Chapter 64: I'm Going to Kill You! (W Chapter)
People are born to fear.
From birth to adulthood, I have always been wrapped in the biggest and most initial emotion of life - the fear of survival or not, whether I can see tomorrow.
Strictly speaking, ever since I learned the language and called the indifferent man and the respectful woman in front of me my parents, this indescribable emotion has always filled my heart.
The youngest son of the royal family, the mother is not a noble family, and this combination itself represents 'torture'.
My mother was drugged before I was born, and there was a 'brother' who was forced to have a baby and could not be born, and this vicious palace intrigue made the poor woman's health worse, and it was difficult for her to conceive another offspring.
My birth was a pure accident, because there was another concubine who was more favored by my father, so that my mother, who had lost power, was neglected, and no one could have imagined that a frail woman who had a miscarriage would be able to conceive again, and with great determination, risk my death.
She chose to give birth prematurely because the other concubines were already suspicious at that time, and instead of letting them find out and then plot a conspiracy, it was better to give birth to me directly, so that at least she could get some protection from my ruthless father.
I am grateful to my mother, more than anyone else, for the reason why I was born, the only one who loves me and will do whatever it takes.
As for the others.
I know that the lives of civilians are weeds, especially those who live outside of mobile cities, who endure hunger, poverty, natural disasters, demonic diseases, exploitation by gangs and empires, and whose lives are full of misery, even when I hear about it, I cannot help but be moved.
But just as I have to face the oppression of other concubines and my brother, the test of the emperor, and the scrutiny of the ministers, I also have to endure such suffering, the calamities and calamities brought by people.
Naturally, I was luckier than themβalthough I couldn't leave the imperial capital for half a step, I was able to eat better food and receive a better education than the commoners.
But because of this, I am more painful than them: because I know the preciousness of life, I have begun to fear death, not as free and ignorant as they are.
As I grew up, I gradually understood the purpose of my existence.
I'm going to fight with my brothers and sisters for the sole throne of the Asmodean Empire, and in the process, with the Emperor's permission, we can use any means at any cost.
Hidden in the Palace of Harmony is a pack of hungry wolves thirsty for flesh, a dark jungle hidden in the upper echelons of the Empire, and I am at the bottom of the jungle food chain.
I accepted this, because I am a prince, and this is my mission, and I was born with the supreme and full power of inheritance in this world, so I naturally have to bear the test.
But sometimes, I also wonder if my precious life was born to compete for a throne with a group of relatives with hideous faces.
My mother risked childbirth to give birth to me, and the poor woman was thinking, 'I'm going to make him emperor of this empire,' right?
All she thought about was that she hoped that I, a premature baby, would live safely.
So, occasionally, I do stare at the stars from the rooftops in anger and dazedness, wondering if it all makes sense as I gaze at the stars.
Why, if you want to state that I don't want the throne, I can't do it?
Does such a boring and pathetic struggle really take my whole life, or even my life, to torture each other with my siblings?
Sometimes I think about deathβit's a hundred times to die, so as not to be so painful and boring.
But every time I look up at the stars, my heart is suddenly filled with courage.
- This world is so vast, and the history and relics of many eras are between heaven and earth.
So many mysteries, so many unknowns, a fiery adventure in my heart just thinking about it......
How could I die so easily?
With this one belief, I lived to the turn of events. Although I'd rather not have that turnaround.
Mother is dead, poor woman, great mother, giving me her life in exchange for a chance to leave the palace, a chance for me to escape.
I was devastated, but my mother's note telling me to live well and Akhalonov's comfort made me realize that my life is not something I can decide alone, but my mother's life, my desire for freedom, our hopes for the future, and the reason for living.
Everything that my mother and I mean is in my life.
So I ran away, with my best buddy Akhalonov.
I have to say that life in the wilderness is indeed very dangerous, although we were fully prepared, but we still encountered an overly powerful source energy beast, and was chased by the black snake for half of the jungle, and almost died in the belly of the snake.
Thankfully, I met Ilovitz at that time, and if it wasn't for this best friend, we probably wouldn't have survived for three days.
And living in the wild with them was the most relaxing time for me.
We move forward, we take risks, we don't have any constraints, we just enjoy the pleasure of traveling through this world.
