Chapter 227: Sensibility is the River
"As I said, your intellect is the boat, and your sensibility is the water. You can't let the water overturn the boat, but you can't let the boat go against the water. You have to let the river of sensibility take you to the place you want to go the most, you can rest on the shore, you can go somewhere else to do something short, but in the end you still don't forget your original intention and let the boat reach the end. ”
"But what should I do if someone takes control of the ship?" Lu Yunqian hung her head and asked weakly.
"Your ship is always in your heart, and no one can control it." Lu Daoheng gently tapped his sister's chest with his hand, "All you have to do is give an order to sail the boat." ”
That light click opened the heavy lock trapped in Lu Yunqian's heart like a key, and all the thoughts that had been sealed jumped out, singing in my heart like a free spirit bird. But there are still some worries between her eyebrows that can't be put down, which are shown on this youthful and immature face.
"Really, can I do this? Daddy won't say yes, I'm ...... I don't want to upset him either. ”
"It's not that he won't agree, but he'll worry about you, and I'm just as worried about how you'll be hurt when you enter this completely unfamiliar world. When you choose to take a path that is completely alien to him, he can't help you. As you get farther and farther away from him, he will also become uneasy because he has lost your need for him, so he will guide you in life according to the path he has taken. After all, for him, the people and things on this road are familiar, and no matter what happens, he can stand in front for you and arrange it properly, so that he can feel needed and complete a father's mission. ”
"However, I'm still scared ......" Lu Yunqian looked embarrassed, most of her own affairs were arranged by her parents since she was a child, and even which university to go to and what major to study was also chosen by her parents, and it was indeed a very big challenge to take this step.
"It's hard to get them to accept change all of a sudden, but don't worry, you can do something and prove that you can really be on your own. Moreover, even if you play a game, you need to have equipment and a plan, and you need to try it many times before you can pass the level, right? Lu Daoheng smiled.
"Do you mean I'm going to start farming now?"
"Well, arm your mind with knowledge, and keep accumulating experience to open up the life behind the wasteland. Make yourself better, and you will be more motivated to drive the boat inside. ”
"I see, thank you, brother!"
Hearing her brother's words, a relaxed smile gradually appeared on her face, and she suddenly felt that the future was suddenly bright and full of hope. And the oars of the boat in my heart have returned from the hands of my parents to my own hands. If it's just turned on, it will take some time to get ready enough.
"Idiot, what do you say thank you, you can be happy and do what you like, and I will feel at ease as a brother." Lu Daoheng gently touched his sister's head, looked at the fading light outside the window, frowned slightly, and said, "But I have a third agreement, which is to trust those who love you." Whatever happens, whether they will leave in the future or not, trust them 100% when you fight side by side. ”
"Huh?" The first two agreements Lu Yunqian felt that she could understand and could do them slowly, but the third agreement was really incomprehensible based on her current experience.
"Now that you have stepped out of the arms of your parents, the road ahead is not to rely on the support of your parents, but to rely on those who gather around you because they like you. I know you've built a wall in your heart because of my affairs and refuses to accept the kindness of those around you, but that's the last thing you should do right now. Reach out to as many people as possible, you need to team up to win, and the reality is the same. Your classmates, your friends, and your landlord, trust them, and they will help you through all the difficulties. ”
"Your Excellency? Liu Jiangqing? ”
"Well, although Liu Jiangqing is also a guy who has built a firewall in his heart and has an arrogant temperament, he is still very willing to help at a critical moment, but he ......" Speaking of this, Lu Daoheng suddenly hesitated.
"What's wrong?" Lu Yunqian asked with a confused expression.
"Don't rely too much on him~"
Lu Daoheng said and suddenly gently hugged her into his arms and hugged her tightly: "You are the only sister in my life, I want you to be happy and want to protect you for the rest of your life, but now you can only go on your own." You don't have a lot of experience in the world, and if you meet dangerous or bad people, I can't stand up for you. Although it is said that you should trust the people around you, you must also protect yourself, and you must set your own bottom line in everything, which is the bottom line that no one is allowed to touch, understand? ”
"Well, brother, don't worry, I will definitely protect myself! I'll have a lot of friends, I'll do what I love, and I'll never cry anymore. And...... I know that you have never left, and you are by my side to protect me, and I will feel very happy to know this. I am the happiest sister in the world. ”
Lu Yunqian hugged her brother like a child, feeling the familiar body temperature and taste, greedily indulging in short-term happiness, so that the soul that had been suffering from the pain of losing her brother and dried up was finally rescued. I even feel that this gentle dream is the reality at this moment, and the lonely and dark world outside is just a nightmare that happened in another space.
There was no light outside the window at all, Lu Daoheng pursed his mouth lightly, and looked at the lovely sister in his arms, his eyes full of reluctance. But just as there are joys and sorrows in that world, so is the moment when there will be a difference in this dream. It's just that...... I don't know if I can have a chance to hug her again.
"Good, Sissi, if you can in the next life, you can be my sister again! I will definitely make up for all the things I can't give you in this life. Remember, I love you. ”
Sensing a hint of something strange in her brother's voice, Lu Yunqian suddenly panicked in her heart, and immediately hugged Lu Daoheng's body harder, burying her head in the soft clothes, but her body gradually lost consciousness, and the study in front of her began to turn into darkness as if it had been smeared with a large piece of ink.
In the blink of an eye, everything was gone.
"Brother...... Brother! ”
Lu Yunqian shouted out in panic, and suddenly stepped on the air, and her body fell quickly, as if falling into a bottomless abyss. She struggled desperately, but there was no way to control the terrible feeling of falling in this boundless place, and when she was about to call for help, she suddenly heard the familiar sound of chairs colliding. She opened her eyes in an instant, and slowly raised her head from the table, only to see the video that had stopped playing on the computer screen.
Dream...... Is it?
I dreamed of my brother...... It seems that he has a lot of words with me, some very important words. But what did he tell me?