Chapter 245: We Are Not Heroes
We, not heroes.
It's just a wandering and a life in the world.
It is precisely because of being a superman that Huang Taiyi knows this matter better than others.
No matter how much power you have, there is still a limit to what you can do alone, and it is not a result of being strong or not being strong to do anything.
Therefore, heroes are creatures that can only appear in legends, and there is no such thing as a humanoid causal law reversal machine that can be happy everywhere you go.
Merlin cries loudly.
It's not just because of sadness, I'm afraid it's more about self-blame.
Although Huang Taiyi thinks that she has no need to blame herself, she will not say it directly like an idiot at this time.
Just hold her hand quietly and let her know that she is still with her.
People have to go through all kinds of suffering in order to grow, even though most of the time pain is just pain and doesn't lead to anything more.
Huang Taiyi recalled his own experiences, such as his discomfort in society, his uneasiness in interpersonal relationships, and almost everything brought pain, and he was able to step on these pains smoothly...... Well, I didn't grow up at all, and in the end, like many supermen, I chose to escape, leaving the society I lived in, using the Internet as my own shelter, and becoming the person who guarded the world behind it.
It sounds a bit romantic, um, but as a person concerned, I would never think like this, and if I could, I would also like rainbow-colored sparkling youth.
After sitting side by side for a while.
"Na ......"
Merlin's cry grew quieter, and he grabbed Huang Taiyi's hand and shook it gently.
"Huh?"
"Do you have any siblings?"
I don't know what the meaning of this question is.
"Yes, just cousins, though."
"You guys have a good relationship?"
"It's not good, it's about the same as passers-by."
The emperor replied without thinking.
"Huh? Isn't it good? ”
"yes, but ...... It's my side that is unilaterally bad, or estranged. ”
"Why is that?"
Merlin's mood had calmed down a lot, and at this time he pretended not to care and gently withdrew his hand, but his head was lowered deeper than just now, almost buried in his knees.
"Because of jealousy."
Huang Taiyi simply lay on the ground, looking at the starry night sky, wanting to reach out there, but knowing in his heart that he would not be able to grasp anything by doing so.
"Jealousy?"
Merlin tilted his head and looked at Huang Taiyi's face.
Whether it is the word "jealousy" or a slightly lonely look, she feels that it has nothing to do with the impression of Huang Taiyi.
"It's normal, I'm also a very ordinary person, she is stronger than me, knows how to communicate with others better than me, and is more popular than me...... However, in the end, she will find that she is the ugliest person who is jealous of her, so she gradually becomes cold and rarely interacts with her, and that's it, she has nothing wrong with her. ”
Huang Taiyi kept the action just now unchanged, and it is true that the earth is not a particularly nostalgic place, but the feeling of homesickness lingers.
"Whew...... So you are the same...... In this regard, we seem to have super strong people in my family, and there are people who are the envy of everyone...... No, it should be fearful ambition, and I have been working tirelessly for my goals, but I ...... I couldn't agree with something that I didn't know if it was an ambition or a dream, and I didn't have the strength to convince anyone, so I left home......"
Faint tears began to shine in Merlin's eyes again, her personality was bold and informal, and she didn't even look like a girl many times, but sure enough, there was still a delicate side in her heart.
"It's very powerful, the kind of person who has the strength and is willing to work hard, I think you can't try to get to know each other well, after all, it is an existence connected to your own blood, and there is nothing unclear about it."
Huang Taiyi can understand what it is like to have an overly accomplished parent or sibling on his head, but if someone says the same thing to enlighten him when he is lost because of this, it may not help.
Human beings are like this, many times they know that they are wrong, but they still have to keep going.
"I thought so too, so I walked out, wanting to see a wider world, to let myself have more experience and then try to understand...... But...... It's useless...... I know that it is a grand ambition to protect the heavens and the earth, to protect everything, in ...... In front of that kind of thing...... I...... It's getting unclear to me what I dream of......"
Merlin sobbed intermittently, and the inferiority complex and anxiety that had been suppressed in his heart began to erupt even more violently after losing his restraints, turning into something extremely dark.
"No, maybe like you said, you don't know what dreams you have yet, but ah, you've already guarded other people's dreams, don't you think it's great?"
The Emperor stopped looking up at the starry sky and sat down seriously facing Merlin.
"Huh?"
There seemed to be a glimmer of light in Merlin's dim gaze.
