Chapter 93: Love is Strong
Silence and silence.
The door was shut, and neither of them spoke.
Shen Fei smoked quietly, while Zhou Lingyan looked a little restrained.
She knows a lot of things in her heart, the mistake has been made, irreparable, maybe this result is better, it ends before it starts, and saves her head to hurt others and herself.
"I ...... Went back. Finally, Zhou Lingyan broke the deadlock.
However, Zhou Lingyan just wanted to leave, but was grabbed by Shen Fei with his hand.
At this moment, Zhou Lingyan stiffened, and his calm emotions once again made waves, "What do you want, I know it's an insult to you, but what can I do." ”
Zhou Lingyan said this sentence with bated breath, and his eyes were full of tears.
"That's right, I'm very difficult, I don't have any money, and I'm ...... Shen Fei, I thank you for everything you have done to our mother and daughter, but I really can't repay your kindness, I have no choice. Zhou Lingyan sobbed quietly, tears already sliding down his cheeks.
Shen Fei threw away the cigarette butt, stepped on it gently, pulled Zhou Lingyan into his arms, and hugged her hard.
Shen Fei sighed, "I'm not Chen Tao, maybe it's because you're beautiful, maybe it's because you like Qingqing, or it's sympathy for you...... But I didn't think about anything in return. ”
"I'm sorry!" Zhou Lingyan's choked voice was louder, and tears completely blurred his vision.
Holding Zhou Lingyan away, Shen Fei wiped away the tears on her face and exhaled slowly, "Ling Yan, I am a normal man, I don't deny liking you, but what I care about is feelings, not because of the reward in exchange for help." ”
Maybe when it comes to the word feelings, Shen Fei is a bit shameless, but he is not a saint, and everything stands on the moral high ground.
"I hope you understand that I, Shen Fei, am not a good person, but I am not a despicable villain who takes advantage of others, I have had many women, and I used to long for my own love, and at the same time I was afraid of ......"
Zhou Lingyan looked at Shen Fei in a daze, and from this man's eyes, she saw struggle, love and pain.
Maybe he is right, everyone has their own unsatisfactory side, if you always live in the past and can't get out, what is the meaning of life?
"You're not the kind of messy woman, you're a good woman, I don't know what happened to you, but I don't want you to get hurt because I'm hurt."
The chest gradually pushed up, Shen Fei smiled bitterly, Zhou Lingyan is not Chu Xinyue, nor is she the kind of woman who doesn't care about anything outside, she is holding on for her daughter, and she may collapse at any time.
But from the perspective of men and women, judging from her appearance, if Shen Fei didn't have a little throbbing in his heart, it would be a lie.
But it is precisely because he knows the other party's suffering that he doesn't want to continue to develop, and he can't give anything, even a stable life.
Zhou Lingyan covered his lips, tears poured down again, and it took a long time to stabilize his emotions, "I used to love a man deeply, because of my stupidity and innocence, but now, I feel so bitter in my heart, I even thought about ending such a pathetic life." ”
"But I don't dare, Qingqing is innocent, she shouldn't have to bear all this, so ...... That's why no matter how hard it is, I'm going to keep going. ”
Wiping away his tears, Zhou Lingyan's eyes were in a trance, "I once thought I was a toy of God, I encountered these things, Qingqing is not in good health, I don't know how long I can last." ”
As he spoke, the corners of Zhou Lingyan's mouth trembled slightly, he took a few deep breaths, and even his exhalation trembled slightly, "When I was most helpless, another man appeared in my life, and he helped me without asking for anything in return, but I was scared." ”
Shen Fei didn't speak, and once again hugged Zhou Lingyan into his arms.
"I was afraid that this man was the same as other men, because of my appearance, and it turned out that I was wrong, he was very good to his daughter, and whenever I saw him with his daughter, my heart was full of joy."
"Although the contact time is very short, I found that I have quietly liked this man, but I am still afraid, because I have lost the qualification to like him, there are better women around him, what am I, I am just a hard-working woman who has given birth."
"I don't have anything, I only have this body, and all I can do is ...... But I didn't know that this shameless act would stab him in the heart, you know, I regret it, I really regret it. ”
When Zhou Lingyan wanted to continue, Shen Fei stretched her away and leaned over to kiss her.
It's a strong and aggressive kiss, a domineering and gentle one.
There was nothing else at this moment, everything was thrown out of mind.
Shen Fei only knew that he really wanted to kiss this stupid and cute woman, what marriage, what worldly gaze, let him hell with it.
Zhou Lingyan relaxed from the initial nervousness under the sudden and strong kiss of her identity, stood on tiptoe to hold his cheek, and kissed him recklessly, she didn't want to think about it anymore.
She fell in love with this man, and she was not a yellow flower girl, if this was an indulgence, then indulge it once.
The spark of desire rises, and the flame gradually burns and releases to the fullest.
Shen Fei never thought that he was a good person, and now he is just a man whose love desire has been completely amplified, and there is only one thought in his heart, he wants to have something to do with this daughter.
When she let go of her mouth, Zhou Lingyan was panting, her face was crimson, she didn't dare to open her eyes, she was even more afraid to open her eyes, and grabbed Shen Fei's arms nervously with both hands.
Shen Fei didn't say anything, picked her up, and rushed into the bedroom in three steps.
The door closed, and from this moment on, another wonderful story was opened.
This way.
Qingqing was huddled on the bed playing with her beloved toys, and the TV was playing with bears, she was playing, her little eyes glowed with the light of a thief, and she reached out to support her chin.
It's been so long, and my mother hasn't come back yet, it seems...... Hey.
"Hey, adults now, wouldn't it be better to do this earlier, hehehe, godfather, you girl, I guess when it's time to call Dad, right?"
Fortunately, Shen Fei and the others are not here, otherwise it is estimated that they will have black lines on their faces again.
This girl is good at everything, lively and cute, and she doesn't feel helpless at all because of her own physical reasons, but she is too precocious.
An hour passed.
The room was already quiet, Zhou Lingyan shrank under Shen Fei's arm, staring blankly at the chandelier on the ceiling, and the calmness after impulsiveness made her struggle again.
Oh, my God.
What did I do.
He's married, so what am I?
Shen Fei smoked quietly, looked sideways at Zhou Lingyan, and found that she was sometimes blushing, sometimes anxious, sometimes emotional, sometimes sad, and couldn't help laughing.
A chuckle interrupted Zhou Lingyan, and she hurriedly turned her body sideways, pulled the quilt and wrapped it around her delicate body.
After extinguishing the cigarette butt, Shen Fei shrank down, hugged Zhou Lingyan from behind, and buried his head on the side of his neck, "Do you regret it?" ”
"I'm ......" Zhou Lingyan's body trembled slightly.
Holding his breath, Zhou Lingyan turned around and plucked up the courage to look directly at Shen Fei, "Is that the young lady I saw that day?" ”
"What?"
"You know what I'm talking about." Zhou Lingyan was slightly dissatisfied.
(End of chapter)