Chapter 233 becomes history
Huo Quzhi, who had not spoken, finally moved, he stood in front of the crazy and schizophrenic Huang Xiaowei, forced himself to smile, and said: "Little viagra, Wan'er is still young, you can't take her to play so happily, what if she gets sick?" If she is sick, you will also be sad, little viagra, don't worry, no one will rob your Wan'er, she is yours, and she will always be yours alone. ”
Huang Xiaowei, who was bouncing around, stopped.
"She's mine, yes, she's mine, hee-hee, she's mine." The childlike Huang Xiaowei hugged the toy in his arms in surprise and turned around happily, "Oh, Wan'er is mine, it's his little viagra alone," After speaking, Huang Xiaowei looked at Huo Quzhi and nodded seriously, "Well, you're right, it's not good for Wan'er to be sick, I want to be obedient, I want to be obedient." ”
After speaking, Huang Xiaowei sat down in front of Wan'er's grave again, holding the chinchilla toy, and whispered to himself like just now.
"Wan'er, Wan'er, Wan'er is the best, Wan'er is the most obedient, Wan'er won't leave Little Viagra, right, Wan'er will never leave Little Viagra."
Everything seems to have never happened, in front of the grave in the heavy rain, a stupid and stupid man, holding a toy in his arms, as if holding the girl who has passed away, said happily. It seems that as long as he said so, the girl did not leave, and remained by his side.
The only thing that became was that half of his index finger, which had been severed and bitten off by himself, was still bleeding.
By the way, he also dyed the chinchilla in his arms blood red.
Huo Quzhi looked at Huang Xiaowei, who was quiet, his eyes turned bitterly, and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Huo Quzhi let the frightened Chu Mengyao and Bu Xianglian go home first, and he walked to Meng Tian, who was sitting on the ground, and choked up and said: "Brother Meng, don't stimulate Little Viagra anymore, let's give him more time." ”
Since Huang Xiaowei bit off half of his index finger and swallowed it alive, Meng Tian sat slumped on the rain-soaked grass.
The heavy rain in the sky poured him all over his body, making him feel cold to the bone, but all this was far less terrible than Huang Xiaowei's crazy appearance.
Why, why the hell is this! Meng Tian asked questions over and over again in his heart, but he couldn't get an answer every time.
If he could, he would really want to take revenge, and he would like to take Huang Xiaowei to take revenge, but he couldn't do it....... He could only watch Huang Xiaowei go crazy, he could only watch him get mader and mader day by day, today Huang Xiaowei ate half of his index finger, and tomorrow he ....... Day after tomorrow....... In the end, will he even eat himself?
"Xiaojun, we don't have it, isn't there any other way? Can we just watch Xiaowei go crazy day by day? ”
Huo Quai's body staggered, and he knelt down beside Meng Tian.
Looking at Huang Xiaowei, who was still in the heavy rain, in front of the grave, holding a toy and talking to himself, full of stupidity, the champion Hou fell straight to the ground, fell into the rain, and let the rainstorm wash his body.
"Brother Meng, I'm so tired."
Outside the villa, where the clouds were thick and the rain was pouring down, a man sat in front of the grave with a toy in his arms and said with a stupid smile.
Another man sat behind him, stunned as he watched him go crazy.
And beside him, there was a boy, a boy staring at the sky, the boy stared at the sky for a long time, and finally couldn't help but hook his body, in the heavy rain, thunder, silently crying bitterly.
Huo Qu was also crying, and he couldn't hold it anymore.
In fact, no one can hold on.
.........
On the second floor, in the bedroom of Qin Shi Huang.
Qin Shi Huang, whose eyes were red and swollen, stood in front of the window, looking out of the window, and in the heavy rain, the three men who were sitting and lying upside down.
Just now, he saw all the scenes of Huang Xiaowei going crazy, but the strange thing is that Qin Shi Huang, now he should be with Meng Tian and Huo Quai, because even if they can't do anything, he should still do this kind of thing as accompanying Huang Xiaowei in the rain.
But he didn't, he just stood in front of the window of his room, silently watching the scene outside the window.
The answer was soon revealed.
.......
At this moment, the tall body standing in front of the window was trembling, this tremor lasted for a long time, and the head raised high had already lowered the moment Huang Xiaowei bit off his index finger.
"Bang bang." Qin Shi Huang's fist hit his chest hard, without pause, one after another, he looked at the crazy Huang Xiaowei outside the window, and hit his chest with his fist one after another.
"Poof." Soon, blood poured out of his mouth, but he was still in tears, spilling blood, hammering his chest.
The gentle body wrapped around Qin Shi Huang, and the owner of the body held Qin Shi Huang's hard fist with his petite jade hand, she put her head on her husband's back, crying so much that she said bitterly, "Don't do this, don't do this!" It's none of your business, it's really nothing to do with you. ”
"Yes! Matter! Qin Shi Huang's low roar sounded, and tears of remorse and self-blame finally flowed on his face, "My fault, it's all my fault!" It's me who is so useless! It's me who is so shitty! If I could save Wan'er, Xiaowei wouldn't be what he is now, and Lao Liu and Lao Cao wouldn't be in the hospital until now! It's my fault, it's all my fault, it's their winning brother....... It's so useless! ”
"Nope! It's none of your business, it's okay! You're just an ordinary person, you're just an ordinary person! Jiang Mingyue couldn't stand her husband's responsibility, so she took everything on herself and cried loudly.
