"Why?"

A voice came from behind him, Yun Luoyang turned his head, it was Chu Feng. has a relationship with Meng Fan, coupled with the relationship between him and Chu Feng before, and now he has a good relationship with Chu Feng, and he calls him a brother every day.

Chu Feng had a cigarette in his mouth, the school was conducting inspections during this time, not only should the dormitories be clean, but the classrooms should also be bright. There is a leader inspection in the training building, if there is a miasma of smoke in the classroom in the later stage, Meng Fan, the later teacher, will have to be punished, so Chu Feng can only go outside to smoke, and run to the corridor if he has nothing to do.

"I'm a little annoyed." Yun Luoyang saw the cigarette in his hand and said, "Here's one." ”

Chu Feng took one for him, raised his eyebrows and said, "Will you smoke it?" ”

He had never seen Yun Luoyang smoking before.

Yun Luoyang smiled bitterly: "Yes." ”

How could it not? College graduates are not as good as dogs, with a salary of thousands of dollars a month, and the pressure of life is so great, and they became addicted to smoking less than two months after graduating from college.

Chu Feng lit a cigarette for him, Yun Luoyang took a puff, and now his lungs had not yet adapted to the smell of smoke, and a violent discomfort came up, making him cough.

Chu Feng smiled: "If you don't know how to smoke, don't smoke, let's hear what to say, brother will help you get an idea." ”

Yun Luoyang was silent for a while, shook his head and said, "There are some things I can't figure out. ”

Chu Feng spat out the smoke ring: "You say." ”

"WEA, you know."

"Hmm."

Chu Feng nodded, as a veteran player who played League of Legends relatively early, Chu Feng naturally knew WEA. In fact, Chu Feng had played DOTA before, knew the Dota professional circle, and also knew that Big Nose used to be a professional Dota player, and after playing League of Legends in his junior year, he naturally knew something about Big Nose's switch to League of Legends.

In fact, not only later generations, but as early as 2012, there was a strange circle of game contempt chain. Those who play DOTA look down on League of Legends players and think it's a schoolboy game. Chu Feng also looked down on League of Legends at first, and it wasn't until many of his friends who played DOTA transformed into League of Legends that they became interested in this game.

Yun Luoyang said: "WEA told me to go to their place to play professionally. ”

Chu Feng frowned, nodded and said, "Yes, it's okay for you to form a business team to play the City Hero Tournament, after all, it's summer vacation." But if you want to become a professional player, you have to give up your studies, and the gains outweigh the losses. ”

This is also a common understanding, in that era, whether it was parents or teachers, the expectation for children was basically to find a good job to support their families after graduating from college. Even most of the professional players themselves don't even think about taking this path, because this is a crooked path in the eyes of everyone, and only if there is really no way, will they try it. To say that it is for the sake of dreams is obviously a joke. Because of all the conditions such as dropping out of school, low salary, and no security for the future, if you tell me to play professionally for your dream, you are undoubtedly talking about cross talk. At that time, it was already good to be able to solve one's own food and clothing by playing professional games, where can I still talk about dreams?

You know, although IGA and WEA, although they seem to be on the right track, last year, they were just an Internet café team. IGA had no salary before tearing the onion investment, everyone was training in an Internet café, and the bald man used 50 yuan to eat instant noodles for a week, and he couldn't get the prize money for the competition, for them, life was a problem.

In such a harsh environment, where can the dream come from?

Therefore, whether it is the domestic environment or people's general perception, they all have an incomprehensible attitude towards becoming a professional player.

Including open-minded college students like Chu Feng, they didn't regard it as a normal career. He even thought that Yun Luoyang was going to form a team to participate in the TGA, just with the mentality of having fun. After all, this period of TGA happens to be the summer vacation of college, so it will not delay the study of Yunluoyang.

"No, I'd love to be a pro." Yun Luoyang smiled bitterly and shook his head, sure enough, no one around him could understand him. But this is also normal, who would give up their studies at a major undergraduate university to become a professional player with no future?

Chu Feng was shocked by Yun Luoyang's words, and said in surprise: "Are you crazy, Yun Da is ranked 18th in the country, it is easy to find a job after coming out, and there is a future for running to play games?" ”

"This ...... I don't know what to tell you, it's just a feeling that the esports industry will definitely develop better in the future, and I think it's much more promising than finding a job or starting a business. You should know that the teaching videos we produce now have income, tens of thousands of dollars a month. ”

Yun Luoyang looked helpless, as a person who was reborn, it was impossible for him to tell Chu Feng that he had experienced four or five years of e-sports development, and knew that since 2014, China's e-sports industry has come to the forefront of the world. So he didn't know how to explain it, and he couldn't explain it to Chu Feng.