Whether it's three people huddled in the stable, arm to arm, thigh to thigh; Or because I was deceived by unscrupulous dealers, I ate moldy bread and fishy bacon for half a month, which are all interesting memories.
Riding on horseback across the steppes of the Shymarn, across the radiant hills that had just undergone a scourge, we battled the legendary Primal Beast of the Western Jungle, a massive two-headed crocodile, and brought its head back to the Empire in triumph.
At that point, I wasn't even scared anymore.
Even in the face of the heavy engineering puppets in the ruins fortress, in the face of the ancient era constructs with all kinds of abilities, even if I only have a long sword in my hand, I have to face the enemy's almost endless ray cannon attacks, I have not the slightest fear.
Yes, it was possible for me to die, but it was my own decision, I knew the risks, and I chose to take the risk.
If I die like this, it will be my fate, and this feeling of being in control of my own life can only be felt in such dangerous moments.
I thought this was the epitome of my future life, and I would be the best adventurer in this world with my two companions, exploring every nook and cranny of the continent of Aion - I had even established a stronghold, my elaborate manor.
Akhalonov buried a few barrels of wine there, and he said that when we achieve fame in the future, this wine will serve as a testimony to our becoming legendary adventurers.
And I laughed and said how can you do it with only wine? So I put another jar of distilled spirits, which can be regarded as rich in taste.
If this kind of life can continue, even death will be happy.
Until that day.
The Emperor's guards came and 'invited' me to go back, to the palace hunting ground full of vicious sights.
His reasoning was that I was strong enough, strong enough that I was qualified to compete with those stupid siblings.
Fear was running through my bones again.
It dawned on me that my life was not mine.
Whether it's freedom, aspirations, dreams, adventures, distant places...... Everything I aspire to is meaningless in the face of survival, and my future is not up to me.
At the behest of my father, I was once again in a cage, bound, imprisoned by others.
At that time, I was almost broken, silent for a day and a night after the guards left, without speaking, thinking of nothing, only almost absolute helplessness and confusion.
"I'd rather die here than go back."
"Don't worry, we'll be with you, Michal, even if those brothers and sisters of yours are as fierce as tigers, I can stop them for you!"
And Ilovitz came to comfort me, this simple hunter, a country boy who called himself a knight, patted his chest and boasted: "It may be difficult for you and Akhalonov, but if you add me, you may be able to become emperor?" β
"Not really." And Akhalonov was far calmer than me, he smiled: "At least it's much stronger than when we escaped, you and Ilovitz are almost at the divine will level, and they are completely enough to protect themselves, if they are both advanced, then among the many adult princes and princesses, it can be regarded as a very strong force." β
ββ¦β¦ Are you not afraid of death? β
I asked Ilovitz in a confused tone: "The old man who is dying just wants me to go back, you can stay and live freely!" β
"Go back with me, but you're almost dead!"
"Hey."
They said, "We are the best brothers, how could we leave you?" β
If I were them, I would have left it behind.
Neither Akhalonov nor Ilovitz, I don't want to die for them.
Yes, I will do my best to help them, to make them happier, I am willing to give up my own interests, so that Ilovitz can become stronger, so that Akhalonov can enjoy his peaceful life, as it is now, I can tolerate everything about them, all their shortcomings, small problems, some greed and temper.
I was very talkative, and I didn't want them to go back to the palace with me, because I knew it was too dangerous, and even if I wanted to live, I didn't want my friends to accompany me to death.
But if the same situation were to happen, I wouldn't risk staying.
This is the only thing I can cling to, if I die, what is the point of everything in this world, no matter how beautiful it is?
Those secret places that have not been explored, the history that no one knows, if I die, what if those things exist?
I can't see it again.
I'm a mean person, but I don't feel ashamed of it, shame is the emotion that I feel like I did wrong, but I still do it, so I feel it.
And I just want to live, even if it's despicable, but what's wrong with that?
Back at the palace, I was once again involved in the fight.
Intrigue in the court is always uninteresting, and as the stupid old man sitting on the throne becomes weaker and weaker, the struggle between the heirs becomes more and more obvious, even to the point of directly sending people to assassinate each other and attack them head-on.
Thanks to Ilovitz, if he hadn't blocked at least seventeen waves of killers, Aharonov and I probably wouldn't have been able to survive so smoothly no matter how clever we were.
But at the end of the day, there will be no killers.
The ministers and the nobles on the ground have chosen sides, and even the major armies have already begun to bet.
