Chapter 1253: I can't think about it

Ruyu's mother was the Pingpu tribe according to the standards of later generations, and the Pingpu tribe first appeared in the documents of the Qing Dynasty and was the collective name of all ethnic groups.

And at the beginning of the Ming Dynasty, all ethnic groups are generally referred to as Fan, and no one has studied the ethnic names and customs of these people, and there is no so-called difference between raw and cooked at this time.

Promoted by Xu Hao, the imperial court presided over a large-scale immigration to Taiwan, and in just 20 years, a total of 180,000 immigrants were immigrated, which was lower than the total population of the indigenous people.

However, due to the strength of the Han people, they naturally occupied an absolute dominant position when they first arrived. The government actively pursued a policy of friendly ethnic integration, and in fact, in successive riots that suppressed the rebellion, some indigenous tribes disappeared forever into history, and the death toll became a mysterious.

Most of the remaining disadvantaged indigenous tribes 'gladly' accepted to integrate with the Han Chinese and to embrace Han cultural practices, i.e., assimilation. It seems cruel, but in fact, the indigenous people have evolved for thousands of years.

Due to the strength of the Han civilization, the aborigines saw that their lives had improved, and they took the initiative to change their Han surnames and names, and took the initiative to worship the Three Emperors and Five Emperors.

For Taiwan, Xu Hao has never been very cold, and he has not paid much attention to it for a long time, so the island is still in a relatively primitive farming environment.

Rujin's father, Zhang Bao, was a scoundrel in his early years, and went to the island alone to seduce a local girl, Rujin's mother, Zhang. Zhang's is very beautiful and smart, it just so happens that the government has set up a school to teach Chinese, regardless of men and women must learn, Zhang's studied for a few years, and it seems to have become an authentic Han woman.

Although the couple was given nearly 100 acres of land, both of them were lazy and unwilling to work hard to farm.

Zhang Bao simply sold the house and land secretly, and took his wife and daughter to take a boat back to his hometown in Fujian.

In Quanzhou in order to support his family, Zhang Bao, who has no skills, started the idea of a daughter-in-law, opened the door to welcome guests, and Zhang, who had no concept of chastity, also agreed, so he did it for fifteen years, and in the first two years, Zhang gave birth to a second daughter Ruyu.

As the Zhang family gradually grew old, and a pair of daughters grew up, Zhang Bao knew that the mixed-race girl had strange goods to live in, so he sold the family property again and brought the family to the capital.

In the house, Zhang Shi left after speaking, but the older Zhang Bao, who was already short-tempered, the worse his temper became, he slapped twice on the table, and said hatefully: "You two stinky people, you are tired of eating fish and meat, and you are covered with oil, you forget what people like us do when they open the door, right?" Pick and choose what you think is a serious girl, offended you today, offended him tomorrow, now it's okay, the rich and powerful are all offended, in the future, our family will not be able to drink the northwest wind? The two of you have no conscience, you eat when you have food, and you wear clothes when you have clothes, but you still suffer our old couple and raise two unfilial things. Ming'er, I want to ask you well, what kind of heart is An? It seems that if I don't teach you a lesson for a long time, my bones are itching again, right?"

After speaking, Zhang Bao left angrily, and as he walked, he was talking and scolding with all sorts of words in his mouth.

Since she was sensible, Ruyu suspected that her father was someone else, and other people's youngest daughters were generally the most beautiful, why was she not as good-looking as her eldest sister? and Zhang Bao has always treated himself and his sister differently, if it was his own trouble in the past, he had to beat him up without saying a word.

So Ruyu waited for him to go away, spit on the ground, and sneered: "I met a ghost, and I didn't offend anyone, why should I scold him?" The old immortal and the old beheaded, die early for a day, and it will be better for a day sooner. ”

Syllable! Rujin watched her sister slam the door shut, she also returned to her room angrily, fell directly on the bed with her clothes, and secretly wiped her tears in the quilt.

If she wants to offend Xu Kun, she thinks it doesn't matter, because she has already made up her mind to follow Yin Gongzi, she has no feelings for this family and such parents like her sister, and she can't wait to go away and fly high.

The question is, why did you offend him? Rujin, who looked aggrieved, recalled carefully at the moment, and listening to his tone at that time, it was clear that I was close to Xu Kun?

Alas!

