Chen Changqing said that the situation was really embarrassing, Zhang Yawen was a little shocked for a while, but Lin Chaofeng looked indifferent.

Lin Chaofeng said: "How does this ten yuan sound like a charity, the owner of this ten yuan is one of those people you can't find later." ”

Chen Changqing just glanced at Lin Chaofeng and didn't say much, and then drank another glass, feeling as if he had calmed down the emotions in his heart.

Chen Changqing said: "In fact, these things are no wonder to those old classmates at that time, who said that poor people must have pitifulness, and they fell into such fields, and they were completely to blame. ”

"Young and high-minded, always have some unrealistic ideas, dissatisfied with the status quo, but have no ability to create a better future, and live in their own imagination."

Zhang Yawen said: "This should be a necessary stage in everyone's growth process, you just don't have the corresponding conditions to support, like me at the beginning, but I ......"

Lin Chaofeng looked at Zhang Yawen and said with a smile: "It's just that you don't have his predicament, right?" ”

Zhang Yawen had to nod and acquiesce, indeed, she had never been in such a predicament.

I have to say that her most embarrassing years are nothing more than when she joined the e-sports industry, when she took the only funds she had, and after the establishment of the team, it was also the first time in her life that she watched the stretched funds full of careful calculations all day long.

But although this is the case, in the final analysis, she is still much better than Chen Changqing's situation.

Because even if HR didn't succeed at the beginning, she returned to the starting point after standing up to the sky, and the life at that starting point is really not much different from what she is now.

Chen Changqing said: "At that time, most of those old classmates did not have the financial ability to provide practical help, and it was normal that they could not provide practical help, but until now I still have to thank them, because it is indeed they who let me go through the most difficult years, and it is also the most unforgettable years of my life." ”

"At the same time, this has become the most regrettable period in my life, and I don't know how to face those old classmates, and I don't know how to face it until today."

Zhang Yawen said: "Today's you are no longer as good as you were at the beginning, this simple love today you should have enough ability to repay it, what?" ”

Chen Changqing sighed: "This matter has to go back to the beginning, the original situation is accurate to say that my reputation has been completely ruined, let's talk about Lao Jiang, after I got a job later, he was the only one who took my call, but he seemed to have some kind of impression of me at that time." ”

"I have the impression that I will borrow money when I open my mouth, and it is true that although I have a job, the economic situation is really not optimistic, and there is almost no extra money on my body, and even smoking an extra cigarette is a luxury."

"So when he didn't wait for me to explain the situation, when he promised to lend me money again, I patronized it and thought it was an old classmate who was too worried about me, maybe he also felt that he could only give me such support in that situation, and I was a little unhappy, so I forgot the original intention of calling him."

Zhang Yawen said: "You have a good relationship with Lao Jiang, this is normal." ”

Chen Changqing shook his head and said: "That's not normal, because his promise at that time caused me to forget my original intention, from confessing my situation and the deadline for promising to repay the favor by the way to unilateral expectations for him, at that time I thought that he might be better off than me and some others after he came out, otherwise how could he be sent to charcoal at such a critical time?" ”

"However, my wait was pale, and since then his phone has not been answered, until the infinite number of answers, and finally I have to understand the fact that he blocked me."

Zhang Yawen was shocked: "How is this possible? You have such a good relationship, it's only a hundred dollars after all. ”

Chen Changqing smiled bitterly: "It's true, a hundred yuan thing, but the impression is not something that can be decided by this hundred yuan, until later, I don't understand why he suddenly promised me at that time, because I haven't contacted him again until today." ”

"Those old classmates are like him, most of them have not been contacted to this day, which is not a difficult thing for me to do later, because I always think that what I owe must always be repaid, everyone is an old classmate, just find a chance to repay, but the truth is not as simple as I thought."

Zhang Yawen asked, "Then what happened next?" ”

Chen Changqing said: "Didn't you ask them about my situation? Could it be that they didn't tell you? ”

Zhang Yawen shook his head and said, "I asked them how they could contact you, and they just told me that you were still in contact at the earliest, and then you never contacted each other again, and the time was about a year or so after you graduated. ”

Chen Changqing said with a smile: "So to today's position, how many years have I been out of the country?" ”

Zhang Yawen thought for a while and said, "Eight years." ”

Chen Changqing sighed: "Yes, eight years have passed like this, there are gains, there are losses, and there are irretrievable." ”

Seeing Zhang Yawen's concerned look, Chen Changqing said with a smile: "Actually, it's nothing, I also heard about some things later, at that time, there were some legends about me in the circle of these old classmates, but they were all bad, which would make them avoid my legends." ”

"Maybe it's because I didn't have a lower limit for help at the beginning, which led to some misunderstanding of me, because some old classmates knew some things about me at the beginning, in short, I was either in the underworld or contaminated with some bad and illegal things in them."

"Coupled with the fact that I haven't heard from me for years, many of them think that I may have been locked up for triggering the law, and what kind of attitude I have towards such people in my hometown, I don't think I need to explain more."

Zhang Yawen was silent when she heard this, if Chen Changqing really became such a person, if she thought about it from another perspective, maybe even she would choose to avoid Chen Changqing.

He is still a person with certain conditions to support, if this is changed to those old classmates, Zhang Yawen can't imagine it.

She had seen some of them, some of them were already parents of children, and how could ordinary people's lives withstand the intervention of such people, which would destroy their already peaceful lives.

(End of chapter)