The next struggle was no longer a petty fight in the court, but a real war.
Therefore, before the beginning of this huge imperial civil war, Asmodee XII died in the dormitory inexplicably, and no one paid attention to it.
He should have died a long time ago, and this death was only a signal, a precursor to civil war for the emperor's heirs.
And I was the one who killed him.
"I can't allow you to die at the hands of anyone else, even if it's your life and disease."
Sneaking into the dormitory, I sat on the edge of the dying old man's bed, and said this in a cold tone that was unfamiliar to me.
At the same time, the hand that choked the old man's neck was even harder, and even crushed the bones: "'Father'...... Ha, you called me back, and if you hadn't called me back, I might still be planting grapes in the west, exploring the ruins once in a while, and drinking and enjoying myself. β
"It's your own choice, your death is your own fault, although you regret it."
"Regret...... Ha, you too will be killed like this by your children. β
Although the old man couldn't speak, his soul was transmitting, and he smiled and communicated: "This is the fate of our family, I really miss it, and I also choked my father's throat like this in the autumn one hundred and thirty-five years ago...... A poisoned wine, perhaps? I forgot. β
"Michal, the only prince who dares to kill his father, you are indeed the most suitable one to be the emperor, and none of your brothers and sisters are worthy of competing with you...... Therefore, you should know that such an ending is the fate of the emperor. β
His words were convincing, with a sense of fatalism that bordered on fate.
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But I just think it's ridiculous.
Destiny? Child? Future?
No.
No, it won't.
I don't have any children, no wives.
I will not let them come into the world and endure the torment of suffering.
It's like if I had a choice, I would never be in this world.
How sad is that...... The birth of children in the world does not depend on themselves, but on their parents, they cannot refuse, they cannot choose, and they are forced to come into this world full of sorrow and helplessness, so they will cry.
Whether it is a royal heir or a child of an ordinary family, in this regard, it is the same.
I know better than anyone that every living being in the world of Aion is enduring the torture they are born with, whether it is the village woman who I once met with Akhalonov and Irowitz in the fixed village who was killed by her husband and parents one after another to eat meat, or the demons and civilians in the mobile city who are alive and are just firewood, and whose only meaning is to be captured and burned.
Demonic diseases and natural disasters are like the world's curse on life.
They are all the same, they are not nobles, as long as they live, it is difficult, painful, and even regrets their birth.
And the aristocracy is not without difficulty, it's just that they haven't come yet.
I'm going to be their nightmare.
Eventually, I became emperor.
Those boring brothers and sisters, all weak and pathetic, they have never seen the suffering of the world, they do not understand the essence of this world, they were born to fight for the emperor, they have no desire and thoughts of their own.
They live just to be this kind of emperor? Shit, not even as good as the desire of a peasant in the countryside to go to the city and see the market!
Defeating them, killing them, it's all so boring, Irowitz and Akhalonov rejoice for me, but I want to yawn boredly.
When the emperor is this kind of bullshit thing is simply making people want to vomit, the major nobles, the connection between the major group armies is inextricably linked, I just ascended the throne I said nothing is nothing, and the entire Asmodean Empire is rampant with aristocrats and gangs, even the imperial capital is rampant with all kinds of petty thieves, and the patrol soldiers can't even arrest them, because most of them have relationships.
God knows what the meaning of such a country is, isn't it possible to make those nobles live as brainless as maggots?
It's better to destroy it sooner.
More than once I wanted to give up the throne and leave this stupid throne and crown behind me, leaving the nobles with moldy heads and my siblings to fight for their illegitimate sons who don't know where they were left.
I'd rather go to the mountains and live with the bears and hunt and fish together than stay in this rancid pit.
But my friends always persuaded me.
"Since you don't like it, let them change it!"
They were helpless, and they didn't seem to understand this choice at all: "You are the emperor now!" We want to feed the peasants, let the bandits disappear, and reduce crime...... You can always do it! β
"And, we'll help you!"
"Yes, no matter what the difficulty, we will be with you!"
I was impressed.
At that time, I was really moved, very moved.
There are always people who bring you confidence in the world when you are most tired of it, and Ilovitz and Akhalonov have indeed made me understand that if I want to leave behind the throne in the future to explore the mysteries of the world, then at least I must make this empire like a country, a little more decent.
