Chapter 848: I'm Afraid of Death
Seeing Qu Xuan's aging and haggard appearance, Su Yang couldn't help but feel a little sentimental: Love, it is really a devil who harms people. Whether you get along well or badly, it will make people look no different...
Su Yang still remembered that a few months ago, Qu Xuan's sunny and cheerful appearance was like the most handsome sun in summer, which made him a little envious and jealous of his handsomeness, but now look at him...
Ay.
Iniquity.
Seeing Su Yang come back, Pan Zhaodi took the initiative to say hello, then stood aside and stopped talking.
Qu Xuan, on the other hand, looked at Su Yang with a little complication, and took the initiative to greet him, "President." ”
After experiencing so many things in the past two years, Su Yang has already matured a lot. Especially since he just finished the executive meeting today, he has the breath of a superior on his body.
So he nodded lightly and said calmly, "It's good to come." ”
After Su Yang and Qu Xuan finished greeting each other, his gaze fell on Xue Ya, who was standing beside Qu Xuan.
Seeing Su Yang looking at him, Xue Ya also said hello weakly, "Senior." ”
Seeing the girl's haggard appearance, Su Yang sighed in his heart, then nodded again, and said gently, "I'm more homely, and I usually stay on the third floor." You and Qu Xuan are just a little casual on the second and first floors. ”
"When the weather is nice, you two can come out and soak up the sun and take a walk on the lawn. Three meals a day are served on the first floor, so you can just come and eat. If there is anything you need to buy, just tell Sister Pan directly. ”
"Sister Pan is my secretary, and she is all her own person. You are a patient now, don't be afraid to trouble her. ”
"If you want to go out on a date, relax, or watch a movie, you can also talk to Sister Pan, and Sister Pan can drive you over."
Hearing Su Yang's thoughtful arrangement, Xue Ya showed a grateful smile, and then thanked weakly, "Thank you, senior." I'm sorry for the trouble. ”
Su Yang shook his head, "It's okay." ”
After speaking, he looked at Pan Zhaodi, and then commanded, "Sister Pan." You can take Xue Ya to see their room first. I'll talk to Qu Xuan about something. ”
Pan Zhaodi nodded coldly, and then stepped forward to support Xue Ya.
Xue Ya looked at Qu Xuan, Qu Xuan gave her a reassuring expression, and she followed Sister Pan to leave.
After she left, Su Yang said to Qu Xuan, "She depends on you a lot." ”
Qu Xuan smiled, rarely revealing a trace of his previous shameless temperament, "Of course." There is no girl who can't be impressed by me. ”
It's a pity that his familiar words, coupled with his bearded uncle's appearance, really don't have the temperament of a playboy at all, but like a middle-aged man who has been a duck for many years and then has been hurt...
Su Yang patted him on the shoulder with some sympathy, and then said, "Come with me." ”
With that, Su Yang took Qu Xuan to the third floor of the villa, his study.
When he came to the study, Su Yang sat behind the chair, then pointed to the chair in front of him, and said, "Sit down." Is there anything you'd like to drink? ”
Qu Xuan said, "Coffee bar." I've been using it lately for a pick-me-up. ”
Su Yang looked at it and said, "No." ”
Qu Xuan, "Then what do you have here?" ”
Su Yang looked at his wine cabinet again and found that because he wasn't often outside, he didn't prepare anything, so he said, "It seems that there is only mineral water." You drink mineral water. ”
As he spoke, Su Yang turned on the water dispenser, took a glass of mineral water, and handed it to Qu Xuan.
Qu Xuan: ...
If it was Qu Xuan in the past, most of them would ask now, "Since there is none, then what are you asking!" But now Qu Xuan didn't care about these things for a long time, so he took the cup indifferently and took a sip.
After drinking, he also commented, "It's a little cold." ”
Su Yang smiled, "I'll heat you up a little next time." ”
Qu Xuan said, "Thank you." ”
Su Yang looked at him, then sat down in his chair, and then said with emotion, "You are really a lot more mature now." ”
Qu Xuan didn't deny it, "If I haven't matured after so many things, then I don't think I'll be mature for the rest of my life." ”
Su Yang nodded.
Qu Xuan's experience in the past six months is indeed magical.
