Chapter 636: Confusion and Selfishness
"Our little nine is really smart."
"This can all be thought of as a husband's heart."
Fu Chen pinched Fu Jiuqi's face, Fu Jiuqi was beaten again, this thing... It's so flirtatious...
Fu Jiuqi couldn't help but be suspicious, and she said faintly: "Fu Chen." ”
Fu Chen was stunned, this Xiao Jiu rarely called his name, could it be that he made her angry?
Fu Chen quickly reflected on himself and reviewed what he had just done...
Before he finished his reflection process, Fu Jiuqi spoke again, "Have you ever befriended... other women... Girlfriend..."
Fu Jiuqi looked at Fu Chen with a serious face, and he was still a little stammering when he spoke, as if he didn't have the strength he had in the past.
Fu Chen is almost 20 years old now, although he is also young, but who knows if he has had other girlfriends before??
Seeing Fu Chen so proficient and natural...
Fu Chen was stunned when he heard this, then shook his head, looked at Fu Jiuqi dotingly and smiled, "What if I say yes?" ”
His girl's emotional side of things seems to be in... Slowly open up...
Fu Jiuqi lowered his head, thought about it seriously, and after a long time, a cold light flashed in his eyes, and he said lightly: "Then beat you to death first... And then..."
As soon as her words fell, she was suddenly pulled forward by a force, and she fell steadily into a warm embrace, obviously the boy's hands were so cold just now, but why is his whole person so warm now?
She was imprisoned in Fu Chen's arms, and a warm and magnetic voice slowly came from above her head, "I don't need you to beat me, because you don't have that chance." ”
"And you are my only one, not before, and you will be the only one in the future."
Gentle words swept through Fu Jiuqi's ears like a breeze.
"Thank you... But why are you so stupid..."
"Because it's you, it's okay to be stupid."
Fu Jiuqi thought of what Fu Chen had said to her in the Averson Hotel in the capital: "I like you, it's my business, if you make up your mind one day, it's not too late for us to break up, it's me who suffers, isn't it?" ”
This kind of Fu Chen is very stupid, this is not the Fu Chen that Fu Jiuqi knows, that Fu Chen who is too rational will not make such a promise, let alone say such a thing.
This will make Fu Jiuqi feel guilty for him.
At the Averson Hotel, when her mind was hot, she thought that her feelings for Fu Chen were love, but after thinking about it carefully, she fell into confusion again.
When she was in Xiangcheng, when she knew that Fu Chen, who was also in Xiangcheng, left first, she was actually a little happy in her heart, because she didn't have to meet Fu Chen...
Because she hasn't figured out whether it's family affection or love ...
Even now... She's also in a state of confusion. I don't know why... In my heart, I slowly cared about Fu Chen's past love. History.
Is it because of insecurity? No... No way... Fu Chen gave her enough security...
And why?
Is it because you like it, do you care about it all? Fu Jiuqi thought to himself...
"I don't have to do it... Xiao Jiu, you can think slowly, I can afford to wait. Fu Chen had already seen through the confusion in Fu Jiuqi's heart, and that confusion had always existed in the Averson Hotel.
But he didn't break ...
He wanted Fu Jiuqi to think about it himself... Maybe after figuring it out, the person who accompanied her to the end in the end may not be him.
But he is not a perfect person, he is also selfish, even if he has a short relationship with Fu Jiuqi, this is also a luxury.
He knew that this would make Xiao Jiu feel guilty for a short time, but he couldn't give up being with Xiao Jiu for a short time because of this.
He didn't want to give up his little sun, his light.
Fu Jiuqi wants to go to school, but he is a special GA member, he may not see Xiao Jiu for a year or two, or even longer, he is afraid that his light will not belong to him at this time.
So he selfishly was with Fu Jiuqi first, and even let Fu Jiuqi fall into the confusion of his emotions, and let Fu Jiuqi himself feel a little guilty about him, but he didn't give up choosing to be with Fu Jiuqi first. Just in case someone kidnaps you...
Maybe after staying in the darkness for a long time, he was afraid of falling into the darkness again, so after finding the light, he was like grasping a life-saving straw, no matter what... Let it belong to him.
But the day of separation really came... Fu Chen will choose to let go, but before Fu Jiuqi has figured out how his feelings are for him, he will not give up fighting for this relationship...
Fu Jiuqi felt that her nose was sour, and unconsciously, she quietly buried her face in his chest.
It's like when she was a child, it's just that Fu Chen at that time was her brother, and Fu Chen at this moment is her boyfriend... Or... Wife...
Fu Jiuqi's feelings for Fu Chen are very subtle and complex.
The two grew up in the Hidden Temple since they were children, like brother and sister, but they are different from brother and sister.
They all had heaven before, but in the end heaven was gone, only to find that heaven was all fake, just like their fantasy, like a sweet dream, and when they woke up, there was nothing.
In the end, it seems that the whole world is left with only the two of them, two people who have fallen from heaven to hell, two people who live in darkness with each other have been warming each other and comforting each other.
They treat each other as a warm ray of light, but no one is light... Because they all live in darkness, they have no light in themselves, and they cannot be light...
But both of them lit up each other's darkness...
This relationship is like a brother and sister, but it's not like it, when I was a child, I only knew family affection, and when I grew up... There is a little subtle adjustment to this emotion, but I am also confused, and I don't understand these emotions...
Fu Jiuqi is like this, how can Fu Chen not be?
But Fu Chen understood this wonderful emotion first, and Fu Jiuqi was still wandering in the fog.
The two stayed on the overpass for a long time, and Fu Jiuqi leaned on Fu Chen like this, not caring at all about the eyes of people coming and going.
Even if there was a commotion all around, there was only the sound of each other's heartbeats in their world...
…
"Haven't you come back yet?"
The dining table in the old mansion of the Feng family was full of fragrant dishes, but the people sitting at the table did not dare to eat first, but sat in place and waited carefully for the people in the vacant seats to come back.
Uncle Wen hurriedly wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, "Also... Not yet..."
Feng Yixun hugged Feng Xi's hand for a moment, he lowered his eyes gloomily, what was he looking forward to?
How could this dusty abyss come back for dinner? Feng Chenyuan wasn't even happy to see him, a grandfather, let alone have a meal together...
Uncle Wen sighed in his heart, he thought that Mr. Feng should be sad in the next few days...