That way, at least as they did back then, there would be fewer traitors who would sell us bad bread and moldy bacon.
So I decided to become a qualified emperor.
Enact heavy laws, reform agriculture, put down the rebellions of the local nobility, exterminate bandits, and fight the rebels who rebelled in the name of my brothers and sisters.
I did my best, racked my brains, defeated the noble mountains in the empire, became the true ruler of the Asmodean Empire, my agrarian reform made the world's largest order civilization everyone eat rice that would not starve, my heavy law killed a million people, frightened 10 million would-be criminals, and saved 100 million victims in the future.
In less than twenty years, I have doubled the population of the entire empire.
The Holy Monarch, the Ming Monarch, the prosperity of the empire, the heyday of the era.
They all use these words to describe me, to describe this era, they praise and cheer.
And that feels good, it doesn't seem bad.
I was immersed in this joy, and I was thinking about how I could make the empire better...... The sense of accomplishment that comes with praise can at least make life less boring.
Until that day, I once again learned the ruthlessness of fate.
One summer, I got a message.
It was from the Royal Observatory, who had been looking at hundreds of years of astronomical data, and had come to a conclusive conclusion in the last few years.
Above the vault of heaven, the light that is shining on us, is about to be extinguished.
- The Holy Day will be extinguished.
At that time, whether it was a farmland or a village, a city or a palace, it would be covered by the eternal cold and turned into frost fragments of nothingness.
I, Ilovitz, Akhalonov, and all the forces on the continent of Aion cannot avoid the fact that our rule, our reforms, the new laws that have been made after much deliberation, and the subsequent steps of reform, are all useless.
The world is going to be destroyed, irreversible, at least I can't think of any way to reverse it.
Although there are still hundreds of years before the end of the world, what can be done in hundreds of years? Not to mention that it will not take a hundred years for the Holy Days to weaken to the point where people cannot survive.
In that moment, it was as if I had returned to my childhood, and endless fear and anxiety filled my heart.
Even if he became an emperor...... My life, and my fate, still can't help myself.
That stupid old man is dead, but the world is still tormenting me, tormenting everything.
I don't want to explore anymore, I don't want to go far, I give up my wishes and dreams, in order to be a worthy emperor, to stay in this boring position for so long, just to make this kingdom better.
All I wanted was a little freedom, the right to breathe without worry, something to hold......
I just don't want to be afraid.
I don't understand why even this wish can't be fulfilled.
I hate the world.
β¦β¦
Su Sun and the Sun Emperor looked at each other from afar, their eyes intertwined, crossing the long distance, and betting on each other.
He was stunned for a moment, because Su Sun's vision produced a strong contrast.
The Sun Emperor's source energy and reality perspective are extremely bright, more dazzling than the sun, and even in the southern realm, you can clearly see the halo that is lighting up on the horizon, just like a huge ring, illuminating all directions equally.
The title of the Sun Emperor is indeed not false, if the energy brought by the Burning Spirit Torch is also so powerful, then it may really be able to shine on the Aion world like a small sun, ensuring the survival of the vast majority of the population of the empire.
However, in the perspective of the Demon Devouring Lord, the location of the Sun Emperor, his existence, was pitch black.
It is completely black, without the slightest light, without the slightest malice, like a black hole in the universe, which does not exist at all, has neither breath nor meaning, pure nothingness.
No, there are.
Su Tian could sense it...... At the heart of nothingness, there is a hatred that has been condensed to the extreme, the most indiscriminate.
To him, to the world, to the earth and the sky, to all that exists, and even to himself.
This hatred was unreasonable and incomprehensible, and it was difficult for Su Yan to imagine how a person could accumulate such malice, and even let his soul not show any light.
Light and darkness, such an extreme contrast, made Su Day, who could see multiple perspectives at the same time, feel quite uncomfortable.
"What do you think about becoming the ghost you are now?"
He couldn't help but shake his head, the ghast connoisseur couldn't evaluate the Sun Emperor's soul at this moment - in terms of complexity, all the ghasts that Su Sun had eaten were not worthy of carrying shoes for the Sun Emperor.
After all, Su Sun's opponents were the dependents and dependents of the great existence most of the time, and as we all know, as the followers of the most powerful idealists in those pan-infinite multi-variant derivative axes, no matter how evil they were, those dependents were also evildoers of pure faith.
