Dzerzhinsky's feelings for Li Xiaofeng are very complicated, and from the day they first met in Peter and Paul prison, someone has been constantly working miracles. Every time Dzerzhinsky thought someone was running out of skill, he always opened the situation in a way that broke the mold, as was the case with the uprising in Peter and Paul's prison, and the inciting of workers to besiege Kamenev, as was his confrontation with Zinoviev a few days earlier.

Dzerzhinsky was amazed at someone's creativity, he had never seen such a peculiar person, seemingly young, but full of opinions, and after making up his mind, he was fearless and indomitable, even if everyone in the world was against him, he would stick to the end. Such a character is usually only possessed by politicians who have been tempered a lot, and now it is amazing that it has appeared in a hairy boy.

But after the amazement, Dzerzhinsky was not entirely favored by a certain immortal, and he sighed very much about someone's means of doing things, in order to achieve the goal, conspiracy and conspiracy are all at will, and the last time in order to help Lenin fight Zinoviev, someone actually resorted to the means of framing him.

This made Dzerzhinsky very disdainful, yes, he did not believe that Zinoviev would be so slippery as to blackmail a hairy boy, even if this hairy boy was Lenin's confidant, it was not worth it. He was even more convinced that this was a certain immortal who had colluded with Lenin to trap Zinoviev. At least judging by the results, his guess is fully valid.

This is also an important reason why Dzerzhinsky, who has repeatedly denied the self-examination of a certain immortal. At this critical juncture. If someone is released. Dzerzhinsky was really worried about his destructive power!

But Dzerzhinsky didn't expect Li Xiaofeng to pick on him at all, this method is really too child's play and too unacceptable to be honest. If it weren't for the fact that Dzerzhinsky still had expectations for him, if it weren't for the contributions he had made to the revolution, then Dzerzhinsky really wanted to send off a certain immortal with a red card and let him go straight out.

Threaten me? Threatening the party? You look down on me Dzerzhinsky too much, and you look down on the Bolsheviks too much!

With the idea of saving his comrades, Dzerzhinsky felt that it was necessary for him to have a long talk with a certain immortal, even if his work was very intense, even if he did not like this kind of behavior of flies and dogs in the party, he would do his best.

Li Xiaofeng naturally didn't know what Dzerzhinsky meant. In fact, he didn't expect Dzerzhinsky to come to him at all, and to be honest, he was a little flattered.

"It's you, Comrade Felix. What are you doing here? ”

Dzerzhinsky walked in the door generously, looked at the furnishings in the apartment, and finally looked at the Oriental sisters, he frowned, and asked, "Who are they?" ”

Li Xiaofeng replied nonchalantly: "I rescued the Chinese living in Petrograd from the traffickers." ”

Li Xiaofeng's explanation was very simple, even very casual, as if Dzerzhinsky asked casually, and he answered casually, without taking it to heart at all. He didn't even think to explain it very clearly, he really felt that even if he slept with the sisters, it wouldn't be a big deal, not to mention that he didn't do anything.

"Watch your private life! Comrade Andrey! In terms of the relationship between men and women, Dzerzhinsky belongs to the more conservative type, a man and two women are crowded under one roof, he really thinks it is not too good, "It's better to send them back early, the impact is not good?" ”

Li Xiaofeng was immediately unhappy, what does it mean to have a bad impact? Brother didn't even move a finger from them, saying that it was the road that broke the sky and pulled out a knife to help. Not to mention giving my brother a best passerby award, why can't it be criticized, right? …,

So he immediately asked rhetorically, "What does it mean to have a bad impact?" Is it good to watch their sisters fall into the hands of human traffickers and be brutally ravaged and indifferent? Could it be that after saving them, it would be better to ignore them and let them live on the streets in a foreign country? Comrade Felix, as a Bolshevik. Is the spirit of internationalism still needed? Why don't you have a little love? ”

Dzerzhinsky was stunned, in fact, he just mentioned this matter casually. It's nothing more than an admonition from the elders to the juniors, where did he think of a lot of reasons for the uproar of a certain immortal and threw it out, but instead gave him a hat of internationalist indifference and lack of love. Well, Dzerzhinsky really wanted to say - why is this attitude so wrong with your boy? Is it necessary to choke on me like this?

Yes, from the moment he saw Dzerzhinsky, after the initial surprise, Li Xiaofeng instinctively sensed a sense of crisis, what kind of temper the man in the iron mask was, he knew too well, he estimated that Dzerzhinsky was here to find fault, based on this psychology, he was very sensitive, as long as Dzerzhinsky revealed a certain tendency, then he would immediately fight back!

However, there was more than one immortal who was in a more choked mood, and Suslov was more angry than him, so he directly ridiculed: "You are not lacking in love, but love is too overflowing!" ”

Li Xiaofeng originally looked at this little kid unpleasantly, but now even he dares to talk back to his brother, which is worth it, so a certain immortal immediately confirmed his idea just now - Dzerzhinsky This is a weasel to give a New Year's greeting to a chicken, it is estimated that the person who came is not good!