Rujin let out a long sigh and said miserably: "You don't know that our portal is the lowest and weakest, and everyone can bully. What's more, Xu Kun is a famous son of Jinling, and there is a famous man Xu Hui who is a tiger, how dare I and others offend in the slightest? If I don't pretend to perfunctory them, am I not asking for misery? The family could not gain a foothold in Jinling. Alas! If I really treat Xu Kun well, why should I come to get to know you, let alone tell you all his details, just for fear that you will be too careful. ”

Speaking of this, Rujin couldn't hide the deep disappointment in his heart, "I told you these words a long time ago, why did you forget them?" Even if I didn't say it on the spot, could it be that you can't even guess such a reason? I really knew you for nothing. ”

Rujin, who felt deeply aggrieved, cried again, and it took a long time to stop crying, and choked up: "Even if I am not good for a while and I have brushed your meaning, I should remember the affection I treat you on weekdays." What kind of thing do you say I don't mean to you? One is that you are my confidant, and I hope to entrust you for life in the future; Second, although you have a rich family, I also think about you everywhere, but wherever I can help you save, I will do everything possible to consider for you. How many words did I suffer from my parents for this? scolded me for changing my mind, ignoring my family, and blindly stammering with prostitutes. What do you say I'm for? Just because the future is from you, what is mine is yours, and yours is mine, otherwise we have always been afraid that people will not spend, and we are afraid that people will waste?

Third, whenever you have something on your mind, just like my heart, I will persuade you from the side, and I will rest assured when you are happy. How many overseas things, when you were planning in your heart, I had already figured it out first, and took the initiative to calculate it for you, and you always said that I was in the same heart as you, and it was different and general. ”

Rujin, who was in a low mood, muttered to himself for a long time, suddenly stood up, walked to the window and looked at the silver moon in the sky stupidly, and sighed: "Who would have thought that I was your bosom friend, but you are not my confidant, and you are not considerate of our suffering, even if I really do something wrong, won't you forgive me?" I just counted me down in anger, and decided to go, regardless of the fact that my parents would complain afterwards, if you don't come, my ears will not be quiet for a day. I'm afraid that once I have done you a lot of good these days, once you throw it into the ocean, then what is the point of my life?"

Rujin, who suffers from gains and losses, is afraid that Yin Gongzi will not come again in anger, and the woman who is in love is the weakest, and she is sad for a while, and she can't help but hide her face in front of the moon and cry loudly.

The cry quickly alarmed the Zhang family, and he hurriedly came over and persuaded: "My son doesn't have to be sad, although Yin Gongzi is angry and leaves, where will he really leave you?" I'll come back naturally every day or two. Otherwise, I'll go and invite them personally, won't they be embarrassed to come? Don't worry, the young nobles all have some boyish tempers, anyway, they are wrapped up in their mothers. ”

Rujin was persuaded by his mother and felt that it made sense, so he stopped crying. Who knew that he suddenly heard him Lao Tzu scolding the two sisters in the backyard, after all, he lost the two biggest financiers at once, Zhang Bao, who was greedy for money, was so angry that he drank again, and the drunken left sentence was an unassuming stinky thing, and the right sentence was a shameless slut, and the foul language was unbearable.

Seeing that his daughter's face turned pale with anger, Zhang Shi hurriedly said: "Good girl, don't be angry, that old thing has always been so virtuous when he gets drunk, don't be like him." Good girl, you take your breath and watch me scold him. ”

Zhang ran back to the room angrily, pointed at Zhang Bao and scolded: "You are old and immortal, you will not be able to hold your corpse safely after filling enough urine, why are you scolding people in the middle of the night?" You said earlier that you suffered the two of us, what do you say you suffered? It's my mother and I who have suffered all these years, and now that my daughters are older, it's them who are bitter, you have eaten most of your life's idle meals, and you haven't seen you earn a penny to feed our mother and daughter, and you still have a face to complain? Are you ashamed?"

Zhang Bao glared and shouted: "You 10,000-day-old slut, if Lao Tzu hadn't married you, you would still be a fucking wild man in the deep mountains and old forests, and I led you to this world of flowers, shouldn't you girls be grateful to me?"

"Fuck your stinking shit!" Zhang's hands on his hips, "You have a drink and everything is off, every time you just drink cat urine, you like to make trouble when you are drunk, regardless of the scolding, we are a family of four, and you are the least qualified to scold." Okay, don't you let the old lady sleep with her tail between her legs as soon as possible, if you annoy the old lady, I won't give you wine to eat in the future, see what you do?"

Wine is Zhang Bao's weakness, and besides, he has been a live turtle for a lifetime, and he has refined the ability to bend and stretch, so he immediately stopped getting angry, and said with a smile: "I didn't say anything, why did you scold me?" Who's angry with Grandma? Use me as a raft? I sleep, I can't sleep. ”

As soon as his body fell back, Zhang Bao began to snort in the blink of an eye. When Zhang saw it, he was angry and funny, and scolded: "Drunk and immortal stinky turtle, which eye do you tell me to use to look at you like this?" When you wake up tomorrow, we're settling accounts, and I don't have the strength to talk to you now. ”

She turned around and walked out, and Zhang Bao, who was asleep, muttered to herself, "Stinky turtle, fragrant turtle, you also forced me to be my turtle, and you scolded me for being a prostitute?"

