"You lost to me?" A sneer suddenly flashed at the corner of Zhuang Ning's mouth, and he suddenly pushed away the tablet computer in front of him, stared at Xiang Fei and said: "My competition is for me and my teammates, I promised to take them to the finals, and I have nothing to do with you." Don't defile our Kazama laughing team with your obscenity, you-don't-deserve! ”

"But with your current situation, Kazama can't even participate in the repechage, let alone make it to the finals. It's come to this point, and you've done your best. Some things don't necessarily have to be turned out, and it is enough to leave a memory without regrets. Xiang Fei still didn't care about Zhuang Ning's anger, and continued to speak rationally.

Zhuang Ning pressed her brows tightly, Xiang Fei's words accurately stabbed the thing she was most afraid of. Annoyed, he gritted his teeth and slapped his right hand at the call bell, but was quickly grabbed by the other hand, and his slender fingers were only two centimeters away from the red button of the call bell. However, holding her hand was in the wrong position, Zhuang Ning immediately let out a wail, and both parties retracted their hands as if they were electrocuted, but they saw that a line of wet marks suddenly slipped down her resolute face.

"I'm sorry, I ...... It was a nurse who took the risk to smuggle me here, and if you press it, she will definitely be punished. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, your hands are ......" Xiang Fei saw her crying, and immediately explained in a panic, but he didn't know what he should do.

"I'm not reconciled...... I wasn't willing to lose. Lost to you two years ago, lost to the team. I finally want to start over, why do I still lose again and again! ”

Zhuang Ning suddenly whimpered sadly, his head lowered on the quilt propped up by his knees, and his right hand with severe pain was protected in his curled up body, and his left hand hugged his leg tightly. There is no longer the sassy demeanor of Kazama Dance on stage, just curled up into a helpless child.

Xiang Fei looked at Zhuang Ning, who was showing his most vulnerable side at this time, and suddenly felt so heavy in his heart that he began to feel faintly painful.

- Even on the day she decided to disband the team two years ago, she had never cried so sadly.

Zhuang Ning is a very strong girl, and her strength is built on herself. No matter what kind of setbacks you encounter, no matter how serious the problems are, you firmly believe that as long as you rely on yourself and work hard enough, you can solve all problems and achieve your goals.

So even though Xiang Fei left two years ago and the Infernal team was disbanded, Zhuang Ning was not discouraged and relied on his own strength to rebuild the team. The strength of the newly formed team was not good, so she honed herself into the strongest main force of the team. The newly formed team had no funds, so she came up with the gimmick of a purely women's team to attract sponsors. worked hard to take the four girls all the way for two years, and finally at the moment when he could prove his strength, he unexpectedly lost the only thing he could rely on.

Carpal tunnel syndrome is actually a type of strain injury caused by the load caused by prolonged use of the keyboard and mouse, and the incidence is higher in women. In the early stage, it can be treated with physical corrections, and in the middle stage, only injections and oral medications can be used to relieve the pain, but once the severity is reached, surgery can only restore wrist function.

For competitive players, once they suffer from this disease, even after surgery, it is impossible to return to their previous hand speed ability, which is equivalent to being completely deprived of their competitive career and has no hope.

In yesterday's game, Zhuang Ning had already taken painkillers to suppress the pain, and showed that his strength was not inferior to usual. However, although he gritted his teeth and finished the whole game, he suddenly lost sensation in his right hand after the end, and he felt numb from his fingertips to his arm, as if he had lost this arm. Frightened, Zhuang Ning had to be secretly admitted to the hospital, according to the preliminary examination and diagnosis last night, only by undergoing surgery can the grasping ability of the right hand be restored, and there is no other treatment.

Without the combat strength of the right hand, the Kazama Laugh Clan would no longer exist.

"Zhuang Ning ......"

Xiang Fei knew that she couldn't accept this reality at all now, and she couldn't think of any way to comfort her. Listening to these heartbroken cries that were forcibly suppressed because they wanted to retain some self-esteem, they opened their mouths and only called out her name, and they couldn't say a word, a word.

There have been failures, there have been pains, gritted their teeth and climbed over the sea of swords, and ate all the bitter fruits of sticking to their dreams, in order to be unwilling to give up the road ahead after falling. The competition in the competitive circle is extraordinary, but it is this competition that gives life a reason to burn. You can not win the championship, you can lose the understanding of your family, you can lose the people who have shared weal and sorrow, you can have no income, and you can not get the attention of fans.

However, the only thing that cannot be lost is the opportunity to work hard.

struggled on the battlefield for four years, but in the end, he was forced to die by fate. After this operation, she had no connection with the competition at all. There is no longer Kazama Dance on the ranking of professional stars in fierce battles, and there is no longer Zhuang Ning on the stage of fierce battles. With only the Jiang sisters and a few other girls, the Kazama laughing team will soon be squeezed out of the list of national professional competitions. The team that cannot bring benefits to the merchant will be disbanded in the end, and there will be no life.

There is no more laughter in the wind, only crying in the dark.

Although Zhuang Ning thinks of this ending every time his wrist hurts to the point of numbness, it is like injecting himself with anti-inflammatory and pain-relieving injections, injecting a tranquilizer into this scared and worried heart, pretending that nothing will happen to finish this season's game. But when it really comes, this heart is still unwilling to face the reality, and even has a trace of luck, feeling that there is still a chance after the operation, and that he will not lose to fate.

But Xiang Fei's arrival seemed to bring her back to reality and tear all the unrealistic delusions to pieces. Now, she can't do anything but cry and accept her fate.

Time passed as Zhuang Ning's tears flowed down drop by drop, and Xiang Fei's heart became more and more chaotic. He couldn't bear to see her crying anymore, and turned to look out the window. In early winter, there are still large yellowing leaves on the branches, showing an undying appearance, tenacious as Zhuang Ning.

But it's finally time for this leaf to fall.

For a moment, Xiang Fei's heart seemed to be pierced by something. When I closed my eyes, I saw the gentle and lovely smiling faces of my wife and daughter, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the endless leaves outside the window. His brow tightened tighter and tighter, and there was a fierce battle going on in his heart, a battle involving the fate of three people, nay, four.