Chapter 213: Do What You Want and Become Your Own Hero!
"Handsome?"
Hearing another completely unexpected answer, Xu Zheng asked rhetorically.
"Yes, strong and powerful, able to help others, defeat those bad guys, when I was a child, I thought it was so simple, and I naively thought that I wanted to be a hero in the future, but I was told by my parents that there was no such profession."
Fang Ran also walked to the side of the railing, leaning on the railing and looking at the sea and said with a smile.
Xu Zheng looked at his smile, obviously it was almost a smile, but it always made him feel different from the first time he saw the unreliable young man.
"Then why didn't you go?"
Xu Zheng asked, Fang Ran rolled his eyes, turned his head to look at the sea on the other side, and replied without letting him see his expression:
"Well, because it's not up to par."
"Then I want to be a policeman or an armed policeman or something, or enlist in the army, so Brother Xu, you are simply my ideal state."
Fang Ran looked at the sea and said softly.
"In the past, I wanted to be a handsome person like you, Brother Xu, but then I found that there are some things I can't do, even if I see it, I can't help anyone at all, so, heroes or something, I don't think I can do it."
He said with a little confusion or a sigh:
"Although Brother Xu, you may think that I can get the data box back, but if I am a participant in the other night games, maybe I will do better."
Fang Ran seemed to be a little unsure of how to speak, exhaled softly, looked at the sea water, and smiled at Xu Zheng:
"I'm just, doing my best."
Xu Zheng looked at the young man in front of him, from the first time he met, he felt that there was something he couldn't see through from Fang Ran, and he still couldn't see through it, just like he still didn't know how Fang Ran got back the drawing box of the electromagnetic pulse.
But he felt that he knew a little about the young man in front of him.
Ordinary and ordinary, simple but not clumsy, justice and kindness are things that a person should have in his opinion, and from the bottom of his heart, he has a longing for the once simple wishes, and will work hard to do what should be done.
"So, Brother Xu, you are the heroes of the country, and I couldn't even save a friend last time."
Thinking of Xia Yao, who was shot in front of him in the last night concert, Fang Ran sighed and shook his head and said.
Xu Zheng was silent for a moment, then stood up straight, looked into the distance, and said in a deep voice:
"I once had a comrade-in-arms who was born and died with me several times, and he was a brother who came out of the Northwest Military Region with me."
Xu Zheng stood up straight, looked at the night in the distance and recalled:
"But on one mission, when retrieving the radar control key, there was an error in the intelligence and a deviation in the tactics that were formulated."
Speaking of which, Xu Zheng also paused, then glanced at Fang Ran and continued to speak:
"You also know that for operational missions, intelligence is the lifeline, according to the precise tactics formulated in advance, as long as there are no personal mistakes, there will be basically no casualties, but that time..."
Fang Ran listened silently, listening to this battle-hardened iron-blooded king tell those stories in reality to himself.
"We recaptured the radar key, but the enemy found it, and he left behind me and let me go first with the key."
Then Xu Zheng suddenly smiled when he said this, looked at Fang Ran and asked:
"Isn't it a cliché?"
Fang Ran was silent, not knowing what to say.
"But it's this kind of old-fashioned plot on TV dramas, which is indeed the most frequent situation in which our troops carry out tasks."
Xu Zheng said sonorously, his body was straight like a javelin!
"Leaving him dead at that time is equivalent to his death! However, if the radar control key is lost, we will die more in the next battle! What do you think I should do? ”
Xu Zheng suddenly looked at Fang Ran with burning eyes and threw this question to him!
Fang Ran opened his mouth, he pursed his lips, and finally smiled bitterly and didn't know how to answer, so he had to ask:
"Brother Xu, what did you do at that time?"
"What did I do? On one side is a person, although it is your comrade-in-arms who was born and died, but it is just one person, and on the other side is the national strategy, which is related to the lives of thousands of people! ”
Xu Zheng's eyes flashed, and he said in a deep voice:
"No matter from which point of view, even according to those routines in the TV series, I should have left him to retreat, with my skills, no one could stop me at that time."
Fang Ran was a little shocked and listened, listening to the people who had really experienced the fire of war and the iron blood to tell you about this fact.
"But fuck it!"
Xu Zheng suddenly clenched his fists and shouted in a low voice:
"Why should I give up my comrades for so many years!? Why should I let the radar control key be taken away by them!? ”
"I buried the radar control key in the deepest place my dagger could dig, and then I picked up the gun and went back."
Xu Zheng's expression was resolute, and he looked at Fang Ran and said word by word:
"Pick up my brother!"
"He and I fought the enemy in the ruins for an afternoon, then blew up all the vehicles and finally found the control key and almost failed to evacuate."
Fang Ran felt thrilled to listen to what he didn't say in his simple words.
"My comrade-in-arms suffered a nerve damage in his thigh and spent the rest of his life in a wheelchair, but he was still alive."
"Then Brother Xu, you..."
As soon as Fang Ran opened his mouth to ask, Xu Zheng guessed what he was going to say, and smiled silently:
"After the incident, I was punished by my superiors and kept in confinement for four months."
"Huh?"
Fang Ran opened his mouth wide, he didn't expect this result.
"Although in the general sense of justice, I did not do it right, violating the order is the most serious mistake, and I have always felt that I should indeed be punished for violating the order, and I can't afford to be evaluated by you that I think I am like a hero, but there are still many people in the outside world who think I did the right thing and say that I am a national hero."
Xu Zheng shook his head and said, looking at the waves of the sea with deep eyes, not knowing what he was thinking.
"So, don't think about it so much, you don't think it matters if you do it or not, it's really that time...."
"People can only do what they can do, and they can only become their own heroes."
"Just do what you want!"
Xu Zheng patted Fang Ran's shoulder with a smile, and Fang Ran looked at him with a somewhat dull expression.
"As for whether a hero is a hero or not, let others evaluate it after you do your best, just like you this time, wouldn't it be good to do it!"
Then Xu Zheng smiled at him and left, leaving Fang Ran alone to look at the beautiful sea at night.
Seeing that it was time to go to the ball, Fang Ran was silent for a few seconds, then walked outside and said softly:
"Sure enough, Brother Xu is very handsome...."