Chapter 146: The Decision of the Heart

Chu Xingyue subconsciously thought of Zhao Xuan.

Bright eyes suddenly swept lightly across Zhao Ling's face, and Chu Xingyue carefully hid her slightly fluctuating heart, "I didn't do anything, I just packed some things in the mansion so that I could take them with me when I went to Jeju." ”

Zhao Ling was already looking at Chu Xingyue with a faint smile, but the hand that was gently hugging her shoulder tightened slightly, "Just staying in the mansion?" ”

"yes." Chu Xingyue looked at Zhao Ling intently.

Looking at the delicate and bright eyebrows in his arms, God knows what kind of frenzy has risen in the depths of Zhao Ling's heart at this moment.

All the excuses, all the reasons for her, became a joke when looking into her bright eyes.

In the past, was she deceiving herself with such open eyes?

And he was stupidly deceived by him, self-righteously thinking that what he got was a sincere heart, but what he didn't expect to get was one hypocritical lie after another.

Today, if she hadn't learned her whereabouts from the Dark Guard in advance, would she continue to deceive herself?

And what about him? Will you continue to be deceived by her, and be played with like a toy by her?!

Thinking of this, Zhao Ling's gaze at Chu Xingyue became more and more gentle, and in the end, he even stretched out his hand to gently caress the skin on the side of her delicate face, and his slender fingers moved down the delicate skin under his fingers little by little, and finally fell to her slender neck.

Looking at the delicate neck of his hand, he hardly needed much force to break it; However, when this thought arose, it was hindered by the reluctance that he gave birth to from the depths of his heart.

Yes, he was reluctant to hurt her.

Even if he knew that she saw Zhao Xuan behind his back and knew that she was deceiving herself, he was still reluctant to hurt her.

He knew deeply how important the woman in front of him was to him, he liked her, and he liked her so much that he almost forgot Luo Yao because of her; But what about her? But his feelings are so cheap.

A sarcastic smile appeared on the corner of Zhao Ling's mouth, and his eyes looked at Chu Xingyue's stunning face without blinking.

And Chu Xingyue gradually sensed that something was wrong with Zhao Ling, stretched out her hand and shook it in front of his eyes, seeing his eyelids blink slightly with the shaking of his fingers, and then asked, "What's wrong with you?" Why just stare at me and not speak? ”

All the words blocked Zhao Ling's throat, so that he couldn't say it at will.

At this moment, he used almost all his reason to control his emotions, because he was afraid that the beast he hid in his heart would break free of the iron rope and do something to hurt her.

Chu Xingyue saw that Zhao Ling was just looking at her silently, and didn't think about anything else, thinking that he was about to leave Beijing, and was nervous.

Therefore, she immediately burst into a bright smile on her face, stretched out her smooth and delicate arm like a lotus root, hooked his neck ambiguously, and said, "I have something to tell you." ”

Zhao Ling followed her words and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"Today, Master Wuchen of Yongquan Temple came, and when he heard that Jeju was hit by the disaster, he came to the temple with 10,000 loads of grain, and wanted to follow us to Jeju for disaster relief."

Chu Xingyue's words successfully attracted Zhao Ling's attention, only to see him frowning slightly, looking at her silently, but the disagreement on his face had already been revealed.

Chu Xingyue persuaded softly, "I know that you are very wary of this dustless master now, but judging from the current situation, this dustless master has never done anything to hurt others in the years of Great Wei, except for the mystery of his identity, perhaps, he has no bad intentions?" ”

"Besides, now that Jeju has been hit by the disaster, hundreds of people are miserable, although you brought food to the disaster relief, but food is such a thing as a meal and one less meal, at this time, someone stood up and generously donated 10,000 quintals of grain, this is good news for us, isn't it? In that case, why don't we accept it? ”

Zhao Ling expounded his opinion, "But it's not anyone's things that this king will collect, Wuchen's identity is a mystery, this king doesn't dare to rashly keep him by his side before investigating him clearly, and he can't accept his things at will." ”

Chu Xingyue said, "But my thoughts are the opposite of yours. ”

Chu Xingyue withdrew from Zhao Ling's arms and said as she paced slowly in front of him, "In my opinion, staring at people who are suspicious under your nose will have the effect of getting twice the result with half the effort. Today, Wuchen took the initiative to come and give food and ask to go together, don't you wonder what his real purpose is? Anyway, it wouldn't be inconvenient for us to have him around, so why don't we take him along and see what he's planning? ”

Zhao Ling was slightly moved by Chu Xingyue's words, "Is it really as simple as asking to go to Jeju together?" ”

"It's really just that, if you don't believe it, tomorrow he comes, you can ask him again."