"What do you mean by that?" Li Xiaofeng instinctively turned on the defense mode and immediately launched a counterattack: "If there is anything to say in a bright and bright way, the villain who chews the root of his tongue behind the yin and yang weirdness, I will see one and clean up the other!" ”

Suslov was also a bachelor, and immediately said: "I am afraid that you will not be able to afford to lose that person...... Comrade Felix, I report Andrey. Petrovich with men and women, often with an inexplicable female secretary by his side, not to mention, and entanglement with several women! ”

Dzerzhinsky frowned, to be honest, he really didn't expect such a scene, he didn't want a certain immortal to make a series of scandals, and suddenly became serious: "Is this true?" Comrade Andrey! ”

The sense of crisis in Li Xiaofeng's heart became even greater. He felt that Dzerzhinsky was deliberately trying to find fault with him. So he immediately asked rhetorically: "Let's not mention that it is normal for me to have a few female comrades working together, I just want to know, when will the party organization still care about personal emotional issues?" Comrade Felix, don't you think you're being too lenient? ”

Dzerzhinsky didn't like the attitude of a certain immortal at all, he got angry and shouted: "I am asking you on behalf of the party organization, you had better answer clearly and positively, and don't go around in circles for me!" I don't eat this set! ”

"Then I'll answer you head-on!" Li Xiaofeng is not afraid, he even dares to stand up to Lenin when he is angry, let alone a Dzerzhinsky! "There is no provision in either the party constitution or the party program. I can't pursue lesbians! As for the personal feelings of party members, neither the party nor you are qualified to make irresponsible remarks! If you're this kind of arrogant and unreasonable attitude, then all I can say is ......"

Li Xiaofeng pointed to the door: "Please get out of my house immediately!" ”

Dzerzhinsky's face turned red and his heart pounded. It was as if he was about to jump out of his heart at any moment, but the only reason left told him that he had to be patient, that he had to figure things out no matter what, and that pulling out his legs would not solve anything.

"What kind of attitude do you have!" Before Dzerzhinsky could speak, Suslov was furious, he took two steps forward, glared at a certain immortal like an angry lion, and seemed to be planning to fight with a certain immortal. …,

"What is my attitude?" Li Xiaofeng said contemptuously, "For comrades who are dedicated to the revolution. Even if the opinion is not in my ears, I will not say anything. But for some villains who have no ability, like to catch the wind, gossip, and have no integrity, I don't need to be polite! ”

Suslov just wanted to fight back, but Li Xiaofeng preemptively said: "I don't like you since I first saw you in Stockholm!" It's nothing for a little comrade like you to be angry, but please think about it. Revolutionary work should pay attention to ways and methods, and what you don't like or don't agree with is not necessarily wrong! The development of the revolution is not transferred by your will, read a few more books, and don't be so narrow-minded in life! So extreme! You don't represent the truth! ”

Dzerzhinsky's heart suddenly moved. looked at Suslov, to this little comrade who can be strict with himself. He loves it very much, and looking at him is like seeing himself when he was younger. At that time, he was also like this, full of affection for the proletariat and full of hatred for the ugly deeds of the world.

This is also the reason why he wants Suslov to stay by his side, in a sense, he sees Suslov as his successor. Of course, this does not mean that Dzerzhinsky does not see the problems on Suslov. It is good to be passionate about the revolution and to be meticulous about it, but from the dialectical point of view, contradictions can change, and what is good at one moment can also turn into bad things in the next.

People who are strict with themselves have a characteristic, they can't look at things that don't conform to their moral values. Because people who are strict with themselves are easy to develop a moral cleanliness, they always like to use themselves as a benchmark when they look at the people and things around them. Anything you don't like, that's definitely problematic, that's wrong.

Over time, with the vicious development of this kind of moral cleanliness, people with this kind of cleanliness will have a very wrong concept - I am strict with myself, I am meticulous, and I am naturally right! Then those who oppose me, those who disagree with me, or those whom I am not used to, it is clear that they are evil and wrong. Naturally, such a person cannot listen to other opinions, and at the end of the day, he can only isolate himself from the people.

For a few years, Dzerzhinsky also suffered from this moral dysphoria, and during that time he lived a very miserable time, his work did not go well, his comrades drifted away from him, and for a time he was almost alone. It wasn't until he experienced a series of setbacks that he woke up to the fact that not everyone in the world is drunk and sober, and when comrades don't support you and don't like you, the problem is likely not to be someone else, but yourself.

With this understanding, Dzerzhinsky deeply reflected on himself and examined his past deeds, and since then, while being strict with himself, he has begun to learn to tolerate different opinions, and will no longer look at different things from personal preferences.

At this moment, he realized that Suslov, who was very similar to himself, had also walked into the same horns. From his point of view, he naturally wouldn't like Li Xiaofeng's behavior. In fact, Dzerzhinsky did not fully appreciate what a certain immortal did: unorganized, undisciplined, reckless, and bold. There is even a bit of petty bourgeoisie in life.