In other words, the bad ones are relatively simple, not pretentious or bizarre, and even have their own ideals.
However, the Sun Emperor is different, there are too many things mixed in his thoughts, ideas, soul and beliefs, Su Tian can see the Herald, Chaos, Divine Tree, Dusk, and all kinds of other things, God knows whether it is fate, end, reincarnation, unity or harmony.
This taste is more mixed than his!
[I knew that 'you' would appear.] γ
And on the other side, the Sun Emperor stared at Su Sun, his gaze was not surprised, but between the words, it seemed that it was not just referring to 'Professor Svetley', but the existence of another meaning.
Sure enough, he soon spoke again: "No matter what I want to do, there will always be someone who makes my thoughts meaningless...... How far does this world want to torment me? γ
[From the first epoch to the present, 80,000 years of history, the rise and fall of four epochs, and the Burning Divine Tree, which no one can revive, was actually replanted when I decided to destroy this irretrievable world. γ
Su Sun could sense that in the Sun Emperor's calm-sounding tone, there was a hatred that was so strong that it could not be dissolved: [Yes, again and again, again and again...... I was determined to save the world, but I was told that we were all descendants of the God who killed the Creator, and that we were destined to be unforgivable. γ
[Obviously, I gave up saving the world and wanted to lead people out of Aion, but I found that the world beyond the void was still shrouded in the light of infinite twilight. γ
[I have been thinking about it for decades, but I have never been able to find a way to crack the origin inheritance of the Burning Divine Wood, I can neither revive the Divine Tree nor rekindle the sun, unless I burn myself to shine in the world, otherwise there is no second choice...... When I decided that I wanted to destroy this damn world, the 'you' who could save everything reappeared. γ
Hearing this, Su Sun couldn't help but raise his brows.
"He can see the light of dusk in the void?"
The Dusk World Cluster is not the same as most of the Sealed Multiverse's World Clusters.
Because of the power of dusk, here, the void is no longer frozen, and between the worlds is no longer a clear ice condensed void, but a chaotic turbulence of time and space.
Because of this, according to Irowitz and Akhalonov, they intend to ignite the last vestiges of the Holy Day, and use the Soul Blazing Torch as a torch to illuminate the darkness and guide the Void Ark through the turbulence of time and space to other worlds.
But even so, it would be impossible to see the twilight that covered the twilight of the twilight worlds, unless the being was sensitive to the aura of the Great Being, and strong enough to perceive it.
And, it's subtle.
Su Ri knew that if Akhalonov and Ilovitz were not lying, then the Sun Emperor did brace himself for a while after knowing the end of the world, and summed up the plan of how to save civilization to the greatest extent, and the feasibility and future feasibility were far greater than those of other forces.
But for some reason, he eventually gave up again.
It seemed that this was because he saw the twilight beyond the void, enveloping almost the entire Twilight World community.
It was indeed quite a desperate scene, and if people did not know that twilight was the ultimate autism, but thought that twilight was the culprit of all the suffering, destruction and end in the world, they might despair to the point of suicide.
[I am a little sorry that you didn't kill Iloviz, and a little pity. γ
At this moment, Su Tian could hear the Sun Emperor's distant gods, and his tone was indifferent and ruthless, with a little hoarseness: [If you kill him, I can obtain his soul, just like Akhalonov. γ
[You didn't kill him, but I'm a little glad that my best friend should really be done by me and integrated into my body. γ
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Su Yan was stunned by what the other party said, he lowered his head and looked at Irowitz, who also heard this sentence, and stayed in place, at a loss, his eyes couldn't help but become complicated: "Good guy, this is how you are a friend?" It's really a novelty. β
[Is it novel?] γ
Even though it was half a continent away, a distance of nearly 100,000 kilometers, the Sun Emperor's divine thoughts could still communicate clearly with Su Sun, and he said a little strangely: [But isn't this the same as you? I can see that there are countless souls in you. γ
[The souls gathered in the Blood Divine Tree of the Southern Realm, aren't they all in your body at this moment? Freaky guys. γ
Electronic Hades - the soul storage organ that Su Sun built in his body.
Since coming to the Aion World, Su Sun has basically included most of the revenant souls he has encountered into his electronic underworld, although it may not be meaningful, but it is better than these souls disappearing under the erosion of ultra-high concentration of source energy.
