Chapter 309: Just Look at You Doesn't Like the Eye
Looking at Jiang's eyes, which looked quite gentle at first glance but were actually aggressive, Emperor Showa knew that she had come today to ask for an understanding.
Unexpectedly, he waited for this day for nearly twenty years; thought that with Jiang's character, after that incident that happened, she would rush to him to ask for the truth, but he really underestimated this woman's bottom line of patience.
In order to be able to firmly grasp the interests and power in her hands, she actually wronged herself for twenty years, and she endured it until today to ask; It seems that she is ready to make a move, otherwise with what he knows about her, she will not pick and ask today.
Emperor Showa's eyes fell on Jiang's body, looking at the wrinkles on her face that could not be covered even by applying thick fat powder, and knew that time had not only taken away his youth, but also taken away her.
He didn't seem to have looked at her carefully for too long, the bright and bright-toothed woman had long been carved by the years, but even after twenty years, her ambition and her fierceness had not changed.
"You ask me, have you ever felt guilty about you? Why did the queen suddenly ask that? ”
Jiang looked at Emperor Showa with burning eyes: "Because the concubine wants to know, in the emperor's heart, in addition to Concubine Yang, can the concubine have a place?" In the heart of the concubine, the emperor has always been the heaven of the concubine, and the concubine wants to know, in your heart, what is the concubine to you? ”
Emperor Showa glanced at Fusheng who was waiting in the palace, as the head of the palace, Fusheng had already understood Emperor Showa's eyebrows and glances thoroughly, and when he noticed the eyes handed by Emperor Showa, he took the extra people in the hall and quietly pushed it down, leaving this huge hall to the two people in the hall.
Listening to the sound of the palace door slowly closing, Jiang stood still, but kept his eyes on Emperor Showa.
She really wants to know what kind of existence she has in his heart for the man she has loved for so many years; She spends her life cherishing a person, even if she doesn't get a response, and wants to know what he thinks of herself.
Emperor Showa looked at Jiang with a cold gaze: "You really want to know?" ”
"Yes, the concubine wants to know, the concubine still remembers that when Concubine Yang left, the emperor hugged her and said something serious and sincere to her, and then the concubine began to envy her, thinking, although the concubine is the emperor's wife, she has never been able to hear your sincere words like her; If one day, the concubine can also let the emperor speak to the concubine with sincerity, even if the concubine dies, she will have no regrets. Your Majesty, we are all old, and I don't know when we will become a brand of incense for future generations; The concubine just wanted to ask for an understanding before leaving. ”
"Since you have spoken to this point, I will tell you the truth; Jiang Qiang, if I have an afterlife, I can make a new choice, first, I will never devote myself to the emperor's family, and second, I will never marry you. ”
Jiang's eyes widened in surprise, and she looked at Emperor Showa who was calmly looking at her, although she had already guessed that there would be a cruel answer waiting for her, but when she heard these words with her own ears, she still couldn't bear the sorrow that came out of her heart.
It turned out that in his heart, she was such a disgusting existence.
"Zhao Qi, do you really hate me so much? What the hell did I do wrong to make you coldly leave me in the harem and say such cruel things to me after twenty years; You tell me, what the hell did I do wrong? You said! ”
Looking at the emotionally excited Jiang family, Emperor Showa looked calm: "Twenty years, a full twenty years have passed, don't you still know what you are wrong with?" Jiang Qiang, if you still can't figure this out, there's no need to stand here and listen to me talk to you. ”
Seeing that Emperor Showa was about to leave after speaking, Jiang quickly chased after Emperor Showa and stopped in front of Emperor Showa, she spread her arms like a lonely warrior, although her face was stubborn with a touch of ruthlessness, but tears flowed out uncontrollably.
"It's because of Concubine Yang, right? You hate me because of that woman, don't you? You think I killed her, so you hate me and don't want to see me, don't you? ”
Hearing Jiang take the initiative to mention Yang Rui, the peace in Emperor Showa's eyes was broken: "Concubine Yang's death, do you dare to say that it has nothing to do with you?" ”
"Even if it's related? She's just a lowly slut, and you've punished me for that slut for so many years, and I've suffered even if I've been wronged, and I've never dared to say a word of complaint in front of you; But what do I get in exchange for this? It's your ruthlessness and ruthlessness. I don't understand why you chose her over me; Zhao Qi, do you know that I am your wife, why are you still obsessed, if it weren't for me, would you be able to sit on the throne of the Ninety-Five? If it weren't for me, would you have the thousands of miles of rivers and mountains of Great Wei? I am the one who has given you the supreme honor and honor, but what do you do with me? You abandoned me and threw yourself into the arms of another woman, are you really worthy of me by doing this? ”
"Jiang Qiang, don't impose your desires on me, you're right, if it weren't for you, I might not be the lord of the world, but it's really because of you that my life will be so painful."
