Chapter 387: Habit
To be precise, Lin Chaofeng is not a person who is good at looking forward to the future.
For many things in the future, except for some things that he can do with confidence and are doing, and he can participate in and have the confidence to do, he doesn't seem to have thought about anything else.
At the earliest, about Lin Xiaowei, he thought about the responsibility he assumed.
led Lin Xiaowei to leave his hometown, and the brother and sister have been living outside, he can imagine this kind of thing, because he can grasp it.
It sounds a bit reckless about this uprooting.
But apart from himself, what even Lin Xiaowei didn't know was that he had already used various means to spread some news back to his hometown.
It probably means that he, Lin Chaofeng, has his own vision, and Lin Xiaowei, his sister, has always been by his side.
This is also what he feels like he has grown a little bit more, in order to take care of the feelings of those relatives.
Lin Chaofeng knew that the knot in his heart should be impossible to untie, but after all, blood is thicker than water, no matter what happened, no matter what he experienced, he would always think of their brothers and sisters from time to time in his hometown.
I have appeared in their lives, and the departure of my brother and sister should give them an explanation, an explanation that they will not be worried about.
People still can't be too selfish.
And then there's the team he is in now, whose name hasn't even been decided, and he has always had in his mind that they will definitely qualify for the second division next month, and they will definitely qualify for the first division in the spring of next year.
It's a self-confidence, a belief in one's own team, but it's not conceited.
He Lin Chaofeng believes in his own strength and the strength of his team's players.
The reason why it is not conceited is because he has not thought about what will happen after entering the first division.
This is not because it is too far away, nor is it that Lin Chaofeng has lost confidence in himself, but it is true that the environment of the first-class league has made him lose the feeling of being a bamboo in his chest for the so-called grasp.
Lin Chaofeng has experienced the first-class league, but it was all a few years ago, and now the domestic e-sports environment is gradually maturing, and each team is becoming more and more excellent.
Some people may say that they can dominate in the first-tier league, such as the DP team, but now Lin Chaofeng does not dare to say such a thing.
The first division is more like a place for their team to sublimate.
There are 20 teams in the first division, and none of them can be said to be weak, if you really count them, they may be strong and weak, but that is also judged by the form and some on-the-spot performance.
Among them, the weakest team in theory has been hated by the strongest team.
This is perhaps one of the charms of eSports, as long as you work hard, then everything is possible, there is no absolutely powerful existence that you cannot defeat, and there is no undefeated king.
This has always been the case for professional players, who may be able to say that they have ideals and imagine in their hearts that they are invincible, but on the other side of their hearts, they are ready to face defeat at any time.
Because they know that they can win, they will also lose.
As strong as the DP team, they have won 24 consecutive games in the arena at most, and the highest win rate in a season is 75%, which means that a quarter of the games are also lost.
Winning is something that can make people happy and excited, but losing is not something shameful and frightening.
Thinking about these things in his mind, Lin Chaofeng still couldn't sleep after tossing and turning.
I don't know if it's because I'm in a complicated mood, or if he's already used to going to bed late, he's suddenly a little unaccustomed to going to bed so early, or what, it's just that he doesn't.
I took out my mobile phone and looked at it, and it was still about ten minutes away from eleven o'clock in the evening.
Lin Chaofeng propped himself up, half-lying at the head of the bed, the cigarette was lit again, and a mouthful of cloud mist came out, feeling that the whole person was becoming more and more sober.
He himself had forgotten when he had become like this, and he remembered that a long time ago, when he was a child, it was his habit to go to bed early.
The family was poor, and the overall living conditions were relatively poor.
At that time, it was not the time when color TV was just emerging, and even black and white TVs were a little rare in their village, and at that time, he always took Lin Xiaowei to watch TV at the homes of people who had TVs in the village, but he would always take the initiative to go home and sleep at about the same time.
At that time, how obedient and well-behaved he was.
As a result, his parents never worried about him at the time, whether he went out at night or during the day, his parents never asked.
Maybe it's this reassurance, maybe it's this connivance, or maybe it's this trust, which causes him Lin Chaofeng to feel that he can do it, he has the ability to think about himself very early, and rarely feels the nagging of his parents.
Maybe it was because of that decision that he changed his routine.
It sounds a bit ridiculous, and it is indeed very ridiculous, but Lin Chaofeng can't think of the reason why he has such a big change in his schedule and rest.
He has been a very gifted child since he was a child, which he has not yet become what the people in the village do not want to see, but he has been praised by the elders and adults in the village, and even a few years older than him, or a few years younger, all agree that he cannot compare with him Lin Chaofeng.
He Lin Chaofeng can be said to be a person who was unanimously believed by the people in the village at that time to have a great future in the future, but such a person finally chose e-sports, and in layman's terms, he chose games.
Online games are not a taboo for children, and this is even more exaggerated than all kinds of serious faults, and in many parents he may be second only to pornography, gambling and drugs.
Lin Chaofeng naturally understands that the environment of his hometown is unable to understand the difference between e-sports and online games, and after he made this decision, it should be an important turning point in his life.
When he was studying, his grades were indeed very good, and he was also praised by his teachers, and he could even be said to be sheltered.
Because he was a little rebellious in the later years, when he got to the boarding school, the people around him were all adolescent students, and he Lin Chaofeng was the one who kept himself awake, but he still did all kinds of messy things.
(End of chapter)