"Okay." Chu Feng rolled his eyes: "What's the use of you telling me this, if you really want to do it, you can do it." Anyway, it's your business, and it's not that the school can't apply for a leave of absence, whether you go to WEA or not, you can decide for yourself. ”

He also thought that Yun Luoyang was worried about the school.

"What are you talking about?"

At this time, Meng Fan also walked out to smoke a cigarette, and when he saw Yun Luoyang and Chu Feng chatting, he came over.

Chu Feng pointed at Yun Luoyang and said, "This kid said that someone invited him to play professionally, and he was struggling." ”

Meng Fan lit the cigarette and said with a smile: "What's there to worry about, if you want to fight, you can go, if you don't want to fight, you won't go." ”

"I'm afraid of the school."

Chu Feng guessed.

Yun Luoyang said with a sad face: "It's not that I'm worried about the school, it's a matter of the TGA, don't I want to form a team to play the TGA?" But if you want to play TGA, you can't go to WEA. When I went to WEA, I couldn't go to the TGA with them, so I shouted that I would release their pigeons......"

"What's this, if you really want to go to WEA, I'm sure everyone can understand. And I can see that your friends are basically playing with you with the mentality of having fun, and they don't plan to play professionally. ”

Meng Fan said.

As a big brother who is nearly 30 years old, Meng Fan is still very open to these things. If young people have something they want to do, they can do it boldly, anyway, they are still young, if they don't toss, how do they know that they can't toss a flower?

"The key is Huang Chenghao, the yellow hair in the magic Internet café." Yun Luoyang scratched his head and explained: "Something happened at his family, he was going to work, I persuaded him to play games with us, you know, the TGA champion is 200,000, the runner-up is 100,000, and the third place is 50,000." I promised him that no matter if he won the first or second place or the third place, I would give him my prize money. He now agreed to my invitation and was about to come over, but the first foot of the first foot agreed, and the second foot of WEE came to invite me, which made me in a dilemma. After all, there are some things that you either don't do in the first place, and once you do, it's hard to turn back. Huang Mao's family conditions are not good, he trusted me to come, if I go back on my word......"

In fact, there is one thing that Yun Luoyang didn't say, he was full of confidence at the beginning and wanted to fight with WEE in the ring and grab the qualification for S2. After all, relying on the tactical understanding beyond the version, as long as the teammates are obedient and have tactical execution, even if you bring a few diamond players, it is not without hope to wrestle with WEA.

But Big Nose clearly told him that due to the points rules of S2's selection conditions, even if they won the TGA championship, as long as WEA had a runner-up or third place, then the S2 World Championship had nothing to do with him.

This is what made Yun Luoyang collapse.

This represents the route he took in the first place, which is fundamentally wrong. How can you not upset him?

"And what's going on?"

Meng Fan frowned and said, "I also know Huang Mao, who often trains people in magic Internet cafes, and his family conditions are indeed not very good. If it's really like you said that something happens at home and you urgently need money, you really can't live up to the trust of others, I think you still have to fulfill your promises. After all, it was the person you invited first, and they have now agreed to you. Although I listen to the meaning of your words, I want to go to WEA, but people do not believe in it, from the perspective of friends, I advise you to go to WEA, from an objective point of view, I advise you to form a team to compete. Because the cruelest thing in this world is to give people hope and despair. ”

The cruelest thing in the world is to give people hope and despair?

Yun Luoyang patted his forehead.

They still don't understand, in fact, Yun Luoyang has never cared about the TGA champion, and he has never cared which team he will go to in the future and who will be his teammates.

What he cares about is going to the S competition, and what he cares about is being able to stand on the stage of that world in person and get back his many years of regrets. Yun Luoyang is not a public, he can't represent anyone, let alone the hope of Chinese e-sports, so he only represents his regrets and cares about whether his dreams can be realized.

He no longer wants to stand on the flyover in the future, helplessly watching his home country turn into a civil war for the South Korean team. He didn't want foreigners to brazenly pull out the network cable, and proudly humiliate the Chinese players.

Since God has reborn him, he has also given him that second of prediction, perhaps it is to let him carry this kind of mission to fulfill the dreams of all e-sports players in the future.

