At night, only Su Lan was left in the house to accompany Qin Yan, Huifang rushed over, and as soon as she entered the house, she clapped her hands and said quickly: "There are still such good things in the world, I can't ask for it, why are I crying?" ”

Su Lan smiled bitterly: "Okay what? Looking at what Young Master Run meant, he didn't plan to contain Qin Yan. This is not a place to stay, what will happen in the future? You can't go back to your old business, right? ”

Hui Fang smiled: "This is also excellent. I only hate that we gave birth to this lowly life, and there is no blessing of Qin Yan. Why don't I want to change careers in the past two years? But there is nothing to change, we are between the officials and the officials, and we will not do anything but this. The woman's family is nothing more than trading, and she is not in the business, and in Jinling, even if she changes the pedestrian, she knows each other, and she must leave Beijing to go to a place where no one knows. Are you willing to sing and accompany the guests? It's just that you can't jump out of it, even if you earn 10,000 taels of silver a year and become a monopoly, what is it? I can't live without the word "lowly prostitute", and I am determined to leave. ”

Su Lan said: "My heart is the same as yours, alas! Often the heavens do not follow people's wishes. ”

Qin Yan listened to the heartfelt talk of her good sisters, and felt much better, after all, how lucky she was compared to them? It's almost impossible to have a clean reputation after doing this business, so the unbearable rumors outside are just like that, and it's probably worse than that.

Talking about it, Qin Yan stopped crying, and Su Lan and Hui Fang also relieved a lot of depression.

Su Lan said: "It is inconvenient for Qin Yan to live here, (why send someone under the fence again?) It's more inconvenient to go to our place, so let's rent a house outside the city, so that we can recuperate for a while, and wait for us to think of a perfect plan to leave this sad place. ”

I didn't want to be early the next morning, Xu Run and a group of friends all came, under the banner of visiting Qin Yan, in fact, they wanted to take the opportunity to meet the big beauty.

Xu Run couldn't refuse, so he came in with a group of people. From a distance, I saw Qin Yan wearing a half-worn moon-white dress, a pair of red embroidered shoes on her feet, leaning on a begonia, facing a Taihu Lake stone, contemplating there.

The scholar who led the way coughed, Qin Yan turned his head to see that it was Xu Run and others. Because of last night's enlightenment, he was no longer sad, and took the initiative to greet him with a smile, and said softly: "It's just in time." These flowers are very beautiful today. ”

The eyes of the four or five scholars lit up, and they secretly deserved to be the rumored beauties, and watched with envy Xu Run and the beautiful woman walking side by side in front.

Listening to the sound of the piano, the voice was crisp and pleasant, and said: "People say that begonias are colored and have no fragrance, don't you smell the aroma?" I think it's more fragrant than other flowers. ”

The men immediately sniffed everywhere, but unfortunately they didn't smell any begonias, only other flowers.

Xu Run said with a smile: "I already occupy the national color, why bother to occupy the national fragrance?" This aroma is probably the scent of lilacs over there. In fact, the fragrance of begonias is another kind of fragrance, which is hidden in the skin of flowers. Qingyì refuses to spit it out, and must be stared at the flowers for a long time before her fragrance will faintly come out, not everyone can smell it. You don't believe it. Smell the hanging branch carefully, and keep the aroma that is not the kind of Fang Cai. ”

"Really?" Qin Yan went up the stone steps as she said, looked at the hanging begonia flowers for a while, and smelled them for a while. Nodding and smiling, "Sure enough!" You're such an attentive person. This fragrance is the same color as the flower, saying that she is not fragrant but really fragrant, and saying that she is not fragrant is not like other flowers. I really saw the fragrance of begonias. ”

Xu Run said with a smile: "This so-called heart fragrance is sincerity. ”

Several men saw that they were heart-to-heart, and stood in the distance with interest, but they didn't know that the pair of former lovers were saying things that seemed to be affectionate but were actually ruthless.

It's not right to say ruthless, but a kind of freedom that transcends love. Xu Run was out of respect and didn't want to be a concubine because he asked himself if he could overcome all difficulties, resist his parents' orders, and be jealous of his fiancée's mother's family. And Qin Yan didn't want to embarrass him, now that he has truly regained his free body, why should he re-enter the wealthy family and throw himself into the net?

Xu Run said: "When you leave the Xu Mansion, you are unrestrained, and all the depression can be eliminated." In this garden, you can play all year round, and there is a group that comes and goes when you make friends, which is better than in Qiushuitang. ”

In the end, Xu Run still expressed his selfishness and wanted to keep people by his side. Qin Yan didn't blame him, and said with a smile: "Hmm! Speaking of being in Qiushuitang, the first bad thing is that I am singing, and my heart is like going to the Dharma field and dying. But as soon as I got on stage, I had other thoughts in my heart, not as me, but as another person, let others see and laugh, and had nothing to do with me, and sang with all my attention. When I got off the stage, I showed my true colors again and felt ashamed.

Alas! I still remember that Master asked me to accompany me to drink, and it was like a thorn in my back. Looking at her very naturally, talking and laughing, the master asked me to learn from them, but I couldn't learn anything, my body was stiff and didn't obey the call, I knew that I had to do this job, and I didn't understand why.

Later, I was going to Xu's Mansion, thinking that I didn't know how I would suffer. When I went in, I realized that it was really a paradise, but my heart was always restless, even if everyone was good to me, I knew that I was a good girl, a plaything for people to be happy. ”

Xu Run listened to these long words quietly, her face gradually darkened, and smart people didn't need to say it clearly, they already knew that this was her last breakup.