And the Sun Emperor is doing the same thing, he is also collecting souls.
"Wait?"
Therefore, hearing this, Su Ri's eyes couldn't help but widen, and he thought of a rather unbelievable possibility: "Could it be that you are protecting the souls of those people, so you put those people's lives into your own body?!" β
What are you talking about? γ
This time, it was the Sun Emperor who frowned in confusion: [Didn't you collect those souls in order to gain greater power and become an eternal immortal? γ
For a moment, silence filled the entire southern realm.
The terrible silence lasted for a long time.
Su Sun clenched his fists, he took a deep breath, and then exhaled: "...... Why? The Burning Spirit Realm is already immortal......"
But when he said this, the man suddenly froze for a moment.
He suddenly remembered that in the Aion World, because of the Fall of the Divine Tree, the abnormal source energy environment would cause the powerhouses of the Burning Spirit Realm to accelerate their 'limiting', and then evolve themselves into a source energy anomaly.
The ultra-dense source energy of the near-black hole will wipe out everything that is strong enough to burn the spirit, which will make the strong enough to rival the gods in many eras either die by themselves, or turn into firewood, as the spark of the holy day.
In a sense, this can be regarded as the instinctive self-help method of the original burning Shenmu in the past, that is, the world in his own body gave birth to many strong people, and the environment made them make a choice, either self-destruction became a special point, or to restore the power of the Shenmu, so that he could be reborn and restore the natural order.
But the world of Aion is different, the remnants of the Burning Divine Wood have degenerated into the Dragon of Dusk, and it is impossible for it to revive again.
Su Sun couldn't revive him, in fact, Su Sun simply used the mark of the Great Dao Tree to reuse himself and part of the body of the Burning Divine Tree to create a brand new, much like the Burning New Divine Tree.
Therefore, for the cultivators of the Aion world, the theory is that it should be an eternal immortal realm, but it is the 'burning spirit' that is most susceptible to decay and self-destruction.
Their initial concepts and impressions of practice are different.
It is normal for the Sun Emperor to want to pursue true eternity.
"But, aren't Akhalonov and Ilovitz friends you've known since the end of your life?"
But Su Sun was still confused, he still couldn't understand the logic of the Sun Emperor.
If the other party just devours other people to achieve the ultimate life, then even if it is ordinary evil, this kind of evil Su Tian has seen a lot, it is better to say that this is the logic of ordinary evil people.
But even such a wicked person wouldn't think about having to eat his best friend - at least until the breakup, right? But according to what Su Sun saw and heard, not to mention the Ilovitz who pretended to be invisible, before Akhalonov, it could almost be regarded as acquiescing to what the Sun Emperor did!
Although in some cases this can be regarded as harboring evil, accomplices, and evil, it also shows the strength of friendship!
[I asked. γ
And the Sun Emperor replied, his tone calm: "They all said they were willing to die for me. The people of the empire have said that they are willing to do their last bit for me, even to the point of exhaustion. γ
[I don't need them to be so miserable, just provide me with strength when necessary, as the main body of the imperial will, Ilovitz and Aharonov don't die, I can't get more permission. γ
[I said I was willing to die for me, but in the end I didn't want to. γ
ββ¦β¦ Ha? β
Do you take this kind of thing seriously?!
For the first time, since birth, and even after practice.
Su Tian, who has traveled through many worlds, was stunned for the first time because an evil existence was too pure.
He was shocked by the shamelessness and incomprehensibility of the other party.
Because the Sun Emperor's thinking was too incredible, Su Tian couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong with you?" There is a problem with the source energy of the Aion world, but the other worlds may not! You are honestly preparing for the migration of civilization, can't you become a holy emperor in the future? β
[Nothingness. γ
But the Sun Emperor simply rejected this possibility: [Continuation of civilization? Perpetuating this boring civilization? Nothingness. γ
Although they were far away, Su Sun could still know that the Sun Emperor at this moment did not look at him, but raised his head and looked at the high sky.
