Lin Xiaowei has long been accustomed to Lin Xiaowei singing her own counter-tune, and naturally Zhang Yawen has long been used to it, if it were usual, Zhang Yawen would follow up on Lin Xiaowei's topic and say, in order to make Lin Xiaowei speak more happily, but now she is talking about herself about some things that she has never told others.

Zhang Yawen said: "For us at that age, studying well is only something that can be done, and it is also about ourselves, in order to change our living environment in the future, and reading well seems to have become the premise of everything in life at that age." ”

"He is indeed a bad student with excellent grades, but I can feel his desire to study hard, although he has never said it explicitly, and I have asked about it during this period, but he has never answered me directly, it looks more like he is drunk with his so-called brothers."

Lin Chaofeng wondered: "Drunk and dreaming of death? Or a bunch of brothers? Social person? ”

Zhang Yawen was also a little strange when he heard Lin Chaofeng's three questions in a row, and asked rhetorically: "What kind of social person?" ”

Lin Chaofeng saw Zhang Yawen's puzzled appearance, shook his head and smiled: "It's nothing, you continue." ”

Zhang Yawen said: "These people are actually the kind of people with poor academic performance, the living conditions in the countryside are not as good as those in the city, and the overall family background is not as good as the conditions of many families in the city. ”

Lin Chaofeng is easy to understand this, and said: "It seems that there has been a very obvious change in this situation, in fact, in our era, although high school has a certain threshold, but some high schools actually have no threshold, and the score line is terrifyingly low. ”

"However, according to the concept of rural people, there is no difference between being admitted to high school and not being admitted, unless the family conditions are really good, there is no financial pressure, and the child has nothing to do after graduating from junior high school, it is better to send it to study for another three years, otherwise there is no point."

Zhang Yawen said: "Although I don't know what difficulties he has, but I know the result, when we graduated, I remember he said a very dramatic sentence, that is, everything has reached the day when it is time to end." ”

"I asked him how he felt after the high school entrance examination, but he didn't say specifically, only that they seemed to have had a group fight after the high school entrance examination."

Lin Chaofeng grinned and said: "It's normal to make a break with the grievances in the past three years, I did it at the beginning, boys, there will always be some friction when you get along with your peers at that age, this is different from you girls." ”

Lin Xiaowei asked, "Why do you boys like to fight so much?" ”

Lin Chaofeng said with a smile: "Because I want to make myself like a gentleman, this is not to say ignoring basic etiquette, according to my personal opinion, that is, at that age, everyone is experiencing growth and gradually broadening in terms of personality, do you think it is possible to say that there is no friction between each other?" ”

Lin Xiaowei asked: "Do you have to do it if you rub it?" ”

Lin Chaofeng continued to explain: "This is not the kind of prestige that many people imagine, if this kind of thing happens on a campus with relatively perfect conditions, there may be a suspicion of recklessness, but in the case of a less perfect environment, many conflicts exist naturally. ”

"And when there are many people, it is easy to mess up, for example, a group of people go up and down the stairs, and you inadvertently bump into someone, and the other party can be said to have not paid attention, and apologize to you, is it normal to say that the matter is over?"

Lin Xiaowei said: "Otherwise? Is it inevitable that you will crash back? ”

Lin Chaofeng said: "But if that collision puts you in hidden danger and you feel it deeply, what do you think this apology looks like?" An apology does not make up for all wrongdoings, even if it does not cause actual harm. ”

Lin Xiaowei continued: "Then why does such a collision put the other party in hidden danger? ”

Lin Chaofeng asked: "Do you recall, when you were in junior high school, how many boys did you see going up and down the stairs without the wind under your feet?" There's no way, it's just that age, it's nice to say it's vibrant, but there are too many things behind this vigor. ”

"This is a continuation of the previous topic, if you inadvertently bump into the other party, you apologize and the other party holds on, and you can't understand it, will you feel that the other party is making trouble?"

Lin Xiaowei was silent, and Lin Chaofeng continued: "If you are still a person who has a certain interpersonal relationship in itself, what will you do when facing this situation?"

Lin Xiaowei said: "So, this is the reason why you boys are tossed." ”

At this time, Zhang Yawen said: "In fact, they also have a more sacred word, that is, 'righteousness', according to what I saw at the time, their gang is tightly embraced, and at the same time they have enough dedication to their so-called 'brothers'." ”

"How to say it, that is, I may give in in front of others, but my 'brother' was humiliated in front of others, and he went up without saying a word, maybe this is what these boys can't make us understand, but I have always respected it, even if its behavior may be really bad."

"I think that's like them......" Zhang Yawen said and remembered the people in his memory, about some things about the people he paid attention to after graduating from junior high school, although she still doesn't understand some things very well today, but she can only maintain some respect.

She remembered correctly, the good brother she remembered about him and his was finally surrounded and pushed into the paddy field and beaten severely, but their affection for each other was stronger, which was a very puzzling thing.

To be reasonable, if one of the two people is affected by this kind of encounter, then the affected person shouldn't have an opinion in his heart, right? But in their case it is quite like the nature of emotional facilitation, which is called shared suffering?

About these, she heard the legends in some people's mouths afterwards.

I feel that it is a very interesting thing to leave legends, whether these legends are good or bad, but it seems that as long as they do not affect the essence of the person, it seems that more people will remember you.

Like herself, like the one she remembers.

(End of chapter)