"What else do you have to say about me? Love is exhausted, and death can't be repaid. Speaking of this, Qin Yan slowly turned around and stared at Xu Run, like a colored and unscented begonia, "Thank you for letting me settle here, but my heart is really not at peace." Once upon a time in the fire pit, I was bent on dying early, and I never imagined that I would come out one day. Now that I have come out, my heart is more troubled than before.

play, I decided not to sing, and the maid didn't do it anymore. But what can be done? Everyone is so kind to me, but I have caused you all the trouble, crying and crying all day long, no wonder everyone says that I am not satisfied. ”

Saying that, he walked over, held each other's hands with both hands, and Qin Yan said: "I'm really confused now, it's not a calculation on the way to death." I have never said this to anyone, but you know my heart, and I am willing to tell you. I want everyone to have a home in this world, I am willing to support my younger brothers and sisters by myself, but I can't think of any way, how can you teach me to open my heart? ”

Xu Run felt melancholy in his heart, and nodded again and again: "You are right." I have an idea, a woman has to find a man to rely on no matter what, after all, you can't compare to those female students who are learning new studies, but I am afraid that you will not meet such a good person. At this moment, you are in Jinling, everyone knows your origin, if you go to another place, who will know, isn't it the same as ordinary people? But to whom do I entrust you? ”

Qin Yan was stunned, I didn't expect him to think so? I couldn't help asking, "Do you want me to leave Beijing so much?" ”

"Where would I like to?" Xu Run smiled bitterly: "I don't want to stay with you for a long time, share joys and sorrows." I only hate that I am powerless, and like a waster, I have to take care of my father from time to time, and if he is released from the old man, he will take me out, but fortunately I did not get to this step. Besides, I'm going to get married soon, and my cousin and her family don't rub sand in their eyes, I'm afraid I'll delay you for the rest of your life. ”

Qin Yan hurriedly said: "Don't say this, I know your heart." I hope that you will be admitted to the doctoral degree this year, or the high school jinshi next year, and you will have a fame, and you will no longer have to look at people's faces everywhere in life. ”

"How can it be so simple?" Xu Run sighed, "I really want to pass the Jinshi exam, go outside to be a petty official, and take you with me, I will be satisfied." ”

Both of them know that this is an extravagant hope, and if they can pass the imperial examination casually, it is not called the imperial examination. If you can't win this time, you have to wait for another three years, and after four years of delay, a woman is alone outside begging for a living, which is undoubtedly almost cut off from the door to Xu's house.

At this time, Xu Zhu came over and said, "Today's two of you are really talking about heartfelt songs. ”

Xu Run smiled bitterly: "It's to talk about hardships." ”

"What's going on?" After listening to the original story, Xu Zhu smiled and said: "What's so difficult about this, I have a new person, surnamed Wang." This old king sells books, and he pesters me all day long, which is not annoying, but he is more focused on making money. I went to buy him a complete collection of ancient books to see his boasting skills. ”

Fu Ping is a kind of divination method of Taoism, also known as Fu Ji, lifting Ji, Fu Luan, waving Luan, lowering the pen, inviting immortals, Bu Zigu, erecting and so on.

In Fuping, there is a need for someone to play the role of being possessed by a deity, and this kind of person is called Luansheng or Lingbo. The gods will possess Luan Sheng and write some handwriting to convey the thoughts of the gods. In this way, Taoist believers communicate with the gods in order to understand the instructions of the gods.

"Really?" Xu Run's face was happy, and he had the meaning of rushing to the doctor for an emergency.

Xu Zhu said: "He said that the year before last in Yueyang Tower, he met a Taoist priest to teach. It is said to be very effective, not a lie. ”

Xu Run asked, "When will you come?" ”

Xu Zhu glanced at the expressionless Qin Yan and said with a smile: "It's okay tomorrow, and the celebrities and Jinpu are invited to come, let's have a fairy relationship." ”

Xu Run smiled: "That's good, I hope the gods will give us the truth." ”

"Then I'll take my leave." Qin Yan said lightly and turned to leave.

Xu Zhu said with some disappointment: "Why did you go?" Everyone talks about it, what do you rely on to support yourself like this? Do you really dare to take money to support her every month? Aren't you afraid to hire some girls and mothers-in-law to serve and spread the word among the people? Or go in and be a girl? ”

"I don't know." Xu Run looked very distressed, the matter between him and Qin Yan would spread sooner or later, so it was not appropriate to stay, and it was not safe to let her out. As for what to be a maid, didn't you see what Qin Yan just said?

"Trouble, this is the end of the relationship." Xu Zhu gloated over it.

"Don't talk about it." Xu Run frowned, "Let's go over and have a drink." ”

That night, Xu Run told his mother that he wanted to see Fu Ping and ask about his future, and Mrs. Xu would not stop this kind of thing.

Xu Run specially sent someone to invite Xu Yu, and when Xu Yu inquired after returning home, he knew that Qin Yan was wrong, and took the initiative to verbally warn his younger brother, so Xu Xuan did not continue to have a seizure.

However, since Qin Yan chose to leave, Xu Yu thinks that everyone will no longer be relevant in the future, just because he has been hit continuously recently, and the left and right have married one after another, and his mood will inevitably become extreme.

The so-called you want to go, I won't stay, it's best for everyone to die and not see the childish mentality. (To be continued......) R1292