"Of course, protecting the heavens and the earth is a very powerful thing, but such a person must not see the pain in the hearts of ordinary people, and will not hesitate to sacrifice everything for the sake of the goal. But you are different, a most ordinary person may get hope to continue to live because of your kindness and unfair actions, and they may not be as good as the dust on the ground in the eyes of the strong, there are thousands of such people, who can protect the dreams of ordinary people - this kind of thing I think is truly great. “
Every word, every word of Huang Taiyi was spoken slowly and forcefully, wanting Merlin to really understand and truly understand.
Even people who are regarded as ants have their own dreams and hopes, but most of the time these people do not even have the power to live, and because they are weak, they are trampled on and ignored.
Therefore, Merlin, who has become a sword saint and a hero in the hearts of the people, is truly worthy of admiration.
"This kind of thing...... I never thought about it...... I just felt that I couldn't see it, so I did it...... If it were the ancient Sword Master, he would have done the same, this ...... Is this kind of thing so powerful......"
Merlin sat in a daze with the Imperial Lady, and the expression on his face was even a little demented.
She is accustomed to drawing a sword to help when she sees injustice, there is no other reason, that is, she is unhappy with the wicked people who rely on their strength to do wrong, there are indeed not many people with both strength and a sense of justice in this world, justice has never disappeared, and what has disappeared is only people who have justice in their hearts and have the power to carry out justice.
No one had ever told her what he had just said.
Before I knew it, something that was bound in my heart cracked.
"It's amazing, or that's the only way to really save the world...... I find it difficult, but I can help you within the best I can, ah, those people should have the same idea. ”
Huang Taiyi gradually felt that the difficulty of the artifact this time was unusually great.
Repel the forces that threaten the world, easily.
It is difficult to truly save the hearts of people who have been numb.
Anyway, the matter has to be discussed with Si Ming.
"That's right, that ...... The friends you're looking for are all ...... What kind of people? Strong, right? ”
Merlin suddenly became slumped, and his eyes didn't dare to face the emperor.
"It's all sand...... No, they're all very individual guys, but I promise that I can definitely be friends with you, after all, they're all girls hahaha. ”
Huang Taiyi almost said the word "sand sculpture" directly.
"Female ...... It's a cute kind...... ......"
"Probably? Actually, I can't say it.,It's supposed to be more cute, but the details are really subtle.,In short, as long as you see the real thing, you can understand.。 ”
What the hell is the real thing! I can't even figure out what I'm talking about.
Because it's really impossible to say for sure.
"Big ...... Probably? Good...... There is still a chance...... Well, absolutely! ”
Merlin suddenly cheered himself up in a very, very small voice, and at the same time clenched his fists slightly, and for the first time had some expectation in his heart, which had never had a longing for anyone.
"Huh? What the? ”
Huang Taiyi didn't listen carefully, feeling as if Merlin was saying something, but it didn't seem to be said.
"Nope! Didn't say anything! It's the wind! It looks like the person who picked us up is here too! Look over there! “
Merlin grabbed the long knife that lay across the ground and pointed it into the distance.
"Oh...... Really. ”
As soon as the emperor squinted her eyes, she could easily see the light of the headlights.
Although it was supposed to be just a car that had come to investigate information, it could be confirmed that it was one of its own.
The comer will take the corresponding news, about this matter, Huang Taiyi and Beifeng have an agreement.
……
A few days later.
In the midst of the city that had begun to be rebuilt, beneath the charred but still towering buildings, a group of people waited there ready to receive orders.
It seems that the highest status is a strange person who is about the same as a bear, and if it weren't for the mysterious moxican head, it is estimated that it would really be regarded as a beast or something.
In fact, it can talk, and the body is not a bear.
"Can't you? It doesn't seem to be someone who is so easy to woo. ”
The bear-shaped monster nodded slowly in a low voice.
"I'm sorry, my subordinates are incompetent."
Beifeng, who had changed into a high-end looking equipment, could not hide the shame on his face.
"Hahaha Now you are at the same level as me, the chief trusts you very much because of this matter, and even specially arranged a task for you, but there is a word in advance, this matter is very dangerous in my opinion, I don't know what they are for, but I still hope you can be more careful, don't die!"
The bear-shaped monster patted the shoulder of the north wind, he was a famous fierce general under the command of the new "commander-in-chief" who occupied all the forces of the wild army, and he was highly regarded by him, thanks to his approachable and heroic personality.
"Yes! Even if you are crushed...... No! We must live up to the expectations of the chief and complete the task! ”
The north wind saluted to the highest point of the building, turned and boarded the special car.
His task was to temporarily serve as a chauffeur for Huang Taiyi and Merlin, which was also agreed at the beginning.
The target is the most marginal area of the Circle Prison.
It is said that it is impossible to invade and it is impossible to leave the absolute death zone.