Zhao Xi grew up with Zhao Ling since he was a child, so he was able to read about Zhao Ling's inner activities that many people couldn't see.

At this moment, how could he not see that the third brother was reckless, watching the third brother stride away without looking back, he hurriedly followed behind and jumped to his feet; After a while, he looked at Chu Xingyue who was standing still, and then at the third brother who seemed to be in a hurry to escape, and his head kept turning back and forth between the two, like a hesitant rattle.

Zhao Ling took a few steps and stopped, as if he was hesitating and struggling, and then turned around and looked in the direction where Chu Xingyue was standing, but his gaze only swept lightly over Chu Xingyue's emaciated figure, and finally fell on Zhao Xi, who was at a loss, and said in a calm voice, "Do you want to go with her?" Come here. ”

Zhao Xi was pleasantly surprised the moment he saw the third brother stop, but before this surprise could ripple out of his heart, he was suddenly extinguished when he heard Zhao Ling's cold voice.

At this time, Zhao Xi didn't dare to make his third brother angry anymore, so he hurriedly came to Zhao Ling's side, opened his lips, and was about to say something, when he was completely interrupted by Zhao Ling's 'leaving'.

Chu Xingyue stood motionless like a quiet tree, although tears blurred her vision, but when she heard the footsteps of Zhao Ling and the others leaving, her heart was still dull and painful, as if someone was holding a knife and stabbing her heart one after another, almost making her unbearable, crying bitterly.

But she knew that she must not cry at this time, otherwise, she would only be a bird in captivity for the rest of her life, not only free to be restrained, but even the lives of herself and her loved ones would be in the hands of others.

I don't know how long it took, Chu Xingyue felt a soft hand holding her, raised her head to look over, and saw Chun Xing's eyes full of worry, "Miss, the slave knows that you feel uncomfortable, cry if you want to cry; The slave maid also felt that His Royal Highness the Crown Prince was indeed a little ruthless this time. ”

Is it ruthless? That's because she did it harder.

When she was talking to Zhao Ling just now, Chun Xing and the others were all separated, so only she knew how cruel she said to Zhao Ling; Not only did she erase the love between them, but even the child he was looking forward to the most, she cheated on him.

Just like Zhao Ling said, she is really a ruthless and unrighteous woman, in order to escape from him, she has almost exhausted all methods, even if she hurts each other and scars, she has to leave with blood.

It's just that what he doesn't know is that she has to go; Because she doesn't have the slightest confidence in their future, she can't pass the threshold of her conscience, regardless of the life and death of the people she cares about, and she lives in happiness stupidly.

Ever since she knew the true cause of Yuan Feng's death, it was as if she had been woken up by the truth; What you owe to others always has to be repaid, Yuan Feng spent almost his most precious twenty years waiting for her in order to find her, and when he was dying, he was not only worried about her safety, but also worried about his own people.

In this life, since there is no way to walk through thousands of mountains and rivers with him and enjoy the ebb and flow of the tide, the promise she promised him must at least be fulfilled for him; It is to bring true hope and a happy life to the Tianding people.

Yuan Feng was involved in the red dust for her, and in the end, he was indirectly killed by Zhao Ling, which she owed him, so before she paid off this debt, she was not qualified to let herself relax and be happy; As for the peaceful days of the Jingbei Hou Mansion, it will gradually return to calm with her departure, Emperor Showa is worried that one day the Jingbei Hou Mansion will threaten the power of the Son of Heaven, so if she, the crown princess who came out of the Jingbei Hou Mansion, is gone, then the thorn in Emperor Showa's heart should be pulled out a little.

A wry smile appeared on Chu Xingyue's face, looking at Chunxing's sad appearance, she stretched out her hand and gently wiped the water from the corner of her eyes: "Silly girl, what are you crying about, we should be happy now, because your young lady and I finally did what I wanted to do but didn't succeed, and the next upside down, it's time for us to make a big splash." ”

After speaking, Chu Xingyue turned around and was about to walk towards the house, but the moment the legs that were firmly nailed to the ground moved slightly, an overwhelming feeling of dizziness pressed towards the head-on.

In the last second before Chu Xingyue fainted, what she saw was the gray sky above her head and the panicked screams of Chun Xing because she was frightened; And with this sound of tiptoe, Chu Xingyue's already empty heart fell to the ground fiercely; Because she knew that from now on, there would never be a * by her side again, as he himself said, there was only strangeness between them, and there was no affection.

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By the time Chu Xingyue woke up again, it was already late at night.

