For today's human civilization, most of life is born in hospitals. And the end of a life is not known how many things happen in the hospital.

It's like a contradiction, welcoming new life and sending away countless old lives.

There are joys and angers, and there are sorrows.

There is birth, old age, sickness, death, sorrow, resentment, affection, parting, and not being able to do what you want.

The child's crying in his ears gradually became quieter.

The fetal movement of a pregnant woman in my hand also looks very cute.

He seemed to feel a new life.

He seems to have forgotten that he had been here a long time ago in such an environment. At that time, I was young and didn't understand the meaning of new life, but now with all these years of experience, looking back, it turns out that it was so immature at that time, and the new life also seems so exciting.

"Xiao Rui, let's go, there's a pregnant woman about to give birth." Director Liu was wearing a white coat and walked over, "It is estimated that it is a smooth delivery, come with me to have a look." ”

Ling Rui nodded, he was very grateful, it stands to reason that at the level of Director Liu, it is very rare to personally help people deliver babies.

Soon, in the delivery room, Ling Rui saw a pregnant woman, her face was sad, because it was really painful, and then there was a low moan.

On the side, the midwifery nurses and doctors were all on standby.

"The palace entrance has been opened to 10 fingers."

"Come, Zhang Ai, can you hear me?" Director Liu nodded to the other female doctor, and then asked the pregnant woman's name.

"Yes." The pregnant woman's voice was a little distorted because of the pain.

"Breathe with me!" Director Liu began to slowly instruct the pregnant woman to take deep breaths, divert the pregnant woman's attention, relieve the pain, and was not ready for childbirth.

Ling Rui was like a passerby, no, he didn't want to be a passerby now.

"Come, exhale ~ inhale ~ "

……

When the baby's cry sounded, everyone breathed a sigh of relief, and the nurse on the side quickly took over the child and conducted a newborn examination and score.

"The child is healthy."

This is the conclusion after that.

Ling Rui suddenly looked at the red, pink and tender child, his face was wrinkled and not good-looking, and he suddenly remembered that he would be excited to save a life, and he would regret the loss of life.

……

Walking out of the delivery room, Director Liu lost his gloves, and then looked at Ling Rui, "How do you feel?" Looking at you just now, it seems that there is still something to gain. ”

Ling Rui nodded, "Well, my heart was suddenly very moved, life is a very great thing." ”

"Haha, Lao Zhong told me, you suddenly ran to him today, saying that no matter how much human beings do, they are still mayflies in the universe, I thought, why did this kid get into the horns? You are going to be born, not to join the world! ”

"If you live in this world, you must enter the world."

"Even if what we do may be small for the universe as a whole, how do you know how big the universe really is?"

"Cherish the present, is the present."

Director Liu patted Ling Rui's shoulder, smiled, and turned to leave.

……

Then, Zhong Shan took Ling Rui to the oncology department.

The existence of oncology departments is generally to guide patients with cancer for treatment, of course, many of these patients are already in the middle and advanced stages, and as the saying goes, sit and wait for death.

"You should have watched the usher just now, this time, you have to see the send-off." Zhong Shan left such a sentence, and then left with a smile, of course, he had already greeted the oncology department.

In the oncology ward, many patients have gray hair, or no hair.

There are also quite a few who wear hats.

Some are taken care of by their families, and there are occasional laughter and laughter between words, and there are also quarrels.

Some are alone in the infusion, with desperate and helpless eyes.

"I'm a lot old, what kind of treatment, I can't cure it, and it's a waste of money!" An uncle shook off a middle-aged woman's hand, "I'm going to be discharged!" I'm cured! ”

"Dad! I don't want to see you go! The middle-aged woman's eyes also turned red all of a sudden.

Then, the old man's eyes also turned red.

……

"27 beds with cyanosis of facial lips and unconscious ......"

Suddenly, a nurse shouted, and someone from the doctor's office soon rushed out.

……

More than half an hour later, the doctor came out of the ward again, his face was sad and joyless, "I'll sort out the death records in a while......

Ling Rui suddenly remembered that he was the same at that time.

There is some indifference to life.

It's not so much indifference as getting used to it.

Accustomed to using, accustomed to sending.

When a life passes, he can't do anything but leave a death record in the medical record book, and the words of comfort to the family are also pale.

Ling Rui smiled self-deprecatingly, yes, he had drilled the tip of the horns.

No matter how big the universe is, what does it have to do with him?

Although there are systems in the body, although there are known civilizations beyond the earth, but so what? Can you reach Earth in an instant? You know, even light can't measure the universe.

……

Zhong Shan looked at Ling Rui in front of him, and knew that Ling Rui had already figured it out, "It's good to figure it out, let's go, let's eat together." ”

"Thank you, teacher."

"Since you call me a teacher, preaching and receiving karma to solve doubts, I naturally need to do it."

"You finished halfway, but there's no denying that you're talented. This talent, in all walks of life, will be the cornerstone of your success. ”

"I hope you can take a good look at your heart, see what you want to do, what kind of person you want to be, and don't take the wrong path."

"Actually, you have a sentence that is also very right, as a star, you feel that your responsibility is heavier."

"There is a shortage of doctors in China."

"But there is no shortage of you, there are thousands of people who are missing."

"There are a lot of celebrities in China, but I don't see many of them that are really beneficial to society."

"Nowadays, people have seen the amount of money they make as a measure of success."

"But I hope that you can keep your original intention, don't be confused by the voices of the outside world, don't get lost in money, fame and lust, know your responsibilities, and know what you can do."

"Be a meaningful person to the society, give full play to your current advantages, even if you are not a doctor, but you are still a student from my imperial north, don't care too much, we are always your strongest backing."

Ling Rui's nose was sour, how fortunate he was.

"Let's go, let's eat, if it's late, the delicious chicken legs will be gone." Zhong Shan laughed, and then walked in front of Ling Rui.

At this time, Ling Rui also knew why he had doubts.

Originally, as a doctor, he worked down-to-earth every day, and rarely had time to think about this mess, and he was more concerned about whether his patients were discharged from the hospital in good health.

Now, as a star, although it has only been a few months, it is already a little floating, and life has passed without a sense of reality, even if the star actor can experience another life.