Restless heart

Tears seemed to wake up suddenly. Scrambling to drip from the eye sockets. Drop by drop rolled down the clothes. Shattered in the dirt. I can't pick it up anymore. I'm just missing you a little bit. This sentence seemed to break the defense line that Qiao Yi had built again. Let her tears flood the embankment.

Some. These are how many. Let him, who has always been calm and self-controlled, walk and walk alone in the rainy night. I'm afraid that this is a little missed, and Shen Mo himself doesn't know how much. It's like my heart is empty. I don't know where the contents are going. It just hurts to make yourself feel empty. Qiao Yan didn't know this feeling.

Not long since. Isn't it the same for yourself. It's been another year watching the flowers bloom and fall in the yard. Sometimes I feel that time is fast and I have palpitations. It's like a hairy paw out of thin air. Tickling his heart one by one. I just feel like I woke up and the flowers of a tree bloomed and fell. Time is another time. Such a rush flows. How can you not feel that the day of reunion is just around the corner.

But sometimes. Time has been slow. It's like a gray-haired old man walking with a smile on crutches. You watch him step by step. But they always don't see where they are.

The flowers of the tree seem to have bloomed for too long, too long. The red tassel made the people in the window look at the liver and intestines. The flowers never fall. It's just swaying crookedly with the wind. Qiao Yi leaned against the window like that. I don't know how long I've been holding the book in my hand. And when did it fall? Just staring blankly at the flowers on the tree. in the heart of the hope that does not cease. I kept asking. Why hasn't this flower fallen?

Is it from spring to summer. It's been so long in the summer again. Autumn still hasn't come? The autumn wind will have to wait a few more days.

At that time, I often felt that I couldn't help myself. I can't wait to turn the heavens and the earth over at once, just so that he can appear in front of him immediately. This longing is so deep in the bone marrow. He stuck out his tongue presumptuously. Licking his soul one by one. Let yourself feel numb and cry bitterly.

And he. Walked for a while on a rainy night. I guess that's why it's because of that.

Shen Mo's words interrupted all this. He looked at Qiao Yan's tears with some distressed eyes. He sighed slightly. Reaching out and brushing away the tears from her face little by little. The voice was doting and helpless: "Your tears are coming. It's so fast, and it's so unstoppable. I didn't say this to see you cry."

Qiao Yi tried to stop her tears. The nose keeps inhaling and inhaling. The whole person is still a little pumping. Shen Mo's face was full of tenderness. The fingertips repeatedly stroked the tears that had dried up and disappeared. It seemed that there was some helplessness with her nose crying again.

Qiao Yi tightly wrote the brocade box. A smile appeared under Shen Mo's gaze. His voice said with some crying that had not yet dissipated: "I naturally know that you don't want to see me cry. But. I still can't help it. Your few words. I really have the ability to teach people to break their hearts."

Listening to Qiao Yi's words, it made Shen Mo laugh. He looked at Qiao Yi's bright and sunny smile with some dependence. I just feel that the heart that has been empty has finally added something to it. And these are very much in line with the empty place. It's all about it. Let your heart finally have a full meaning.

The sleeves are slowly lowered with the movement. Gently grasp her hands hanging at her side and hold them in the palms of your hands. It's like we'll never let go again. Hold it so tightly in your hand.

He looked at her eyes full of joy and attachment. The smile is even bigger. The eyelashes couldn't help but tremble slightly. He raised his hand, and in his palm, and her hand rose with him. Slowly but solemnly put it into the heart. Let her feel the beating of her heart." I never wanted you to be ruined. It's just to make you cry like that. But that's it."

On his hand is a broad, warm chest. His hands are covered with his own little hands. And what I felt in the palm of my hand was his heartbeat. It was like a drum. It's so powerful. That kind of clarity. Such a vivid sense of touch. Here is his heart. Stick to yourself.

"I miss you. I really want to. I don't even want to cry when I think about it. But I can't stop complaining about the slow blooming and falling of this flower. This wind blew in a hurry, but it never blew away, year after year. I just thought. It must be that I'm in too much of a hurry. Why am I in such a hurry? In a hurry, time will pass very slowly. I still don't think about it anymore. But"

"But what about when I don't want to. I'm busy doing something else. There are many things I can do. There's nothing I can do and I can learn. I learned to embroider. The embroidery is much better than Qiao Liu. I learned how to make clothes. I've also made you some clothes. But you shouldn't be able to wear it. I also learned how to tie the ropes. I do everything very quickly. I think time will pass quickly before you know it."

