Pathological personality, also known as psychopathy or personality disorder, is a kind of personality that deviates significantly from normal in development and structure, so that it cannot adapt to normal social life. This personality abnormality is manifested mainly in disorders of emotional and volitional activity, and there is no abnormality in mental and intellectual activity. Chinese psychiatrists have proposed the following 7 characteristics of pathological personality:

1. Generally from puberty, males can be earlier;

2. The personality seriously deviates from the normal, is incompatible with others, and some aspects of the personality are very prominent and excessively developed;

3. Severe emotional disorders, emotional instability, frequent ups and downs, easy to be provoked, superficial or even ruthless to people;

4. The purpose and motivation of the behavior are not clear, and the behavior is mostly dominated by emotional impulses, accidental motives or instinctive desires, so the behaviors mostly lack purpose, planning and integrity, and the self-control is poor, and it is easy to have impulsive and abnormal intentional activities;

5. Lack of self-knowledge and inability to learn lessons;

6. Once the pathological personality is formed, it is relatively constant and not easy to change, but it can gradually ease after the age of 40-50;

7. Difficult correction and poor prognosis.

Based on the above 7 characteristics, you can distinguish the general personality from the more autistic and pathological personality. This is because people with pathological personalities are unable to adapt to social life, cannot live in harmony with most people around them, lack feelings for others, and are often driven by emotions to do things that harm themselves and others.

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When the free first class returned to the command, anyone could tell he was refreshed. His whole body was soaked in the black blood unique to necromantic creatures, and the smell was unpleasant, which made the players and NPCs in the command feel disgusting. You must know that the people in the headquarters are all occupations of life, and they are similar to the flowers in the greenhouse; Such a ferocious beast rushed in, and it seemed out of place in the flowers.

Bald Eagle sat on the arm of his chair (he always sat so dangerously) and said, "You stink, do you know it?" ”

"Huh? I'm sorry. As soon as the free first class cabin lit up, a white light filled the headquarters, which stimulated the players to tears, and two people who looked directly at him entered a state of "blindness" for seven seconds, and the bald eagle escaped because he yawned and squinted. Under the double washing of the light and dark elements, the free first class was completely renewed, and he looked heroic, like a messenger of war for the gods; The disgusting smell of corpses and fishy smells are gone, replaced by the warm smell of quilts in the sun. "I've earned a lot of camp points today, hehe, I've killed more than two hundred necromantic creatures!"

"What is that, the sunshine slaughtered the city in June, and the people killed by his subordinates can be regarded as killed by himself, and he can accumulate tens of thousands of honor points at a time." The bald eagle struck lukewarmly.

"Then I'll kill more next time, I'm going to challenge my limits and see if I can successfully slaughter the city." Freedom first class geared up: "Is there still a war?" ”

"Expect it to be, but you can go to sleep, because the war could go on all night."

"No, it won't!"

"How not? It was only the first day that two cities were defeated, and the June Sunshine must have been in a hurry to jump to the feet and launch a crazy counterattack. No, I don't think that's June Sunshine directing. The other side commanded more clearly than the June Sunshine, neither relied on blitzkrieg nor rushed forward, and grasped the timing of attack, encirclement, and retreat very well, so that the losses were kept to a minimum. Bald Eagle took out a bag of potato chips from the storage bag (this is also a special food that can only be purchased in the system mall), and tore open the package: "Combined with the previous situation of the 'Night Blitz', I am sure that the other party is a new command-type NPC recruited by June Sunshine. Necromantic NPCs have an advantage over me in stamina, and I still need to sleep, but he doesn't even need to sleep. ”

"What then? Are you staying up all night tonight? The free first class put away his smile: "Your mental state has not been good, so you can't rest off the line and let a few people take turns to command for you." ”

"I'm a 'chess player', so naturally I can't leave the chessboard for too long. Plus, my spirit and will are stronger than you think. I used to sleep only eight hours in a week. ”

Hearing this, the free first class finally understood why the other party always yawned - this is a blessing and a great fortune if it does not die suddenly. He shrugged and walked out of headquarters. When he looked back, he saw the bald eagle slumping his shoulders and nibbling on potato chips without a bite, like a lonely bird. At this moment, he felt that this No. 1 military strategist in the United States was pitiful. Stripped of the layers of brilliance, the bald eagle is nothing more than a child of self-isolation.

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The next morning was a Saturday, and Qingyi didn't have to go to work, so he made an appointment with Hei Fengrui to see a psychiatrist. Speaking of which, he was still very worried about his mental state.

When fighting under the city of Dolu Davis, Qingyi controlled 30,000 skeletons, but he could only hold out for thirty seconds, rest for thirty seconds, and finally be kicked out of the game due to extreme mental exhaustion and unconscious for an hour; But when he attacked Osgilia before, he also controlled 30,000 skeletons in the psychological shadow, but he persevered and was not forced back by the system until the siege ended. Could it be ...... The illusion that constantly torments oneself can actually help oneself to explode potential? But when he thought of the scene at that time, even Qingyi was a little afraid: the streets were full of skeletons, and they repeated the same sentence: "Where is the bald eagle?" Where is the bald eagle? ”

Qingyi felt that the commander was not himself, but a necromantic king.