Qu Xuan drank the water, looked at the study, and then asked, "President." You said on the phone before, you can save Xiaoya, right? ”
Hearing this topic, Su Yang hesitated for a moment, and then said, "It used to be. But it can't be done now. ”
Qu Xuan frowned deeply and asked, "Then if I told you about Xiaoya a few months ago, can you save her?" ”
Su Yang understood what Qu Xuan meant, and he shook his head, "I also encountered an emergency, so I used it." If you count according to the time, it should be before you learn about Xue Ya's condition. So..."
Qu Xuan asked curiously, "Do you know when I found out about Xue Ya's condition?" ”
Su Yang didn't speak, with a smile on his face.
Qu Xuan didn't ask. He knew that Su Yang should have found it a long time ago.
Su Yang added, "I have to at least understand the situation you encounter before I borrow money from you." ”
Qu Xuan understood.
There was silence in the room.
After a moment, Qu Xuan took a sip of water and asked again, "President." What did you mean when you said that even if you can't save us, you can keep us together forever? ”
Su Yang's fingers tapped lightly on the table, once, twice, three times, he hesitated for a moment, and finally said, "You'll know later." ”
"If you believe me, don't ask."
Qu Xuan looked at Su Yang. I just looked at it for a while, and finally nodded seriously.
Seeing Qu Xuan nodding, Su Yang also said the purpose of calling Qu Xuan this time, "In the evening, I will ask the doctor to come to Xue Ya to take a look at the condition, and then you will also prepare the medical records and the report of the examination in the hospital." ”
Qu Xuan nodded.
Maybe because Xue Ya's illness really changed Qu Xuan a lot, so the two of them who couldn't stop talking as long as they were together seemed to have nothing to talk about this time.
Every time he chatted before, Su Yang felt that Qu Xuan was a little noisy and wanted to end it early, but this time the two were silent seven or eight times in the ten-minute chat, which made the atmosphere a little embarrassing.
In the end, Su Yang felt that it was not interesting to talk like this any longer, so he took the initiative to end the chat.
Qu Xuan politely thanked Su Yang, then got up and left the study, and went to the lawn downstairs to find Xue Ya.
Su Yang looked at his slightly rickety back, and sighed again in his heart.
Illness can sometimes really take down a person, and it's not just the sick...
In the evening, Sanque came to the villa, and then turned into a doctor and personally checked Xue Ya's condition.
With special abilities, coupled with a series of examination reports, medical records, etc. given by Qu Xuan, Sanque has a comprehensive understanding of Xue Ya's condition.
After the inspection was completed, Su Yang returned to the virtual space, recruited Sanqiao again, and inquired about the situation.
Sanque had a serious face throughout the whole process, and his expression was also dignified, obviously Xue Ya's condition was not optimistic.
And that's exactly what happened. Under the examination of the three deficiencies, it found that Xue Ya's most critical problem now is not cancer, but the problem of physical deficit. According to its examination, Xue Ya now has dead cells in her body, and there is a severe lack of protein. This is due to radiotherapy and chemotherapy.
Other words... The treatment that Qu Xuan said shortened Xue Ya's lifespan was actually true.
The cancer cells in Xue Ya's body are actually much less now, but because of the spread, there are all over the body, and it is too difficult to get rid of them with modern medical methods.
In particular, Xue Ya's cancer does not have a corresponding targeted drug, which is even more difficult.
After listening to Sanque's explanation, Su Yang had a general understanding of Xue Ya's condition, and he asked, "Then if you want to save her, how many ginseng mustaches do you need?" ”
Sanque closed his eyes and pondered for a while, then said, "She has two big problems now. One is cancer cells, and the other is a deficit in the body. So even if you eat me, it's not enough. ”
Su Yang was silent.
In fact, even if the three shortages worked, Su Yang would not do such a life-for-life thing. But now even one of the "three shortages" can't be saved, which shows the seriousness of Xue Ya's situation.
And now in Su Yang's hands, the only thing that can be stronger than the "one whole three deficiencies" treatment ability is [vegetative photosynthesis].
Su Yang calculated the time, and according to the cooldown time of [Vegetative Photosynthesis], there are seven more months, and it should be able to be used again.
As long as she has this ability, Xue Ya's illness will definitely be cured, after all, half of her body is gone, like a sea snake, this ability can be cured, and Xue Ya's situation is not estimated to be a big problem.
So he asked, "If you give her ginseng regularly, will she be able to last until the end of the year?" ”
Sanque thought for a while and slowly shook his head, "It's not very likely." Almost 0. ”
Speaking of this, Sanque pondered for a moment and gave an ultimatum, "10 days." She will only live for 10 days at most. ”
Su Yang was taken aback.
