Alive...... True?

His expression was in a trance for a moment, Lei Luo looked at Guanghui fixedly, the two eyes met, he hesitated for a moment, and then his lips were slightly pursed, and his eyes were filled with thoughts.

"Unifying the ninja world is the process of realizing your self-worth, and to some extent, it is the embodiment of your ideals and pursuits, and I like to call it ...... Superego. ”

His gaze did not take his eyes off Lei Luo's face, and Guang Hui looked at the former seriously, observing the change in his expression while slowly extending his index finger against Lei Luo's chest.

"And the desire to continue the bipolar pattern, in other words, the desire to have ice, a qualified opponent that can satisfy you, comes from the desire to fight in your bones......"

That is...... The self. ”

The atmosphere was quiet for a while, Lei Luo frowned slightly, closed his eyes tightly, immersed in thinking about his own pursuit, and Guanghui withdrew his fingers when he saw this.

But analyzing Lei Luo's voice, he didn't stop:

"The conflict between the superego and the id, constitutes your contradictory and complex character, Lei Luo, you are different from anyone in this world......"

"As the most powerful ninja in the world and the leader of the most powerful nation in the world......

"You don't have a series of low-level needs such as physiological, safety, emotional, social respect, etc., what you want has always been at the top of the need, which is self-actualization."

Shrugging her shoulders, Guanghui smiled narrowly, seeing Lei Luo open her eyes, looking at herself thoughtfully, her eyes flashed with questioning, and she coughed lightly.

"Unifying the ninja world, world peace, promoting the development of the times, and bringing prosperity and stability to the people of the world are the goals that you have instilled in yourself, and this is great, really."

"And constantly seeking strong opponents, fighting and winning, experiencing the feeling of blood flowing in the veins, and tasting the thrill of every time you blow up your opponent, is another goal."

"Both of these goals are a tangible manifestation of your need for self-realization, but there is a fundamental difference between your ego goal and your superego goal."

"That's why you're so entangled and so painful sometimes."

"Now, do you understand?"

At this moment, listening to Guanghui's meticulousness, slowly dissecting himself like a scalpel, Lei Luo faintly had some understanding, but then, he was a little dazed.

"I should ...... How? ”

Guanghui turned her head and looked at the sea of cherry blossoms flying in the sky, but this time, she didn't speak for a long time, just silently admired the beautiful scenery in front of her.

The petals of pink and white flowers, like snowflakes in winter, are so gorgeous and beautiful, and in the spring of this 47th year of Konoha, it seems to have an unusual subtle charm.

"Mitsue, I'm ......"

The stumbling tone flowing in his ears was filled with a thick doubt that he couldn't understand for a long time, and after Guanghui heard it, he sighed lightly, turned his head, stared at the past, and his lips opened lightly.

"Take a good look at yourself, Raylo."

"Excluding the superego, the id, your ego, is essentially missing, you are not like a person, but like a god, or...... Demon. ”

"How long has it been since you've taken care of your brother? How long has it been since you cared about your wife, friends, or partners? Even if it's our daughter, have you ever taken the initiative to mention it? ”

Although the tone was very flat, the fluorescence in his eyes and the gently biting lips revealed that Guanghui was unspeakably depressed and sad at the moment.

Lei Luo was shocked, his pupils dilated slightly, and at this moment, countless memories of the past poured into his mind, making his throat extremely dry, and he opened his mouth several times, and he didn't know what to say.

Yes, since he crossed over, he has rarely cared about the people or things around him, and every day he is either working, cutting people, or cultivating, as if these are the whole of his life.

Lei Tong's growth should have been his brother's responsibility, but in addition to teaching Lei Tong some ninjutsu and arranging some educational resources, what did he care about Lan Tong?

Have you ever had an in-depth exchange between brothers?

If not, how can the similarity be crooked?

How could he put all his heart and soul on Ye Naiyu?

The Circle Fellow doesn't know what what Nonoyu did? But he did it without hesitation, without regrets, even if he was in prison.

On the surface, it seems that Lei Tong and Ye Naiyu have a good relationship, but in essence, isn't it that Lei Tong can't find the warmth of his family in himself, so he can only find another spiritual sustenance? Treat Ye Naiyu as a sister or even a mother?

And Nonoyu......

Perhaps it was the lack of self that made him pay no attention to his wife, who was still on an endless expedition when she needed her company the most, constantly working, working, working......

In the end, it led to the tragedy of that year.

In addition, it's a daughter......

"Our daughter, she, she's ...... this year"

"She's two and a half years old this year."

Directly interrupting Lei Luo's words, Guanghui looked at her restless husband, she had never seen the other party's expression at this moment, and it was obvious that the conversation just now touched Lei Luo's heart a lot.

"Since you have been away all year round and have never paid attention to our mother and daughter, I gave her a name without permission."

While speaking, Guanghui lowered his head, raised his hands and stretched them out to the back of his head, moved slightly for a moment, untied a small jade pendant hanging around his neck, handed it to Lei Luo, and added lightly:

"If you're feeling okay, then ......"

"Linglong?"

Lei Luo stared carefully at the inscription on the jade pendant, inadvertently interrupting Guanghui's words, he flipped his wrist, and noticed that the jade pendant was exquisitely made, with a layer of pale cyan light shining on the surface.

Obviously, not ordinary jewelry.

"This should belong to ...... Some kind of forbearance, right? ”

Feeling the chakra fluctuations contained in Jade Perry, Lei Luo thoughtfully handed it back to Guanghui, who took it silently, did not make any answer, but cast his gaze intently.

Reading the meaning in Guanghui's eyes, Lei Luo didn't think too much, and gave his opinion very decisively: "Linglong, it's very good, and it's quite suitable for girls, right......"

"Where's her last name?"

"There is no last name."

Their eyes met, looking at the calm eyes that seemed to have read his heart, Lei Luo was stunned for a second, and then quickly reacted, pretending to smile relaxedly.

"If you don't have a surname, you don't have a surname, and that's fine."

Lei Luo's slightly embarrassed smile made Guanghui laugh out loud, her smile was not as natural as Lei Luo, and it was also very gentle, while laughing, she leaned on Lei Luo's shoulder again.

"Do you have any ideas for Linglong's future development?"

Lei Luo thought for a moment and asked rhetorically, "What's your opinion?" ”

"My opinion doesn't matter, you are her father, this kind of problem, you have to make your own decisions."

"Then ...... Still going to be a ninja? ”

Guanghui bowed silently, saying that it was acceptable, Lei Luo saw this, and couldn't help but think, what kind of teacher should he choose for his daughter, or rather, a tutor?

But after thinking about it, if Linglong had been staying at home, she would have lacked some external contacts after all, which might not be conducive to her future growth, so she simply said to Guanghui in a consultative tone:

"Do you want to send her to Konoha's ninja school for training?"

"Yes, but in that case, work ......"

"Isn't there a phone? Besides, the railway line now connects Konoha and the national capital, and it is only a few hours away from each trip, so if you really feel troublesome, I can also transfer the Flying Thunder God ......."

"Relo."

“？”

"Thank you for caring about our daughter."

Looking at Guanghui, who suddenly hugged himself and was silent, Lei Luo also fell into silence, his eyes fell into the distance, the cherry blossoms slowly fell from the sky, and the courtyard gradually became quiet.

His heart seemed to be much calmer.

It's time to change, so let's start with ...... Let's start with ourselves.