant, in Su Mansion, Xiao Xiazi felt the warmth of home for the first time, Wang Hu is a kind person, Xiao Xiazi thinks so, always smiling, very gentle, Xiao Xiazi likes to stay by his side very much, because this can smell his father's smell, in Wang Hu, Xiao Xiazi felt that this word is so wonderful for the first time.

Later, Xiao Xiazi went to Wang Hu's house as a guest, his wife is a very kind woman, his daughter is a very cute and well-behaved child, only six years old, delicate like a porcelain doll, their family is very friendly, although not rich, but that kind of happiness, is what Xiao Xiazi dreams of, Xiao Xiazi even feels that he is the Wang family, he has integrated into the Wang family, but unfortunately it is a thunderbolt on a sunny day, a group of people in black fell from the sky, this beautiful dream was shattered......

Wang Hu desperately protected Xiao Xiazi, let him run fast, let him run fast, let him run hard, run hard, until he fell from a high altitude, Xiao Xiazi didn't feel anything else, and three words echoed in his head: Run quickly......

Then it was less than a month, and the time spent with the father and daughter of the Yang family, Xiao Xiazi felt that he was quite happy, because he met good people twice, they were all such haode people, their families were very kind, and they were willing to accept their existence, but Xiao Xiazi felt that he was a Tiansha Lone Star, so he didn't deserve to have such a family affection, he had a break, he had a break, he had a break, what is this not a Tiansha Lone Star?

So looking at Cuicui who was crying in a low voice, Xiao Xiazi remembered that Aunt Wang and Xiaohua who were nowhere to be found, all because of themselves, and because of themselves, their families were ruined, what did they do? Is it really a lone star?

Xiao Xiazi's heart was in great pain, but he couldn't vent the pain in his heart, so he could only cry, so the tears slowly flowed out, for men, the most haode detoxification method is actually crying, just shed tears, the process of tears, in fact, it is in detoxification, holding back when you want to cry is actually a slow suicide process, Xiao Xiazi doesn't understand this truth, but it doesn't prevent him from really wanting to cry.

Squatting down, Xiao Xiazi put a hand on Cuicui's shoulder, Cuicui raised her head, her innocent face was full of sadness and pain, a face of tears, tears looked at Xiao Xiazi with hazy eyes, this look instantly broke Xiao Xiazi's heart, Xiao Xiazi couldn't hold back the tears anymore, like a flood, tears came more violently than Cuicui, who said that only the daughter's house was made of water? Men too, it's just that men can't flick when they have tears, they have to hold back, they must hold back, they have to hold back no matter what, not for anything else, just because you are a man, men don't have the right to cry at every turn, men can't cry, they are not qualified to cry......

But there is a second sentence in this sentence, the man has tears and does not flick, but he has not reached the sad place, Xiao Xiazi tasted the saddest pain in the world, and he couldn't control the burst of tears at all, Cuicui was the same, the hearts of the two people resonated at this moment, and they were tightly together, so Cuicui threw herself into Xiao Xiazi's arms, hugged Xiao Xiazi's neck tightly, put her face on Xiao Xiazi's chest, and let the tears flow freely, Cuicui still didn't cry out of the voice, she didn't dare, no matter how painful it was, Cuicui didn't forget, This is the chance to survive that their father gave them in exchange for his life.

Xiao Xiazi hugged Cuicui tightly, feeling Cuicui's extreme sadness, but she didn't dare to cry out of her sorrow, the pain in her heart reached the extreme, her eyes widened and her mouth grew up, and even the corners of her eyes and mouth were about to crack, but she didn't make any sound.

The most extreme pain in the world is nothing more than this...... (To be continued......)