"Although I became a 'doll' in Dollhill as if I had resigned myself to my fate, in fact, in my heart, I still had a trace of killing Ge Shutian and avenging my daughter. It's just that Ge Shutian is too strong, and with my strength at that time, no matter what method I use, I am definitely not his opponent. ”

"Therefore, at that time, I chose to endure humiliation and bear the burden, while playing a doll with a dead heart, while practicing martial arts and marksmanship diligently."

"I don't know if Ge Shutian has absolute confidence in his own strength, or if he is happy to see us work tirelessly and become a better doll step by step. Now that I think about it, I'm afraid it's the latter. ”

"Instead of forbidding me to continue to practice martial arts and improve marksmanship, he also provided me with an unknown internal skill to replace my rotten internal skill. And a few times when I was in the process of improving my marksmanship, he also opened his mouth to point me out. ”

"I thought that I would continue to practice martial arts like this until I gradually became a more powerful martial artist than Ge Shutian, and then kill him, avenge my daughter, and then kill myself."

"But I never thought that in the second year after I entered Dollhill, Ge Shutian took the initiative to find me and proposed that he could give me a chance to kill him once a year, anytime, anywhere, I could fight head-on, assassinate, or even poison. If I fail in that attempt to kill him, he can not kill me. ”

"And his condition is that every New Year, I need to help him go out of the country once a year to deliver a letter."

"Without a doubt, I said yes."

"For the next three years, I tried to kill him every year, but I never succeeded. In fact, not to mention success, not even close to success. ”

"In the fourth year, I poisoned him again and failed. I was so nervous that I shot him again, but he defeated me and forced me to drink the poison of the Silver Soul Flower because I had violated the rules of the game with him. ”

"That year, on the way to help him travel outside the country and deliver the news, I opened the letter he asked me to deliver. It was written densely packed with strange words, like some kind of code word. ”

"I suddenly understood, it turned out that he was sure that he could hold me. All my pretense was useless, and he had already discovered that I had always wanted to avenge my daughter, so he deliberately put forward that condition, with the intention of taking the opportunity to make me do something willingly for him. In this way, he has a dog that he can use with confidence, and I, driven by hope, will stay by his side without hesitation and be his dog. ”

"After thinking about all this, I realized that if I wanted to kill him and avenge my daughter, I didn't need to die for him, let alone stay in that eerie Doll's Villa all the time."

"I just need to run out."

"And I've always had the opportunity to do that countless times."

Cui Yu closed his eyes in some pain, and sat there weakly.

"It wasn't until that moment that I realized how stupid I really was. At that time, I had already been forced to drink the Silver Silk Soul Exchange Flower Poison, and my skill was damaged, and from now on, if I really stayed in Doll's Mountain Villa, it would only become more and more impossible to kill him. ”

"So I took advantage of the night to secretly write down on the paper what Ge Shutian had done, as well as the complete story of the matter of asking me to contact the outside world, and put it under the drum in front of the Yamen of Chang'an City, where I was at that time, along with the piece of paper he asked me to pass on. Then, he began to be incognito on the rivers and lakes. ”

"In order to escape from Ge Shutian's pursuit, I will still have the opportunity to kill Dollhill Villa one day in the future and avenge my daughter. I deliberately pretended to be a rickety, and asked someone to make a realistic mole and stick it on my face. In addition, I shaved off the long hair that had been under my jaw for many years, made my hair messy, and dyed it gray with white paint. ”

"A rickety and ugly old man, he can only push a cart and set up a stall every day to sell tea. Who would have thought that such a poor man would secretly practice his marksmanship every night, forcing himself to improve his marksmanship a little more, just to have a little chance to kill his enemies? ”

After saying the last sentence, Cui Yu's face suddenly showed a relieved expression.

For more than ten years, these things, these secrets, have been like a huge stone, pressing on his heart, so heavy that he can't breathe, and he can't even breathe.

If it weren't for his daughter's enmity that had always supported him and forced him to live. I'm afraid that he has already been completely driven crazy by himself, and then cut off his own life.

However, even if he knew that he had been poisoned by the silver thread for soul flower, and no matter how difficult it was to improve his skills in this life, it would only be several times more difficult to kill his brother Shutian than before, Cui Yu was still stubborn and verified, and he had survived by disguising himself for more than ten years.

Nan Yuxing swallowed a mouthful of saliva, to be honest, he was a little shocked, because it was hard for him to imagine how Cui Yu had relied on that little hope to support him until now.

More than ten years have been like a day, and it is light to say, but it can be carried by one sentence. But in life, how many years can a person live for more than ten years in a lifetime?

also didn't know what to say, and didn't know how to evaluate Cui Yu's people, as well as Feng Siniang.

If she went to the capital to ask Mu Xiaojiu to find the Doll Mountain Villa with her and kill Tiangongzi Ge Shutian just to save her sweetheart, Xiao Shiyilang, then at this moment, she really wanted to kill Ge Shutian for the first time, not because she rescued Xiao Shiyilang.

It's not just Ge Shutian, if it's possible, Feng Siniang is now eager to pull those who had persecuted Cui Yu in front of him one by one, and then slash them all to death.

Moreover, she admires Cui Yu from the bottom of her heart at this time.

Because she knows very well that if she puts herself in the same situation as Cui Yu, she will face despair again and again, and even watch her most precious daughter being taken away to be a concubine, watching her daughter become stupid and stupid, and then watching her daughter being killed.

She's going to kill herself, there's no doubt about it.

Therefore, Cui Yu, who can survive all the way from this heart-wrenching grief to the present, is definitely worthy of her admiration.

Whether it was Nan Yuxing or Feng Siniang, they didn't hide their feelings and thoughts at the moment. Only Mu Xiaojiu always looked at the wine glass in his hand and didn't say a word.