But he didn't even have the qualifications to go to the S competition, so how could he go to that stage to fulfill his dream? By hitting the first rank? Or is it a bloody national uniform to find a sense of existence? These are all inconsequential things, in Yun Luoyang's heart, only standing on the stage of the S competition and being the king is what he wants to do!

That's why he's so entangled in his heart!

Any normal person, facing the stage of his dreams, and the test of human nature, will be so difficult to choose. After all, if he goes to WEA, he will be able to go to the S race. And staying here to form a team to play TGA, the reality will tell him that even if he defeats WEA, he will not be able to go to that international stage!

"Forget it, there are some things you don't know, let me think about it." Yun Luoyang felt a headache, why others were reborn and came back, it was all smooth sailing, and he, even if he returned to the past, still couldn't make the right choice.

Sure enough, it's still the same sentence, I understand the truth, but I still can't live this life well.

Meng Fan patted him on the shoulder and said in a very serious tone: "It's very simple to be a boy, but it's not easy to be a man, because when you grow up, you have to shoulder a burden called responsibility." Sometimes, when it's time to make a choice, you have to make a choice. Don't disappoint those who believe in you, and don't let those who trust you look down on you. ”

He waved his hand, threw the cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it, and went back to the classroom.

Chu Feng took the last puff of his cigarette, threw away the cigarette butt, and turned around to leave. Yun Luoyang glanced at the gray sky in the distance, and asked with a slightly confused look: "Senior, do you think people should have a bottom line of principles, or abandon their principles for the sake of their dreams?" ”

Chu Feng hesitated for a moment and said, "This should be asked to yourself." I can only tell you that people who have no principles, even if they get what they want, will lose themselves, forget their original intentions, and think about it for themselves. ”

Turning his head, he left the corridor without looking back, leaving Yun Luoyang who was deep in thought.

Yun Luoyang looked up at the sky.

It's going to rain again.

The weather in the south is always like this, one moment the summer day is clear, the other is cloudy.

Yun Luoyang, who was troubled, walked out of the teaching building and prepared to buy a pack of cigarettes.

In fact, for him, he has never lost his principles and dreams.

But one day when the two are put together, he really doesn't know how to make a choice.

Just imagine, it was an embarrassing thing for him to repeatedly persuade Huang Chenghao to give up his two-month fixed salary and take the risk of forming a team to play against him.

The family needs money to save their lives, but he wants Huang Chenghao to make money without working and compete for the ethereal competition bonus. Although he is indeed confident that he can get it, in the eyes of others, he is exchanging other people's hopes for his own interests.

That's a little too selfish.

Before that, Yun Luoyang was confident that others would know. He was not selfish, because he thought it through. Now that his videos suddenly have advertising revenue, then he can rely on this money to pay the team's salary, so that even if he loses the game and doesn't even make the top three, Huang Chenghao also has money.

And he asked himself to return to S2 with the advantage of five seasons in the future, he definitely didn't believe that a king of the future would be able to lose in the old version to those who had not fully understood the game at a stage when everyone was still unfamiliar with the game.

It's his self-confidence.

It is also a promise he can give Huang Chenghao!

That is, he will definitely be able to win the championship, not only to go to the S competition, but also to get a bonus to help him.

But the fact is that he is still at fault.

Because everything, until you win the championship, is in vain.

So this matter is what Yun Luoyang is doing with the belief that he will win.

He wants the championship, and he wants the S race!

But after that.

The sudden visit of the big nose, as well as the situation of the rules of the competition system, gave Yun Luoyang a blow to the head.

It turns out that many things are not as simple as he thought.

His only hope of entering the S competition was to abandon Huang Chenghao and a few teammates he found, and join the WEA while the factory director and a curly hair did not enter the team.

But when everyone felt that Yun Luoyang was selfish, Huang Chenghao still agreed to him and was willing to team up with him.

This is a decision made by Huang Chenghao after gambling everything and believing him.

Although it is undeniable that the high prize money of the event is indeed the reason for Huang Chenghao's participation. But since it is Yun Luoyang who is the leader, then he must have this responsibility and obligation, take his teammates to play this game, and fulfill his promise.

But the current situation really embarrassed Yun Luoyang himself.

Dilemma!

Do you choose to dream, or do you break your promise?

Yun Luoyang didn't know.

So he is very confused, even if the future life has lived for 25 years, he will still lose himself in this choice and see the direction clearly.