None of this was to the liking of Dzerzhinsky, who lived like a Puritans. In a way. Dzerzhinsky's eyes are people whose shortcomings and strengths are very distinct. If you look at an immortal with a simple black-and-white dichotomy between good and evil, then the conclusion drawn will be very outrageous. Unfortunately, Suslov looked at an immortal with such an eye, so in his eyes, the shortcomings of an immortal were infinitely magnified. …,

Now that he has discovered where the core of the problem is, Dzerzhinsky will certainly not let Suslov continue to collide head-on with Li Xiaofeng, out of love and protection of the two, he temporarily took Suslov, this little guy's ideological work function he took his time, and the problem of a certain immortal is already imminent and must be solved first.

"Comrade Andrey. You are a little older than Comrade Mikhail, and you are now a glorious Bolshevik, be a little more patient with your petty comrades outside the party! Dzerzhinsky said earnestly.

"Comrade Felix. Comrade Mikhail always liked to look at me with colored glasses, and his thoughts were simple tendons, completely dogmatic. His understanding of revolution is a simple dichotomy, a kind of essentialism that is completely out of touch with reality......"

Dzerzhinsky interrupted: "I already know his problem, but he is a little comrade after all, and your attitude is inappropriate!" ”

"Comrade Felix, you know my work, it is inevitable to come into contact with some big capitalists, I can't make them all Bolsheviks, right? In that case, whether it is to raise funds or buy some equipment that is urgently needed by the party. I can't do it! Li Xiaofeng immediately began to complain, "Revolutionary work always has to talk about ways and methods, right? Let's talk about flexibility, too? I believe that as long as it does not contradict this great principle that is conducive to revolution, the ways and methods can be adapted, and there is no need to be confined to books. ”

Speaking of this, Li Xiaofeng was bitter: "But Comrade Mikhail regards MARXISM as the Bible and the Ten Precepts. I don't have anything to say about him doing it himself, but he can't get in the way of normal work, right? Look at what he just said, saying that I the relationship between men and women? This is really a great grievance, can't there be normal work interactions between gay men and lesbians, and gay men and lesbians must wear gas masks when they meet? That's ridiculous, isn't it? ”

Later, Li Xiaofeng also added: "If Comrade Koluntai is made aware of Comrade Mikhail's remarks." I guess I'm going to find trouble with him, and to put it more seriously, he's discriminatory against women! ”

Li Xiaofeng babbled a lot, some Dzerzhinsky listened to it, and some did not think so, in fact, the man in the iron mask knew that Suslov had an ideological problem. The evaluation and characterization of a certain immortal has returned to the level of the beginning. So he can't say too much to do, anyway, he can't change Dzerzhinsky's preconceived opinion of him.

"I know everything you said. It also means understanding! Dzerzhinsky said calmly, "Comrade Mikhail does have some problems in his thinking, and I will slowly help him correct this...... But this is not the main reason why I came to you, I came this time mainly to coordinate and communicate with you, you see that the communication just now is not very fruitful, let's eliminate some misunderstandings, isn't it very good! ”

Li Xiaofeng was not too happy, after a long time, you really came to find fault, do my brother's ideological work, okay, brother wants to listen to what you say!

Li Xiaofeng made a deferential appearance, and Dzerzhinsky did not ink, and directly began to speak: "I am very dissatisfied with your attitude this morning!" At a small level, you are disorganized and undisciplined, and if you are a big one, you are disobeying the party's leadership and resisting the party's resolutions! ”

What a big hat! Li Xiaofeng complained in his heart, aren't you afraid that your brother's head is too small to wear?

"I don't agree with that!" Li Xiaofeng would not accept this big hat, and immediately returned it, "It is precisely because I respect the party's leadership and the party's resolutions that I can't go to this meeting...... My main job now is to think behind closed doors, and I'm not going anywhere until I have a conclusion! ”

Dzerzhinsky became angry on the spot and said angrily: "You still want to blackmail the party, right?" If you are stubborn again, I will punish you directly! ”

Li Xiaofeng was also single, and spread his hands and said: "You can punish you as you like, anyway, I have to bow my head under the roof, but I don't accept any punishment, I believe that with the passage of time, the party will definitely be able to give me a correct conclusion!" ”

Li Xiaofeng's appearance as a single person made Dzerzhinsky wonder, he was very suspicious that someone else had any hole cards, otherwise he shouldn't have behaved so toughly, and if he changed to someone else, he would have bowed his head and admitted his mistake.

"Do you have any grievances!" Dzerzhinsky asked tentatively, "Could it be that Comrade Lenin asked you to examine your own ideological problems, and there are still mistakes!" ”

"Comrade Lenin, of course, is not wrong!" Li Xiaofeng opposes no one can oppose Lenin, but he also has his own set of rhetoric, "Comrade Lenin asked me to reflect on the issue of work attitude, and I have made a profound review of this, and I do not accept all other unwarranted mistakes at all!" I only have one sentence, if I really make mistakes, I can accept them and correct them, and I accept the criticism of my comrades and promise not to make them. But don't even think of the charges imposed on me on my head! (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly passes, and your support is my biggest motivation. )