"It's their winning brother who is too useless! It's their winning brother who is too waste! ”
"Xiao Wei tried his best to save me, Xiao Wei could die for me back then, but what about me? What did I do to him in his time of danger! Do you know? I don't dare to see him, I don't dare to see him now! I don't have that face to look at him....... What kind of majesty am I, what kind of lord of the world am I! ”
"An emperor who can't even protect his own brother? Hehehe, am I worthy of Xiaowei's winning brother! Qin Shi Huang slipped a little, a little bit to something, biting his lip, tears flowing.
"N-no! Say no more! Jiang Mingyue didn't know what she could do now, she could only hug her husband tightly and use her body to soothe his scarred heart.
Qin Shi Huang, he has always been like this, he has always been like this.
I want to carry a world on my shoulders.
........
Fog, layers of fog.
It's big, it's big, it's big, but it's all fog, it's all gray fog.
An endless world, an endless fog.
In the deepest part of the mist, a thin figure clutched his legs, his head buried in the ground, curled up in a corner.
His body was covered with fog, and it was impossible to see what he really looked like, but he could hear what he was saying, he was calling a person's name, he was hiding in the corner, calling a person's name in fear.
"Wan'er."
"Stomp, stomp." Heavy footsteps rang out from the foggy world, and someone was coming.
He walked towards the curled figure in the corner, and could see that every time he took a step, the figure in the corner trembled, and he seemed to be afraid of him.
Finally, he stopped in front of his eyes.
"Do you want to keep running away?"
"Do you want to keep running away?"
"Do you want to keep running away?"
Huang Zhong's voice sounded faintly, echoing in this world, reverberating all the time.
The trembling of his body was even greater, but he still didn't raise his head.
A misty mist stood in front of him, and he was still calling the man's name, "Wan'er." ”
Where is this? This is Huang Xiaowei's inner world, and it is his inner world now.
Huang Xiaowei in his heart didn't raise his head, but in reality, he suddenly raised his head.
........
The heavy rain was still falling, but the sky had completely darkened, and the water and rice had not entered for a long time, making Huang Xiaowei's face look extremely pale, which was a sickly paleness.
In front of the dark grave, Huang Xiaowei was still holding a toy, sitting in front of the little girl's tombstone stupidly, and there was no one around.
Because it was already the evening of the second day, not far from Huang Xiaowei, there was a supermarket convenience bag with some food in it, probably bought by Meng Tian and Huo Quzhi and quietly placed it beside him.
It was midnight, and the world could hear nothing but the roar of rain, not even the sound of cars on the highway in the distance.
A few minutes ago, Huang Xiaowei was still stupid, but a few minutes later, when that person's voice appeared in his inner world, he ...... It seems to be back to normal.
The hollow straight eyes became silent little by little, and the idiot smile on the corner of his mouth disappeared little by little, and a few minutes ago, along with that voice, a comfortable coolness poured into Huang Xiaowei's brain.
It seems that his condition is indeed very bad, and the spell that an ordinary madman can recover in an instant actually lasts for a few minutes on his body.
Huang Xiaowei recovered, just looking at his silent eyes, he knew that it was not the eyes that a madman should have.
In the heavy rain, Huang Xiaowei let go of the totoro toy he had been holding in his arms.
"Why save me? Wouldn't it be nice to keep me crazy like this? ”
"Do you really want to go on like this? Become insane, become an outlier in the eyes of the world, and never be able to return to your wife, children......."
"Shut up, you shut up for me!" Huang Xiaowei punched the grass at his feet and roared, "Stop torturing me with these words!" ”
"Then I'll say something else, I ask you, do you really want to be crazy all the time? Don't you want to avenge her? ”
"Don't forget, besides her, that old friend of yours is still lying in the hospital, I probably don't need to tell why he is lying in the hospital, don't you want to avenge them? Do you just want to watch the culprit who made them fall into such a situation with impunity, and be his generation of masters in Datang? Let him spend the rest of his life safe and sound? ”
Huang Xiaowei clenched his fists, the rain mixed with tears slipped down his face, he thought, why didn't he want to, he didn't want to take revenge all the time these days, he didn't want to kill Li Longji all the time to take revenge, but, but he ......
"Bang." Huang Xiaowei fell to the ground weakly and fell in front of Wan'er's grave, tears and rain blurring his eyes.
"I think, of course I do! But, I can't change history, I can't kill Li Longji, even if I can still have your power like before, I can't kill him, I can't change history, if I go, Li Laosi and they will definitely come to stop me, they will never allow me to change history. ”
Huang Xiaowei was lying on the ground, crying weakly, just like he said, he couldn't change, he couldn't change anything.
All he can do is cry, only madness, and only torture himself.
"Why not try to think differently?" A faint voice sounded.
Huang Xiaowei was stunned when he heard it, not knowing what he was talking about, but soon he understood.
"If you can't change history, why not try to be a part of it?" Huang Zhong's voice rang out again.
"Boom!" In the night sky, a dazzling lightning streaked across the night sky, illuminating Huang Xiaowei's bloodless face and dull pupils.
"Since I can't change history, why don't I try to be a part of it?"
"Let me be history, let me be a part of history!"
Huang Xiaowei sat up from the ground little by little, little by little.
His words opened a whole new door for him.
A door called revenge.