Sanque explained, "For a patient with this condition, the doctor's consent to discharge from the hospital is actually equivalent to telling her that this is the last time. ”
Su yang:...
Su Yang rubbed his temples and had a slight headache. He felt that maybe he really had to make a final plan...
...
Meanwhile. On the second floor of Su Yang's new villa, Xue Ya and Qu Xuan were lying on the bed, hugging each other, chatting softly.
Xue Ya buried her head in Qu Xuan's arms and said weakly, "Xuan." I'm a little scared..."
Qu Xuan hugged her thin body, and then asked softly, "What are you afraid of?" ”
A tear oozed from the corner of Xue Ya's eye, "I'm afraid of death." I don't want to die..."
Hearing this topic, Qu Xuan was silent for a while.
Die...
Who is not afraid of death.
When you think that you will stop thinking, everything in this world will have nothing to do with you, you will not be able to feel, you will not be able to see, you will not be able to hear anything... Who isn't afraid?
Especially when I think that I can't even think, I can't even realize "consciousness", that's simply the most frightening thing in this world.
But in the face of his loved one, Qu Xuan couldn't go on, he smiled, and then said with relief, "Don't worry." You're not going to die. The president will heal you. ”
Hearing Qu Xuan's words, Xue Ya was silent for a while, and then said, "Actually, we all know that I'm hopeless, aren't I?" ”
"From the more distressed expressions on your and Xiaoying's faces every time we see me, I know that my body has deteriorated very badly."
"And I can feel it, too. My body was weakening day by day, and every night I was in a cold sweat and couldn't sleep. ”
"At first, I just took one painkiller, but now it's not easy to take three pills, and the nurse has to give me painkiller injections every night."
"Now... But even painkillers don't work. ”
Speaking of this, Xue Ya's two lines of tears flowed down her cheeks silently, "I'm really in pain now." I fall asleep at one or two o'clock every day, and I wake up at three or four o'clock. After waking up from the pain, in order not to wake you up, I went to the toilet, hugged myself and endured the pain, crying in a low voice. ”
"I feel like I'm really going to be done."
"Maybe a month, maybe a week or two, maybe the day after tomorrow. That's it. ”
"I'm so scared..."
"I really don't want to die..."
"But it really hurts."
Qu Xuan hugged Xue Ya, his body trembled slightly, and tears flowed silently. He didn't know what to say, he knew Xue Ya's pain, and he felt sorry for Xue Ya's pain, but he really didn't know what to do...
Why are people so powerless in the face of disease?
Xue Ya cried and continued, "You said that the senior can save me." To tell you the truth, I don't believe it. I understand my physical condition, and no one can save me now. ”
"He's done a lot of miracles, but I really can't cure it."
Qu Xuan tried his best to keep his voice steady, and he said, "The president said to believe him. Even if he can't save you, there is a way for you to be with me forever. ”
Xue Ya cried and shook her head, "Does he want to send you down to accompany me?" ”
Qu Xuan: ...
In fact, when Su Yang said this before, Qu Xuan's first reaction was also this. But he believed that Su Yang could not be this idea. Su Yang is not a pervert, he is bored and catches a couple and kills him, and makes a husband and wife lung film...
So he felt that Su Yang must have researched something special, so he said so.
Xue Ya sighed and said, "Actually, I'm quite grateful to my seniors. Now the two of us, except for Xiaoying, don't even have any family and friends, and the money is spent in the treatment of the disease. ”
"We said we were discharged from the hospital to enjoy the life of two, but in fact, we didn't even have a place to go. I'm like this now, and the hotel probably won't let me stay, for fear that I'll be unlucky. If they accidentally die from them, they won't be able to do business. ”
"So the senior is willing to take us over, and he is really a good person."
"I feel like he saw this, so he pretended to treat me."
After listening to Xue Ya's analysis, Qu Xuan was silent for a while, although he didn't want to believe it, he inexplicably felt that this might be the most reasonable explanation...
After all, compared to curing cancer, giving Xue Ya a new life. Maybe it would be more realistic to take in the two of them and let Xue Ya leave this world with dignity...
Qu Xuan nodded, "What you said makes sense. ”
Xue Ya smiled, and there was a hint of blood on her pale face, "The senior's kindness is kindness." But we can't hurt him. When I feel like I'm running out, let's get out of here. ”
"Such a big house, if someone dies, it won't be worth much..."