[Everything is nothing, no matter how hard you try, the final result is meaningless. γ
[My mother, the bad old man, and the stupid brothers and sisters, all dead like weeds on the side of the road, I can only feel nothingness when I look at the corpses I have slain in their fortress. γ
[Not only in the world of Aion, but in any world, what is the benefit of trying to do anything? The battle between the prince and the father has happened countless times, the struggle between the nobles and the commoners, the poor and the rich, and the human race can never live in peace, and this stupidity is probably no exception in any world, Svetley, your soul tells me that I am not right. γ
The blond-haired young man lowered his head, and Su Sun once again sensed the dark and silent gaze of the Sun Emperor: [The dynasty I created will eventually end, the epoch will continue to reincarnate, and the world will be destroyed, just like Ai'an, working hard for such an existence, everything he did was like a joke. γ
[Moreover, in the new era, the same thing will happen as in the old era...... Where the sun shines, what has not appeared? The people still have to endure endless suffering, and the wise still have to agonize over the problems of the world, and no matter what I do or what I do, people always do, enjoy what they have and work hard when they don't. γ
[In the past, when my father ruled, the poor toiled and could not eat, and the rich indulged in pleasures, but in my time, the rich became more abundant, and the poor had something to eat, but it was nothing more than toil and pleasure, all of which were nothing. γ
The Sun Emperor said solemnly, his voice solemnly echoing between heaven and earth: [People are no different from animals, I am no different from ants, if I die, no matter what kind of death and what the result is, the result is the same, I am not nobler than anyone else, death is nothingness, praise and spurning are meaningless. γ
[Therefore, I want to break this cycle, explore new places that no one has ever discovered, do things that no one has ever done before, and witness all the mysteries that no one has ever known. γ
[I want to achieve eternity, break through fear, find different possibilities, end this decaying and empty world, and create a new world! γ
Raising his hand, he pointed at Su Sun, and then the Sun Emperor clenched his fist, and a larger and brighter halo rose on the other side of the sky, even like a holy day descending on the world: [For this, I need fuel, this old world is firewood - and you, Svetley, you are the salary king, and one person can defeat the strong of all beings! γ
His words were clear, and his will was like the sun, which fluctuated endlessly in all directions, proving the emperor's unwavering will.
The sun is lonely and egoistic, it shines on all beings, but incidentally, if needed, all beings are but his burning firewood.
And Su Yan finally understood at this moment.
He finally understood the reason why this Sun Emperor was so mixed and contained the aura of a great existence.
That's the same taste as yourself.
Among the many things that are known, find your own right.
However, Su Yan also knew that the difference between the other party and himself was one point.
That is, the Sun Emperor is a 'monster'.
This man understands the truth of the world, has the wisdom to find the possibility from the impossible, he even broke free from the embrace of the nothingness of dusk, transcended from the complexity of the cycle of all things, and wants to break the cycle of reincarnation, find different possibilities, and go to a distant place that no one has ever seen.
He wants to put an end to the 'wrong' old world built by the Burning Divine Wood and create a new one.
He just wants eternal life, and then he does all this, to do what is right in his heart.
Is there something wrong with that?
No, it's better to say that it's too correct, if Su Tian has enough time, I'm afraid he will also reshape the world of Aion, not just planting a divine tree to make do.
However, even if the Sun Emperor knew all the correct theories, even if he had clearly comprehended the 'relative' correctness between nothingness and meaning.
But he can only think of himself forever.
Even logically, there is no place for anyone else.
Su Sun once thought that he was selfish, but now he knows that his selfishness is nothing more than a drop in the bucket compared to the monster's solipsism.
He is simply the Virgin of Selflessness!
"You guy...... It's not human anymore. β
Whispering to himself, Su Day, who had already understood what the Sun Emperor was thinking, couldn't help but whisper to himself.
Perhaps it was the feeling that all worlds were about to be destroyed, or that every world was as desperate and full of suffering as the world of Aion, which is why the Sun Emperor became what he is today.
Several times he struggled to break free from nothingness and pick up the dream he had given up again. Again and again, he was hit by the world and blocked his way, but in the end he still found his own exit.
Asmodee XIII may have been a good emperor in the past, he did have talent, strength, and even more good workβotherwise Iloviz and Akhalonov would not have been so convinced, and followed him until the end with a glimmer of hope.
But now, he's nothing but pure evil.
It's just, a monster of self.
And there is only one ending for the monster.
Needless to say-
Raising his head and meeting the other party's golden eyes, Su Sun clenched his fists, and there was a blue-purple light on it that was burning, and then it became deeper and deeper, turning into a fire, blazing and burning.
"I'm going to kill you, Sun Emperor!"