Emperor Showa glared at Jiang with hatred: "What is the supreme of the world, what is the lord of the country, these things have never been what I wanted; Jiang Qiang, ask yourself, when did I ever show my attachment and obsession with power in front of you? It was you who were so eager to have power that you used me as a tool in your hands, forcing me to sit in this position step by step. ”
"Don't you really think that I don't know about the good things you did back then? How did my royal brothers fall from power? How did my wonderful brothers die before and after the accident? Just because I don't say this doesn't mean I don't know, Jiang Qiang, I know very well how I got this throne, I dreamed back at midnight, I didn't have the face to see those deceased brothers and sisters, and who was the culprit who made me feel uncomfortable day and night, and guilty, you know better than me, don't you? ”
Jiang didn't expect that the hands and feet she did back then would be known by Emperor Showa, but she was hard-mouthed and unwilling to admit her fault for mutilating the royal family's siblings.
I saw that her eyes were also fierce looking at Emperor Showa, and even her voice was hoarse and hoarse: "Counting the dynasties, which son of heaven did not sit on the throne on the bones of his relatives; The emperor, the battle between the crown prince back then was a hundred times more tragic than now, if you didn't fight back then, the person who died might be you; Are you blaming the concubines for protecting you when you ask the concubines now? ”
Looking at the Jiang family, who had come up with such a ridiculous excuse for himself, Emperor Showa smiled: "You protect me? You protected me, so you killed my blood brothers? You protected me, so you let me step on the blood of my own relatives and sit on that cold dragon chair? Jiang Qiangzhen told you that if this is the protection in your mouth, then I really hope that the person who died back then is me. ”
"You set a trap with your own hands, whether it is wronged or false, conspiracy or poisonous scheme, to dismantle and eradicate my brothers one by one, and finally let me face my father's disappointed and sad but helpless eyes alone, you have made me a person who does not even let go of my siblings for power, and you have made me a cold-blooded and ruthless person in the eyes of my father; You've done me so bad, do you want me to thank you? ”
Jiang never knew that in the heart of Emperor Showa, he thought of himself like this.
She thought that he liked this position, after all, only when he became the Son of Heaven and the first person of this Great Wei could he have supreme power, control the power of life and death of others, and become the master of the world; This is what many men dream of, and she has gone to great lengths to get it for him, and what she gets is not his gratitude and joy, but anger and resentment.
It turned out that he had long known what she had done back then, he hated her, and it was she who made him a loner, so he ruthlessly left her in the harem for 20 years, and also made her a loner?
For a while, Jiang had an indescribable feeling in his heart, a disappointment, and a deep heartache that could not be ignored.
"It's the concubine who overestimated you, it turns out that you are such a man who can't support the wall, Zhao Qi, I really misjudged you."
Seeing that Jiang Shi was disappointed in himself, Emperor Showa laughed faintly: "Do you know now that you are wrong?" Back then, my father had always been married to you and me, which was the most wrong thing he did in his life, and I, obeying my father's will to marry you is also the most irreparable mistake I have made in my life. ”
"Jiang Qiang, I have never been able to give you what you want, and what you have brought to me is something that I cannot accept in my life; If the only time in my life that I am grateful that I am an emperor is the emperor, then the only time I met Concubine Yang. If I were not the Son of Heaven, I might not have been able to save her from that miserable fate, and that was the first time I was glad that I was the lord of the world, and that I could rely on the power in my hands to save the people I loved. However, you have destroyed with your own hands the only beautiful and only thought I have in this world. Jiang Qiang, didn't you ask me if I felt guilty about you in this life? Now I can tell you directly that I have never felt guilty about you, but that you are in the situation you are in today are all self-inflicted. ”
The sentence of 'self-seeking' can be regarded as completely crushing Jiang's.
Hearing him admit his admiration for that slut, and seeing his cold and merciless expression towards him, Jiang knew that he had finally gotten an answer from him.
"So, because you hate me, you don't even want to give Xuan'er a chance, you have been deceiving everyone, making everyone think that your favorite prince is Xuan'er, in fact, your favorite son is the child born for you by that slut, isn't it?"
Looking at the slutty Jiang family, Emperor Showa tightened his eyebrows, and looked at her with fire jumping in his eyes: "My nine sons all cherish and love me equally, why do you say that I don't love Xuan'er?" ”
Jiang laughed twice: "If you love him, why don't you make him the crown prince for a long time?" If you really like him, how can you suppress that scumbag while still asking the Marquis of Jingbei to lead troops to save him? Zhao Qi, you say that I am insidious and cunning, how can you not use all your means. ”
Looking at the crazy Jiang family, Emperor Showa took a few steps closer to her for the first time in twenty years, his eyes were pressing, and he looked down on this crazy woman condescendingly.
"Lixuan'er is the crown prince? Jiang Qiang, do you think I will let Xuan'er become the second me after seeing your ambition? Or do you think what you have done to make me happy over the years, and I will happily be willing to let you be the queen mother of Da Wei? Jiang Qiang, don't make a mistake, from the beginning I didn't look at Xuan'er unpleasantly, and there was only one person who I didn't like from beginning to end, and that was you! ”