"I don't know when it started, but my relationship with my parents was like this, they just treated me as a nutrient for my younger brother. Or maybe it's been predestined since I was born, just like my two older sisters. The difference is that the two sisters didn't work at that time, and the only thing that could benefit them was to get married, so they married very early. So my relationship with them is also very weak.

As for my younger brother, he was still okay when he was a child, but since I came out to work, I don't know what my parents told him and what he has experienced, and gradually he only knows to ask me for money, and he doesn't care about any of my circumstances. ”

Lin Jingtong gently wiped away Zhang Xueyi's slowly falling tears, and comforted softly: "Aunt Yi has passed." Don't be so sad. ”

"It's okay, Aunt Yi doesn't care." Zhang Xueyi pushed Lin Jingtong's hand away, and saw that the road ahead was finally open, so he started the car and followed.

"Aunt Yi said that my family background, and the situation at that time just allowed you to understand the relationship I experienced, and it was more immersive, not that Aunt Yi lied to you!" Zhang Xueyi said while driving: "I worked for a few more years until my younger brother was admitted to university. I didn't send the money back. But maybe they thought I should give them money, and they sent me a letter to ask me later, and I told them that my brother didn't need my help when he went to college, so I could live my own life.

Then they saw that I didn't want to help, and then they said whose son was good or something, and told me to match. I ignored them and moved to a different city to live my own life. I'm not very assertive. To be honest, I'm not a coward, otherwise I wouldn't have been able to work outside for so many years by myself at such a young age.

At that time, it was also because my younger brother really wanted to study, and his parents were farming in his hometown, so how could he have so much money to pay for tuition, the second brother had to raise his own children when he got married, and the two older sisters were married and had their own families, and it was impossible for him to help his younger brother, so he could only rely on me. That's what I told myself. Until he was in college, an adult, and I was an adult. So I just put it down. Leave the family that only knows how to squeeze me, but doesn't even have a word of greeting and understanding.

Later, I joined the local folk song troupe by chance, and then started my singing journey. It was also there that I started my second relationship.

He was also a singer in the group, two years older than me, so at the time, we were a good match. I think too. So face his crazy pursuit. I agreed, having been alone all along. After two years like this, when they were already talking about marriage, I saw him and my best friend in the group on the bed in his house.

He said he was confused for a moment, and then begged for my forgiveness.

Two years of relationship, I don't want to say that it will be scattered, plus the atmosphere of that era. So I put up with it. As for that best friend, I cut off contact with her, and since then I have been a stranger in the group.

Then it was half a year, and at noon the day before we were going to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the marriage certificate, a colleague in the group told me that my girlfriend was waiting for me in a room in a nearby hotel to talk about what happened half a year ago.

With a doubtful attitude, I went, but the story of half a year ago was repeated, and my boyfriend, who was about to get a marriage certificate, was once again in the same bed with the so-called best friend.

Seeing me, he prayed for forgiveness again. I ignored him this time, I don't know why I didn't get angry, maybe it was because my grief was worse than my heart was dead.

My best friend saw me staring at her, she was not dressed, she stood up and smiled at me, and told me that it was my boyfriend who took the initiative to seduce ~ her half a year ago. coaxed her with sweet words over and over again. After being caught raping that time, she also listened to my boyfriend's sweet words, so she took all the infamy herself.

My boyfriend told her that he would marry her, but after all, he couldn't bear to break up after talking for so long, so it took time.

Then she waited and waited, and it turned out that she was waiting for the news that we were going to get a marriage certificate. That's why she deliberately informed me of the past. ”

After a pause, Zhang Xueyi continued: "Then I didn't get a marriage certificate with him the next day, I can't accept that he lied to me, and I can't accept that he treats my girlfriend like this." What did he take us for???

In order to escape, I applied for a change of group and a good life in a different place.

Because I have excellent singing ability, plus my image is also good. That's why many regiments want me. So I changed groups very quickly.

Next, I sang in the troupe, and then the folk song troupe went out of business, and the entertainment company poached people, so I came to Xingyu, and I stayed until now.

I didn't fall in love after that, and in the first few years I wanted to heal because I was injured, and then as I got older and spent more and more time in the circle, I saw more and more darkness, and I lost confidence in men even more, so I didn't want to look for it. ”

For the next ten minutes, the car was full of silence, and it was not until the car drove to the gate of the Olympic Games that Zhang Xueyi continued: "I have no objection to you finding a boyfriend, and I hope you find it." After all, over the years of being single, I have been able to deeply understand how good it is to have someone to rely on. It's just a pity that I've missed that age. But you're different, you're still young, you can find a good one. Find a reliable one!

But I don't want you to look for that Mr. Liang in the morning, because he is too preoccupied. And a man with a heart is not a good choice for a woman. I hope you can find someone who is honest and loves you wholeheartedly. And not a scumbag who covets your beauty! ”

This time Lin Jingtong didn't refute, she began to examine her thoughts, Zhang Xueyi's words touched her too much, although she is also twenty years old, but her previous life was very ordinary after all, the only thing that was not ordinary was probably the thing about singing and getting the first place in the competition and then entering the singing circle.

Maybe Aunt Yi is right, there are few good men with flowers. While I'm not deep enough now, I should get out of it as soon as possible. Lin Jingtong thought in her heart, although she was a little reluctant in her heart, she still told herself in her heart that that kind of good feeling was just an impulse and forced herself to let go.

"Let's take a look at the running program." Sitting in the car and thinking for a few minutes, Lin Jingtong said to Zhang Xueyi.

"Haven't you figured it out yet?" Hearing that Lin Jingtong was still going, Zhang Xueyi couldn't help but say disappointed.

"I figured it out, I just said that I was going to meet there, I can't break my promise, don't worry, Aunt Yi. I just look at it and go. Lin Jingtong tried to squeeze out a smile, but the smile he forcibly squeezed out was full of bitterness.

"I hope so. Anyway, Aunt Yi has said everything she should say, and it's up to you to do what to do. ”

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"This man is running so fast! It feels like if he goes to be a thief, and few people should catch up with him. This is He Xiaomei's voice, among the girls present, she feels that she is the youngest in her heart, and she likes to make some deliberate amazing words, which has successfully made everyone laugh many times.

"Brother-in-law, didn't you say that the big singer would come? Why haven't you seen it yet! Seeing this specially thought out sentence, everyone didn't react, He Xiaomei rolled her eyes and asked me.

"There's probably something wrong with her." I replied casually, the purpose of my coming here is not to pick up girls, but since the beauty is invited, the competition looks the same everywhere, so I came here, even if Lin Jingtong didn't appear, I wouldn't feel strange, but I would still be a little disappointed in my heart.

Suddenly, I saw a woman in front of me wearing a large mask covering most of her face, she was wearing a sleeveless pink pleated dress, and her smooth arms and white calves were even more eye-catching.