Bian Jin knows his clumsiness better than anyone else.

He was clumsy, looked down upon, and abandoned.

In the beginning, I got used to it.

He is a left-behind child who has nothing since he was a child.

Grandpa was irritable and loved to beat people, grandma was paralyzed, and his family was in the mountains, so he had to carry water, dung, cook, and be beaten every day.

This kind of life can't be imagined by children in big cities, right?

That's true in the mountains.

There is no net.

There is only a signal halfway up the mountain.

To say that it sounds good is that it is isolated from the world, and to say that it is unpleasant is to be out of touch with society.

Although Grandma Bian Jin was paralyzed, she was good to him.

A little money every month, saved under the bed, dime by dime, said that he wanted to use it for him to study.

But Bian Jin was too afraid, and this kind of life made him afraid.

He fed his grandmother, and if he couldn't feed well, he would be beaten by his grandfather.

Grandpa hit someone, he went to apologize, and was scolded by people for beating a beggar with a broom.

At that time, he was not as tall as an adult, and he carried a flat pole all day long, climbing mountains, watering crops, and carrying dung.

One time when it was dark, he accidentally tripped and spilled the contents of the box.

It might sound funny.

But he was so desperate that he broke down.

A man sat alone in a dirty village road and cried all night, and when he returned the next day, he was beaten violently.

After that, he found that crying was useless.

There was no one to comfort him.

You will only be beaten.

Then don't cry.

But once ...... Really devastating.

He had a mental breakdown many times.

When he was very young, he was also a small one, he liked to read fairy tale books, and felt that the outside world was not beautiful.

Make wishes come true, and there is Aladdin's magic lamp.

He also fantasized about what kind of little prince he was, and he had the wealth of a rich country for him to inherit.

In fact.

He is nothing.

People cannot choose to be born.

Since his parents did not come back, because his family was poor, he had no money to buy good clothes and no time to clean up after himself, he always looked very dirty and smelly......

No one wants to play with him.

He walked down the street.

Don't look at him and laugh when you see him.

There were also children who hit him with stones, scolded him, and laughed at his embarrassed appearance.

Have you ever had good intentions?

Bian Jin didn't know.

Actually, it doesn't matter, no one will stand in front of him, no one really cares about him.

When he was young, he thought he was invincible and had become numb.

So he ran away from home.

When she returned, her grandmother had no one to take care of her and died in bed, her body stinking.

Under the bed, there was a pile of dime money pressed against him.

Since then, Bian Jin has had nothing.

He didn't keep the dime and the dime either.

was seen by the alcoholic grandfather and fought with him, he was too young at that time to beat, the money was spilled all over the ground, and his tears flowed desperately.

That was the last time he cried.

In fact, many things in the back are meaningless.

For example, when his parents finally came back, he was standing at the entrance of the village, and his father glanced at him when he came over, and subconsciously said.

"Whose child is this, dirty and disgusting, stay away from us."

He is not living on earth, but in hell.

The mountains are too remote, and he is a beggar when he escapes.

There are good people in this world, but there are also many liars.

After all, he left from that mountain, his parents were ashamed of him, let him do whatever he wanted, and they would give him living expenses.

In the end, I haven't seen him for more than ten years, and I haven't taken care of him, so it's too weak to say that family affection is weak.

Shortly after he left home.

His parents moved to the city and gave him a younger brother.

They were perfect as a family of three.

The parents have money, the grandfather dies and the grandmother is buried together, the child who was born does not have to take care of the paralyzed grandmother and does not have to worry about who he killed, he can be loved and educated well......

Now, his parents are coming to him again.

It's because I found out that he can make money now that he is broadcasting, right?

He had experienced so much that it was hard for him to believe that kindness had no purpose.

When he was ugly and dirty like a beggar for food, why didn't anyone treat him well?

So he cares too much about Tong Yaoyao.

He just wants this young lady who has been looking forward and can warm him up and care more about him.

One by one.

Just take a look.