It is not a very big room where Dustless and Xiao Ruiyuan are there, there is a bean-sized oil lamp lit at the head of the bed, and the faint yellow halo is scattered around the room, but it is rare peace and quiet.

Seeing Chu Xingyue wake up, the people in the room immediately surrounded her, and Chun Xing nervously clenched her fingers to cover her heart, and looked at Wuchen who was taking Chu Xingyue's pulse with a tense face.

Wuchen was still dressed as an ordinary middle-aged man, sitting quietly on the edge of the bed and wiping her pulse, and finally after determining something, he put Chu Xingyue's wrist back into the quilt again.

Hei Liang's eyes turned to look at her, and he said angrily: "If you really don't want this child, you can tell me as soon as possible, and I can give you a good time with a bowl of saffron; But if you want this child, then you have to be a patient who listens to the doctor, don't think too much, and don't let yourself sit on your knees and have too many emotional fluctuations, otherwise even if you want to keep this child, I can't help it. ”

Chu Xingyue knew that it must be the child in her womb who almost had an accident, which would make Wuchen's tone so bad, and she counted herself so unceremoniously.

"I see, but, how is this kid? Is it really dangerous? ”

Wuchen looked at her angrily and said, "It's okay for the time being, but if you let it toss again, then something will definitely happen." ”

As he spoke, Huo Feng walked in with a bowl of steaming decoction, handed it to Chu Xingyue's hand, and said, "Girl, don't scare people like this anymore, when you fainted during the day, we were almost scared to death by you." ”

Looking at Huo Feng's concerned expression, and then at the decoction in his hand that exuded warm heat, I don't know why, Chu Xingyue didn't know how to shed tears.

Seeing Chu Xingyue crying, Chun Xing hurriedly walked up and took out a handkerchief to wipe it for her: "Miss, don't cry at this time, Master Wuchen has said, you must be in a good mood now, otherwise the child in the womb may be affected by your emotions, and it will really be unexpected." ”

Chu Xingyue hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, smiled at Chun Xing, and said, "I don't know what happened to me, so I suddenly shed tears; It's strange to be a mother, tears come when you say it, and I wasn't like this before. ”

Looking at the haggard Chu Xingyue, Chun Xing was reluctant to lecture her, so she could only keep whispering to the side.

However, Wuchen saw through Chu Xingyue's thoughts at a glance, and said: "Obviously, I can't let go of my heart, but I still drive people away, if you are really so reluctant, then go back; Anyway, you also know the misunderstanding between you, and know that he did not unite with Emperor Showa to attack the Jingbei Hou Mansion, return to his side, enjoy the glory, wealth and favor, and then give birth to the child peacefully; With you by his side, even if it is for the sake of your face, when he ascends the throne in the future, he will not make a move against the Jingbei Hou Mansion. ”

Wuchen's words made Chu Xingyue not feel the slightest happiness after hearing it, but smiled bitterly: "What a smart person the master is, how can he not see it, I'm afraid I won't be able to go back with him." ”

Chu Xingyue raised her head to look at Wuchen, because her eyes seemed to have been washed by water, and there was a bright luster in the black light, and said: "Between me and him, there is not only Yuan Feng's life, but also the responsibility that I should shoulder; Before, I only thought about spending time with him, but I forgot what I should do. Zhao Ling is a person with a bigger mind than Emperor Showa, since he personally told me that he would not do anything to the Marquis of Jingbei, I believe that he can do it, because he is smarter than Emperor Showa and knows how to identify people; My father is an iron-clad heroic man, and he must have understood this a long time ago, so he jumped out to stop Emperor Showa when he wanted to attack the Jingbei Marquis Mansion; As long as he is there, the Jingbei Hou Mansion and the eldest brother will be fine. And I also have a path that should belong to me, as for me and him, it can only be regarded as fate. ”

"What about this kid? Are you sure you won't tell him who his father is when he's born? Isn't that a little unfair to the kid? ”

Chu Xingyue looked at Wuchen who asked this question, but he was surprised that he would think of such a question to ask himself.

She looked at her lower abdomen lightly, and her bitter eyes gradually softened at the moment when they fell on her abdomen, and said: "Since he is my child, then he will not grow up like an ordinary child, I believe that he, even without his father's company, will definitely live a very good life; Besides, as a mother, I will definitely give him all my love and not let him feel lonely growing up. ”

is like Zhao Ling when he was young, because he lost his biological mother and was not loved by his biological father, his childhood life can be described as bad; But this kind of life will never be repeated in their children, this is the child she protects with her life, and she will definitely let him grow up in a loving environment.