"Morning." Black sharp words interrupted Qing Yi's thinking. Today, Black Edge wears a gray hoodie, a brown knitted hat on his head, and a pair of white-framed sunglasses. After a glance, Qingyi really didn't recognize him.

"Morning, you're dressed too sassy." Qingyi looked left and right, and commented.

"It's something that otaku don't understand." The black sharp put away his sunglasses and smiled evilly.

"Shut up, you dead mustard."

The two of them arrived at the clinic after a while. Black Fengrui took out a black NDS this time, sat down familiarly, and said, "Go, this time I'm going to catch the divine beast." ”

Entering the room, Dr. House was still waiting behind his computer desk. Dr. House was a very kind-looking man, dressed in a crisp suit, not like a doctor. He pointed to his seat and smiled, "Hello, Zhang, please take a seat." How have you been doing? ”

"Very good, thank you."

Dr. House pushed the can of Coke on the table and said, "It's so cold, I didn't buy the chilled one, don't mind?" ”

"Thank you. You're so nice. Qingyi smiled. Although the Coke money will be included in the medical expenses, after all, it is the kindness given by the other party to relieve his emotions. "I'm not just depressed, I'm traumatized, right?"

Dr. House was stunned for a moment, and his eyes were a little strange: "Have you checked the information yourself?" ”

"Yes. I have to be aware of my condition. In my judgment, my mental trauma was lifelong, difficult to heal, and triggered PTSD. Qingyi said calmly: "I think, I am very likely to be schizophrenic." ”

"It's not as serious as you think, Zhang. For me, there are no wounds in the world that cannot be healed. Dr. House's voice was gentle: "You are not a professional, and you cannot make an accurate and objective assessment of your mental condition. ”

Qingyi smiled bitterly: "I hope so......"

"But I'd love to hear what you think of yourself, it will help with the treatment. Would you mind talking about it? Again, we will take your privacy seriously, so you can rest assured. ”

Qingyi nodded: "Hmm...... I can trust you. Let me start by talking about the environment in which I grew up. ”

"My mom died very young. My dad was rich, but he had a bad temper and was rigid. Whenever I did something wrong, he would criticize me harshly and even whip me with his shoe. I was fed up with his self-righteousness and condescension, so I ran away from home......"

Dr. House raised his hand to interrupt Qingyi's narration: "'Escape'? Why do you use the word 'escape'? ”

"Because there is no emotion in that family. I was living there like a cage, suffocating day after day, struggling day after day. No one would tell me the truth, they all approached me with various purposes and talked to me in all kinds of masks. After I graduated from college, my dad asked me to work directly in the company, but I didn't want to...... I was afraid that I would become a second him. I chose to come to the U.S. to study for an MBA. I want to free myself from hypocrisy and do what I want to do, instead of being a bonsai that grows in bondage. ”

("The Rebellious Psyche.") Dr. House commented)

"I think my family environment contributed to my distrust of others, as well as my high level of possessiveness." Seeing the doctor's smiling face, Qingyi had no choice but to bite the bullet and continue: "I hate that others are alienated from me, and I hate that others are close to me on the surface but are still alienated inside, I hate hypocrisy." For me, a friend who is not on the outside is a betrayal. ”

"The analysis makes sense, continue." The doctor encouraged him.

"There's no denying that my dad had a big influence on me. My coldness, my ruthlessness, my gloomy owl...... There may be a lot of inexplicable dark sides of personality, all of which are learned from my father. I call it 'evil'. If we master evil, we will be able to do better harm and abuse others. Because of this, I have a psychological distortion while I am emotionally absent. ”

"When I came to the U.S., I found that I still couldn't find friends. I'm not sure if they're friendly or not, and I can't communicate properly with others. I've been at home for so many years, and I've long since lost the ability to make friends, no, it's not a loss, I should say that I didn't have the ability to make friends in the first place. Do you still need to talk and chat with others? As long as you throw a stack of RMB, the other party will treat you as a close friend. It's so simple, it's desperately simple. I don't need friends who can buy them, but how can I make friends other than that? I went through all the dating guides, and I threw them out as garbage. ”

"But the virtual world is different. In reality, people wear masks; In the virtual world, people always show their true selves. While others may find this ironic and sad, I am truly grateful to the Internet. I tried to make friends online, and then, I really made friends!! Qingyi smiled, and there was fire burning in his eyes. The other party doesn't know who I am, and they don't know that there is 'evil' surging in my body! I'm so happy! Even for people like me, there are people who are willing to make friends with me!! ”

"When Qiankun came out, I was immediately intrigued. A game that looks like the real world but gives people a virtual identity, just thinking about it is exciting! In the game, you will definitely be able to make more good friends! So I stepped into it and became who I am now......"

He took a deep breath, avoided the doctor's gaze, and bowed his head, "I am the White Bone Tyrant, June Sunshine, and the murderer who went viral on the Internet. ”