"The flowers haven't fallen yet. The wind is not cold. There was no snow blowing. It's been a long year. Still not in the past. It's as slow as I count the flowers and leaves in the yard every day for a few hours. I think. Am I misremembering. Maybe it's been a year. The green of the world is newborn. The year has passed. Five years will pass soon."

"That's what I think. But Qiao Liu said I was mistaken. I really remember wrong. There's not much more wine you've made than it did yesterday. Today or this year. Why is next year so far away? It seems as far away as the one you went to. I was thinking. I regret it. I shouldn't have promised to wait for you for five years. The time I haven't seen you for five years is even longer than a lifetime."

"I can't do anything. I'm not happy with anything. I guess I should have promised to just wait for you for four years. Three years. Two years. I really can't wait for five years. I miss you so much. But when I thought about it, I regretted it. I shouldn't have done that. We've got it right. Said to wait for you for five years. You're going to have to come back in five years. Gotta come back."

"I couldn't stop worrying. Because I had a good dream. Dream that you are back. Dressed in white just like now. It's too good to be human. I kept crying like I am now. Crying non-stop. Just follow you like that. But I'm so excited. That kind of entanglement. So much so that I woke up very quickly. Tears are already wet with the pillow towel. But I can't see you. I can't see it in my dreams."

Shen Mo hugged Qiao Yi, who kept talking. Straight into his arms. He kept whispering and whispering, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Stop it. Don't talk about it, okay?"

Qiao Yan's little face was buried in his chest. As if he didn't notice it. muttered in a low voice, "I was still thinking about it. Wait until you come back. I'm going to have to laugh. I'm going to laugh at you. I don't want to shed tears. Because you don't like to see me cry. I know. In fact, I did. I'm doing a great job. I really didn't cry today. I've been laughing. It's all up to you. You've made me cry. I can't cry. If you cry, you'll be gone."

Shen Mo felt unbearable. It was only when I held the person in my arms tightly in my arms that I felt that the pain was reduced a little." I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Be. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have meant it. I shouldn't have made you cry. It's not a dream. It's really not a dream."

Sure enough, it was self-inflicted. I don't know that I can't see her tears the most. Now she is crying again. It's still yourself who is uncomfortable.

Shen Mo couldn't stop apologizing. And not only for being away for so long. She waited so long again. Or for the sake of my own actions just now. Yes. I gave her the jewelry on purpose. I said that deliberately. for. For what. In order to let her speak her mind.

It's good to get together. It's just that in such a situation, the two of them had to restrain all their emotions. The thoughts of the past few years can not be clearly expressed in a few words and a few eyes.

But. But we get together for a long time. Separation is just around the corner. Qiao Yi is now a big girl who is discussing marriage. How could I be as close to her as I used to? This departure will inevitably take many days without seeing each other. How can I explain the bitter thoughts in my heart?

And Qiao Yi is far less excited about her return than she was when she saw her. That kind of appearance that seemed to be a couple and had not arrived made Shen Mo's heart unsettled. He needs to know. I know if she is still the same as before when she has grown up. Or rather. Now that she's grown up. Do you know what your feelings are for yourself?

So there's the scene just now. Expressing one's thoughts is nothing more than wondering if the person he misses is missing him as much as he misses her. In fact, I really got the answer I wanted at the beginning. But I also saw Qiao Yi crying non-stop again. There are so many tears in her eyes today. It's too much for myself.

Heard her heartfelt words. Her concerns were heard. Heard her thoughts. These words made his forehead sweat densely. He kept patting her on the back. Your words. It's really heartbreaking."

The sun doesn't know when it's going west. Xiao Chi had already moved his luggage. At this time, I was with Qiao Li. LIN Shi. Zhudong stands together. Looking at the pair of beautiful people hugging in front of him. On the other hand, he couldn't stop comforting Qiao Li, who couldn't stop crying. Daughter-in-law. It's true. Don't cry. You can't be sad now. Gardenia and Shen Mo are fine. Don't you see they're doing well now? Stop your tears."