Zhang ignored him and came straight to his daughter's room.

Unexpectedly, since she went out, the more Rujin thought about it, the more angry she became, and she actually got into the tip of the horns. If Yin Gongzi cut off the relationship in a fit of anger and has another sweetheart, wouldn't it be empty to hope for a match? Besides, men are the easiest to change their minds, she is here to look forward to him turning back, and people have already left her behind, as the so-called I had the heart to trust Mingyue, who knows that Mingyue shines in the ditch.

In the final analysis, the difference between each other's identities is too great, and the ashamed Rujin has been worried that tonight's incident happened again. I think Yin Gongzi has money, no matter where he goes, there are people who flatter him, if he doesn't leave her like gold, there will be no stunning woman in the world.

I can't think about it like this, and the woman who is forced to become a ** is the most self-sorry for the fact that she didn't know how many sins she had done in her previous life, and God punished her for being a prostitute in this life.

The saddest thing is when will this sin come to an end? Probably won't get to the end in a lifetime, ** background is always a stain that can't be washed away in a lifetime, even if no one mentions it, I can't get over this level in my heart.

Even if he obeys Yin Gongzi as he wishes, his wife must be extravagant, so in the future, he will have to suffer from his wife's anger and her anger, and it is useless for a man to protect him, once he is old, his face will no longer be good? So when will such a day be?

As soon as a person has the idea of seeking death, he often thinks of various benefits after death, such as no more suffering, no more tears, no worries, no desires, no freedom, and the scientific concept is not yet developed in these years, isn't there an afterlife?

Rujin stood up suddenly, his eyes were straight, looking around to study a way to die, and suddenly remembered that there was a gold ingot secretly accumulated in the drawer, and nodded.

The classic way of death, the most popular Cheng dΓΉ is naturally to commit suicide by hanging the beam, the problem is too scary, and too painful, and if it is rescued in time, how embarrassing it will be to spread it?

She and Second Sister You thought of going together, and often heard people say that raw gold can fall to death, isn't it cleaner and decent than hanging yourself?

In fact, this method of death is very painful and slow, and it is unlikely that gold can poison people with heavy metals, but angular gold nuggets may puncture the intestines and injure the internal organs, which is really unimaginable.

The ancients would not be so stupid, the real way is to forcibly swallow the nugget, maybe it will be blocked in the throat and compress the trachea and suffocate to death. As for it, right? Don't ask me, you can just take it as a fabrication, if you can't block it, it's nothing more than entering the stomach and tossing, it's the same death.

Rujin, who resolutely swallowed gold, rolled her eyes, tears rolled down, and stared at her face in the mirror, although it was not stunning, it was also a rare beauty. I used to feel sorry for myself in the mirror, fantasizing about boiling out in the future, and wearing a phoenix crown and a veil, which must be very beautiful.

At a good age when the flowers bloom and the moon is full, how miserable and pitiful is that they are about to die? You shouldn't die!

At this moment, Rujin suddenly felt that his body was wrong, and he immediately regretted it, and then he was cruel to himself, since he was going to die, why remember?

Gritting his teeth at the moment, he struggled to hold on to the edge of the bed with a resolute will of death, stumbling on the bed, and pulled up the quilt to cover it with trembling arms.

As the saying goes, it's better to die than to live, in fact, it is not a backache to stand and talk, the future is dark, and it doesn't take courage to face death? Of course, it's best not to say dead words lightly, after all, as long as people live, there is still hope.

At this moment, Rujin thought that his parents and sister could rely on, and he was not only torn apart, but he also had no worries, but in fact, it was probably too late to regret it now.

Don't think about anything, slowly close your eyes, lie down peacefully, and just die.

At this time, Zhang came back to continue to comfort his daughter, and heard a bang in front of the door, and I don't know if it was Rujin's painful kick on the wall. When I walked into the house without lighting the light, I vaguely saw my daughter sleeping on her back on the bed, and the quilt was lifted on the ground.

"How did you sleep?" Zhang shook his head, "I don't know if the quilt fell off, I suffered a sulk today, my body is already bad, and if I get cold, it's not fun." ”

was about to walk over and pick up the quilt, when suddenly he tripped over something under his feet, and Zhang almost fell headlong.

Hearing the sound that it seemed to be an empty box, Zhang scolded: "These bastards, why don't you pick up the boxes when they are littered on the ground?" Thanks to my light steps, otherwise I would have kicked it all at once, they didn't know that they were distressed, this was all the old lady sleeping out of the men one by one, is it easy!" (To be continued......)