Zhao Ling's eyes were obviously puzzled, "It's just that why did he come to you to talk about this, but he didn't come directly to this king?" ”

Chu Xingyue was immediately stimulated by the doubt in his eyes, and immediately stared at him with wide eyes like a rabbit that had been electrocuted, "Zhao Ling, what are you thinking?" I will not allow you to suspect me like a psycho. ”

Seeing that Chu Xingyue was in a hurry, Zhao Ling hurriedly walked up and hugged her again, and comforted her in a warm voice, "It's the king who is wrong, this king has encountered too many things recently, and it is inevitable that there will be some cups and snakes, don't be angry." ”

Chu Xingyue still patted his arm lightly with annoyance, and said in an indignant tone, "After knowing that you are going to Jeju, I have thought about almost everything for your sake, and the efforts and sacrifices I have made are something you would never have imagined. ”

Speaking of this, Chu Xingyue grabbed Zhao Ling's collar and pulled him closer.

"Zhao Ling, every day I am with you, I ask myself if I am worthy of you, so if you dare to doubt me and hurt me, I will never forgive you in my life."

Zhao Ling looked at the delicate person in front of him, and looked at her puffing expression, but he couldn't help but sneer in his heart.

Is it really worthy of him?

If you are really worthy of him, why did you secretly go to see Zhao Xuan behind his back, and even hide everything from him so far?

Zhao Ling suppressed the desire to ask, with a handsome smile on his face, "This king knows, everything has worked hard for you." ”

Chu Xingyue didn't notice his weirdness, she believed what he said when she heard him, and when she saw that he apologized to herself, she didn't dig deeper, shaking his arm and asking, "Do you agree to let Wuchen follow us?" ”

Looking at her delicate appearance, Zhao Ling agreed to her, "As you said, instead of letting him do things where he can't see, it's better to put him under his nose and see what tricks he wants to play." ”

Chu Xingyue thought of the wisp of incense soul in the Zhigui Forest, and suddenly became very curious about Zhao Ling's biological mother, and couldn't help but speak to him, "What is your impression of your mother?" ”

Zhao Ling was stunned, obviously not expecting her to be curious about her mother.

After hesitating for a moment, he hugged her lightly and spoke slowly, "This king lost her biological mother when she was young, and was raised by an old mother since she was a child. If it weren't for the existence of this king, I'm afraid no one in this world would have been able to remember her; There are already many women in the harem, and there are countless women like her, many people will come quietly in time, and disappear quietly, so now, when someone mentions her mother, she just says that she is the biological mother of this king and Concubine Yang. ”

Chu Xingyue listened to Zhao Ling's bland introduction in his tone, but she didn't think so in her heart.

After a criminal minister, he can attract the attention of the king of a country, give her to get rid of slavery, become a concubine, and even give birth to a prince.

And these are not the most legendary, what is really legendary is that she was able to make the prince of his country crazy for her, give up the throne at his fingertips, and willingly become a monk, and cut off the red dust from then on; Even after decades, I will never forget her.

How can such a woman be mediocre?

Moreover, she had always been suspicious of Emperor Showa's attitude towards Zhao Ling, and always felt that many of the old emperor's behaviors towards his son were very questionable.

Seeing Chu Xingyue's thoughtful look, Zhao Ling asked her, "What's wrong?" Why are you suddenly interested in the king's biological mother? ”

Chu Xingyue knew that Zhao Ling was a clever person, and if she wanted to deal with him, she would never be able to find a reason casually; So, as soon as my mind turned, an excuse came to mind.

"I've only heard you mention your mother once, so I'm inevitably a little curious about her, so I asked casually."

Hearing Chu Xingyue's answer, Zhao Ling naturally didn't believe it.

However, he did not reveal his suspicion in the slightest, but continued to look at Chu Xingyue with affection, and rested after having dinner with her.

The red silk tent is warm, and the beauty is in the arms.

Zhao Ling slowly opened his eyes after Chu Xingyue fell asleep in his arms, they were a pair of extremely cold and quiet eyes, even if they were soft in his arms at the moment, it seemed that he could no longer make his heart ripple.

He had already figured it out, for Chu Xingyue, he couldn't let go anymore.

However, in the face of the relationship between her and Zhao Xuan, he also hated it very much.

But he knew that she had always had great ideas, and if he picked things out on the surface, he might arouse her disgust, but would make her leave his side faster, and the only way was to find a way to tie her to his side forever.

If she wanted to fly, then he would break her wings, and if she wanted to run, then he would break her legs.

He wants him to be her only support, even if it is a disguised captivity, but he also wants her to be his own person completely. He knew that he was a very greedy person, and not only wanted to get her body, but also her heart, but also firmly occupied it.

Zhao Ling's hand on Chu Xingyue's shoulder gradually tightened, and Chu Xingyue, who was asleep, seemed to be affected by his strength, and muttered a few times in his arms uncomfortably.

Hearing her voice, Zhao Ling let go of his fingers.

His heavy eyes fell on her quiet sleeping face, and after a long time, he whispered, "Even if you will blame this king in the future, this king will never let you go with Zhao Xuan." ”