Chapter 1028: Listening to the Qin and Knowing Meaning
After a long time, Shuo Yu turned his wheelchair and turned around, facing Qin Sisi, he looked at Qin Sisi for a while, guessing whether she could understand his piano sound, and then he picked up the paper and pen on the table and wrote a sentence, handing the paper to Qin Sisi.
Qin Sisi was a little stunned, she took a look, only to see that it was written: "What do you think?"
So, he's here to ask her to listen to the piano?
Qin Sisi groaned slightly, and did not comment on the sound of the piano, but asked straight to the point: "Since you like her so much, why don't you marry her?"
That day, she sneaked into Tianmu Mountain to peek at the instigation of Xiaomeng, when Teacher Rulin looked at Shuo Yu, her eyes were so affectionate and forbearing, that is, she liked a person's eyes, and she couldn't hide it, if Shuo Yu took the initiative to speak, Qin Sisi was 99% sure that Teacher Rulin would agree.
Qin Sisi's words made Shuo Yu's face change greatly, he didn't expect Qin Sisi to be so direct.
He opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but the thought of what he said stumbled and was so unpleasant that he was not as good as a three-year-old, so he had to close his mouth again.
He raised his hands again, as if to make a gesture to Qin Sisi, but remembered that Qin Sisi might not be able to understand sign language at all, and finally put it down in a dejected manner.
Qin Sisi saw Shuo Yu's eagerness and embarrassment, handed the note back, and handed the pen on the table to him.
Shuo Yu's face calmed down a little, picked up the pen and wrote a sentence on the paper.
Qin Sisi looked down, Shuo Yu held the pen with great strength, and could see that there were many complicated emotions in his heart, and the tip of the pen almost cut the paper.
"I'm a cripple. This is the second sentence written by Shuo Yu.
Qin Sisi had already understood Shuo Yu's inferiority complex from his heart, and he was not surprised to see this, and Shuo Yu was able to tell the truth to her, a person who had never had any communication, Qin Sisi was very grateful for his trust.
She thought for a moment, squatted down, raised her head to look at Shuo Yu's sad eyes, and said clearly word by word: "In my eyes, you are the greatest forging master in the Demon Domain Holy Realm, and my most admired idol; There are no perfect people in this world, and you should be proud of what you have done that many people in their normal body can't do. ”
Shuo Yu was stunned, probably no one had ever said such a thing to him before, because he had never revealed his heart to anyone.
This time, I don't know why, maybe it's because my thoughts are at the peak and I want to find an outlet for catharsis.
He heard Rulin say that Qin Sisi's talent for music magic is very high, and he likes to play the piano very much, but he didn't go out of his way to learn music magic, just practicing quietly in a lonely room.
When he plucked the strings again, he suddenly felt that there was loneliness and loneliness in his chest that could not be dispatched, he knew that Qin Sisi was on the flying machine, so he sent someone to find her, since she was a genius of music magic, then let him use the sound of the piano to confide in her to see if she could understand.
What he didn't expect was that Qin Sisi not only understood, but also listened so thoroughly and comprehended so profoundly, as soon as he opened his mouth, he hit the weakest part of his heart, almost making him unable to parry.
However, he believed what she said, he believed in Qin Sisi's respect for him, because he was indeed the greatest forging master in the Demon Domain Holy Realm, and he was indeed proud, because he had the capital of pride and conceit.
However, Qin Sisi's guess about Rulin's intentions would be true, and was she really her genius and hero?
Innate disability deepens low self-esteem, and no matter how great things you do, you doubt yourself.
Shuo Yu picked up the pen again, his palm trembled slightly, and he was just about to put down the pen, Qin Sisi suddenly said: "I know you can speak, you can communicate with me in words." ”
Shuo Yu hesitated for a moment, but still picked up the pen and wrote: "She taught me to speak, I just want to speak in front of her alone, and besides, I can't speak well." ”
In just a few words, Shuo Yu's mind has passed countless pictures that are still fresh in his memory.
He was born without a sound tape and couldn't make any sound, Xiao Rulin didn't know these big truths back then, she just felt that Shuo Yu couldn't speak, so pitiful.
So as soon as she had time, she began to try to teach Shuo Yu to speak, she pointed to herself, said "I", pointed to Shuo Yu, said "you", pointed to the big tree, said "tree", pointed to flowers, said "flower".
Just taught word by word, Shuo Yu was not in the mood to learn at first, he knew that he couldn't make a sound, but the girl in front of him was so serious, her eyes were like stars in the sky twinkling at him, he finally couldn't help but get serious, forget it, just play with her.
After Rulin demonstrated hundreds of times, Shuo Yu finally made the first voice in his life: "I".
There was no problem with his ears, when this strange sound came out, both of them were stunned, Shuo Yu couldn't believe that he could really make a sound, Ru Lin was also very depressed when she had been teaching for so long and it didn't work.
After more than ten seconds, Rulin cheered loudly, jumping and jumping around Shuo Yu's wheelchair.
Shuo Yu looked at the happy Rulin, and couldn't help laughing, and suddenly his nose was sour and his eyes were hot.
He secretly made up his mind that in this life and this life, he must be good to this girl and give her all the good things he can have.
During the years when Shuo Yu was treating in the Muyin family, Rulin taught him all the words commonly used in life, and Shuo Yu also studied hard, hoping that one day he could speak like a normal person.
It is true that he has no vocal cords, and he is able to make sounds by the vibrations of the esophagus, which requires a lot of practice and a very hard process.
Later, Shuo Yu's father finally accepted the fact that Shuo Yu's illness could not be cured, and took him back to Daye City of the King Kong family, and Shuo Yu was separated from Rulin.
When he first returned to Daye City, Shuo Yu would practice his voice hard, but as he grew older, he gradually realized how serious his physical defects were, how could a girl as good as Lin be with him?
Under the influence of this negative thought, Shuo Yu gradually lost contact, so although he was able to pronounce his voice, he was very unproficient and his pronunciation was not very standard.
Although Shuo Yu has low self-esteem, he is sensitive and proud in his bones, and he is unwilling to show his embarrassing weaknesses in front of others, so he never refuses to speak when there are people, except for Rulin.
Ru Lin demanded that he must communicate with himself in words, and Shuo Yu could only reluctantly speak, knowing in his heart that Ru Lin would never laugh at him because of his ugly voice.